Goodbye

Today the day is already
Over
And I can’t believe
How fast it ended

The sun had gone down
Also very fast
And I saw the beautiful sunset
It took my breath away
Also

And suddenly the night arrived
And I was already tired
So I went to bed right away

I had laid down in my bed for
The night
Also, I had shut my mind off
And I had closed my eyes

My father
you gave me
Sorte in my life
And it is sorte
That I need in my
Life
My father
You gave me sorte
When I made some
New friends
In life
I had finally sorte
With the weather
My father
Also you gave me
Finally some sun
Today during the
Summer
I am so glad
That the rain finally
Ended
Because It rain a lot
During the Summer
And the flowers in people's
Garden also had been wet
Today it is finally Sunday
And I am sleeping in
Because I am also tired
Don't worry father
I will wake up soon
I promise you father
That I will do some
Work  for you my father
I am keeping my promise
To you father

Father I could never be
Happier
Knowing that you belong
In my life every single day
Also father you created me
In you image
Many years ago
End also you had given me
The gift of life
Here on earth
I am very happy to be living that
Life that is a simple one
And I am must tell you father
That I am you son
That makes me happy
To know that I am you son
Father we also have a good
Relationship like father and son
Also it is you son that prays every night
Before going to bed to sleep

***** men
Is me
I need to *******
My *****
Because they
Are ***** now
Also, it is a lot of work
To ******* my *****
I truly enjoy *******
My *****
Every single day
Morning, afternoon, and night
I started to *******
When I was 15 years old
Back then I was
A teenager
Nobody thought me
How to *******
I thought myself how
To *******
And I had enjoyed
Very much *******
I hold the head of my *****
Because the ***** was there
Then I put my *****
Back inside my underwear
And the *****
Comes out from my head
Of my *****
Into the underwear
It felt so good to have *****
Underwear
In the mornings I change my
Underwear and I put a
Clean underwear in my *****
It is not grouse to *******
It is a natural thing to do
Today I am
59 years old
And I am still
*******
It is good for me to *******
I love every minute of that
I will never stop to *******
All the men that had saw
My *****
Told me that I had
Beautiful *****
And I was very happy about
That
I must continue to *******
Every single day
I also know lots of men who
******* their *****

In my dreams
You will swimm
In
L'océan
That God made
Many years ago
In my dreams
L'océan
Will always be there
For the ships to come
From a long distance
To deliver food and merchandise
To the stores
So that the owners of the stores
Can sell there food and merchandise
To the consumer

I am wondering if the war will ever end
I am wondering if those that have aids can be saved
I am wondering if the corruption in the third world will ever end
I am wondering if the poor people will ever be feed by somebody
I am wondering if the young women will ever have healthy babies
I am wondering if the people will ever pray to God
I am wondering if the people will ever pray for each other
I am wondering if the poor people will ever get an education
I am wondering if the people will love each other
I am wondering if the people will use a ****** when having ***
I am wondering if we will ever save the wild life
I am wondering if we will give our offering to God

The sky is always blue in the city of beggars
There is not much green in the city of beggars
There are buildings being built so fast in the city of beggars
In every corner that you encounter
The city of beggars are growing so fast
And in the city of beggars lives 30 million people
The air is not that good in the city of beggars
Because of the factories and the cars
The city of beggars never sleep
The noise goes on 24 hours a day
It is not safe to walk in the street of beggars
Because you can get robbed and killed at any time of the night or day
The traffic is chaotic in the city of beggars
Thanks God there is no snow in the city of beggars

I will be alright  
All I need to do
Today is catch up
With my sleep
Father
I will get up 2:00 pm
And I will get
Ready to start my work
For you
I will write some poems
For you my father
Also all my poems
Are different from
Each other
I will use my positive
Feelings in my poems
I don’t like to write
Dark poems anymore
Because they are very sad
I think you will agree with
Me on that subject
Father don’t worry
I will share my poems
With  you father

Goodbye Dad
I am heart broken
That I have lost you
So fast
I can't stop crying
Yes I could never believe
That you had to part so soon
But deep down
I could not stand to see you
Suffer every day
Battling you disease
I tried to make you
Comfortable
Also I had to be strong for you
And it is very hard to do
Yes you lost you battle
And at the same time
It was hard to see  you leave
This earth
But at the same time
I must understand that
You are in a better place them me
You are living a new life in heaven
Without suffering
Dad go ahead
And rest all you want
Yes darling daughter
You still have a life to live on earth
Ahead of you
Please daughter live your life to
The fullest on earth
Yes daughter heaven holds a place
For you
Daughter do me a favor
And pray for me every night
Also I will be watching you down
From heaven
You can't see me anymore
Because the earth is far
From heaven
Also I am weaving goodbye
To you daughter
From heaven
You can't see  me waving goodbye
To you
Yes daughter one day
When you die
You will came to heaven
And you will see me in
Heaven
And in heaven we
Will meat again
Some day
Daughter of mine
In this difficult time
For you
I must say that you were
Brave
Now it is the time
To greave daughter
I can't  tell you
How long you must grieve
And I know that
Everybody greaves different
From each other

What don't you like about me?
Is that because I believe in God?
Why shouldn't I believe in God?
Is there anything wrong with being a
Christian?
Because I was born a
Christian
What don't you like about me?
Is that because I am on a diet?

