I want to stay
In my blue
Heaven
All by myself
Because
My blue heaven
Belongs to me
And I feel safe
There
Because nobody can harm
Me in such a wide open sky
And the birds are always watching
Like God's eyes

Chiquitito
I know that I can always
Trust you
Tell me Chiquitito
Do you love
To live here on earth?
Because the earth is your
Home that you live
And the earth is just
A temporary home
The day you die
You are going to
You final home

Chiquitito
Now you have to live
Your life to the fullest
Every day here on the earth

Chiquitito
You are not going to be here forever
So enjoy your life here on earth

The children are
So good together
Playing with the
Other children
Also they are learning to socialize
I never thought
That would be a problem with the children
Also they are sharing the toys
The children are enjoying playing with
The other children
Also the children are playing
In a safe place
Yes they will return to that
Place every single day

Now I give back my life to God
Now I give back my heart to God
Now I give back all my love to God
Now I give back some money to God
Now I give back my dying soul to God
So that re can revive it
Now I pray to God by myself at home

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

Where did our love go?
For our father
Because we never gave
Any of our love back
To our father
And our father love
All of us without limits
Yes people
It was our father
That made us
With his holy hands
Many years ago
And also he placed us
Here on earth to live
We must tell our father
How much we just love
To live on earth
We are not telling our
Father a lie
We are telling him the
Truth
Also, we have built
Some faith in our father

Bella
The rainbow in the sky after the rain
Bella
I am glad that you are mine
Everyday I have grown to love you more
I hope we will be friends for as long as I live
Bella
You are God’s gift to me
Bella
Every time when I look at you in the night
you are fast sleep in my
Bed next to my feet
You are a part of my family
I love you
Bella from the bottom of my heart
You are so beautiful to me

Rag Town
Rag Town
Rag Town
Yes I been there myself
While Rag Town
Was quiet like a ghost at night
I walked the streets
When I reached the end of the streets
I looked up
And I saw that beautiful sky
So clear like a jewel

Rag Town
Rag Town
Rag Town

I just love coming back to Rag Town
For a visit
I just keep coming back and back again to Rag Town ...

Where have all the good people gone?
Sone have fought in the war
And they are veterans
We already thanked them
For have given our freedom
We stand on guard for you Canada
The other people had walked away
From God's life
That is very sad to know
Yes God had died for my sins
In the cross
And it was God that had made me
In his image
That is why I am here
God I praise you name
God every day I live for you

Arrête avant de me briser le coeur
That belongs to me
Because when you break my heart
You will be putting some pain
In my heart
And I know that I will have some
Excrutiating pain
That will drive me insane
I could take all the pain killers I have
But the truth it will not work
I will have to wait for my father
To fix my heart
As soon as possible

Dreamers
We are the dreamers
Of the earth
We would love if
Our dreams would come true
So we could see it alive
If only our father
Would make it real
And also if he could
Project the picture of our
Dreams
And we could cherish
Our dreams
Because our dreams
Are also part of our lives
We see beautiful pictures
Coming out from our eyes
We never forget about
Dreams we had dream
Last night
Also it leave us breathless

Chega
De falar mal
About my father
Because he done
So many good
Things for you
He is the one
That had made you
In his image
Many years ago
Chega
De não amar
My father
Because my father
Loves you
And he also
Wants you to love him
Every single day
That you are living
Here on earth
Also my father gave you
A wondeful life here on earth
Also you have nothing to complain
About your life
You should be grateful that you are living here
On earth a long time
Chega
De não rezar para
My dear father
People continue living the life every day
That my father gave you

Noso amigo
Believes in God
Also
Noso amigo
Have faith in God
Also
Noso amigo
Was made by God
With his holy hands
And
Also placed here
To live on the planet hearth
Noso amigo
Prays to God
Every day before he
Goes to bed

