Where do I get the courage?
Where do I get the courage to go on living again?
To come out of my shell?
To pray again?
To smile?
Where do I get the courage to sing again?
Or laugh?
Where do I get the courage to go out again?
To relax again?
To breathe?
Where do I get the courage to love again?
To be free again?
To cook again?
Or look at the blue sky again?
Where do I get the courage to write again?
To wipe out the bad memories?
And put the past behind?
Where do I get the courage to make new friends?
Or watch flowers grow in the garden?
Where do I get the courage to write a letter to you?
To save money again?
Or read books?
I find it
Day by day.

The poverty is going out of control
Blame it on Rio
And the rich is getting richer everyday
Blame it on Rio
The drug dealers make money selling drugs to people
And that is a disgrace to Rio
Blame it on Rio
The corruption is what makes people rich in Rio
Blame it on Rio
The poor doesn't have any rights
Blame it on Rio
The poor can't afford to go to school
Blame it on Rio

não tem muito sentido lutar
Against you enemies
Because they are always insulting you
And that is terrible that they are doing it
You should get rid of you enemies fast
Go and tell then good bye
And tell then to go live there lives
And you are going to live yours
Also you don’t want to live in isolation
Because you are going to be very lonely
And you can choose the people
You want to be friends with
You
You should take you time
When making new friends
I hope that they will treat you
With respect
And also accept you the way you are
There is nothing wrong with you
You don’t have any problem with you
Behavior
Don’t forget that you are responsible
For you behavior
You want friends that are poor
Like you
They are poor when it comes to money
But rich in spirit
And also you wish that you friends
Are grateful for having all the things
You father gave then
Many years ago
Also be happy with the friends you got
You have to work ******* you friendship
So that it will last a long life
Also you have to live you life
To the fullest every single day
That you are living here on earth
Also it was you father that made you
And you friends in his image
A long time ago

What are you missing in you life
Are you missing God in your life
Because he is the one that made
You in his image
Many years ago
And placed you
Here on earth to live
Together with your
Siblings
Yes I am the one
Who gave your life
That is so precious
Also I  don't want
To see you taking
Your own life
You don't have any
Right to do that
I want you to live your
Life to the fullest
Also I want you to
Love your self
Before you love others
Also life is though

You think I am crazy
For choosing my Father
To be a part of my life
You think I am a fool
For praying to God
I have no choice
On that
I must pray every night
For my Father
In my prayer I ask my father
To give me a good night sleep
Yes I don't stay up late
Anymore
Because that is very bad for me
So I go to bed early
And I must say that I get a good sleep
Every single night

In my world friend you belong
Also, you are more than a
Friend to me
I consider you like my brother
Yes we have been friends for a long time
Now
And I never cursed at you
And you also never cursed at me
We also respect each other's
Race and religion
I also accept you the way you are
There is nothing that you need to
Change in your life you are fine
The way you are
Also, there are lots of things I need
To change my life
And I need your help badly friend
I have an anger issue
That needs to be looked after

I used to be rich
I had a big house with a big backyard
I spent all my money away like it was water
The little money I had left I gave it away
When it was gone I had lost my house, my job, and my friends
Today I am a beggar on the street
My best friend is a bottle of ***
As I beg for money on the street everyone that passed by me
Had noticed that I was *****
No one wants a beggar for a friend
I have nowhere else to go except to live on the street
I am getting old and my life is passing me by
There are wrinkles on my face
I can hardly walk straight anymore because I am almost always drunk
I drink too much
I am a beggar what else should I do than drink
That’s what beggars do best
I know that one day my heart will give out and I will die
When I was rich I wasn’t happy with my life
Of course I had lots of friends
They didn’t stay around for too long
My money finished and I became a beggar
They tell me I have no shame
I would rather live in a refuge camp than live on the street
The streets are ***** and filthy
At least there would be water to drink, food, and shower
If I am lucky on a good day I get enough money to buy me a bottle of *** and a doughnut to eat
On a bad day I just have to starve
I know I am ***** and smelly
There are no showers or washrooms on the street
I would love one
Soon will be winter and I will go to a men’s shelter
There I will get some food, a hot shower, and a warm bed for once