The vice of an angel
Every night in my sleep
I hear the voice of an angel
The voice of the angel
Is very mild
And the angel
Is telling me that
I should not trust every body
Because that would be
The wrong thing to do
I tell my angel that he
Should not worry
So much about me
Because I have some
Good friends in my life
That I can trust a hundred percent
My friends had never hurt me
By calling me
Sun of the *****
Because I would be very upset
With my friends
Also I must tell my angel
That my friends have lots of
Respect for me
Also my friends respect my religion
And also my friends respect my race
I tell my angel that it was my
Father that  had made me
In to the men I am
And I am so happy being the
Men I am
If it wasn't for  my father
I would never exist
Also I tell my angel
That my father
Had placed me
Me here on earth to
Live with his children also
Because I am the oldest child
Of my father
I also tell God that I live
By my father's rules
And also my father
Have some restricted rules
And I never sin anymore
But I had sin in the past
And I also had been
Punished by my father for sinning
Angel I never bother to read my father's bible
Because I never had any interest in it
Also Angel I already heard my father
Preach the bile
And I must tell you that  my father
Does a good job preaching
Angel every night I go to bed early
Because I have to follow my sleep pattern
Every single night
Angel I never stay up late
Because that would mess up my
Sleep routine
Angel I wake up very early in the morning
Every single day
But I must tell you that I am always tired
When I wake up in the morning
I never sleep in  the mornings because if
I do that I will never sleep at night
Angel I want you to know that I suffer
From depression for a long time
I hate to take my medications for my
Depression
But if I want to be well I need to take
My medication every single day
And I must tell you angel that I never
Miss a day
Angel I also pray for my father before
I go to bed
And my father answer my prayer
Every night
Angel I am so happy that I have freedom
In my life
And I don't take freedom for granted
Because I know that It was the
Veterans that gave me my freedom

If he didn’t had that thing called snob it would be much better
But even when he was young he had that
I don’t think it will ever go away
It is in his blood
He was born with it
He just doesn’t see eye to eye like we do
That thing called snob
Bring anger in to us
Bring sadness in to us
He won’t come down to our level
So we have to come down to his
It is difficult to adjust
That thing called snob
He will die with it
We can’t change it
We just have to let it be
It is very painful
If we think about it
To tell you the true we can’t change him
That thing called snob makes him feel important
He likes to feel important
He doesn’t see anything wrong with being snob
That thing called snob
Makes him more greedy
Makes him work more

Here you will find my words of encoragement
To you
Please don't give up the things that you enjoy
Doing for me
I want you to carry on living your life every
Day
Also remember that you must pray to God
And God will answer all your prayers
Also pray for the countries that are in war
So that they can have peace
Because that we want them to have

A confession: I love you
A wish: To be with you
A vow: Your happiness
A dream: To have you forever
An emotion: Our first kiss
One goal: A life together
A request: Please love me
A reminder: I will love you always
All this because: I love you so much!

I  need to learn to
Get along with people
Because I feel that
My so called friends
Don’t get along with me
They are always making
Me mad
That is what I must tell you
Friends that I hate
Also friends can you please
Just respect me
Because I am not asking
Too much
Friends I am also very religious
And I am always praying for my
Father
I know friends that you
Could not care less about my
Father
But I must tell you that
It was my father that made you
With his holy hands
Many years ago
Also you tell me that you hate the earth

The poverty is going out of control
Blame it on Rio
And the rich is getting richer everyday
Blame it on Rio
The drug dealers make money selling drugs to people
And that is a disgrace to Rio
Blame it on Rio
The corruption is what makes people rich in Rio
Blame it on Rio
The poor doesn't have any rights
Blame it on Rio
The poor can't afford to go to school

Looking up at the stars
During the Summer
Nights
I spend the nights
Looking up
At the stars
And it is so beautiful
To see all the stars
Up in heaven
The stars are shining
Very beautiful
During the Summer nights
At the Summer nights
I go late to bed
And I also wake up late
Because I need to have more
Sleep