I am only human
I am only human
Maybe I don’t sleep enough
Because I am always tired
When I wake up
Maybe I need to sleep more
During the night
When I am tired I don’t function well
And I take a lot of medication
And I believe that the medication is what makes me tired
I am only human
I don’t have much patience when it comes to waiting for things
I am only human
I don’t have much patience when people say they will do things for me
And they don’t do it
I am only human
I know that I can get mad easily
So, I try not to get mad
I am only human
Sometimes I think that I try to do
To write a lot in a day
And don’t take a break from writing
I am only human
Some times I need to have my own space
When people come up to talk to me
I am only human
And when I give something to someone
I got to give from the heart
I am only human
I have feelings also
You don’t know my feelings
I am only human
I never drunk in my life
Because I take medications and that would mess up with my medications
I am only human
Sometimes I made people mad also
With the things, I said
I am only human
I learned to love myself
I am only human
And I do make mistakes
And I learned from them
I am only human
Maybe I don’t thank God enough
Each day for the things he gives me
I am only human
Maybe I am not that grateful for the things I have
I am only human
Maybe I don’t pray enough
I am only human
Maybe I don’t love people enough
Who loves me
I am only human
I can change my behaviours
Maybe that way people will love me more
But I don’t see anything wrong in me being me
Because I can’t be you
I want to be my own self
I am only human
I have some money
It is not much but I can get buy
And some people might think that
If I had lots of money I would be much happier than I am now
But the truth is that I am happy living with little money
I am only human
And I can’t buy people with money
I got to first know the person well and then built the friendship from there
I am only human
Money only buys comfort nothing else
I am only human
I never smoked any street drugs
Some people tell me to do it
I don’t want to destroy my life with that
I hope to live a long life
I am only human
And it is important that I take care of my health first
Because without health I can’t live
I am only human
I look myself in the mirror and I shave myself
I am only human
I try to take good care of my hygiene
Because it is important to be clean
I am only human
I love the summer and the sun
I feel that it is just hard for me to live without it
I am only human
I hate the winter
The days are too short in the winter
And it gets dark so fast
It is very cold outside in the winter
And there is not much sun out
And there is always grey sky during the winter
The trees are bare during the winter
Without any leaves
The birds have flown south

The best in me
I am a loving and
Caring person
Also, I don’t live alone
Here on earth
I live together here
On earth
With my friends
Also my friends
Are also Christians
Just like me
Also, they always pray
For my father
In their prayer
They ask God
To give them some health
And peace in their lives
Because they no longer
Have good health
They also have now
Celiac
That is a terrible disease
They are also limited
To the things they can eat
Father, I am always praying
To you
And in my prayer, I ask
Him to bring the sun early tomorrow
Because I just love the sun
Also friends it is now Summer here on earth
Yes friends thank god the Winter is over
For now
Friends, I must tell you that I never got used
To the Winter
Also, I don’t like the Winter friends
Because it is very long
And also friends we don’t get any sun
During the winter
We only get the horrible gray sky
The gray sky is also very depressing
For me friends
Also, it puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Or I won’t sleep at night
So I keep awake
And I also find it very hard to keep wake
Because the gray sky puts me to sleep also
And I am yawning nonstop
Also, it is driving me crazy
I have the feeling that we will end up
Having a snowstorm
During the winter I don’t go out
I sleep in
Also, I wake up at 2:oo pm
Then I go and have my shower quick
When my shower is over
I dry my body
And I put on a clean pair of pajamas
Now I will have a quick bite to eat
Because I am hungry
Almost fainting
Also, my stomach is crawling
Now after I finished eating
I go into my living room
And I also turn my computer on
Finally, I will do some work for
My father
I will write some poems
For my father
When the living room clock
Chimes 8:00 pm
I turn my computer off
And I go straight to bed
Before I sleep
I pray to my father
And in my  prayer
I ask my father to give me
Some health
And also to remove the
Stress that I am having
Every day in my life

