My world has turned grey,
My soul is crying,
My heart is irreparably broken,
I thought you could be my cure,
A ray of sunshine
To light up my days.
I am sorry.
I know I need to let go,
And someday I will be able to.
You were something
You are not anymore,
While I’m the same as always
Pretending the past is still present.
My words are flat,
A decomposed body,
I lost the right way,
If I ever found it in the first place.
How to recognize
When you go from a prodigy
To a wilted flower?
I had always been invisible,
But banal?
A curse, sent by my
Worst enemy,
This is the only solution.
I lost my flame,
My lighthouse,
I feel like I lost you,
But you didn’t lose me.
Please, come back.

When I think of you
And your proud smile
I feel Time laughing at me:
I still live in those fragments of seconds,
When I thought you were mine.
I adore you so much
My heart aches each passing day
Without hearing from you,
But the wound you left me with
It’s still bleeding, and I just wish
I could forget you.
When you left me alone,
I wasn’t hurt by your rejection
But by the love I knew I would let fade.
Every day and night, I miss so dearly
Feeling that deeply,
Not your smile or blue eyes are the ones who hunt me
But the pureness of my heart
When your light shone on it.
Gift me with your love.
And I’ll never let you take it back ever again.
I fear the sea won’t be enough
To heal my shattered soul
Now I’ve been this close to your home:
Hit me like waves on the shore.
Will your ghost ever stop
Haunting my present?
Do you not realise
The power you hold
Over me? How you
Control when it beats and stops
And make it dance until
It doesn’t work anymore.
I’ve stopped a long time ago
Wasting our time,
But just the words
And I’ll be yours again, completely.
Make me yours one more time.

What if I waited?
What if I didn’t drag it for so long?
Or was it our destiny
To touch the sky and
Fall back to Earth, split apart?
Caged somewhere
Forced to love and be abandoned,
Did they lead me to Ogygia?
Is this my destiny?
To be stuck in this
Land of nothing,
Trying desperately to
Make someone love me
The same way I love them.
I’ve been tangled
In this cruel life of sorrows,
And intrigues I didn’t ask for,
And anger I can’t contain.
I can’t get out, help me.
Did I give you enough time?
Can I go back home
And make the same mistake
Once more?
I am willing to burn my skin,
The wounds have healed,
The scars are still visible
But they don’t hurt anymore.
I want you to remind me
Why did I suffer so much
And I lost myself to love you.
Put me through Hell once again
Make me agonizing,
My ***** trembling
By the fatigue of not kissing your lips.
Let me touch your flame
And the hole you left in me
Will be filled.
If honesty didn’t work out
I’ll try with patience,
But please don’t slip from
My grip again, I might die.
You condemned me
To live an empty life
Longing for your embrace,
Why did you choose me to
Torment, of all people?