I just love you
The way you are
You are also
My father
Very special to me
Because you are the one
Who have made me
With you holy hands
Many years ago
And you my father
Had placed me
Here on earth
To live
My father
I must tell you that
I love living here
On earth
For now I will live my life
To the fullest
Every single day
I will not waste my life away
Also every night I will go to
Bed early
So that I can have a proper
Sleep
Because I need 7 hours of sleep

Lots of good memories of you I have
All the sadness that I had felt once
You removed it
By bringing me happiness
When I couldn't speak you were my voice
When I couldn't see it anymore
You gave my vision back
Again
My guilt you took away
I surrender all to you
You had given me plenty of things that I had never expected
And I never had asked for it
I am glad that I know you like my savior
Where there was darkness you brought light
You walked on water
You shared your word with your people
You fed those that were hungry
You gave water to those that were thirsty
I will lay down in your fields
And water the flowers for you
I will give it back in return what you gave to me
You send me to deliver your word to the people of this city
I know you choose me because I am the right person for it
Mother nature is stronger than me, if I tried to fight mother nature I will
Never win
Even though
Mother nature can do more damage than I ever saw

Go ahead and join the circle of friends
Be responsible for your actions
Keep in touch with your new friends
Don't let those friendships end
Don't be frightened to dream,
Because dreaming is like breathing
Don't throw away this opportunity by joining the circle of friends
Don't bother to think about those old friends, and those old days
Because those old days are long gone
And those old friends have changed over the past years
So their lives
Know who your friends are
Keep the good friends around
Don't sit around and waste your life away, because you still young
Think positive
Give some encouragement to your friends
Be a role model to the young people you know

Beat you that nobody had
A dream like mine before
Last night
When I was sleeping
In my cozy warm bed
During this winter
Night
I dream that I was
An angel flying
In the sky
Carrying one of the dead people
Into heaven
When I got to heaven
I knocked into heaven's door
God had open the door
To let us in
The dead person
Was reunited with his loved one
That he was missing then for a long
Time
And when I woke up the next day
The dream was gone out of my head
I am a person that loves to dream
I know that dream won't make me rich
Because I just can't sell my dream
Because no body
Would buy then

Pai eu quero te amar
For always
I hope you will be happy
Knowing that
Pay eu quero te amar
The whole life
And you can believe me pay
Because I am not telling you
Pai any bulshit
I am telling the truth
And that is not a lie
Pai
Also pai obrigado
For keeping me alive
And safe here on earth
Also pai I must tell you
That I never give up
Easy on my life
I try tu do the things
That I must do
Like pray to you
Every single morning
And pai i never forget
To pray to you
And pai I am telling you
The truth
Also pai I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
Pai now I must tell you
That I am enjoying
The days of Summer
Here on earth
Pai was you that
Made me in you image
And I am happy to be
A disable men that you created
And gave me a wonderful life
To live here on earth
Pai you had beem the men
Who created day and night
The night was made for us to sleep
And pai i go early to bed
So that I can get a good night sleep
And I never get up in the middle of the night
Pai
I sleep like a log pai
Every night
And I am also feeling grateful
For giving the health I have
Pai I know that it is my
Responsability to take a good
Look after my health
Also pai I know that I must
Also look after my hygiene
The first thing in the morning pai
I have my showers
Then when it is finished pai
I dry my body with the but towel pai
Then pai i put my ***** laundry inside
The laundry bag to wash
And pai I must say that one
Laundry bag is already full
Of ***** laundry
Then I get dress pai into the clothes
You had given me for last Christmas
And they are casual clothes
From the second hand store that
My pai bought from
We just love to wear second hand clothes
From the second hand store
Also pai the days are longer during the Summer
And at 9 pm the sun go dowm and it is
The end of the day
And pai I see the beautiful sunset that
You made
And now finally the night arrived
Also it was time for me to go sleep pai