Don’t cry for me Africa
Because I will never let you out of my mind
I hear your voices people of Africa
I hear your cries people of Africa
I see pain in your eyes people of Africa
It is hard to describe what you people of Africa are going through
Poverty strikes you all people of Africa
Don’t cry for me Africa
Because I will keep you in my prayers people of Africa
Power to the people of Africa
People of Africa lift your spirit higher
Lord is the light and truth people of Africa
The Lord sends you a message from his heart to you people of Africa
He said because I love you
I will answer your prayers
I hear your prayers
Don’t cry for me Africa
Because you have a friend that is the Lord
People of Africa continue doing the Lords work
Make a wish people of Africa
The people of Africa are looking at the Lord face to face
Lord here is no paradise
We dream a little dream said the people of Africa to the Lord
The People of Africa Pray that the Lord will give each other strength every day
Don’t cry for me Africa
Save the people of Africa
Strengthened the people of Africa each day
Because I’ll be there in your dreams people of Africa
The people of Africa tells The Lord how much they love him
Don’t cry for me Africa
Lord comes when you are ready people of Africa
Feelings you have for your Lord People of Africa
And I know you will never let it die
Nothing but flowers the people of Africa will plant in the sea shore for the Lord
Don’t cry for me Africa
The people of Africa needs hope to heal there land
The Lord rose up on you people of Africa
Don’t cry for me Africa
My heart will go on
Once I close this door of the ship I will sail across the Atlantic Sea

Geppetto
I am so happy that
You took me
Out of isolation
And loneliness
Also you came
At the right time
When I needed
Somebody badly
In my life
Now I finally
Got to know you better
And you also
Got to know me better
I love your green eyes
That shines in the light
Every day
We spend a long time
Together
Also we go for a long
Walk in the area
I live in
And also we discover
What is available
In the area
At the end of the day
Geppetto
Return to his home
And I return
To mine

Escravo do dinheiro
I became
After I am working every single
Day 19 hours
I am no longer happy
Having to look at a huge
Amount of money
I hate being
The escravo do dinheiro
Every single day
Yes father
That money is giving me
Lots of headches
The small amount of
The money I use daily
The large amount of money
I keep it in the bank
So it grows with the interest
Every month
Yes father I know that money
Doesn’t grow on tree
And also money only brings
Comfort and nothing else
I can’t buy friends with money
Because that is not how we make friends
Also we can’t buy love with money
Because love is not for sale also
Love is a feeling that comes out of our
Hearts to give to those you love
Father I don’t like the rich people
I love the poor people
That lives in Canada
They are what I call my friends
Forever
Also I know that I can trust
My poor friends
They also don’t have much money
To live like me
Sometimes we have to stretch our money
When we are shopping for clothes
We can’t buy new clothes because they are
Very expensive so we need to buy
Used clothes from the second hand store
Also we need to wash the clothes before we wear it
To get rid of the bed bugs

Nica’s dream
Have beautiful dreams
Every single night
When he sleeps
In his warm and
Cozy bed
Nica’s dream
Is all different from
Each other
Sometimes Nica
Dreams with
His friends that
Have died before him
And even now he still
Grieving the loss of
His friends
That have died
15 years ago
Nica misses
His friends that past
Away
Now his friends
Are living in heaven
And also they will be
Resting in peace
Forever

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

God in my world you live
God I am so happy that you live in my world
If I didn't had you in my life
My life would be lonely
Yes God I lived a lonely life before I found you
And to be honest with you I was very isolated before
But now I have you in my life
God I never gambled with my life
God I never smoked street drugs
God I never drunked in my life alcohol
God I been sober for the rest of my life
God I never tried to harm myself
God I live with that mental illness
I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God I was born with mental illness
God I have some limitations also
God I know what is right and wrong
God I am responsible for my behavior
God I changed my behaviors so many times

