Holy spirit
You live inside of me
And I am so happy that
The holy spirit
Is alive in me
I hope my holy spirit will
Be alive for me forever
Also the holy spirit brings
Peace to my life that I need
Every day in my life
I could never live without the
Holy spirit
People don’t wish me dead
Because I don’t want to die yet

Não quero mais sofrer.
In my life
Because I already suffered
For many years in my life
With my anger issue
I was always mistreating
My friends
And they told me
To go and live my own life
And they will leave there's
Also they had ended the
Friendship
Now I am all alone
Without friends
I take blame
For it
I hate being in Isolation
Because I will feel lonely
Every day
I have now to start
Making new friends
Slowly
I feel that I can’t rush
And go fast making
Friends because
That will be the worst
Thing that I can do for myself
I will choose the people I will
Want to be friends with me
I just hope that the people
That I have chosen to be my friend
Will accept me the way I am
I don’t want to change
Anything in me
Because I just like the way I am
Also I am a Christian

Father I am inferno
With a bad cold
Now it is Winter time
And it is crazy
Because the weather
Keeps changing
I am resting in my bed
Because I am inferno with a bed cold
Also I am having a hot toddy
And the hot toddy is *** with lemon, tea and honey
I am hoping I get better
I just can't stand to be inferno
When I drink the hot toddy I sweat like a pig
But they say it is good to sweat
I just hate that
With the passion
Now I am inferno like a dog
For breakfast I eat soda crackers with tea
Then I sleep all day because I am inferno

Se tu amas me
I want you to prove me
That tu amas me
Father
Also you are the
One that
Made me in you image
And you gave me
Black curly hair
And brown eyes
Also father
I never dare to lie
To you
Because I know that you father
Hate lies
And I keep the lies to myself
And I tell you only the truth
Also I never been punish by you
Father
I also love you father
For the things you do for me
Also father I am glad that
You keep me alive every day
Also father I know that life is tough
And father you never told me
That life is a bowl of cherries
Father bring me lots of sun during
The Summer
Because I just love the sun
And I could never live without the sun
Father

I am ready
Father to go sleep
Because it is getting late now
And I need lots of sleep
I am going now to bed
I can’t function without sleep my father
I am happy that you created for me a sleep scheduled
And father I follow every night you sleep schedule
And I finally get 7 hours of sleep every single night
The next day I get up at 9:00 am
And I get ready to start the day very slowly
First I shave my face with the electric shaver
And I like it because It goes faster
Then I turn my shower on
And I go into the shower
I rub the soap into a sponge then
I rub it on my skin
And the soap remove the dirt from my skin
Then when the shower is over I turn the shower of
Then I dry my body with the bath towel
Now I am going to get dressed into my casual
Clothes that my father had given to me

I will be right here waiting for God
To make a miracle in my life
Because I suffer from depression
And God it is very hard for me
To cope with my depression
Also it is hard for me to live with depression
God I must tell you that my depression gets worst
During the Winter because there are no sunshine
In the sky
Only gray sky you give to me God
Also I find the gray sky very depressing
And it also puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Because I won’t sleep at night
Also I am yawning non stop
That is driving me crazy God
I am telling you the truth

I just want some love
From my father
Father am I asking too much
For you to give me more love
Because I feel that
You don’t give me enough love
And I would love if I could get
Some more love and give it to me
If you gave me more love
You would make me very happy
So can you do that know
Because I just don’t want to wait
Another day to receive more love
From you my father
I will not wait another day for it
So please give me love now
It is love that will heal my sadness
That I feel every single day

I can’t let go now
Of my worries
Because every single
Day I am always worried
About my health
I also never have a glass of wine
Because that will mess up
My medication
Also I don’t have a choice
I have to stay sober
Forever
Also I have a healthy liver
And I never smoked in my life
So I must say that I have a healthy lungs
Also I have friends that supports me
In my daily life
Also I feel blessed that I have very good friends
That never lets me down
Also when my friends make me a promise
They keep it
And they never brake it

I have orgulho of my father
Because he is the men that create me
58 years ago in his image
Also I have orgulho
Of my father
He had placed me here to live
After he had made me in his image
Today I am no longer a young men
My younger days are over
I am only young at heart
My father told me that he loves me
Without limits
And I am so happy that my father
Loves me
I also never forget that
I am loved by my father
And I also love my father
For giving me a beautiful life
On earth
I must say to my father that
I just love living on earth
Also my father created my friends
In his image
My friends are younger than me
And I know that I will die before my friends
And my friends will still have there lives
Here to live
Yes I know that my friends will miss me
When my father carried me to heaven
I am not afraid to die
My father call me to die any day now
And I will be ready to die
He will take me to heaven
Where I will see my loved
Ones that I was missing for a long tine now