Akon angel
Is the only black angel that lives in heaven
The rest of the angels are white
And the white angels finally got used to Akon angel
Of course the white angels were upset when they heard that a black angel
Was going to live with them
At first they felt outraged
But God had a talk with all the white angels
And told them that their behavior was unacceptable
Because heaven is for everybody and not only for whites
Also God explain to them that he made the people different colors
Because he wanted a spice in life
Akon Angel doesn't have anything against the white angels
But the white angels will ignore Akon angel and not say anything to him
Because they don't want to upset him
So they try to  pretend that the Akon angel doesn't exist
And that helps them to deal with it
Akon angel looks after the garden in heaven because he loves to work in the garden and doesn't mind to get *****
But the white angels don't like the garden at all
And they work in the kitchen preparing their meals for the day
God is in charge of the laundry and the cleaning of heaven
Also God loves to clean and do the laundry

A new dream
Is unfolding for me
Because
That human being
With a new voice is me
So please listen
To the
Message
That I have for you
In my poems
Now I am reading
My poems to you

She is our angel now
And our angel
Lives in heaven right now
Our angel is not suffering anymore
She is finally resting on her brass bad
In heaven

I hate every one
That is rich
Because they
Dispise all the poor people
Also they work too much
And they are the slave of
There money
Me and my friends
Only have poor friends
In our lives
And we also have
A simple life to live
That life we live
Every single day
And we just love it

Beautiful memories of the sea
I have
I miss the sea
I miss seeing that child that used to swim in the sea
And make sand castle
Where is she?
She is no longer a child
Why
Because
Her
Childhood ended a long time a go

My gramma
Took no chances
She had bought
The sunflower seeds
And she had planted
The sunflower seeds
In her garden
Also I just love
To see the sunflower
Blooming away
In my gramma’s garden
Also, it is a show of color

Sonata de outono
The leaves of the trees had
Changed its color
From green to golden
And also the trees
Will be bare
Soon for the Winter
Now the birds had
Finally migrated
South for the Winter
Also I must say that
I am feeling sad
To see the birds
Migrate south
There are some dead leaves
From the tree on the ground
We need to rake the leaves
And place it inside
The garden bags

Happiness
Uplifts me
Happiness
Fills my heart, my mind,
And my soul
Happiness
Gives me the strength
I need
Happiness
Is a good feeling
That enters my mind each day
Happiness
Takes my sadness away
Happiness
Fills my eyes with joy
Happiness
Makes me excited and thrilled
Happiness
Gives me a sense of relief
Happiness
Welcomes me each morning
Happiness
Can be seen in my eyes

A ballad for father's day

You are my sunshine in the sky
You are my ocean
Full of whales
You are my dreams
Of tomorrow
You are the tree that is growing
Here on earth
You are that beautiful wild flower
Inside of my heart
You are the rain that is watering that beautiful wild flower
That is inside of my heart
You are the mountains that I climb each day
With pride and joy

Be my lover
Because I
Am waiting
For you to
Make up
Your mind
Also you
Are the one that
I need in my life
So if you can't make up
You mind I will make it up
For you
Also I am crazy for you
I must say that we make
The perfect couple
So it was my father that brought
You to me
And he brought also me to you
Also please don't abandon me
And tell me lies
By telling me that I am no good
For you
Because I am poor
And you like rich men
I am sorry
But you now hurt my feelings
I also understood that you are
Very selfish