I will rezar for myself first
Because I have a mental illness
And I need my father to
Cure me from my mental illness
Because it is very hard for me to live
With a mental illness
Also I had been diagnose with depression
A long time ago
And I also take medication for my depression
Every single day
Night and day
I never miss a day
Taking my medication
My medication are narcotics
Also every night I go to sleep early
So I get a proper night sleep
Every day I get up at 4 pm
And I also get out of bed
Feeling tired
I don’t go back to sleep
Because if i do that I won’t sleep
At night
So I never do that
Now I am going to rezar for
The people that are dying of aids
I wish that my father would cured then
But I don’t think that is possible
Because it is my father
That owns our lives
We don’t own it
Also I never forget to rezar for the countries
Over seas that are in war
Also Eu vou rezar
For the poor people that lives in shelter
During the Winter
Also I will rezar for the people that are in
Exile

Paris
A wonderful city
A place for lovers
Paris
A city to dream wild
Paris
In that river the boats are moving with lovers inside
Watching that beautiful sky above the river
And the moon from that beautiful sky
Is shining in
The river
Paris
A city that never sleeps
Paris
The romance is in the air
Paris
The lovers are feeling the love that are in the air
Paris
That smell of the roses the lovers can smell
Paris
This is the sign that spring is here
Paris
Spring is the most beautiful time of the year
Now that winter has finally gone to sleep
Paris
The lovers welcome spring with open arms

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

I will teach you everything
About love
Today my child
Because I want you
To know what love is
Love is a feeling that comes
Out of our hearts
Also love is blind
Also it is love that
Removes the pain
That you are feeling
After you lost a few
Loved ones
I  know that you are feeling
Very sad my child
But now all you must do
Is grieve
Yes child everybody grieves
Different from each other
Children only you know
How long you must grieve

Pai eu quero te amar
Forever
Because you also love
Me forever
Without limits
Pai you had crerated me
In you own image
Pai you made in to
A white men
And I am so happy
To be a white men
Also pai
You gave me gray hair
And brown eyes
Pay you tell me that
I am a beautiful men
In you eyes
Also pai I am happy
To be you son
Also pai I am proud of you
Because você fez eu
One Christian
And when the day comes
For me to die pai
Eu vou esta pronto
To die
Obrigado pai
Para me deixar viver
Ate I end up old
Quando eu dormo a noite
Eu vou sonhar com você
Pai
Pai eu tenho boms amigos
Que ten respeito para min

Futuro amados
I hope that you are
Living  the life
That God gave you
Every day
Futuro amados
Do you love each other
Very much?
Futuro amados
It is time
To get married
And live together
Forever
Futuro amados
It is time to kiss
Each other
Futuro amados
It is time
To make love
With each other

Today the sun went down already
And there were sunsets in the sky
It was the end of the day
And boa noite arrived so fast
The stars were shining in the sky
The moon was also shining in the sky
I glazed tonight at the sky
All night long
And boa noite is ending now
Soon another day will start
And I will say good bye to boa noite
And I will sleep in my bed during the day because I am tired
From staying up all night
When the night comes, I will get up
And I will say hello to boa noite
There will be stars and the moon shining in the sky again
I love boa noite it is so quiet and peaceful at the same time

I have orgulho of my father
Because he is the men that create me
58 years ago in his image
Also I have orgulho
Of my father
He had placed me here to live
After he had made me in his image
Today I am no longer a young men
My younger days are over
I am only young at heart
My father told me that he loves me
Without limits
And I am so happy that my father
Loves me
I also never forget that
I am loved by my father
And I also love my father
For giving me a beautiful life
On earth
I must say to my father that
I just love living on earth
Also my father created my friends
In his image
My friends are younger than me
And I know that I will die before my friends
And my friends will still have there lives
Here to live
Yes I know that my friends will miss me
When my father carried me to heaven
I am not afraid to die
My father call me to die any day now
And I will be ready to die
He will take me to heaven
Where I will see my loved
Ones that I was missing for a long tine now

I am confidante
That I will be able to change
My behavior by  working
******* it
I am confidante that I
Will be able to control
My anger without
People helping me
I am confidante
That I will need to  make more
Friends in my life
That will support me
In my daily life
I am confidante
That tonight I will
Have a good night sleep

