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Real Name 2 0 Mar 31

I think I’ll always be the one standing at the edge of the crowd laughing at the jokes people tell without me.

Real Name 2 0 Mar 30

If my family must tell my story they will say I was a monster

If my family must tell my story they will say I was a monster

They will tell tall tales of white white anger

Of how I never listened and pretended I was the master

They will say she was extravagant but hell if you could get her to say so

She lies through her teeth and pretended she was a Saint you know ?

If my family must tell my story they will proclaim what they say is the truth

They'll try their hardest to stain my already ruined reputation and say we're just looking out for you

If I was humble I would never have known for their tales of pride have convinced me

If I was sweet I would never know because they claim if I am it's an anomaly

All this I tell you
Making me look like a desperado
But your family are the ones who know you best too
I really don't have a defense
For if I were here to tell you the lies

I would have said

I am a Saint and my family thinks so too

I am a Saint
I am happy
And my family
My family

If my family were to tell my story they would tell my friends first
The friends I lied to the ones who said how could you be the worst
You're an angel and I'd say Hush
You're making me blush

I wasn't even flattered
I am a monster and my family knows it too

If my family were to tell my story
Listen
They are the ones who know what's true.

Real Name 2 0 Mar 29

My efforts wasted on a mistake you offered

And there I stood
This is what you made
This is what you did
Breaths are shallow
Hearts thundering
Stopping the battle only to lose the war

Real Name 2 0 Mar 27

Pretty or just personality?

Sometimes, I wonder
Am I those pretty girls who you want to smack cos you’re so **** hot? Like bro Why can’t you see it
Or am I pretty bcos of my personality
Or am I just personality
Or maybe not even that
Self depreciation, love
It’s called self deprecation,genius

I planned this speech for a book in the bathroom

I like it

I think best in the bathroom

Tmi, I know

Sometimes you never know what might come out of your mouth. And sometimes you do and it's things like this. And you just think
Wow
You are a ***** do you know that

Real Name 2 0 Mar 27

If peace could just stick

Serenity was my enemy, who became my greatest friend
But Serenity flies through lovers like an unloyal cat eating the cream from every hand but mine

To think I thought this up to impress a poet I saw on Instagram. I wonder where she is in the world now.

Real Name 2 0 Mar 27

The edge of regret

I’m at the edge of regret and relief
The thin lines are growing on its cliff
Do I let myself fall into despair
Or crawl back into the arms of peace
Her arms are cold, where they were once warm
And her eyes bottomless are red red red
Where is the anger
It’s in her eyes
Where is the frustration
It’s in her arms
She’s tired
I’m tired
So I let myself fall
And I hope I don’t regret that too

All this from a person whose never been in a relationship. Makes you wonder

Real Name 2 0 Mar 26

Only sometimes

Sometimes i feel that jaw numbing pain
The one I used to feel when everything between us was
Well
What it is now
Sometimes I feel it
I feel it when you look at me and that spark is gone from your eyes
I feel it when I say hello and you do too but it's almost as if you're saying goodbye
But Sometimes I feel it
When the birds chirp the way they used to
The way they chirped when i was with you

Yes i know. Very cliche.