I will never be anybody else but me
Everybody thinks that I should be
Like Bush, Eric Clapton, Pablo Neruda, or an activist
But I will never be that
A singer is not something I dream of
Poetry I understand
But Pablo Neruda is somebody else
I am me
And if they are not happy with who I am too bad
Because I will never be anybody else
Frankly I am getting tired of this all
And there is always something telling me who do they think they are?
To tell me who should I be?
To be honest the message that they are sending I am not good enough
Yes they are showing it of
But I am not
I am the simple kind of man

I will slow down my mind
I will slow down my thoughts
Because my thoughts are moving fast
I don't have bad thoughts
On my mind
I will never hurt myself or anybody else anymore
Because I am getting tired of it
I will let people live their life
And I will live mine
People I know that you got to live your life also
People I got my own problems to solve
Not alone but with the help of my friends
People I need to think positively
People I never think negative thoughts
People I hope you understand that I am a human being like you
I can't believe it is only November
The sun was shining today
It is a perfect day to go for a walk
People I know that God will forgive me for the bad things I done
Now it is the time for you to forgive me also
God I am always forgiving myself for the bad things I do
God I have a book to write my thoughts down
And I do it every day
By filling every page of this book
God I know that actions speaks louder than words
God I know the consequences of my bad behavior
God I have my own battles to fight
People I must fight my battles alone
I feel that I will win those battles
People when I speak to you I promise that I will tell only the truth
I will not lie to you people
People your friendship is very important to me
People I don't want to lose you
Because I would be lonely
And I don't want to be alone
People I appreciate everything you do for me
People you were there when I was sick
People I am so happy that I got your support in my life
People please don't abandoned me now
Because I need you in my life
People when you are sick also I will be there for you
People I will try to control my anger
Before it gets out of control
God deep down I am a good person
People I love for who you are
And I accept the way you are
People my depression got much better
People I don't feel depress the way I used to feel
People I am so happy to be alive every day
And it is God that keeps me alive every day
People I want to worship God every day
People I want to pray for peace now
Because we need peace now
People I don't want to live forever
Because I know that God is in charge of my life
It is God that rules my life and not me
People I am not getting any younger
I am older now
People my youth days are over
People I never drunk in my life
People I will stay sober
People my childhood days are over
And when I was young I had asthma
People I am not the one who tells one thing and do the other
People I never put things off in my life
People can you pick me up when I fall
People if you see me sad can you cheer me up
People teach me to love people
Because I need to know how to love people
People I need to take care of my health
People I can't live without health
People it is time to say good bye to you
Because I am going to bed
People all the trees are bare now for the winter
And winter is on its way
People the birds had migrated now for the winter
And it makes me so sad
Because I won't hear them singing again
People I already traveled to Europe
And I saw many beautiful places
People I live alone in a place I love
People I don't have much money to spare for the poor
Because the money I have I need for myself
To buy food and pay my rent
God I closed my eyes and I meditate every morning when I wake up
People I want to share my poetry with you all
People I don't drink coffee anymore but I drink tea
People I don't know if I will be here
People I am already planning for tomorrow
People I already suffered so much in my life
With my depression and my diabeties
People I need to take medication for my depression or diabeties
If I want to be well
People summer is now resting
And we will see it next year again
Also the birds will return and they will sing their symphony
There will be lots of sunny days during the summer months
People I must tell you that I love when the birds sing their song
People I always show remorse when I do wrong things
People don't call me crazy because I am not
And it hurts me very much
People please pray for me
And ask God to heal me
People please understand that I don't want to die now
Because I am so young
God please guide me where I am walking
People if I die some day I hope that you all will be there
People I know that you worry a lot about me
And I worry about my life
People we are never alone because God is always there for me
Today the sun went down already and I saw the beautiful sunset
That took my breath away
People I never accused anybody of anything
I never had called people a thief
People I want to get better each day with my health
People I take good care of my hygiene
Because I don't want to smell badly
I also wear clean clothes on my body each day
People I have my own style of clothes
You may not like my style of clothes
People I will talk slowly when I talk to you
So that you can hear what I am saying
People I want to be heard
People I already made so many sacrifices in my life
It was very hard to do
People I am now sleeping all through the night
And I don't wake up in the middle of the night
The next day when I wake up
I feel rested
People when I sleep I also snore very loud
People I will speak up for myself
Because I need to speak up
When I get angry I must tell people that I am angry
Will people understand that I am angry?
God so many people broke my heart so many times
God I want to ask you to repair my broken heart
People I have so many feelings
And I feel that I have to let my feelings out
When I speak
God I don't judge any body
So I don't want to be judge
God I am always worried about what people thinks about me
God I should stop worrying about what people think about me
God I will continue living my life the best way I can
People we need to love each other and not hate each other
People we need to have respect for each other
People sometimes it is hard to pass the time
There are days that the time past so fast when I am having fun
Friends I am missing you because I haven't seen you for so long
God I need to be feed now because I am starving
So don't forget to feed me
God I am lost for words
Right now
God all I need is to be with you
God wash my eyes so that I can see clearly
People God will give us peace every day
God I can't get enough of your love
So please God give me more love
So that I can give to those that I love
People I know that you all love me
And I want to thank you all for loving me
God I want to climb the mountain during the winter
And I want to see the blue sky with no clouds
The evergreen are covered with snow
And God I want to tell you that it looks beautiful
A new morning has broken
And I am so excited about it
Just being alive
Breathing that air that is filling up my lungs
My heart is pumping that blood all over my body
People please show your love to me
God I want to celebrate my life here on earth
God I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God if I had to do the same for you I would my God
I would give my love and a kiss to you
God tell me why life is so complicated
Because it is so complicated
People no matter where you are I will be waiting for you
I know you must follow this path that will take you some place
God I been dreaming away tonight
The only thing I want to do is dream tonight with you God
Because I am so in love with you my God
People I have some self esteem
And myself esteem is very high
People I have recovered from my depression
And I am feeling fine with lots of energy
Now I just have to live my life
To the fullest
God I will not play game with people's feelings
Because that is a dangerous thing to do
God I let you down so many times
And I want to say sorry for doing it
God please understand that I am not selfish
I don't think only about myself
God if I had to choose between peace or war I would chose peace
God the war have killed so many innocent children
We lost so many children already
God I know that you can perform miracles
God I seem all the miracles that you do for the people
God I know that you can't put a price on life
People when you love somebody you should love them all the way
People no one can live without love
People never tell somebody that you hate them
Because that is a bad thing to do
People you need to learn to relax
Because when you are relaxed you will feel better
God love gives me the right to be free
I am living on the edge
And I am saving all my love for you God