I burn my past
The blood that is running from my cut
I drink it
Like a devil in the dark
What devil am I?
The Gothic devil
I survive drinking my own blood
I have no shame anymore
I am the Gothic devil
With a few words my heart is torn and in pain
Because there is a cut in my heart
All the lies I told to everyone
Now flash in my eyes
What once was my good life, now remains in ashes
My tainted ashes of love only feed the  ashes
Of all lies
Blown in the wind to seek me to die
Under the sweet flowers I lay myself to sleep
Waiting for my life to end
I have grown old
I have grown weak
Because all the blood is running out of my heart that is cut
Nobody will stop the blood from running
The sun still shines where I lay under the sweet flowers
My life is now immortal
I am going soon
I am feeling more dizzy and weak each hour
Death is approaching me fast
This time I don't fear death
I accept it
Hurting other people was my sin
And not telling the truth was my second sin
All the things that I've done raise questions in my head
I don't do everything perfect
Why should I do?
-20-
Yes I can change my thinking
But I think I still have time for that
I still have time to say forgiveness
Before I go to my new home
I am the Gothic devil
And this Gothic devil is going home now to die
The hour arrived
I take one more look around where I am
I say good bye to mother earth
I shut my eyes
And now I feel myself going through a deep sleep
My breathing has stopped
Now the Gothic devil is dead and the Gothic devil is me
Nothing I can see anymore or feel
It was a wonderful day to die
It was a perfect time
Now I just lay down frozen like a stone beneath the sweet flowers where I Once stood
Someone carried me, the Gothic devil
And buried me in the cemetery
My body is there
But my spirit is in heaven

Meia noite
Arrived very fast today
And I had continue
Working for my father
Writings lots of poems
One more beautiful than the other
Also I am very proud to be my
God’s poet
My God had choosen me for this
Job from the time I was a teenager
To now
Yes God
My teenager life is over
And I already livedf it
A long time ago
Today I am an adult
And i also have different feelings
That I use in my poems
Every time I write poem
Yes  I written dark poetry
Before
But I am not crazy about
Dark poetry
Because I find then
Very depressing
And  today I only
Write good poems
That have positive thoughts
I also put my dark thoughts
In the trash can
And when it is garbage day
I put my trush can
ON the curb
For the Garbage men to pick up
He empty my trash can
And then later at 12:00 pm
I go out on the curb
And get my empty trash can
And also I live the empty trash can
In my shed
So I can feel it with my dark thoughts
Again
So when the morning arrive
I go to bed and I sleep in
All through the afternoon
When it is 6:00 pm
I go again in my living room
And I turn the computer on
And I continue where I stopped writing poems
For my God

If you stay like these forever
You will make my day
Being loving and caring
Because I care about you very much
I am not joking
I Tell like it is
I also will not play games
With your feelings
You want me to respect your
Feelings
Don't worry I will do that
Also I will not hurt your feelings
I will respect your feelings
Please stay with me
And be a part of me
Yes I need you in my life
Lets cherish the life we have
We didn't ask to be born
It was God that create us
With his holy hands
We struggle with our health
We are always hungry after dinner
And we want a snack
We can't live with having a snack
We also will not destroy our lives
Smoking a joint
Because that will **** us
And also life is precious

Go getter
God to answer you
Prayers when you pray
Every single night
Please keep
Praying to Good every
Night
It only takes
20 minutes to do it
Also please live
By God’s rules
Every single day
I hope that you won’t
Break
Any of his rules
Because he will punish you
And you also will hate
To be punished
I am telling you the truth
Also remember that God
Is very restricted with
His rules
I also hope that
You will not lie
To God
Because he hate lies
I advise you to tell the
Truth to God
I also hope that you
Are happy living you life
That God gave you
When he made you
With his holy hands
And had placed you
To live here
On earth
And in the
Earth you will live for now
Remember that you
Only live once
Because it is God
That made life this way

How do I get you alone?
This night alone
Without spending time
In the crowds
At high Park
We both need to love
Each other
And built some trust
In each other
We should not
Lie to each other
Because lie is not good
Also, we should respect each other
I need you in my life
And I hope you need also
Me in your life