Imagine if we didn't
Had any violence in the world
Imagine
If people would have some respect
For people
Imagine if we could just love each other
Imagine if we didn't had any racism
Imagine if we could pray for each other
Imagine if we could mind our business
Imagine if we could just live in peace
Imagine if we had more education
Imagine if there was no people
Starving in the world
Imagine if there wasn't people dying in
The world of Aids
Imagine if there wasn't any child abuse in the
World
Imagine if there was no **** in this world
Imagine if we could learn to forgive people
Imagine if we could just pray for each other
Imagine if there was no protest in the street
Imagine if there wasn't prostitution in the streets
Imagine if there wasn't people suffering from
Depression in this world
Imagine if the homeless would sleep in shelters
During the Winter
Imagine if no body would bully people
In the school
Because people that are bully
Commits suicide
Imagine
if people learn to trust each other
Imagine
If people would not blame other
People for there mistakes
Imagine
If people could support
There friends in there lives
Imagine
If people would stop judging people
Imagine if people stop bullying
People in the school
because people that gets bullying
In the school commits suicide
Imagine if we could learn to trust
People
Imagine if we had good friends
That we could trust
Imagine
I f we could pray for each other
Every single day
Imagine i
If there was no more child
Abuse in the world
Imagine
If there was no more
Prostitutes in the street
Imagine
If there was no more
Drug dealers in the streets
Selling illegal drugs
And getting fast laundry money
Imagine
If people would not mess there lives
With street drugs
Because they would get addicted
With streets drugs
Imagine if we could
Stay sober forever
imagine
If we could
live in peace with our friends
Imagine
If we had faith in God
Imagine
If we could love our self
First before loving others
Imagine
If we would stay sober forever
And not drink any alcohol
Because we would be destroying our liver
Imagine
If we had no pollution in the air
No body would have asthma
And allergies
We would not have dead fish
In the Ocean
Imagine
If the fishermen could fish lots of fish
And sell to the local people here on earth
Imagine
if there was no disease here on earth
There would not be sickness here on earth
And people dying
Imagine
If we had more educated people here on earth

Atlanta is on my mind today
And I can see Atlanta inside of my mind
Atlanta is on my mind today
With that beautiful blue sky full of birds that are flying
All the way home
But I wonder if they will fly all the way to the gulf
Because of the oil spill on the gulf
And if they do they will die
And we are never going to see them again
Atlanta is on my mind
And I can see that Atlanta sky
Inside of my mind with that beautiful sunset

During the Summer night
I stay up late
Every single night
So that I can
Glaze in the sky
And see that beautiful
Harvest moon
Shinning in the lake
And I also see
Some stars shining in the sky
I must say that the moon
And the star
Leave me breathless
And when it is midnight
In the Summer I go to bed
And the next day I wake up
At 3;00 PM

Today I saw
So many people's
Faces of strange people
On the
Subway
Some people had tired faces
Some people had sad faces
And they were crying
Out the blues

We are lucky that
That we could spend
One beautiful day
At the ocean
You suffer from asthma
So do me a favor
And do me a favor
Take one last breath
You lungs will be clear
With the air from the
Ocean
The air of the ocean is pure
There is no pollution
In the ocean
And in the city the air is polluted
Because there are lots of factories
And cars polluting the air

Bottles and diapers soon I will have to have
When this baby will come
It will be a necessity for this baby
I will have to have plenty of bottles and diapers around
Because they run out fast specially the diapers
I don’t want to run out of the diapers when the baby is around
Bottles and diapers have to be around where I can reach
Bottles and diapers the baby will use it every day
Until he is a child
And when he gets to be a child
I won’t have to worry about bottles and diapers again

Anjo da Guarda
You woke me up today
And you whispered in my ears
I love you
And I started to cry
You anjo da Guarda had wiped the tears from my eyes
With a Kleenex
Anjo da Guarda
I love you also
Anjo da Guarda
At night, you tack me in bed
And you watch me sleep

Stop being sad
Because God will
Remove the sadness
From your eyes
My friends
And I  also know
That you can always
Count on me
Friends I am telling
You the truth
I will never let you
Down friends
Because I know that
You need me
In you daily life
And I will be there
Available for you
Day or night
So friends I am telling
You the truth
Have I ever lied to you
Friends?
No I never lied to
You once
So you can trust me forever
I know if I told you lies
I would be only hurting
You friends
So I know that lies
Doesn't get me
Anywhere

I am grateful
That my father
Keeps me alive
Every single day
Here on earth
I could never live
Without my father
If I didn't had my father
In my life
I don't think
I would be able to face
The struggles that I
Am going
Through each day
I struggle with
Sugar It is very hard
To control
The amount of Sugar
I use every day
In my oatmeal
The other struggle for
Me is my weight
I don't want to end up
Having a heart attack