When you came into my life
My life had changed
So fast without warning
And I was very happy
To have found you

Let me dream with God
Let me dream with you my friend
Let me sleep in during the day
Let me sing you a new song
Let me comment on your new dress
Let me go for a walk in the park
Because this will give me some time on my own

All I got is friends that loves me
All I got is friends that support me in my life
All I got is friends that accepts me for who I am
All I got is friends that prays for me
All I got is friends that are rich in spirit
All I got is friends that worship my God

God and friends
I need my peace of mind
Because I just want to live
In peace
I can't afford to be angry
At my friends anymore
Because they hate me when
I get angry
I also know that I should control
My anger
But I been angry for a long time
When I am angry I get total out
Of control
And I start to insult people also
You tell me friends that You want
Me perfect
I will never be perfect friends
Because I am human just like you
And I also have feelings just like you

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also you are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are  loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made you life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefully
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven

When I believe in my father
I know that he will give me
Some love without me
Asking for it
When I believe
In my father
I know that I can always trust him
Because every day my father
Is looking after me
Also every day my father
Feed me so I want starve
Because I know that
It is the wrong thing for my father
To live me starving
When I believe in my father
My father tack me in bed every night
So We don’t mess up my sleeping
Scheduled
My father never let me stay up
Every night
And when I sleep I never get up
In the middle of the night
I sleep all through the night
And when I am sleeping in my
Warm and cozy
Bed that I love so much
Also the only thing I hear
Is the sound of me breathing
During my sleep