Dowling symphony
And the sun fills the sky
And tomorrow will turn into today
The time for our friendship feels so right
You were dreaming the morning away
And the world will be a better place for us
Because all I want and need is your friendship
I will look in your eyes the next morning
And I will be able to see that you were dreaming with me

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are an adult
And we have a lot of
Responsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing wrong from purchase clothes from
A second hand store

Falo a verdade
To my father
Every single day
To my father
I never lied
To my father once
And I know that
My father hate lies
And If I tell my father
He is going to punish me
To be honest with you
Father I rather tell the truth
Also I hate punish by you
And I also think
That I am too old
To be punish
Father I am an adult now
And also very mature
Also father thanks for
The freedom you had
Given to me
I just love to have
The freedom i Have
In my life
I also plan my life
Every single day
I know what I am
Doing every day
With my life
Yes my father owns my life
And my life is in my father hands
We have a good relationship
Like father and son
And I don’t want to end the
Relationship I have with my father
I want to keep working hard
On our relationship until the day
I die and go to heaven
Also I must tell you that
I am so proud of you my father
Also I know that you love me without limits
And I am very happy to know that
Also today you finally brought the Summer for me
And I must tell you that I was having enough
Of the Winter my father
Now I will finally spend more
Time during the day
Walking in the park
And I will also listen again
To the birds singing there beautiful
Song to me

Father
Eu tenho bastante
Juizo
I will never insult you
My father
Because you will be
Upset with me father
End I don’t want to make you
Upset father
I  know that I am you son
And I should have lots of respect
For you
That is what You need from me
Father you don’t need to worry
Because I will treat you with respect
Also father you made me
In you image
58 years ago
And I am happy that  I am you son
Also you are keeping me alive
Every single day here on earth
And I must thank you
For giving me
A beautiful life here on earth
And I must tell you that
I just love living on earth
I also have good friends
That you also made my friends
In you image

All by yourself with Jesus
You go to the beach
To baptized the babies
That our father created
With his holy hands
3 months ago
With the holy water
None of the babies
Cried when they were
Baptized
Now the babies belongs
To fathers family
And the father puts the babies
In there crib to have a
Afternoon knap
Because babies needs
Lots of sleep
Also babies are lot’s
Of work for our father
We can’t forget that
The only way babies communicate
Is by crying
Also our father
Makes homemade baby food
For there babies

I am not being good to myself
I must admit
Today
Again I wet my bed
And I was up at 3 am
I have to do laundry again
That is insane
I am spending lots of money
When I do my laundry

Father please remove
The tristeza from
My life
Because I just want to be
Happy father
Father I don’t need
Any tristeza
Anymore in my life
So do me a father
Bring some happiness
To my life
Because I need
To feel happy every single
Day
Father I hate to have
Some tristeza in my life
I don’t feel that
I need tristeza in my life
Also father it is
Tristeza that
Brings me depression
In my life
Also I must tell you
Father that I hate
Having depression
And it is not easy for me
To live with depression
I am telling the truth
My father

I can make you love me
My dear brothers
Why don’t you love me brothers?
What did I do for you to hate me
I never did anything to hurt you my brothers
Why are you hurting me  my brothers?
I don’t deserve to be hurt by you
Brothers
Because I love you all my dear brothers
My dear brothers you don’t have respect for me
Why?
I have lots of respect for you dear brothers
I respect you race and you religion
Also brothers you tell me that I am only interested
In me
And you also call me selfish
I must tell you brothers
That you must be going totally out of you mind
I find hard to live with you all dear brothers
Here on earth
Also it was God that made us with his holy
Hands
And placed us to live here on earth
Brothers I know that you hate also
The earth
But remember that our God sad that
The earth is our temporally home
Until the day we died
Dear brothers nobody is going to live forever
We will die one day
And the angels will come
And take us to heaven

I even forgot about the restaurant
That is opening today
On my street
That is not something that I will die for
A free hamburger
And I believe there is a catch to it
Because nothing is free in this world

