I have seen the beauty of the rose
Having a stunning look of beauty
A soft fragrance
Beautiful petals
Looks like a goddess of the flowers
But it also has many colors
We can see roses with different colors
Each person sees a rose in a different color
But all of them have thorns
The pain each thorns give
I can't forget the pain each cut gave me
The thrones of that masterpiece of beauty
Has torn my heart and my life forever
I am still searching for a lily to shine like a star in my life
With the beauty of its heart
Looks like a fairy tale of heaven
I hope someone gives me some lilies
Before I sleep forever and
Before I see the lilies in heaven
As the beauty of heaven but
If I land in hell
I think I will see a rose there
Maybe that rose is me
And a few people in my life, but
I think I will be the only rose present inside the lava of the volcano of hell
I hope I will be the only flower dying with pain and regret, even after reaching my forever rest in hell
I hope they burn me in the fire of the volcano
I hope I will die with the greatest pain in the world
I hope I need to live with the greatest pain of living a life
For entirety
I hope someone kills me with a knife stabbed in my neck
I hope I die the fastest, but with a long period of pain
But before that
I want to experience being loved by a stranger, not by people in my family
I hope someone expresses their love for me last time before I go

I am in the phase of my life where I don’t care whether I die or not
It said that people’s minds are active for the last 7 minutes
Apparently, to play our best memories of our life
I wonder who will be my 7 minutes expect my family
I wonder if there will be 7 minutes for me
Because my family, I love them, but
Their time will be only  6 minutes, as it will  also remind me of my friends
Or my ex- friends,
I was happy then, but I realized I live in a world
Which is  really harsh, apparently
I don’t know why I was happy with them
But it's also because I thought they were pretty like roses in every way
But roses also have a few of their thorns
That made me cry every time
It did cut me
They used to cut me in every movement of my life when I hold and move with them
But why did I enjoy time with them?
I don’t want to see them in my 7 minutes
The second I would see them, my mind would die at that moment
I loved roses, I still do, for no reason at all. The thorns still could cut me
But I don’t touch them because I have  felt the pain they give me
The cuts they gave me
I still wonder when I will meet my lilies
Prettier than sunset or the moon
Shining bright like stars
Looking like they came from a fantasy book
Pretty in every way a flower has to be
I hope I will see these flowers the moment I die

The beauty of your  morning eyes
I could gaze at them like the shining stars of the night
I can take you on a walk of wonder
to pour my heart out to you without a thought
That you could always be with me forever
Would you mind if
I hold your hand this nightfall
I wanted you to know that
You are the only one I want in this life

I will imagine we both fell for each other that night
I could lie under the sky of the light of the blue moon with you forever
I would probably imagine you with the waves of the sea
Where you will glow with the shades of the waves in your face
I would gift my heart to your presence
So, keep me close wherever you go
We could be together until the eternity

My  love will always belong to you
I will keep my love secure just for you
So, you don’t need to fuss over anything
I will always voice that I fell for you the most in this universe
My love will be caged with you forever
So, vow me you will never let it be down
I have faith in this world
That it will always run me into you
So, I could adore you until eternity dies forever