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In the deep corners of 3am,
I find her.
i like guys...
but i also like girls
why?
i dont know
how could i not

the soft curves and delicate touch
my favorite lipstick, just can't get enough
the sweet perfume
and her lighting up the room
the long legs and mischievous smile
feeling things that took a while
to fully process and realize
that i cannot continue living lies

now don't get me wrong
i still like men
but i can't resist  
my cravings for them
still figuring things out
Love is not blind,
but he who did not see your worth.
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I have kissed boys

Girls

People in between

But lately I have been kissing bottles

Their lips are colder than yours

But slowly I have realized that the pounding headache when I wake is less hurtful than the shattering in my chest

Yet as these toxins rush through my veins

I can't help but miss the tracing of your fingers along my skin

Miss the numbness of the world when you lie with me

But when I wake I remember that a headache is treated with an aspirin

While heartache

Well if you have a cure for Heartache let me know
People say I'm complicated,
But If they see close enough,
I'm not that complicated
I just stay away from people,
Because I don't want to hurt myself.
I don't talk much,
Because talking doesn't make the pain go.
Im heartless,they say!
But the mask is too strong for them to see my true self!
Why don't you love anyone?
Because love hurts like hell.
Why don't you make friends?
Because friends can break your heart too.
I'll always say;"I'm Fine"
Even in the worst times
Because explaining your pain is kuch harder than faking a smile.
The show will go on,
It must never end
Until death comes in the way...!!
Not so good and incomplete caz this was one of my first poems and it's been incomplete for years and I just don't want to complete it!!
No.
No ...

I said no.
But you never listened to me anyway.
I like the way
The mellow January Sun
Shines by the evening in my kitchen

The flame flickered
It knew it had lived enough
Helpless the lamp stood with the soot


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 Feb 2021 Chani Goldstein
Lux
People are scared to reach out,
Suicide is not a topic to joke about.
You are always fine
Until you say your last line.

Depression is a fight
You can't see the light.
All you see is dark
You life is a big question mark.

The pain doesn't seem to end
You pushed away ever single friend.
Hope is nowhere to be found
You are always the one in the background.
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