So what else is new?
Canadian boy
Canadian boy
Sing me to sleep
Canadian boy
Uphill in the snow
Is the ski trails
Canadian Boy
Look me in the eye
Canadian boy
Too soon for love songs
Canadian boy
Has Canada in his pocket
Canadian boy
Hear Canada calling
Canadian boy
Stands for the glory of the flag
Canadian boy
Love his country
And he is proud to be a Canadian boy
Canadian boy
This is a land that is free
Canadian boy
Someone who believes in you is Canada
Canadian boy
You planted the trees
To beautify the neighborhood
Canadian boy
You are now going to join the army
And be a peace keeper
Canadian boy
This is our last goodbye
Canadian Boy
I wish you luck overseas

Healer
Is my father
Who have made
So many miracles
In the sick people’s lives
A long time ago
Now they continue to
Live there lives
Every single day
Healer
I want you to make
The same miracle
That you had made
To the other people
That is alive
It is so wonderful
To know that
They are having there
Lives back without any
Sickness
I sufer from depression
And I must say that it is
Very hard for me
To live with my
Mental illness

To be young again
But my younger
Days are over
For now
Also I am young
At heart
Also I am a very
Frail person
I can’t no longer walk
I use a whellchair
When I go out for walk
And I don’t mind the
Weellchair
I also have
Osteoporosis
That my bones
Are breaking very easy

abraços e beijos
I give it to my father
Because my father loves
To receive
abraços e beijos
Also I want to see
My father happy
Every day
Also I am one of my
Father’s child
I am not the youngest
Child
I am the oldest child from
My father
I already lived my youngest life
58 years ago
Now I am one adult
And my father gave me lots of
Freedom in my life
So I could live a life full of freedom
Every single day here
On earth
Every day I plan my life
And I live it the way I planned it
Every single day
I have no right to complained about
My life to my father
Because he will say
I gave everything you needed in you life
You must live you life now to the fullest
Every single day
Child you only live once
Because I made life that way
And trust my child
You will not live forever
Also you will die some day
Here on earth

I can't understand
Why the day before
You were fine
Walking with me
In the park
You were so happy
You felt like somebody
Had lifted you up
I think it was God
Anyway
And the next day
You had died
Early in the morning

Beleza pura
Is the nature
That my father
Had made with
With his holy hands
Before he made the human beings
Here on earth
And after he made the human beings
He had placed us here on earth
To live
I don’t know if
The other human beings
Appreciate the
Beleza pura
That is the nature
As much as I do
I must tell you father
You had done a fine job
Making the beleza pura
That is the nature
That I enjoy so much
During the Summer
In the parks you planted
The flowers
And they are a show of colors
Today during the Summer
I took a peek
At that beautiful sky
That is blue with the
White clouds
And I didn’t see any sign of rain
Also the birds were flying
Very high in that beautiful sky
Yes father we are having a heat wave
And that is no good for people
That have heart problems
Because they can also die
From the heat warning
Father can you please
Hurry up and bring us some
Rain because we didn’t had
Any rain now for 20 days
And we want you to cool the earth
Father

I turned on my computer today
And
My mind is blank
I look into a blank screen
But
Can’t think of what to write
Time is passing by
And I haven’t written anything yet
I can’t blame it on myself
Because
My mind is somewhere else
- Still at home

What do I need to change in my life
I need to change
The time I go to sleep
Because I am not getting
Sleep during the night
Because I stay up late
At night
When my grandfather clock
Chimes 3:00 am
I go to bed every night
When I wake up the next morning
At 12:00 pm I still wake up tired
I hate to wake up tired
I think I have to start to go to bed
Earlier every single night
So that I get a proper sleep
Also the other thing I need
To change is my anger issue
Because I had insulted
All my friends
And that made then
Very angry
Also some of my
Friends had ended the
Friendship with me
The other friends
I still have
Also now I have
A small amount of friends
And they had forgiven me
For my bad behavior
I am also happy
That I still have a small amount of friends
They are helping me with my anger issue
They understand that it needs to
Be worked on
And I must try to keep my cool

