What's worth remembering Is hard to say, Words being less than innocent, Harder to avoid than Disappointment Or the boneyard And seldom adequate, Even when arranged Carefully, Like a fresh cut spray On the remains Of what was once Alive.
I have spent so much energy, time and money avoiding pain not realizing that it is a gift its own reward only earned by enduring it securing it surrender work effort sacrifice.
Can’t get it just by sitting watching resting talking.
But I can earn it by listening abiding patience. The crime is not taking time pain is earned with time spent with the climb into someone’s tortured heart.
On the outside looking beautifully as can be But on the inside drowning in my own self esteem What’s going on with these emotions in me When you look at me, what do you see?
Through all traumas, Keeps a poker face. Nurses you back to health, Stronger than her emotions, To care for others and tolerate anything, Gentle enough to understand her patients. But, don't mess with her, She is armed with sharp objects. 7/9/2022