My dear father
I feel so unsure about my
Future
My father
You are the only one
That knows about
My future
What will my future be like?
Can you please explain it to me
Because I can’t wait to figure out
The things about the future
My father I believe that I can’t
Make any mistakes in my future
That I had done in my past life
That I have lot’s of regrets about
My past
Also my past
Was horrible because I had
Done bad things
I also had to walk the road to hell
Alone that was very bad for me
Because I had also suffered
In my past life

Friends
How great thou are
To me
Also it was my father
That made as all
With his holy hands
Many years ago
And placed as here on
Earth to live
Our lives here on earth
We are already used
To the earth
For now we will live
Every day on earth
Until the day we die
We are not going to die now
Because we are very young
To die
And we still have a life to live ahead of us
So we still need to live that life
Every single day
We should not waste our lives by sleeping in
During the day
Because if we do that we won’t sleep at night

Un anno d'amore
That our father had given
As plenty of amore
And we must say that
We love to receive amore
From our father
Every single day
That we are living our lives
Here on the planet earth
Every single day
Also we thank our father
When we pray to him
By thanking him
For giving as amore

Money can't buy you class
Happiness or respect
Just remember that
Money was made
To buy you some comfort
That you need in life
That is all

Friends
I know that it is time to
Change my behavior
Because I will need
To let go of my anger
All the time
Because my anger is now
Getting out of control
And I already lost so many friends
Also I can’t afford to lose more friends
Because if I lose more friends
I will end up alone
And in Isolation that I hate
With the passion

Money can't buy you class
Happiness or respect
Just remember that
Money was made
To buy you some comfort
That you need in life
That is all

Shine a light
God please
Do me a favor
Shine a light
In my life
Because I want
To have a
Bright life
And I just hate
To have a dark life

It is loving that hurts
Me a lot
My father
Because people gave me
Love many years ago
And they also
Had broken my heart
In so many pieces
To tell you
The truth father
I didn’t think the people
Understand that they are
Giving me love that is hurting me
And I also feel the pain
I had taken some pain killers
To get rid of the pain
But the pain killer
Didn’t work at all
God can you please
Repair my heart tonight
I know God that it is not an
Easy task for you to do
Please come asap for me
I am waiting for you
Arrival
When you ring the bell
Of my house
I will open the door for you
So that you can come
Inside my house

Father
I am waiting for the winter to end
Because the winter is very long
Here in Canada
And I am also getting tired
Of this winter that doesn’t end
Father I would love
If you could give me some sun
During the winter
To change my depression
But you never give any sun to me
You only give me grey sky
I must tell you father that
I hate the grey sky

The day I die
I will surrender
All my sickness back to my father
The day I die
I will surrender
My life back to my father
The day I die
I will surrender
My money back to my father
The day I die
I will surrender
My anger back to God
The day I die
My father
Will take me back to heaven

Silencio
In my life is what I need
Silencio
When I sleep I need
Silencio
I need when I dream
Silencio
When I walk outside I need also

That man
Is having a
Canadian Romance
With that beautiful Girl
And she reminds me of a
Movie star
All I can say is that
He is a lucky men
To have a beautiful girl
Also to love
It was my Father
That brought her
To him
And also it was my father
That brought him to her
And also they
Were made for each other