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

Je  me souviens
That my friends had supported
Me for many years in my life
Je me souviens
That I never had insulted my friends
Because that would hurt my friends
And I don't mean to hurt my friends
I just can't forget you
My friends
Je  me souviens
You all had been my friends for
36 years
Je  me souviens
That you were always there
When I was sick
In crisis
Also I  was never left alone
Or in isolation
To tell you the truth
I hate to be left alone
Or in isolation
I feel that I don't deserve to be
Left alone or in isolation
Also I must say thanks to
My friends for being there
When I was sick
My friends had spent
All day with me
During the summer night
I had sat on the chair
On my balcony
And I had glazed  in the sky
The stars and the moon
At 9 pm I took my medications
That I hate to take
But I need to take my medications
So my depression stay leveled
Then I went into my bedroom
I had changed into my pajama
Then I went straight to bed
Now I had finally layed in my bed
I had shut my mind of
Then I had shut my eyes
And then I drifted away
The only thing I heard is me  snoring
Because I have sleep apnea
I never woke up in the middle of the night
I had my 8 hours of sleep
The next day I got up at 7 pm
I was getting ready to start the day
First I shaved myself the old fashion away
Then I removed  my pajama from my body
Then I went in the shower
When the shower was over
I got out of the shower then
I had dried myself with a towel
And now I will get dressed into
My casual clothes
Now I am having a quick breakfast
By 8 am my friend had arrived  to see me
My friend took me for a walk into
The park
There we heard the birds singing there symphony
We were getting some fresh air
That we needed badly
At  2 pm we left the park
And went home
We had washed the breakfast dishes quickly
Then we prepared a quick lunch
And when the lunch was over
We again had washed the dishes
And dried them
And put it away
We had sit in the balcony
And we also had heard the birds singing
My friend had left at 5 pm
I had cooked my dinner
When it was over I placed it on a plate
And I started to eat my dinner
Today I had all my medication early
Because I was feeling very tired
I went right away to bed
The next day I woke up early
It was 5 am when I got up
I  started  to shave my face the old fashion way
Then I went in the shower
When the shower was over
I had  dried my body with the towel
Now I will get dressed into my casual clothes
Then at 6 am I had eggs and bacon and toast
For breakfast
I also had two cups of coffee with my breakfast
Then I had washed my dishes
I also had dried my dishes
And put it away
My friend arrived at 7 pm
Today we finally went for a drive into the
Country
I like to have a drive into the country
We had gone to Union Ville
There they had a free jazz festival
They play all the old jazz music
That brought memories to me
The jazz festival ended at 2 pm
We had gone for lunch into a cafe
At 3 pm we left Union Ville
And  we returned to Toronto
At 5 pm
I had skipped my dinner
Because I was full still from lunch
I went into my bedroom
I had changed into my pajamas
Then I lay down into my bed
I had taken my medication

I miss you
more and more
Each day
I also need you in my life
Every single day
Also father
I want to belong
To your life
Because you are the one
Who made me
In your image
A long time ago
Also you are the one
Who gave me life
And I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
After you placed me here
On earth to live
After you made me
Also you gave me feelings
Also I am not a
Vegetable
I finally got used to live
On earth
Every single day
A long time ago
Also many years ago
I became your poet
And I never take a break from
Work
I work my 8 hours a day
That is the normal shift
My Father gave to me

You don't need to be afraid of the river
Because this river is shallow
And you can stand on it
Anywhere you walk