It is a wonderful wonderful world
That our father made for us
With his holy hands
Before he made
The human beings
Also after he
Made the wonderful wonderful world
He made the human beings
With his holy hands
And place the human beings
To live in the wonderful wonderful
World
And the human beings
Said to my father
Thanks for making the
Wonderful wonderful world
And we are also exploring the
Wonderful wonderful world
And we have seen
The beautiful lake
That my father made
It with his holy hands
Also there are people
Swimming in the lake
To keep then cool
From this extremely
Hot day

Why am I  inflicting pain on others?
What did they do to me?
That makes me so angry?
And when i am angry I feel like i want to hit somebody
That is terrible
Because I am hurting the other people
And that alone is called assault
Yes I can be charged with assault
And I will end up in jail
I been in Jail before
And it wasn't a nice place to be
God I know that I have to apologize to those that i hurt
God I am not sure if the people will accept my apologies
God I don't like to hurt people
God I  am a strong men
And I know that when I hit people I could **** them easily
God I need to stop hurting people
God I want to have friends and not enemies
God I love you
And I want you to know that
God I have lots of friends in my life
God my friends respects me
God why can't I respect my friends
Because my friends need my respect
God I am a human being
And you created this human being that is me
With your holy hands
God I feel more relaxed now
And I am happy to be relaxed
God I know that you love me
Because I am one of your children
God I promise that I will behave now
Because I need to behave now
God I need help with  my anger
God I am having a good night sleep
God I need to go to bed early every night
So that I can have a proper sleep
God I don't wake up tired anymore
I wake up feeling refreshed
God I want to worship you every day
God I have feelings
God I am taking my medication for depression
God I never miss my medication
God I am a good person
God winter is here
And I must tell you that I hate it
God outside is very cold
God I need to write my thoughts on my computer
So I don't forget it
God will you give me another chance
God I love myself
God I will pray for my dear friends
God I love the moon shining in the sky
God I can't wait for this day to end
Because I want to return to my bed
God I love my bed
God my bed is very cozy and warm
God don't ask me to sing you a song
Because I can't sing
God will I be here tomorrow
Because I just want to live
God I need to live my life now
Every single day
God I will meditate because by meditating it will help me to stay calmer
God I want to learn to forgive people
God I have to learn to have patience with people
God I want to stay out of the hospital
Because hospital is a terrible place to be
God there are people that supports me in my life
God I am feeling bad for hurting people
God I don't even know if people will accept my apologies
But I feel that I need to apologize to the people that I hurt
God i got money to buy my food
God I got to learn to love people
God I hope that I can forgive myself for doing bad things
God I know that we can't put a price on health
God I love my home
God my home is my sanctuary
God I want to live in peace
God I am a good Christian
God I need to have a balanced meal
God I know that you died on the cross for my sins
And came to judge me
God I don't mind that you judge me
Because that is your job to do
God I want you to bring the sun for me
Because I need the sun
God let me tell you how I feel
God I am feeling good about myself
God I am so sad that the birds had flown back south
Because I miss their symphony
God we said good buy to summer a long time a go
And now we said hello to winter
The winter is very long and boring
God I don't judge people
God I accept people the way they are
God I never smoked a cigarette
God I have healthy lungs
God I never drunk any alcohol
God I will stay sober
God life is tough
Good I have a hard life
God soon the morning will end and the afternoon will arrive
God please tell me that you love me
Because I want to hear from you that you love me
God in the winter it gets dark very early
And I hate that
God I have plenty of love to give to my friends
God I want to learn to deal with my anger
Because I feel that it is getting out of control
God I am hungry for your words
God please preach the bible to me
God use me where ever you need me
God I been sad now for a long time but I never cried
God I want you to end this day now
Please bring the night now
God let the moon shine in the sky
God I want to see the moon shining in the sky
God I want to be a part of your world
God I can't live without food or water
God please feed me every day
God i feel very bad about the things that did
God I want to hold you in my arms
God I want to kiss you
God we belong together
God we have a good relationship going
And I feel that we need to work together on our relationship
God please guide me where ever you want me to do
God I am not good with money and that is why I never have money on me
God when I have money I spend it very fast
God your my father and I am your child
God what more can i do for myself
God I am not feeling depress right now
God every Sunday I come to your house
God you are the healer and I feel that you have healed me
God I believe in you
God I trust you
And I know that I got to take care of my health
God I have to say good bye to you right now
Because I am going to bed
Don't worry God because I will take care of my hygiene
God right now I have lots of energy
God I am not feeling stressed out
God the trees are now bare for the winter
God this year is ending fast
God I worry about my anger issues
God I worry about my health
God I worry about my sleep
God I promise to be good
And not harm any body anymore
God I am not a killer
