A new chapter of love is what I need
Before I see you I adore you yeah I adore you
I hope your what I need
I'm afraid of what my heart will do
I wanna believe I'm somebody new
And try this a different way
And if I don't I know the price I'll pay
Yeah I am very broken
But before I see you I adore you, yeah I adore you
With you I feel as though I'm in heaven
Our hearts make us do crazy things
We all have good or bad endings
I need to be free from my past
Because I'm fading fast
I see your face every day
And yet I'm too afraid to say
That before I see you...
Before I see you I adore you yeah I adore you

I don't wanna be jealous no I don't
But every time boy I see you with her....
I need to push this feeling down, but I won't
Though you don't know, I feel like she's in the way
I imagine her stopping you, telling you to stay
Why does everything that kills me keep me alive?
Jealousy hurts the soul
It hurts like sharp knives
I don't know many who survive
Her words are like honey to you
But I see her trap that will bury you alive
This hurts my heart and my mind
Yet I keep quiet in hope that you will find...
Why does everything that kills me keep me alive?
Why do I keep coming back to this like I'm blind?
I need to let this all go so I can strive
Because I have to survive

I'm tired of chasing perfection
Been going down that road for too long
Looking into the mirror's reflection
Yeah it's time to sing my own song
The old tune can **** the like out of you
If you don't heed my warning it may be you
Wisely choose the road you go down
Choose right and you will find true beauty
Choose wrong and you will lose your crown
Beauty can be seen unless it's blind perception
Ignore the nasty comments said by another
But just like the fairytale the words repeat over and over
"Mirror Mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?"
But she just stared at me, I was her
Silence... I guess that's where I fall

Every night and every day
What's there... Can I find the unknown?
Or should I just stay?
Every night as I'm lying in bed...
What adventure could I be on instead?
An honor to have my heart broken by you...
While I'm wondering what it's like to be loved by you
If you really knew, if you really know
Every night and every day
I try to put my feelings at bay
I'm still figuring out what to say
I'm still trying... Trying to see it your way
This may not be easy or fun
But I can get this done
Every night and every day
I'm wondering what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah you're in my dreams... Yeah you're what I think
What does this really mean... Will I swim or sink?

If you had looked me in the eyes
Would you see the pain deep inside
I feel as though I live my life on the other side
I mean it's hard when all people say is lies
Yet when I wake up it's me
And it all comes crashing down you see
Used to feel as though no one could set me free
….Saying...
I've been pleading to be free for so long!
And is that really so wrong
Being free isn't something you can cater
So I said catch you later
But then you were gone forever
Thinking I could never
I was falling, falling into that deep abyss
Thinking there was you, someone to miss
Never got something special like a kiss
Can't find reality when I'm falling
Can't find you when I'm failing
Can't find you when I'm floating
Away Away Away