Fui adelante
My father
Because I didn’t want
To waste more time
Waiting for you my father
Father I must tell you
That I have better things to do
Than wait for you
I must tell you father
That I have no time to wait for you
Fui adelante
To discover what you made for us
You have made the beautiful blue sky
With white clouds
Also you made the birds to fly in our sky
Every single day
Father I love to take a peek
Every single morning
And see them flying in the sky
Also father
I am aging gracefully every year
I must tell you father that I got used
Already to that
Also father I am not a spring chicken anymore
Also Father I love the life you gave to me

Where have you gone
My dear father
Are you gone away
To earth to
Perform miracles to
Lots of people that
Are dying of
There ancurable
Disease
Have you saved
Some people from
Their disease
Yes God I know that
Some people have
Dimentia
And others have Cancer
Also there are people
Like me that have
Depression
And they are giving up
On life every day

Looking up at the stars
During the Summer
Nights
I spend the nights
Looking up
At the stars
And it is so beautiful
To see all the stars
Up in heaven
The stars are shining
Very beautiful
During the Summer nights
At the Summer nights
I go late to bed
And I also wake up late
Because I need to have more
Sleep

We can have it all
We can have
All the love
From our father
We can have all the
Peace that our veterans
Had given us
Some of us take peace for
Granted
It was the soldiers that fought
For there country over seas
And they had sacrifice their lives
For us

Tudo o que você me deu
My father
Was my health that I look
After every single day
Also father I pray to you
Every morning
Thanking you
For keeping me alive
Every single day
Also father I look every
Day after my hygiene
So father you don’t have to
Worry about me
I am doing the things that
I must do every single day
Also father I wake up early every
Single day
The first thing I do is have
My shower in the morning
First I wash my hair with shampoo
Then I rinse my hair
Now I will pure my body wash
Into my sponge
And then I will rub the sponge
All over my body
When it is finished I rinse
MY body with the water
Now I will turn the shower of
Now I will dry my body
With the but towel
Then I will dress myself
Into my casual clothes
Then I will go for a
Long walk in the park

My father
I been searching
For love in this
World
For a long time now
And so far
I haven’t found
Any love in this
World
Maybe father
I can get some
Love from you

Your body is calling
You
And at the same time
Your body is sending you
Lots of warnings
That is dehydrated
And is also over worked
Telling you that
You body needs a break
From work badly
You also
Worked today
For 9 hours
Without a break
And also that
Is too much
For you body
On this day

Let the birds fly
In that blue sky
That God made for them
And today I took a peek
In the sky
While I walk today
In the boardwalk
That was a perfect day
For a walk in the boardwalk
Also there was no sign of
Rain today
Father I hate when it is raining
Also when it is raining I never
Leave my house
I sleep in because I feel
That I need more sleep

A moment like these
What if I told you father
That I have some good friends
In my live
That are always aveilable to help me
Deal with my anger issues
They are teaching me how
To control my anger
And I must say father that
It is working very well
Also father
My friends had also
Introduced me to some
Of there friends
And they had accepted
Me the way I am
Also we have respect for each other
We are all very religious father
And also we are always praying for you
My father
Every single night before we go to sleep
And you are always answering our prayers
In a moment like these

So far away
I am thinking
About how to cope with
My anger that grows like
Cancer inside of me
I know that I need help
Badly to learn to control
My anger
Because I am losing my friends
One after the other
And I am feeling very bad
About that
I want people to learn to
Forgive me
About my anger
But I don’t think that will ever
Be possible
And people can’t change me
I have to want to change me
To a better person
I think that I have no choice in that
But just do it any way
Because I will feel better after words

I am so in love
With my siblings
That my father had
Made 12 years ago
Today they are also
My fathers youngest children
And they also love me
Also I am so happy to be loved
By my father’s youngest children
I am my father’s oldest child
I have no idea if I will be alive
When my father wakes me up
Tomorrow morning
Because I am no longer young
I am also going to die before my
Siblings
Here on earth
And I already lived all I want to live
Here on earth
So now I am ready to die
My father
So take me to heaven with you
And I know that my siblings
Will miss seeing me around
Every day

Looks like I made
A progress in my life
Today finally
With my friends help
They thought me
How to control my anger
And it is going very well
Now I can be proud of myself
Because I can finally control my anger
Without getting angry
And I feel that is not right
To be angry at the people
Who gives to me there support
In my life