When I need you God I will pray to you
And I hope that you will answer my prayers
God the time went fast
It is now mid night and I still up writing away on my computer
God here I am praying to you
Today it is dark and grey
There is not much sun during the winter
God I am happy to be alive
God I know that I have a good life
God you never let me down
But I let you down so many times
And I want to say sorry  for letting you down
God it is hard to express my feelings when I talk
I prefer to write my feelings on my computer
God I already made so many mistakes in my life
And I have learned from my mistakes
God I don't want to talk about the past
God I want to talk about my future
God I need to talk about my future now
God it is only winter and it is a warm winter night
God rescue me when I am feeling depress
God I don't want to feel depress anymore
God I have so much to be thank full for
God I am very generous when I give something to others
God I don't want to fight anymore
Because I find fighting to be very bad for me
God I want to live that life that I live that is full of freedom
God I don't want to think about bad stuff
God I want to throw the bad stuff in the garbage can
God the world needs freedom
When will there be freedom in this world?
God mental illness is not a joke
God I have a mental illness
God there are countries that have war
And th innocent people are dying every day
God please tell me when the war will end?
There are young children being trained to be soldiers
In this brutal war
There are shortage of food and medical supplies
They are blowing up churches houses but not hospitals
The people who make the bombs to use in the war are getting rich
People it is time to stop the war now
This brutal war is going on for so long
Some people are suffering from post stress disorder
Why kids can't be kids?
Why kids can't play?
Kids have the right to their education
It is time to stop child labour in the third world countries
We are polluting the earth
We are killing the wild life
And marine life
The oceans are already polluted
What are we going to do when there wont be anymore fish in the oceans?
I don't think that we will be able to save the marine life and the wild life
Soon I believe that the fishermen will be out of jobs
We have so many refuges living in Canada
And Canada is their home also
We are so lucky to live in Canada
Because there is no war in Canada
There are people from different countries living in Canada
God I am not afraid to die
I know that I will die some day
I don't know the hour or the day that I will die
God I still have a life to live
And I will live it
God I love my life
Because it is simple
God I need some fresh air
I will go out soon and get some fresh air
God I never took peace for granted
God I don't take my health for granted
God I am taking good care of my health every single day
God put  smiles on my face
So that I can smile
I think people want to see me happy and not sad
I know that I have a beautiful smile
God I want to live in the real world
Because I need to live in the real world
God I am a dreamer
And I don't dream big
Yes God no body will pay me to dream
God we will praise you every day
God there are times that I need a break from people
God I never lied to you
God I am always telling you the truth
God I must say that I am  a bully
God I am feeling so ashamed   for have behaved badly
Do you understand me?
God I need to be a roll model for others
God I don't know where to go for help when I am upset
God should I turn to my friends and tell them that I am upset?
Will my friends understand that I am upset?
Will my friends help me to calm down when I am upset
God I know that I can turn to my friends for help
God I very to live my life to the fullest every day
God so many people had broken my heart already
God can you fix my broken heart
People don't call me a saint
I am not a saint
Because I am always hurting
God I want to live la vida loca
God I am not hearing voices
There is no body talking to me
When I sleep I snore very loud
It is terrible that it is happening
I sleep all thru the night
And I never wake up in the middle of the night
Sleep is very important for me
I need to go to bed early every night so that I can get a proper night sleep
God watch me while I sleep
God I will get over with my sadness
God I believe in children
God I am the hero in the children's life
God I  had dreamed that I reached the sky
And I had written my name on the sky
God I  am feeling rested today
Because I just woke up now
God i am not a stranger to my depression
God sometimes I feel that I been on a roller coaster ride
And it keeps moving very fast non stop
God I am afraid of heights
God I never want to sleep in during the morning
Because if I sleep in in the morning I will be waisting the day
God you gave me a blessing with your holy hands
God I am not selfish
God I will never hurt you
Please try to understand that
God I  will try to keep mii cool
I know that will be hard to do
But I got to do it now
God I blame myself for hurting people
I will forget about it now
And move on with life
It makes me sad to know that i hurt people
God I cried so much today
Because I am sad
And there are tears that are falling from my eyes
God please wipe the tears from my eyes
God I  never bottle my feelings up
God I let my feelings out
God I  must tell people when I am angry
I don't know if people will understand that I am angry
God I  am up already and it is a new day
It is two in the morning
I am full of energy
I sometimes act on impulse
That is a terrible thing to do
God I am a people's person
God I want to be around people
God you gave me a brain to think
So I must use it
God it is winter time
And the weather keeps changing
That is how people get sick
People tell me that I am a good men
And I believe that I am
God I hope that people are praying for me
Because i need some prayers

