"They say the brave die once, the cowards a thousand times "
yet I’ve fallen, crawled, and risen,  
only to die in the silence between the battles.  
So tell me—when the wounds go unseen,  
does that make me brave, or a coward?  

I loved an emptiness, knowing it would never love me back,  
then died when even the hollow turned away.  
I fought for a dream that crushed me in its ruin,  
stood firm as the storm, only to drown  
when the ones I shielded became the wind and rain.  

I have died in ways no one counts—  
not once, not a thousand, but somewhere in between.  
So answer me this:  
If courage is measured in scars no one sees,  
"am I brave, or just a fool who didn’t know when to stop?"

He covers his face
behind the leathery backpack.
His friends smile at me,
and my eyes land on him.
I wonder what his eyes look like,
hiding behind those worn, silent walls.
Is it a glimmer of love—
or thunderclouds of shame?
Is his heart racing like mine—
or crushed beneath the weight of hate?

Why would our eyes meet,
if you're not searching mine like I do?
Or is it a mirage—
a trick of love?

I can count the words we spoke,
not enough for all my fingers to bend.
Still, they feel like thousands more
than I’ve ever said before.

In a lonely tree, old and breaking,
a hornbill sat, waiting for rain.
Like a shadow, it shared the silence
that bloomed along the brittle branches.

Years passed—no drop to quench his thirst.
They told him, “Leave. The rain never finds this tree.”
But he clung still, to withered limbs,
his feathers falling with the leaves,
his eyes sunken deep with thirst.

Then, one fine day,
a drop finally kissed the cursed tree,
sliding gently through its faded leaves.

But the hornbill did not move.
He did not drink.
The years of waiting
had made him forget the rain.

And though the tree was showered
for many seasons more,
no one remained
to hold on to its branches.

A Melody lingering in the wind
astray in the little game of time.
A bend in my straightened fate,
a misfit that fits so perfectly.

A love like a paper boat,
floating to its final breath.
You kept me alive
as fate pulled my heart away.

Like a lantern—empty,
yet rising in your love's fire.
All the smiles you gave me,
I'll crave in these stones that mask you,
And turn them into flowers
for you to lie beneath.