I don't think you are
Strong enough to tell you friends
To stop hurting you
By calling you all the bad language
That exist in the universe
Also don't let people take advantage
By asking you for money
Please you have to be strong and firm
By telling no
You need that money for you
So you can live your life
Yes also they call you stingy
When you shop for clothes
Yes you have a budget
And you also can't go over the budget
Also you can only afford
To buy with your money
Used clothes
From a second hand store
Yes that is your style of clothes
That you love to wear
Every single day
Yes you don't know
Where all the years have gone
That you have grown old
Also you can't stop growing old
Because you father made life that way
Also we must still be happy
When the Summer arrives
After a long winter
Also our father brings the birds
Back home
That we have missed a long time
Also we have to be grateful for
All the things we have
We just don't need anymore
Material things
Also we can't take our money with us
When we die

Wish me well
Friends
Because I have
Diabeties
I am going
Overboard with my
Sugar
It is very hard
For me
To cut down  
On my sugar
I put 4 packs of sugar
In my porridge
Because it taste
Awful my porridge
Also if I  continue
Using a lot of sugar
I won't have any choice
But go on insulin
I don't like needles
I am using now
4 packs of sugar
In my sugar
Also I know that
Sugar is a silent killer

Go ahead stranger
And call me Paky
Because I don't care at all
And you don't even know where I came from
But I might look like a Paky to you
And that is ok
Because I am not offended by that

Now I give back my life to God
Now I give back my heart to God
Now I give back all my love to God
Now I give back some money to God
Now I give back my dying soul to God
So that re can revive it
Now I pray to God by myself at home

There is nothing
To hide
Between me and you
Me and you have
Good friends that we can
Trust
Also our friends never mistreated
Us
And we both are very happy
That they also have respect for us
They respect our race and religion
Also our friends accept us the way we are
We don't need to change anything in us
Because we are just fine the way we are

I know I loved you
All my entire life
My master
Because you
Made me  many
Years ago
And you placed
Me
Here on earth
To live
I have no right to
***** about my
Life
Because you gave me
A beautiful life
To live

She has a clear
Picture of me
Inside her mind
About how I looked
20 years ago
Today I am very old
I dye my hair blond
And I like being blond
I have little appetite
So I eat very little
Yes I also have lost
Lots of weight
Now I am very skinny
Some of my clothes
Are too big on me

I sang out a love song to God
To show my love for him
All my emotions are running high today
It was a beautiful song
Everybody sang this song
Together with us
We loved that song
Very much

Don't dream it is over
Because it is not
The war over seas
Is a disgrace
It  has been going
For a long time
Now
We also need people
To bury the dead
Every single day

You have to think
Of others
That are you friends
But you are very
Selfish
The only thing
You think
Is yourself
You started
To lose friends

Living during my living years
Now I am a  senior
I never thought
I would be alive
For a long time
Now the first day
Of Fall is today
And I am not crazy
About the Fall
Also now I am blind
And I use my electric
Wheelchair
Everywhere I go
I don't go out during
The Winter
I sleep in
Until 3:00 PM
I wake up at 4:00 PM
And I watched television
When the clock chimed
7:00 PM
I turned the television of
I also did a fast prayer prayer
To God

Can we try to be friends with each other?
Is it too much to ask?
Can we try to love each other like friends?
Can we pray together to God?
Can we spend some family time
Because we just haven't done
That for a long time
Can we pray for each other
Can we pray for the countries that are
At war
Can we go sleep early every night
So we get a good night sleep
Can we just take good care
Of our health
And not destroy our  health
We can't live without you
Health
Today it is the first day of fall
The trees already had changed
Their color from green to gold

I need to love somebody
That made me with his
Holy hands
And placed me here
On earth to live
I am very happy
Living my simple life
Here on earth
Also I am no longer healthy
Because I suffer from
Depression
And I get my shot
For my depression
Every month
I am no longer
A spring chicken
I am very old now
And every day
I live my life
To the fullest
I just know that I wasn't  meant
To live forever
Because my father made life that way
And there will be a day that I will die
And I will be going to heaven
And In heaven I will leave in peace