So fortunately
I am to have a father
That loves me without limits
Also he is the one
That had made me
In his image
Many years ago
And had placed me
Here on earth
Also to live
With my siblings
That my father made
With his holy hands
We are our father’s children
All the youngest children
Are now teenager
And I am the oldest child of
My father
I am no longer a teenager
I am now an adult
Also our father was the one
That thought us to pray

Once in a life time
I will drink a small glass
Of wine with my meal
But I never have a second
Glass of wine
Because I could end
Up being an alcoholic
And drink also like a fish
The other bad thing
Would be that I would be
Destroying my liver
And I would have some
Stomach ulcers

When the sun goes down
I see the beautiful sunset
During the end of today
During the Summer at
9:00 pm
And then the night arrives
Fast
And I live the park
And when I arrive home
I go straight to bed because
I am very tired
First I shut my mind off
Then I closed my eyes
And I start to drift away
Now all I hear is me
Breathing away
Also I never get up
In the middle of the night

Meu amor
Can't stop loving you
For kissing me
That kiss that taste
Sweeter than honey
Meu amor
I will never let you go
Out of my side
Because I am afraid of
Losing you
I know it is kind of dumb
To think about that
Meu amor
You belong to me and no body
Else
Also meu amor
I want to confess that
I have lots of love to give to you
So please be mine
Meu amor

First day together
Spending the first day of Summer
With my friends
Me and my friends were very happy
That we finally sad goodbye
To the winter
We put our Winter clothes away
And started to wear finally our
Summer clothes
I had worn a t-shirt
And also a pair of shorts
And my running shoes
On my feet
Also the birds returned finally
Home
We had a big walk
Around the block
And we finally heard the birds singing
For as
The song of the birds
Left us breathless

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

Beautiful memories of the sea
I have
I miss the sea
I miss seeing that child that used to swim in the sea
And make sand castle
Where is she?
She is no longer a child
Why
Because
Her
Childhood ended a long time a go
And now she is an adult

Now it is night time
Also, I can't stop to think
About you
I also know that
I have hurt you so badly
And I believe that I was a
Fool
I am going to sleep now
Because it is my bedtime
Yes I started to look
For somebody knew to love
Slowly we are getting to
Know each other
I must tell you
That I will work hard
For this relationship
To  last
We are both
Middle-class people
Also, we are both very
Religious
I feel that I have been
Blessed
To have somebody new
In my life
That will love me forever
Yes I never think about
In the past because I was a loser
I also have a bed temper
You know that
Now I am living in the future
And I am so happy to
Live in the future
I am somebody known now
And I have changed my
Behaviors
Over and over again
Also, I have lots of problems
To solve

One moment in time
That I felt lost
Without my father
Father come back to me
Father don’t forget about me
Because I am you son also
Father don’t forget
That I also love you
And father I  want
To thank you for have
Made me many years
Ago with you
Holy hands
I don’t know where
All the years have gone
So fast
Now I have to fill another
Page of my dairy
Every single day
And share it with you father
I think you will like that
If you don’t like that
Please let me know father
Also I want to thank you
For loving me without limits
Father please tell me that
You will keep me alive every
Single day here on earth
Also I have friends
That you had made then
With you holy hands
Also they are you son
But now we are adult
And we are aging slowly
Every year
And there is nothing that we can’t
Do
Because you had made life
To be that way
And our lives
Are in you hands
And also you own our lives
Yes father we know that you
Will never let us down
In our lives

See you  tomorrow
My father
Also father
I want you to make
A miracle in my life
Because I been
Living with depression
My whole life
And father I must tell you
That it is not easy for me
To live with my depression
In the Summer time
My depression is fine
Because you give me
Plenty of sun
That gives me the vitamin d
That I just need it in my life
Also In my life I have more
Energy during the Summer
And during the Summer
I spend my days
At the park
Having a walk
And at the same time
The birds sings there
Tune for me

Show me the place
Father
That I will be buried
The day I died
Here on earth
For now father
I am living my life to the fullest
Every single day
Also father
I have lot of things that you
Have given me
Also it is time to
Pray and say to you
Dear father thanks for given
Me my beautiful life
Here on earth
That I love so much
Also father you had given me
My health
And I know that I could not live
My life without health
Father I must thank you
For loving me without limits
Also that is wonderful that I am
Also you oldest son
I am very proud that you are my father