The sky is always blue in the city of beggars
There is not much green in the city of beggars
There are buildings being built so fast in the city of beggars
In every corner that you encounter
The city of beggars are growing so fast
And in the city of beggars lives 30 million people
The air is not that good in the city of beggars
Because of the factories and the cars
The city of beggars never sleep
The noise goes on 24 hours a day
It is not safe to walk in the street of beggars
Because you can get robbed and killed at any time of the night or day
The traffic is chaotic in the city of beggars
Thanks God there is no snow in the city of beggars

Ask me if I love myself
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me if I love my God
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me if I ever try to commit any crimes
And I will tell you no
Ask me If I ever try to take my own life
And I will tell  that I never did it
Ask me if I am happy with my life
And I will tell you that I am
Ask me if I am mad
And I will tell you that I am
Ask me if I am grateful for the things I have
And I tell you that I am
Ask If I pray to God
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me if I want to cry
And I tell you no
Ask if I have any friends
And I tell you that I have
Ask me if I love my friends
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me why I am so mad
And I will tell you that people made me so mad lately
Ask if I will control my anger
And I will tell you that I will try
Ask me if I lost people in my life
And I will tell you that I did
Ask If I ever lied to any body
And I will tell you no
Ask me if I am happy being the men God made
And I will tell you that I am

We gone berserk
My father
We don’t know why
It is very sad to know
That we just had
Gone berserk
Our fiends
Don’t want to know
About us anymore
They abandon us
And it is sad
To be without friends
And we feel that
We are paying for it know
Also the friends that
Had abandon us
We will never see it
Anymore
Father can you
Understand that
We are not happy
With that situation
Because we are just
Alone now
And in isolation

Bottles and diapers soon I will have to have
When this baby will come
It will be a necessity for this baby
I will have to have plenty of bottles and diapers around
Because they run out fast specially the diapers
I don’t want to run out of the diapers when the baby is around
Bottles and diapers have to be around where I can reach
Bottles and diapers the baby will use it every day
Until he is a child
And when he gets to be a child
I won’t have to worry about bottles and diapers again

My love, your love, his love, and our love
Are all different from each other
Let me tell you about my love first
My love is very weak
Like the baby
That had just been born
Today
Your love
Is very strong
Like the thunder That is going on in the sky
Right now
His love
Is very special
Because he is giving
It to us right now

Thy world
Father I just love
To belong to you
Thy world
Where all the Christians
Belong
Also father
All the Christians are praying
To you today
They are not forgetting
To pray to you today
They are all different
Because you had made then
All different
In you image
Many years ago
Also we are happy
To live in thy world
A place that should be
Peaceful but that is not
Because there is lots of
Violence
And that is what we hate
Father

Stop being sad
Because God will
Remove the sadness
From your eyes
My friends
And I  also know
That you can always
Count on me
Friends I am telling
You the truth
I will never let you
Down friends
Because I know that
You need me
In you daily life
And I will be there
Available for you
Day or night
So friends I am telling
You the truth
Have I ever lied to you
Friends?
No I never lied to
You once
So you can trust me forever
I know if I told you lies
I would be only hurting
You friends
So I know that lies
Doesn't get me
Anywhere

Pay it forward

If one poor burdened toiler o'er life's road,
Who meets us by the way,
Goes on less conscious of his galling load,
Then life indeed, does pay.

If we can show one troubled heart the gain,
That lies alway in loss,
Why, then, we too, are paid for all the pain
Of bearing life's hard cross.

If some despondent soul to hope is stirred,
Some sad lip made to smile,
By any act of ours, or any word,
Then, life has been worth while.

The souls of white folks
Have died today
And the white people
Are waiting for
Our God
To revive our souls
Because we need our souls
Alive

When she falls in love
She wants someone that loves her
When she falls in love
She wants to find out first if she can trust him
When she falls in love
She hopes this man is kind to her and treats her well
When she falls in love
She hopes it will be forever
And she hopes it is not going to be a little game he plays
When she falls in love
She hopes he respect her wishes
When she falls in love
She hopes that he doesn’t use her and takes advantage of her
When she falls in love
She hopes that he doesn’t love her for her money
When she falls in love
She can taste his lips of honey
When she falls in love
It will be there sentimental journey together
When she falls in love
She hopes she can smell that sweet smell of his fragrance in his face
When she falls in love
She hopes she can have an agreement with him
When she falls in love
She hopes he can keep his promise he made to her
When she falls in love
She hopes that he will give her that first kiss
When she falls in love
She hopes that when she has her child he will be there for the baby And her
Because the baby, she, and he will be a family
It would be terrible if he left her and the baby
That child would had grown up without a father
It would be devastating for the child
When she falls in love
She hopes that this love comes naturally from him
She hopes to feel inside her heart that love he is given her
She hopes he is not faking it
When she falls in love
She hopes that the romance will carry on between them
When she falls in love
She hopes to give a toast to each other
With a little glass of French wine

