Outcast soul
I lost control
And I don't understand
Why every time I'm pushed
I don't land
I keep falling
And I find myself calling
For someone to come save me
When I want to save myself you see
I fell into a trap
And now I will never get out
I'm hidden just about
When I now try to shout
Nothing comes out
I'm falling and calling
I'm afraid of what people will say
I know I can get through this day
Initiation is gonna hurt
But I will find a way to escape
Without getting those I love hurt
I need to land
And if I keep falling
It's the end of the line for me... But at least I was trying

Wanting to be anywhere but here
With eyes filled with fear
Trying to not cry
Trying to be invisible
What did you accomplish are you happy?
With your new "family"
You will always have a room in my mind
A room of hurt & pain, it's not kind
In God I trust, in him I find
In him I find my comfort and my time
I'm sad to say I wish I had never met you
But brother you hurt me over and over... I miss you
I miss what you used to be
Before you let anger overcome you, you can't even see
You can't even see all the people you've hurt

No one truly see's me
But then you came into my life
For some reason you understand me
You turned my world upside down
And I am so glad you did
Because I'm afraid I'm falling for you
I'm still unsure whether it true
This year you came out of the blue
But we don't have the same beliefs
And I don't know what to do
I'm afraid that if you read this
Things will never be the same
My heart is untamed
To my past I'm chained
I know we can never be
But I will keep dreaming
I hope friends we will stay
If not I know the price I'll pay
For I know it will never be
We are too different but at the same time alike
For I know it will never be

I know I'm running out of time
Yeah I believe in the craziest things
You say I'll never endure of what this world brings
But I still have some time...
I know I will find my wings
Though uncertainty and doubt cloud my sight
I still seek out the happiness, the light
Hola, me llamo Ava... Si
Yeah that's me...
I know love and hope can truly be
Puedo ser valiente
Yes I am even when hate and hurt is all you say
Bravery, hope, and love is what I pray
Dios cree que todos somos guapos
Beauty, love, bravery, hope, yes all of those!
Yes this is what I have chose
Podemos encontrar lo que buscamos
Yeah it may be far it may be close
Termino con Dios entrando en mi corazon

Watching a fallen star
As I drive by in my car
I can see his pain from afar
But he won't let me help him
Though his agony is filled to the brim
Just let me be there for you
Yeah that is what I shout
He doesn't have much only a few
It's like all the love has run out
Every time I try to help him, he runs as if on cue
He wants to be better
So I sent him a letter
Waiting for him to get back
I'm so scared I feel like Ima have a heart attack
Guess we both need to get back on track

Walking outside to meet you
I wish I could just once see...
You are my dad but I've never met you
We are the same only by blood and looks you see
I know you don't care I just wanna know why you'd leave
You never reached out or does my mind deceive
Once when I was a baby I was your daughter
But now I'm sure you have forgotten her
I will never be able to call you my father
Maybe Julian or just sir
When I was younger you were a far away dream, a wishing star
Now you are just a scar
I know you don't care I just wanna know why you'd leave
Now you're just someone, in you I don't believe

You say no I say yes
Should I do it should I not
My feelings are a big mess
It could be better why not
You say he's mean, I say he's misunderstood
He sits by himself, his hood up
But what goes on under the hood
We should all just be friends and not be stuck up