Father I must admit
That I am loosing
My religion
Also I must tell you father
That I always go late to bed
Because I am doing
The work you need
To be done by me
And also
All my poems have
Different feelings
The feelings I use on
My poems are
Positive feelings
My negative feelings
I put then on the trash
To be dispose
The day the garbage men
Comes and collects my garbage
That I place every Monday
To the curb for pick up
The garbage men
Takes my garbage
On Monday to
The land fill sight
To be dispose
And I never see
That garbage again
Father it was you that
Selected me to be you poet
Many years a go

God please don’t be misunderstood
There are people that tells me
That you should go to hell
And I tell then to get lost
And also I have to tell
Them to stop
Insulting my father
I tell them if it wasn’t for God
They would not exist
Yes they are lots of ignorant people
Outside that hate you guts
I feel so sorry for you God
I know that you never did anything
Bad for the people
You made the people with you
Holly hands
And placed them here on earth
To live
Yes father it is not everybody that likes you
That is the whole truth
Father I have nothing against you
You have made me with you holy hands
58 years ago
And I am very grateful
To be living here on earth
Also Father I have friends
That you had made them
With you holy hands
And Also they love you
Very much
And You love my friends
And me without limits
Now we are waiting
For the new year to start
And also say good bye to the old
Year

Another mem’s women
I can’t have
Because she is his girl friend
And She would never
Leave him for another men
Because it would be cheating on him
And he would get hurt
If she did it to him
He deserve her
And I hope that they are happy together
And they stay loving each other
Forever

I know you will excuse me if I say good night father
Because I am already falling asleep
And my body is sending warning messages
Now
And I am skipping my dinner
That is nothing a good think to do
Father
But father please understand that
I am tired
End I don’t care for food when
I am tired
Now is getting late already
And I will lay down
Now on my bed
Then I shut my mind of
Then I will close my eyes and
Drift away into a deep sleep
And the only thing I hear is me
Breathing away

Stop being sad
Because God
Will remove the
Sadness from you eyes
My friends
And I also know
That You can always count
On me
Friends I am telling you the truth
I will never let you down friends
Because I know that you need me
In you daily life
And I will be there
Available for you
Day or night
So friends I am telling you
The truth
Have I ever lied to you friends?
No I ever lied to
You once
So you can trust forever
I know if I told you lies
I would be only hurting
You friends
So I know that lies doesn’t get me
Anywhere
Yes friends it was my God
Thad had made you
And me in his image
58 years ago
Friends I am the oldest
Child of God
And he had made me in
His image
And he gave me lots of freedom
To live my life
Which I love having the freedom
In my life
Also every day I plan
My life according to the weather
If rains I sleep in
And I wake up at 2:00 pm
And then
I do my job for my God
Writing some poems
Every poem that I write
Have different feeling
I don’t write dark poems
Poems anymore
They are very depressing
I write now poems that
Have positive thoughts
Every single day
And today I went to bed
At 11;00 pm
First I went to the shower
Naked
Then I turn the shower on
Then I grabbed the bar of soap
And I rubbed the soap all over my body
Then I scrubbed my body with a sponge
And the water removed the soap
Now I finally shut the shower off
Then I grabbed the towel
And also I dried my body
And I putt on my pajamas
Also I got to bed right
Away because it was now
Midnight

There is something in her voice
That wakes me up
Each morning
With joy
While she whisper in my ears
Please make some time
For me
Also, I am always
Waking up early
Every single day
Today I will take a break
From poetry writing
Because I feel like
Taking a break
I will be back again
Tomorrow morning
And I will return to work

Do I ever sleep?
Yes I go to sleep sometimes late at night
That is because I stay up all night working on my computer
And I became like a night owl
Also I write lots of
Poetry for my father
Using my computer
Also, I am always working
Hard for my Father
I never take a break
From poetry writing
I take that job
Seriously

In the middle of the hearts
I see a river
That divide the hearts in two
And during the Winter
My hearts are full
With the homeless
Living inside
Also my hearts
Keeps the homeless
Warm

Here comes a new day again
And it is time for me to get up
Again
Early in the morning
I never waste a day
Sleeping in

Sonhos bonitos
I had last night
When I was sleeping
In my cozy warm bed
I had so many
Sonhos bonitos
Of my loved ones
That had die before me
I must say that I was sad
To see them die
And go straight to heaven
Yes I know that they had suffered a lot
When they lived here on earth

