Parents... They say I'm too young... Ok
To truly know what love is.. No way!
Yeah that is what they say
But I feel my love for him every day
No one has yet pursued me, so I am still dreaming
To these dreams I am clinging
One day happy thoughts will linger
Cheers to the past, the present, and the future
I suppose I need to save dreams for later
Goodbye to the old dreams of flying to the moon seeing its craters

Don't really know what to do
Death has died
Yet I can't control it we need to hide
You don't know and I can't tell you
Can't bring myself to tell you
Even when you're the one I want to talk to
The pain is searing inside of me
But I will never let you see
Hard to like my roots, yet you are my family
Disappearing into the distance
How you taught me fear for instance
So many things I can't control...
So many voices so many choices
Even a place in my mind with no kindness
Will I ever find my happiness
The pain of emotion is torture
When will we change our culture
Where is love to heal my broken soul
Where is love to get me through life's cold games
The shadows are covering the sun's rays
Life can look so bleak
You don't know and I can't tell you
But I think I know what to do

Oh hey there
Are you happy
Or just don't care
Do you like me
Or am I something
You just can't see
Oh anything
Would be fine
But could we
Find the line

This ship is sinking
The planks are nailed together with my sorrow
Looking to the water by the railing
Imagining what life will be like tomorrow
Here we go again... Story of my life
Embroidered like initials on a knife
The memories ingrained in my brain
Taunting, always there like a stain
Because I feel you even in the rain
You stick to my heart like tree sap
Yeah I sailed right into your deadly trap
I keep telling myself it will be over, just a mishap
I feel as though I might just scream
I was hoping it was all a dream
Even when things aren't all what they seem
And your unbelief in me
You left me thinking what could be
And now I think I am starting to see
That perhaps it was never meant to be

And we meet again
The one who had broken my heart
My hurt was a ten
The day we had split apart
The memories fresh
I let myself be persuaded
My beautiful friend
But then that friendship had faded
Wishing pain to end
Wondering what is around the bend
Becoming a Queen?
No... We aren't out here playing chess
Oh who will be seen
Please don't have any carelessness
The feeling of alone
Though I'm not alone at all
Sitting with my phone
Talking to those who really care
Though life isn't fair
I hope you find what you're looking for