Você pode chorar por mim
When you miss me
At night
Because at night here in
Philadelphia I go for walks
Every night after dinner
To get some exercise

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

Once you live in the country
You never will want
To go back to the city
Just think about the rush hour
In the country you won't have
The rush hour
So you have to be grateful for that
In the country
You can take you time
Driving slowly
While you are driving
You pass through
Little towns
Also you are lucky
Because you have
The beautiful
Lake Ontario to
Swim in it
Any time you like
During the Summer
If you like it
You can stay and
Swim all day
Until it gets dark
You saw the sun going down
Also the night arrived fast
Now it is time to go back home
And go straight to bed

Where do I get the courage?
Where do I get the courage to go on living again?
To come out of my shell?
To pray again?
To smile?
Where do I get the courage to sing again?
Or laugh?
Where do I get the courage to go out again?
To relax again?
To breathe?
Where do I get the courage to love again?
To be free again?
To cook again?
Or look at the blue sky again?
Where do I get the courage to write again?
To wipe out the bad memories?
And put the past behind?
Where do I get the courage to make new friends?
Or watch flowers grow in the garden?
Where do I get the courage to write a letter to you?
To save money again?
Or read books?
I find it
Day by day.

Chega
De falar mal
About  my  father
Because he done
So many good
Things for you
He is the one
That had made you
In his image
Many years ago
Chega
De não amar
My father
Because my father
Loves you
And he also
Wants you to love him
Every single day
That you are living
Here on earth
Also my father gave you
A wondeful life here on earth
Also you have nothing to complain
About your life
You should be grateful that you are living here
On earth a long time
Chega  
De não rezar para
My dear father
People continue living the life every day
That my father gave you

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also You are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are been loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made youi life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefuly
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven
Where you will live in heaven
A new life
Shirley
I will never forget to pray for you
Also
I will have to be strong and carry on
Also we hope that you will be resting
In peace in heaven

Sweet silvia
You are my father’s
Oldest child
Sweet silvia
You younger days are over now
Because you already lived the
Young days
Sweet Silvia
Now you are aging gracefully
And we can’t stop that
Because you father made
Life to be that way
Sweet silvia
Are you praying for you father
Before you go to bed?
Because it only takes a couple seconds
To do it
If you don’t pray for you father
You father will punish you
Sweet silvia
You are not going to live
Forever here on earth
Because you only live once
And when you die
I will be there to say good bye
Sweet Silvia
And I know that you will rest in peace
In heaven

Estou cheio das suas desculpas
My friends
When it comes to support me
In my daily life
You tell me you just don’t have
The time for
Yes you have a very busy life
I know that you can make some time
For me
But I feel that I am not
Priority for you
You have other things
In you life that is more important
What about when I am sick
Would you be there for me?
Because I won’t be able to take care of
Myself
Also if I through a party
I know that you will always be there
Because you will be getting
Some free drinks
And also free food
But I know that the day I day
You will have time for me
You will come to my funeral
To pay you last respect for me
And I know that you all
Will be sad to see
Me living the earth
There will come  one angel
That my father send down from
Heaven to pick me up
And carry me on his wings to heaven
Also friends I will be living in heaven
My new life
That will be better than on earth
Also friends I trust my father
During the nights I will be sleeping
In my brass bed
That is inside my bedroom in heaven
And my father the next day he will
Wake me up early
Then I will get ready to start the day
First I will shave my face with the
Electric shaver
Then i will remove my ***** cotton robe
And my underwear and place it inside
The laundry bag to wash
Then I will go naked in the shower
I will rub the bar of soap into my skin
And the soap will remove the dirt
From my skin
Then I will rinse the soap from
My skin
Then it is over my shower
I will turn the shower of
Then I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
And I wear a underwear on my
Body
Then I will put a fresh cotton robe
On my body
And on my feet I will wear my leather sandal
God’s servants are now feeding our breakfast
In the dining room in heaven
The servant’s cooked a breakfast fit for a king
After breakfast
I helped my father to clean his garden
We both removed the Weeds from the garden
That had also taken up some room from the roses
It took as four hours to remove the weeds from the garden
It was a hard and tiring job
But it needed to be done
After we removed the weeds
We water the garden
And now was lunch time in heaven
Today for lunch we head
Tuna casserole
It was one of our favorite meal
After lunch I had my knap
Because I was tired
And I had skipped dinner
So I slept all through the night
I never got up once during the night
I must say that I slept like a log

