twice in my lifetime
I have tried to end it all
i heeded the call
crazy, but that was not me
a shell of myself to see
all because of my fears
reason avoided my ears
but if you feel you need to talk
I'm here I walk the walk.
Just know you are not alone
I'm here pick up a phone.

school was hard for me
too afraid to raise my hand;
not like I'd be seen

hate, such a coward
it hides itself in plain sight
love is always seen.

bibles and fellowship
holy altar, forgiveness
choir hymns , amens

I've wondered for years
if this life is testing us
for a life to come.

candles shine so bright
but only in the darkness
they need each other.

I am not guilty
you judge sitting on a throne
left to you by hate.