People keep on telling me what to do
but not how to do it.
So I will stay lost until
someone can help me.

You are my everything
and I will tell you these three words
that were once almost impossible for me to say.
I
love
you.

The foot tapping.
The absence of my mind.
The words I constantly repeat.
The fidgeting.
The forgetfulness.
I want it all to go away.
They told me yet again
to take these pills and I'll get better.
I take the pills and nothing is better.
I'm still tapping my feet constantly
and fidgeting and forgetting and I just want to be better.
Will I ever be better?

I would travel around the universe
just to see you smile.
I would walk through hell
just to hear you laugh.
I would swim all of the oceans on this Earth
just to wipe away your tears.
Because all of my pain suddenly disappears
when you smile.