Senhor Deus
Thanks very much
For have giving me
My life here on earth
After you had made me
In your image
Also, Senhor Deus
I trust you
That you will
Bring in the Summer
Every day
The sunny days
That will warm up the earth
Early in the mornings
During the Summer
Senhor Deus
It still cold the earth right now
Because it still too early yet
And I just good out of the bed one hour
Ago
Also by noon the sun will warm up
The earth
Senhor Deus
I can't cope very well with
The heat
Because I sweat just like a pig
And I also hate it very much
So I have to go inside
The Lake Ontario
To cool me of for a couple of hours
Then I get out of the Lake Ontario
And I am feeling refreshed
Senhor Deus
Now the noon is here
And the sun warm the earth finally
Also I forgot to bring a hat with me
Senhor Deus
I don't want to get a  heat stroke
Because that could **** me
Senhor Deus
We need some rain
To cool of the heart badly

You said goodbye
I know that everything can happen
In our lives
I will ask the sky for it to shine
I had thrown some flowers in the ocean
To find you
I hope that the flowers that are in the ocean
Found you
I will ask the sky for you to return to me
I will never understand why you said goodbye
I will keep all the kisses that you gave to me

I can run as fast as I can
But I can't run away from my problems
Because when I go I take my problems with me
And I can't hide my problems
Because I am the only
One that must save my problems
Alone
But I keep putting it of
Every single day
Also I would  need
Some help
From my friends
Because I don't know
Where to start solving my problems
And ending it

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are a adult
And we have a lot of
Respomsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing from to purchase clothes from
A second hand store
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Tell me again
That I am lucky
To be one of you son
My father
Tell me again
That I must pray to you
Father every single night
Before I go to bed
Tell me again father
That I need to  respect you
Father
Tell me again father
When are you going to
Bring Spring to me
Because I am sick and tired
Of the long winter we are having
Tell me again
That the birds will return in the spring
Because I just miss the birds badly
Tell med again that
We will have a couple days of   Indian Summer
During the Winter

Bom dia
The new day started
Early this morning
And the was very bright
It came inside my bedroom
And woke me up
Now I am going to
Get ready to start the new
Day
First I started to
Shave my face
With the electric shaver
And I find that
The electric  shaver
Is much easier
For me to use
Every second day
So when I finish
Shaving
I go into the shower
I turn my shower on
And the water of the shower
Wet my body
Then I rub the bar of soap
Into my skin
And the soap removes
The dirt from my skin
Then I had rinsed the
Soap from my skin
And now  I was feeling
Clean
Now I had turned the shower
Of
Then I started to dry
My body with a
Bath towel
Now I am going to dress
Myself into my casual clothes
Now I finally went out
To enjoy this beautiful
Sunny day
At the park
The birds are singing
There tune
For me