It is hard for me to be back to square one
I know that I am carrying this heavy burden for a long time
It is hard for me to be back to square one
Because every time something happens to my life
I have to be back to square one
Starting over my life is hard
Planning my life is hard
And get back to my life the way it was
I don't know why I am so ******* myself?
I don't know why I keep punishing myself?
I think that is because I am so stubborn
That I keep doing it over and over again
Don't I get hurt with that?
Yes I do get hurt with that
I can't understand why I hurt myself so much
It is hard for me to go back to square one
So many bad things happened this month
That I am angry with myself
Why did I let this Happened?
That is because I didn't see it coming my way
Why didn't I see it coming my way?
I guess I couldn't see the warnings coming
I can say to myself that this time there was no warnings
How will my life be now?
It will get better?
It can't get any worst than it is
It only has to get better again
I am the one that have to work hard to make it better
I want to live my life to the fullest
And do the best I can
I am so ashamed of the things I've done
It thorns my heart to pieces
And it destroys my life completely
Jail is not a place for me
I don't want to see that place any more
I am working hard to stay out of there
I suffered so much this month
I hope that I don't have to suffer any more
I want a little bit of peace
I want some hugs
I want someone that I can talk with
Back to square one
Back to square one
Back to square one
Back to square one

Celebrate the power of woman
In this world because they have a voice
That is powerful in this world also
When they are singing
They are sending to us
A message in their song
And the message is very strong
In the song
It is telling us that we should live
In peace
And also treat everybody the same
Way that they treat us

I will teach you everything
About love
Today my child
Because I want you
To know what love is
Love is a feeling that comes
Out of our hearts
Also love is blind
Also it is love that
Removes the pain
That you are feeling
After you lost a few
Loved ones
I am know that you are feeling
Very sad my child
But now all you must do
Is grieve
Yes child everybody grieves
Different from each other
Children only you know
How long you must grieve

We have a song about
The last day of the winter
And we sing that song
For our God
Every Sunday
At the Church
During the Sunday service
Our song live the people
Breathless
And we feel that
The message in our song
That we are sending to the
People are very good

The birds
Sing to you
A beautiful
Melody
Every
Spring, summer, and fall
And I know that
You appreciate that
Yes the birds
Are beautiful

Don't kiss me again anymore
Because you already kissed me enough today
And I am tired now
So please let me sleep in peace
It is getting late now

Are you going to give me that love back
That you took away from me?
Can I win your love back?
Do I have to wait a long time for you to do it?
Because I never stopped loving you
And also I gave lots of love to you
Yes my friend I still have feelings for you
I am not lying friend
I am telling you the truth

Autumn is full of relief
From the heat
And also the autumn
Give us every single day
The cold weather
That I hate so much
Yes Summer ended
A long time ago
And the hot weather is over
Also I put my running shoes away
And I started to wear my winter boots
Every single day
I had finally put my Summer clothes away
And I started to wear my winter clothes
Every single day

You
Can't go on like this
Forever friend
Something has to change
You can't go on like this
Forever friend
Expecting me to pick up your tab
Every time you run out of money
You are using me for your own benefit friend
Also would be good if you can learn to save money
And also learn to spend your money wisely
Because money doesn't grow on trees

Fantasy Island
Is now a part
Of our dreams
Because we all
Had dreams
About
Fantasy Island
Last night

My soul is carrying
His soul across the universe
That is where his soul belong
And across the universe
Is my soul's home
And I am keeping a lot of people's
Soul
Across the universe
That is my soul's home

I know the eyes of the heavenly Father
His eyes looks very
Angry at  as
Because we are killing
The willed life
That my Father
Made with his holy hands
Before he made the human beings
Our Father is angry at as
Because he won't be able to save
The wild life that he made
With his holy hands to live on earth
Also the poachers are killing the
Wild life
They are killing the whales
The poachers
Cut the fins from the whales
That swims in the Atlantic Ocean
And then they throw the whales
Back at the Atlantic Ocean
My father is not going to be able
To save the  whales
Also the whales are becoming
Endanger species
Also the poachers sells the fins
Of the whales to the restaurants
Where they use it to make soups