God's love is all I need every day
To take away the pain
I feel
The pain that I feel is my broken heart
That so many people broke it
God I am also crying of pain
That pain is not going away on it's own
I feel that it is hard to describe the pain
But I know God you will take my pain away
I feel that you are going to cure me today
And give your love to me
Because I have none
To give to people
And if you care about me please make that miracle right now
By mending my broken heart
If you want God you can punish those that broke my heart
God you
I leave it up to you to decide

The black dog is now going for a walk
With his owner around the block
But I hope that his owner understand that the black dog feels the cold also
And doesn't stay out too long with the black dog
Because the black dog might freeze
And the snow is no good for the dog's feet
Because they hurt the dog's feet

When I look into your eyes
I see the river that have some salmon
Also, I can see the people fishing in this river
This river is beautiful
The people will clean the salmon
And then they will barbecue the salmon
If you are coming to the river you will smell the smell of food
The sky is blue without any clouds
And the sun is out today

God your still mine
Even when I worship you
God your still mine
Even when I live with depression
God your Still mine
Keeping me alive each day
God your still mine
Even when I pray that the world live in peace
God I pray that the war will end one day
God we need to re unite the world
We need to love you more

I just can’t believe
How  the tulips
Looks so beautiful
Inside the vase
We have place
The tulips
Inside the vase
It was placed
In our dining room
Table
Also, we brought
The Spring inside
Our home
Yes people
The tulips
Are one of
My father’s creation
He had made it
With his holy hands
Also, we can’t believe
That my father
Made the tulips
So perfect
With
His holy hands
Yes we also know
That the tulips
It will last a few days
Then they will
Die eventually
I find it sad
To see the tulips
Dying inside the vase
Now it is time
To throw the tulips
Out in the Garbage
Yes I miss seeing
The tulips
Also, I am very sad
That they died
So fast

I can't leave
Because I am waiting for God to come
And kiss me at midday
That kiss sweet
Who cares for me my God
I know you care God
The air feels fine
Here outside
I am dealing with God know
Can't you see
I am busy with him?
Once I open my ear
I heard your gentle words
The little flowers that
Are planted in the neighboors garden is called daisy
I haven't got a woman yet
I am not interested in it
Deep down I am a good person
I am a good hearted man
The answer that you always give me is
Don't worry
Everything will be fine
As long as I am here walking with you
Guiding you along with me
You tell me you have nothing to fear
You assure me that nothing bad is going to happen to me
When your gone
I will love you the right away
I believe that somethings are better left undone
When you are just too tired to do it
The rain fals like water from the sky
Hear, soul and song is what I am hearing
somebody playing that tune in the guitar
I recognize it because I heard it a thousand times before
I never run wild
I am too old for that
My younger days are over
I want to know what I am doing wrong
Please tell me God
What kind of man I am?
A man with feelings
A man who thinks of others and not only himself
I am gaining control of my life God
I am not loosing it
God is my empire
My home is like heaven to me
God
If you could just understand that
It is where my heart is
I am not always brave God
You have to understand that
I never lied to you
I never lied to you
I have to plan for my future
I have to stop feeling sorry for myself
And take some action
The nights are cold now
Amd when I sleep I think of you
And every day when is midday I know I will see you again
Having a good friend is important to me God
And that good friend is you
The next day at middday I heard the rain
It was coming down hard
I quess we just have to stay inside today
It is fine with me
Saturday I am going away
And I will board the midnight train
And when midday comes no matter where I will be
you will always be there with me
And by your side I will always be
In the morning I look out of the train window
And I see that the train
Is passing by the indian shores
Moving skies I see
They are bright today
Not a clooud in the sky
God I might be fooling myself
Sometimes I don't think I am being honest to myself
Inside my eyes I see that bright light
It is called the sun
The more I see it the more I like it
I am wearing my silk shirt
And my dresspants
And my dress shoes
I do it because I want to feel good and be presentable to others
I will lift up my hands towards your comamdmemts which I love
And I will meditate on your statue
Teach me oh God the way of your statue
And I will keep to the end
Give me understanding that I may keep your law
And observe it with my whole heart
When I think on my ways
I turn my feet to your testimonies
At midnight I rise to praise you
Though the cord of the wicked ensnare me
I do not forget your laws
I long for your salvation
I will sing a joyful song to you God
God I know that my eyes don't lie
To you
You see me
A tired man
God please take my anger away
Please don't tell me where the sun goes
I demand a better future from you
Please make sure I get all this pain and all this sorrow
Out of my life
How many thoughts must I think?
When will I learn to laugh again
And be me?
What can money bring me?
Only comfort
What violence can bring me
Pain and shame
I am the one that have to live with it
What Loneliness brings me sadness
What Issolation brings me
No hope
God I carry no gun loaded with bullets
I don't owed one either
There is a whole new wide world for me
Waiting to be discovered by me God
God your so good to me
Music can heal me God
And put happiness in me
God I have no strings atached to the mobsters
I will show the world that I care about God
I had finally arrived the next morning in Montreal
It was early in the morning and the sun was shining in my eyes
My eyes was getting sore from the sun light
I boarded the taxi and drove to the hotel
When I got there into the hotel I checked in
And went to sleep
I needed a rest badly
I didn't even unpacked my suitcase
I am having more faith in God now
Shadows shadows
Stop me from being a mad fighter
And turns me into a man
Step step up
This is the change
For step up
And be a man
And stop the brutal fight
And learn to control my emotions
I know God that you will help me with that
My heart quivered with a silent of anxiety
Even if I was banished to the darkest place
My love will never let be a lonely spirit
Because God will brighten my world
And the darkness would end
God I will give a chance to life
To pray
To listen to your loving kind words
To listen to the sound
I will give myself a chance to see the flowers that you made it grow
In the parks for everybody to see
You have grown it with your holly hands
God today is the day for me to built a better tomorrow
It is my only chance and hope
That you have given me
And I am going to use it
I am not going to waste it
Because God I want to built a better tomorrow
I will not think about my failours
But I will think about my acomplishments
God
I won't put myself down any more
God thank you for this day
And this day you are here walking beside me
At Night I enjoy looking at the stars
It takes courage for me to be the best I can be
It takes strength for me to conguer the world
It takes strength for me to surender when a bad tought enters my mind
It takes time for me to decide in what I want
It takes time for me to fit with the crowd
It takes strength for me to surrunder to my anger
What lies before me are small matters
As it is promised by the wind
As it is tender in my heart
As it is written in the sky for me and everybody else here on earth to read it
Love makes all things possible
Love is hope's shining star
Faith sees my day shining through
God a song is no song until I sing it
God yesterday was history
God tomorrow will be a mistery that waits for me
Today God is a gift that you gave me
Precious memories tender memories
Could comfort me next time I am in sorrow
Giving me a reason to look towards tomorrow
I can recall a word or deed
From an anuxpected source
That helped uplift my spirit
As I travelled on life's course
So I will never dwell on my troubles
Of a cross I had to bear,
Search deep withim my heart
And find sweet memories there
My life is full of mixture
Full of sunshine and rain
But memories of sunshine I can keep
Memories of rain I can let go
because I find it so sad
I will not quit even if things didn't work out for me God
Because there might be something that is better for me
I will wait for something else to come
It won't be the end of the world

