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All i have on my mind is you
I try to stop but it pushes through
These lips speak the truth
That im no longer blue

You gave me the will to survive
Your jokes keep me alive
Your voice is like an angel chime
In the depth of your words i could dive

How can someone so pure exist
Oh how i long for our trysts
The things I wish to do is a long list
We could make the mirrors mist

I wish we could rest our lips
While we gently hold each others hips
In those warm eyes i would take a dip
We could take your Paris trip

In the balcony I'm standing 
While Lana Del Rey is singing
I wish your hand i was holding
While we explore past this grey cladding

Im still in absolute denial
For you i will always go the extra mile
Loving you almost feels like a crime
But then how could it be so divine

My skin becomes charred
By every incident that has occurred
My longing for is no longer muttered
I love you, I think its clear

You got me dancing on my toes
I dont care about people's crows
This love is true even God knows
My heart bleeds, does it show?
But i love him... i don't need your opinion.
it not your dominion
Long hours pass by, waiting for his text,
All i have on my mind is what will i type next.
Our chats is my nest;
Is this a test?

Oh! Those letters on the screen,
Have the power of saving my sanity.
People say i should keep it as an amenity,
But to my heart its a necessity.

Our hands may never meet,
But my veins have the distance sealed.
Your greeting makes my heart beat;
When i talk to you I've got a skip in my feet.

I'll pray to every god i swear,
To have a minute to spare,
To touch you is my dare,
I love the way you care.

If you leave me my heart will rupture,
Cause you have given my life structure.
I'll be there to nurture;
I'll be there for you.
When love isn't touch but long letters sent at 2 am on a glowing box
My idol once said,"let the light in",
And those words are lingerin'.
He is my window pain;
His words are blinding

I ache to be a tree;
Swaying in his light is my sole deed.
To see him glow is a need;
I don't care if you call it greed

I'll make sure the pools glisten
While my heart has gone missin'.
His smile is the faith i believe in.
Oh! he has got me fantasizin'

Now my cheeks burn cherry red;
This hunger cannot be fed.
One touch- and my skin is shed.
For him, I would be alive and dead.

Why do my words not spill?
Why are my lips still?
My cries are shrill;
This mystery is a thrill.

My bones are ablaze;
This love is a maze;
But i don't mind being in this haze

This yearning is like a summer rain;
Its a relief from the arson's bane.
But its also wet from the tears drained;
Its what keeps my world sane.

So I will chant his name;
I'll walk done his lane,
Even if it's walking into a lion's mane,
Or  limping with a cane.

Just Let me be yours
When you love someone so much that everything whispers their name
I’m a walking insult.
I’m a *******.
I’m a ******* mistake.

No, that felt too dignifying.

Is that more than what I deserve?

Did that make you laugh?

Your jokes describe me too well.

I nod with every letter said.

I feel my face flush scarlet

So ashamed I change —

real defining clue of myself —

like a snake skin sheds.

I want to be dehumanised.

I  want to be violated

I want them to forget me.

I want to be an empty vessel.

I want to slit my throat.

I don’t want your warm affection.

Now my dreams echo hollow.
Every night, my head against the pillow,
revising every morsel I swallowed,
hoping there is no tomorrow —

As I walk to join the hanging bodies in the gallows.
They laugh and frolic in the sun with their slim waists.

You say I’m kind. Considerate,

but I just want your validation.

I’m a narcissist to the core.

Hope I’m not the bile in your throat,

or the acid that burns your hollow heart.

Did that make you laugh?
"Is it a  wonder I broke, lets hear one more joke"
You say my grades don’t matter.
You say, “I love you no matter what.”
Then why am I invisible?
Why do they only see the red numbers on my sheet?

You ask me, “Is everything fine?”
What do you expect me to say —
that I’m f**d up?
That I dream about leaving?
That I keep a blade in my front pocket?

You say I don’t share,
but you don’t pay attention.
I play the piano till my fingers bleed,
I scream songs that reflect me,
I even talked to you.

Maybe it’s because you liked me,
never loved me.
Maybe I’m so flawed I can’t see,
or maybe it’s both.
Maybe we’re both flawed —
we’re only human.
can you hear me?
I want this to end
please everything just stop!
I'm begging you oh! God
i can't deal with this

I want to cut myself so deep that all i  become is bone
I want to smash my head against the wall
make paintings with my blood
PLEASE STOP!

You tell me that you're concerned
but then why do you ignore me
like a pig on a street
is that what you think of me?

I'm done trying
My legs broken from carrying this pain
my windpipe punctured by the comments you make
My skin crimson form the cuts i create

I get hooked with a therapist
but instead of help ,all they blab is *******
that makes me question to my broken core
Am I going mad?

Can you ******* shut up
all i want is to be alone
all i want to be is held
by someone who loves me unconditionally

you say your love is pure
but is it? you manipulate me
I love you, but do you love me?
You made me question everything

Your ******* homophobic mindset,
its so revolting , I feel ashamed to be your son
You say no matter what happpens you are my son
but the very next second you spill your guts

I'm sorry i disappoint you constantly
I'm sorry, I bleed
I'm sorry, I'm weak
I'm sorry, would you ever forgive me?
A rage poem , A desperate cry for help. This is written in a mooment of intense emotion and a form of self expression and NOT A THREAT
Somewhere beyond the veil, far from the claws of civility,
Past the grey building that echos hostility,
Lies a humble hearth that would save my sanity,
touched by the goddess Hestia’s divinity.

Oh! Look-emerging from the lemon orchards is my lover,
Who runs to bring me a four leaf clover.
His golden touch makes me shiver;
I swear you could see his eyes shimmer.

You could taste the saline breeze,
That sprints from the languid sea;
the waves thrash in a symphony-
My brush drips with aquamarine.

You can smell the warm honeyed sky,
Curling from the fresh baked pies,
Or from the midnight hyacinths that cry ,
That my golden one helped reach the sky.

Those delicate fingers pluck the stings of  the lyre,
Resonating a rhapsody the gods admire,
That fills my heart with desire,
As I look dumbstruck ,this heartthrob I’ve acquired.

You say,“when you know you know”,
And I think I will finally  grow’
With my arms linked with my beau’
As we cocoon under the weeping willow.

But  my ears rings with screams,
As I realise it was all a dream;
My sheets wet from the streams-
Was it all just  my mind’s scheme?

My world now is once again grey.
I don’t know how will I go about my day;
My hands have no-one  left to sway,
For I am as lonely as they say.

You tell me, that memory I should not save,
But my heart is not that brave.
For after all, I am my grief’s slave-
You know each day I wish I were in my grave.
this is a lyrical tour of love, loss, and yearning, interwoven with imagery informed by Greek myth. The poem is a journey through a dream world in which the warmth of divine affection and the intensity of the world come crashing up against the cold realities of the everyday. Rich with symbolism and hue, the speaker moves through the ecstasy of an ideal world and the despair of finding oneself awake in a world of solitude. The poem combines the otherworldly loveliness of nature, the emotional power of music, and the uncooked force of myth to forge a haunting meditation on the difference between dream and waking life. ( if you read closely the lover is Apollo). it is modern twist to The Song of Achilles
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