Pai eu quero te amar
For always
I hope you will be happy
Knowing that
Pay eu quero te amar
The whole life
And you can believe me pay
Because I am not telling you
Pai any bulshit
I am telling the truth
And that is not a lie
Pai
Also pai obrigado
For keeping me alive
And safe here on earth
Also pai I must tell you
That I never give up
Easy on my life
I try tu do the things
That I must do
Like pray to you
Every single morning
And pai i never forget
To pray to you
And pai I am telling you
The truth
Also pai I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
Pai now I must tell you
That I am enjoying
The days of Summer
Here on earth
Pai was you that
Made me in you image
And I am happy to be
A disable men that you created
And gave me a wonderful life
To live here on earth
Pai you had beem the men
Who created day and night
The night was made for us to sleep
And pai i go early to bed
So that I can get a good night sleep
And I never get up in the middle of the night
Pai
I sleep like a log pai
Every night
And I am also feeling grateful
For giving the health I have
Pai I know that it is my
Responsability to take a good
Look after my health
Also pai I know that I must
Also look after my hygiene
The first thing in the morning pai
I have my showers
Then when it is finished pai
I dry my body with the but towel pai
Then pai i put my ***** laundry inside
The laundry bag to wash
And pai I must say that one
Laundry bag is already full
Of ***** laundry
Then I get dress pai into the clothes
You had given me for last Christmas
And they are casual clothes
From the second hand store that
My pai bought from
We just love to wear second hand clothes
From the second hand store
Also pai the days are longer during the Summer
And at 9 pm the sun go dowm and it is
The end of the day
And pai I see the beautiful sunset that
You made
And now finally the night arrived
Also it was time for me to go sleep pai

Sonhos bonitos

I had last night

When I was sleeping

In my cozy warm bed

I had so many

Sonhos bonitos

Of my loved ones

That had die before me

I must say that I was sad

To see them die

And go straight to heaven

Yes I know that they had suffered a lot

When they lived here on earth

Destino
Father let’s talk
About my destino
Today
I want to know
Everything that you
Can tell me about my
Destino
I am looking
Forward
To live in the future
Now
And I hope that I don’t
Make any mistakes in my future
Because I just don’t want to suffer
Anymore the way I suffered
In my past life