Como você está
Do  you miss your old
Friends that
Had insulted you every
Single day
You had to  make a fast
Decision
I had got rid of my 16m  friends
I had told  then that I ,didn't
Need  then in my life anymore
Also I told then to go  and live their own
Lives
And I will live my own life
My 6 friends treat me
With respect
I never mistreated my friends
Because that would be the
Wrong thing to do
Como você está
The spring finally arrive
And I got the idea
That You also like the  spring
The same way I do
The birds are finally back
That they are singing there
Beautiful songs
Como você está
Have you ever sick some revenge
When the people let you down
Also I never sieeked revenge
Como você está
Do you know that I love you as a friend
And you also love me
like a friend
Como você está
I know that you are always praying
To God every day
And in your prayer you are
Asking God to give you peace and health
Because you don't have good health
You have asthma
And you use you puffer
Every day
Friend I have diabeties and depression
I take every month injection for my depression
I also never forget to pray to pray to God
I also in my prayer ask God to give me some
Health and peace
God had finally gave me health and peace
That I need in my life
Como você está
Friend you seen to have a lot of patience
With people
Friend I must tell you that I don't have
Patience with people
Also I blow up very easily
Como você está
Friend do you have any anger issue  
Do you know when you are getting angry
You can control you anger without any problem
Friend I must tell you that I am very happy for you
Friiend can you teach me how to control my anger
Como você está
Friend you also have the right to speak up
When people hurt you
Also friend you tell me that i have
The right to speak up
I know that you can't let people walk all
Over you
Como você está
Friend Iam happy that you like the life that God
Had given you many years ago
Friend I also love the life that God had given me
Como você está
Friend God had created you with his holy hands
Many years ago
And placed you here in the planet earth
To live
The planet earth is your temporary home
Until you die
Friend God also created me with his holy hands
And placed me also in the planet earth
To live temporary until the day i die
Como você está
Friend when you were a baby you
Were also baptized with the holy water
And you became a part of the God's family
Friend when I was baptized with the
Holy water
And I also became a part of the God's family
Como você está
Are you enjoying the end of summer friend
You were sad to see that the birds had migrate south
Friend I am not enjoying the end of summer
I always feel sad when the summer ends
And the birds migrate south
Como você está
Friend the winter will arrive soom
That you don't like
Also it is time to put the summer clothes away
And start to wear our winter clothes
We also have to wear our winter jacket
And our winter booths
Friend I also put my summer clothes away
And started to wear my winter clothes
I had worn my winter jacket and my winter booths
Como você está
The  winter had arrived today
And you were not ready for it
You had gone for a walk outside
During the winter
It was very cold outside
You needed some fresh air
Friend I stay home during the winter
And I don't go outside at all
I looked out of my living room window
And I saw the bare trees
The sky was gray without any sun
I hated that very much
My computer is in the living room
I had turned my computer on
And i started to write some poems for
My God
All day long
I didn't take any break from poetry writing
My friend returned at 3 pm home
He had his afternoon knap because he was tired

Estou cheio das suas desculpas
My friends
When it comes to support me
In my daily life
You tell me you just don’t have
The time for
Yes you have a very busy life
I know that you can make some time
For me
But I feel that I am not
Priority for you
You have other things
In you life that is more important
What about when I am sick
Would you be there for me?
Because I won’t be able to take care of
Myself
Also if I through a party
I know that you will always be there
Because you will be getting
Some free drinks
And also free food
But I know that the day I day
You will have time for me
You will come to my funeral
To pay you last respect for me
And I know that you all
Will be sad to see
Me living the earth
There will come  one angel
That my father send down from
Heaven to pick me up
And carry me on his wings to heaven
Also friends I will be living in heaven
My new life
That will be better than on earth
Also friends I trust my father
During the nights I will be sleeping
In my brass bed
That is inside my bedroom in heaven
And my father the next day he will
Wake me up early
Then I will get ready to start the day
First I will shave my face with the
Electric shaver
Then i will remove my ***** cotton robe
And my underwear and place it inside
The laundry bag to wash
Then I will go naked in the shower
I will rub the bar of soap into my skin
And the soap will remove the dirt
From my skin
Then I will rinse the soap from
My skin
Then it is over my shower
I will turn the shower of
Then I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
And I wear a underwear on my
Body
Then I will put a fresh cotton robe
On my body
And on my feet I will wear my leather sandal
God’s servants are now feeding our breakfast
In the dining room in heaven
The servant’s cooked a breakfast fit for a king
After breakfast
I helped my father to clean his garden
We both removed the Weeds from the garden
That had also taken up some room from the roses
It took as four hours to remove the weeds from the garden
It was a hard and tiring job
But it needed to be done
After we removed the weeds
We water the garden
And now was lunch time in heaven
Today for lunch we head
Tuna casserole
It was one of our favorite meal
After lunch I had my knap
Because I was tired
And I had skipped dinner
So I slept all through the night
I never got up once during the night
I must say that I slept like a log

