I'm not going anywhere
We can work things out
We always do
This only makes us stronger

Now we exchange few words
Now we don't even make eye contact
Now I jump when you set a plate beside me
Now I feel alone
Now I know I am alone
Now my best friend is my writing
Now the earth has officially forgotten that I exist
No more words of love only of resentment
Now the house is quiet

I lied to myself over and over again
I convinced myself that you loved me
But I was wrong
You showed me how wrong I truly was
You have officially broken me
I hope you're happy

My options are limited
And my time is way too long
It's quite unfortunate
I don't know what I'm doing wrong
I know the problem
I just don't know the solution
I've hit rock bottom
Now I welcome prosecution
They see me as a burden
I shouldn't be here
I open up the curtain
And let the sun sear
Now we're all on fire
I let in the heat
They fight against desire
I'm the the one to mistreat
I must make a decision
I'm just too naive
One thing they always mention
I must change or leave

I heard it
I know it
I turned around
It was you
Of course

I’m worried that there’s something more than just depression and ADHD
I think I’m bipolar
But whoa hold up did a doctor tell me this
No
Oh so it’s not true
I have to wait for some high and mighty doctor to tell me what’s going on in MY OWN BRAIN
That totally makes sense
So I’ll go and get a doctor to tell me what I already know
Then I’m bipolar
That makes sense

Too much work
I don’t wanna work that hard for peace
It’s too painful too
I want to feel something but not anything that extreme
Not the right way