What is done is done
My pictures fade
To black and white
They have lost their colors
There is not much I can do
Because what is done is done
A motorcycle or a car would be no good for me
Because I don't know how to drive a motorcycle or a car
I have no license
It would be parked in my driveway rusting away
I would have to sell it
And get some cash
What is done is done
In spite of it all
I am feeling better
How many roads I must walk to get to you?
Because what is done is done
My love for you is unconditional
It is a lucky day that I can have sometime for myself
Without thinking about old stuff
That is now worthless to me
Because what is done is done
My sweet one is God
I am sure he knows that
I mention it to him a thousand times
Because what is done is done
My world is now on fire
There is plenty of shame that I feel
I am trying to build a better life for me
My roots are superficial here on earth where I stand
Because what is done is done
I still can change it
You are now looking in the eyes of a criminal
- That is me
Where does my faith come in?
Nobody else knows my feelings better than me
And I know what is done is done
I will not let the bad dreams wake me up in the middle of the night
Because they were strange dreams
I had them before
I can't change the fact that I had done those things before
Because what is done is done
I am surfacing in this land
What is done is done
The moon holds its water
So that the temperature in the winter time can be mild
The moon plays an important role in my life
When there is a full moon I know I sometimes act strange
Because what is done is done
Shelter me
Where I can forget about the things that happened to me a while ago
Because what is done is done
I will wear my love like heaven
Everyday
The clocks move fast
The time moves ahead fast
I need some solace from God and you
I just hope someday to embark on a new mission
Because now I am fumbling towards ecstasy
I looked everywhere I could for you
But that love died
After it was burning my skin
The scars are left
But I have high hopes for me
Because what is done is done
Is there somebody who will love me all the way?
Because what is done is done
I have been hurting too many people over and over again
With my violence
I hope to learn from this lesson and never do it again
Because what is done is done
Now I feel that I can't be a role model to anyone
I feel powerless
I have no power to control my temptations at the moment
I hope somebody will give it to me
And that somebody should be God
Because what is done is done
Nothing is broken other than my life
You never saw me crying like this before
It is because I am living a broken life
I am living with lies that people told me
They believed they knew me
That is not true
Who am I?
Who is this man with the brilliant and sharp mind?
They need to learn
I need to start over
And make something out of my life
Time is moving on
And if I don't take the chance I have I might lose it all
I am so far
I am out of reach
I am now trying to repair my broken life
Because what is done is done
If you could just say a prayer for me
I would appreciate it very much
But remember that I am far away
Out of reach
I hope someday I will be able to love you still
Because what is done is done
Do I know the color of my life?
Yes I should have known better
I acted on impulse
What is done is done
How does it feel to me knowing that I have a criminal record?
Bad, bad, bad
But what is done is done
I wish I could let go of my anger
I hope I will be able to do it
I need to work on it
Imagine me living in peace with myself and the ones I had hurt
Sometimes things are so complicated
Some things I have no control over
But
The things I do have control over is my behavior: the way I think, the Way I feel, And the way I Communicate with people
The things that I can't control is the war, terrorism, and the pollution that Is In the air
Will I see a happy ending to my life?
Who will pick up the pieces now that I have fallen to pieces?
What is done is done
Love comes to everyone
But not to me this time
I can forgive others
Someday I will forgive myself
When my life will be no longer broken
Not even one chance I will get
Now the judges hold my fate
And I have to play their game
I have no way out of it
Inside of me there is a desire to scream
Now I am standing at the crossroads
Trying to read the signs
To tell me which way I should go
To find all the answers that I need to fix my broken life
I don't care if it is right or wrong
For me to be at the crossroads
But one thing that I know
Is that there are lot's of questions popping up in my mind
I'll be there and back once my life is not broken anymore
It is time for me to just sit back
And wait for the world to come and crash down on my head
And I know that what is done is done
I feel so restless right now
I am sleeping at the park
This is because I have so much going through my mind
I am sleeping the night away
The dark night is my only companion
Not a sound I hear
Not even the traffic
Or people passing by
This is my problem
Nobody else’s
Because what is done is done
If I ever lose my mind again
I will have to stop and think before I act on impulse
Everything in my life must change soon
Because my life is broken
I feel once again the body heat rising
It keeps me warm in this night
Just once God will you save me this time?
God I'm yours
Because what is done is done
God I don't want to let you down
Say you are going to be mine God
I will give patience a chance
That is all that is left for me to do
Is there a chance for me to go to heaven?
God I was this time a prisoner inside the jail cell
It is even horrible to think about it
But what is done is done
Before I was thinking about God
I had woken up
And I saw something
I thought it was a shadow
But I found out sooner or later that it was God
That came for me
I kiss the wind
I am so unfortunate to be caught in a web of spiders
I am struggling in this uncaring snare
I yearn for a loving heart to call my own
I am speaking into the wind
My cries go to the right ear
Is there an escape?
Perhaps yes if only in the recesses of my mind
I will wait and I will listen
I will hear the one searching for me that is God
I will reach out with my soul and touch another
The one that I will is God
I will embrace God because he is close to me now
My restless empty heart stands still
I will listen to the sounds of the wind
As the wind gently touches my skin
I also need one to trust
To share
And not wanting to be alone
I will speak
Because God wants to hear my pleas
I am opening my arms to welcome the one that is calling for me
- That is God
Like a kiss in the wind
My feelings are there
Carried by and through the wind
God I am also alone like them
I can trust you with your love
I am reaching out
I am hearing you speak to me
Softly and yet so loud
I hear your voice saying
Just kiss the wind
For I am here:
“A careless word may kindle strife
A cruel word may wreck a life
A bitter word may hate instill
A brutal word may smite and ****
A gracious word may light a day
A timely word may lessen stress
A loving word may heal and bless”
Because what is done is done

Destino
Father let’s talk
About my destino
Today
I want to know
Everything that you
Can tell me about my
Destino
I am looking
Forward
To live in the future
Now
And I hope that I don’t
Make any mistakes in my future
Because I just don’t want to suffer
Anymore the way I suffered
In my past life