Abraços e beijos
I give it to my father
Because my father loves
To receive
Abraços e beijos
Also I want to see
My father happy
Every day
Also I am one of my
Father’s child
I am not the youngest
Child
I am the oldest child from
My father
I already lived my youngest life
58 years ago
Now I am one adult
And my father gave me lots of
Freedom in my life
So a could life a life full of freedom
Every single day here
On earth
Every day I plan my life
And I live it the way I planned it
Every single day
I have no right to complained about
My life to my father
Because he will say
I gave everything You needed in you life
You must life you life now to the fullest
Every single day
Child you only live once
Because I made life that way
And trust my child
You will not live forever
Also you will die some day
Here on earth

Father
Eu tenho bastante
Juizo
I will never insult you
My father
Because you will be
Upset with me father
End I don’t want to make you
Upset father
I know that I am you son
And I should have lots of respect
For you
That is what You need from me
Father you don’t need to worry
Because I will treat you with respect
Also father you made me
In you image
58 years ago
And I am happy that I am you son
Also you are keeping me alive
Every single day here on earth
And I must thank you
For giving me
A beautiful life here on earth
And I must tell you that
I just love living on earth
I also have good friends
That you also made my friends
In you image

Chega
De falar mal
About my father
Because he done
So many good
Things for you
He is the one
That had made you
In his image
Many years ago
Chega
De não amar
My father
Because my father
Loves you
And he also
Wants you to love him
Every single day
That you are living
Here on earth
Also my father gave you
A wonderful life here on earth
Also you have nothing to complain
About your life
You should be grateful that you are living here
On earth a long time
Chega
De não rezar para
My dear father
People continue living the life every day
That my father gave you

Love is sweet as honey
I will gamble everything for love
Because love is all I need
I am willing to make a change in my life
Now that I've seen what jail is like
I didn't like it at all
The drive in the back of the police car was bad
And being handcuffed was even worst
This was my worst nightmare
Sleeping inside a jail cell with the light on and being frozen
There was no comfort at all
I didn't get any love or sympathy for what I did
I know I broke the law
And now I have to pay for it
I have no reason to lie
Because love will be all I need
I have to break free
I have to run
There is not much freedom for me
God I need you back
God take me back
I need you back God
To take all my fears away
I have lips of an angel
The time you think of me God
I will need an answer
Beautiful lights
Are shining
And you God are on my mind

Amore
is music to my ears
Amore
Is music to my heart
Amore
Is a box of chocolate
Amore
Is the sound of the wind blowing
Amore
Is the sound of the thunder and lightning
Amore
Is the beautiful sound that I hear coming from the birds
When they are singing

Queria viver
In the world
My Father made
For us to live
In it feeling blessed
Every single day
Also, we are happy
That our Father
Made the beautiful world
With his holy hands
He had placed us
In his world
We don't live alone
In my Father's world
We have friends
That is also
Living in
My Father's world
Also, he made the four seasons
For us to live in it
Now we are living
In the Winter
This is the season we just
Hate the most
Is the Winter
We are not happy
That we must live
Through the Winter
We don't like the Winter at all
The temperature keeps changing
And also we are afraid
To end up with a flu
Also, we are sad that the birds
Had migrated south
For the Winter
We have no idea
When our Father will bring
Back for us the Spring

My father
You will be right here
Every single day
Delivering me
Peace of mind
Because I live
A very stressful
Live every single day
I don’t have time
To spend my life
Praying for you
Also I live a very busy life
I should try re arange
My schedule
So that I would have
Some time to pray
For you
Father I feel so
Ashamed that
You always have time for me
And you keep me alive
Here on earth every single day
And for that I am grateful father
Also I know that you own my life
And my life is in you hands
I can plan my life every single day
And live my life the way I had planned it
Also father I am not a spring chicken anymore
I am now an old men
My younger days are over now
Father I think I get obsessed
With my prayers every single day
Also father I am very religious
When it comes to religion
Some people say that I am a religious fanatic
I don’t feel that way
I feel that my father was the men
Who gave me my life
I didn’t ask for my father to make me
He made me with his holy hands
Many years ago
And placed me here on earth to live
Father I must tell you that I just don’t like
The earth at all
Because there are no peace
On earth

Father what I got to do to make you happy
If I obey you rules are you going to be happy
Father if I pray to you every night
Would you be happy If
After you made me with you holy hands
And placed me here on earth to live
Also father I will get use soon to live
On earth
Father are you going to be happy
Because I will get used to live on earth
Father will you be happy
If I tell you
That I am living my life to the fullest
Father I know that I only live once
Because father you made life that way
Yes father let me live until 80 years old
Then you can put an end to my life
Because I lived all that life
That I am going to live
Yes father I know that
I will be resting in heaven
Forever