Beloved Angel Mother
Gave birth to her beloved children
On February 15
And that was 15 years ago
Also at that time she was very young
Besides being a ****** still

There is nothing
To hide
Between me and you
Me and you have
Good friends that we can
Trust
Also our friends never mistreated
Us
And we both are very happy
That they also have respect for us
They respect our race and religion
Also our friends accept us the way we are
We don't need to change anything in us
Because we are just fine the way we are

I have tried
So hard to find
A soul mate
That would walk
Beside me
In my entire life
But so far
I wasn't able to
And I also find
That it is a difficult
Task for me to do

Brother, you are a lot older than me
You have a wife and a son to look after
You have MS. That makes it harder to walk
But you walk anyway with crutches
You have also to work to pay the bills
We communicate by email
We were both born a Christian
Brother, I pray for you every day
Have I ever told enough that I love you?
Brother, I even miss you

God have mercy upon me
I am not perfect God
God have mercy upon me
I try to obey your rules that you made
And I never broke anyone
God have mercy upon me
God I need some healing
Can you heal me
God have mercy upon me
I never smoked in my life
I have healthy lungs
God have mercy upon me
I never stole anything from any one
God have mercy upon me
God give me some energy
Because I am running out of energy
God have mercy upon me
I never did any street drugs
God have mercy upon me
I never took my own life
I have no right to do that
God have mercy upon me
I pray for peace to the world
God have mercy upon me
Please never let me starve
God have mercy upon me
Please feed me God
Please feed me God
God have mercy upon me
God I don't want to de young

Friends
All are we saying
That life is though
And we never sad
That life is a bowl of cherries
We have lots of responsibilities
In our lives now that we
Are adults
We always need to look
After our health
Because some adults
Have bad health
Because they smoke a Joint
They are destroying there brain
Others have drunk beer and wine
Like a fish
Yes they have a drinking problem
Also they are destroying there liver
Others have heart problem
And also they have to have oxygen
Others have asthma
All are we saying
That it is time to quit our bad habits
And try to get rid of the bad habits
All are we saying
That we need to pray for our father
Every single night