I miss you
Having you around
My friend
Yes this weather is killing us
We can't stand the heat
It is 48 today
Also we need to drink lots
Of water to keep hydrated
I have no idea
When we will have the rain
The heat is very bad
For people who have asthma
And heart problems

Promesas
Every day
I am making
Some promesas
For my father
And I am always
Keeping my promesas
For my father
I never broke any
Promesas to my father yet
I think if I had
Broken promesas
To my father
I would be breaking
His heart
And also my father
Would be
Punishing me for that
I also hate to be punished
By my father
So I keep my
Promesas to my father
Today I made alrerady
A few promesas to my father
I am going today to wash
My father people’s feet
Then when I finished
Washing my father’s people’s feet
I had preached the bible to
Father’s people
And they were hungry for
My father’s word
And also today it was
A beautiful Summer day
Without any rain
Now my father said
Goodbye to his people
We left the beach
And we all went back
Home
I went straight to bed
And I had a good night sleep
For once in my life

Caro
I hope we make through this night
Caro
If you are in need of warm hugs
I can give you some
Because there is no problem for me
Caro
We need to follow our sleep schedule
Every single day
And go to sleep early every single night
Caro
Please pray to you father every night
Before you go to sleep
Caro
It only takes 20 minutes  to pray
For you father
Caro
Don't worry about you father answering
You prayer
Because you father won't forget to
Answer you prayer
Caro
It is you father that
Owns you life
Caro
It is you Father that created
You  in his image

I saw that
Big sky today
And I wanted to embrace it
Because that was the way that I was feeling today
I can't embrace the sky in
Real life
Because it is too far to reach
From earth to the sky
I can only embrace the
Sky in my dreams

About me
I am somebody special
That was made
By my father
With his holy hands
A long time ago
And also along
Time ago
My father had
Placed me to live
Here on earth
I love living on earth
My beautiful life
Every single day
I  care about
The way my friends
Love me
Also my friends
Are my family
I trust my friends
And I know that
There will be always
For me
Even when I am sick
I just don't like
Being sick
I try to take good care
Of my health
Every single day
Also, was my father
That gave me the
Gift of health
I also never had
Ruin my health
I don't smoke
At all friends
So I have healthy lungs
Also friends I never drunk
Any alcohol
Because that would destroy
My liver
Friends I also have
Healthy liver
I made a promise to me
That I will stay sober
Forever
Also friends I was born
A Christian
And I will also die
As a Christian
I am glad that
My friends have some
Respect for me
They respect my race
And religion
I am very happy about that
My friends don't put me down
Because I just hate that
Father, I want to live my life
Until I am 80 years old
Can you let me live until
I am 80 years old
Please father
Can you do that favor
For me
Also friends
I am God's poet
And also many years
Ago he had chosen me
To be his poet
I am very happy
To be my father's poet
Every single day
I write poems for my father
I never take a day off
When the job is done
My father rewards me
For a well-done job
Yes friends I have a sharp
Mind
And my mind still working
Fine
Also, my father made the four
Seasons for me to live
Now I am having my Summer
That my father had given to me
I just love the Summer
During the Summer
I go for walks around the block
To get some fresh air
Into my lungs
At the same time
I hear the birds singing
There tunes
I enjoy hearing the birds
Singing their song