I miss her
The one who used to smile
Blush over tiny things over and over again
And chuckle over the sound of her laughter

I miss her
The one who used to own happiness
Roaming around the colourful butterflies
Until she could feel butterflies in her tummy

I miss her
Young girl full of impossible dreams
That kept her day dreaming throughout the day
Whereas they were just fairytale that kept her faith

I miss her
Who didn't think of tomorrow
Just taking the day as it came
Allowing herself to breath

I miss me
Not this one full of endless thoughts
Which are drying up her bones
Who carry the universe on her shoulders

We all have days
Full of smiles
Where we stare through the rising of the sun
And lazing around through the warmth of the sunset
As we dance through the movement of the blue moon
And count the stars as they appear

We all have days
Full of uncertainty
Where the sun no longer shines through our windows
And we just stare through the walls full of darkness
Wishing if those walls could talk just once
And listen to the dance of thunders within thy heart

Been staying on my lane
Through the stormy rain
Yet I still feel bound in chain

Taking the train
Of soul-searching again
Yet I keep going insane

I just need a glass of champagne
Take a deep breath and retrain
As all seems to be in vain

Eyes wide open like a bulb
Shining through the night
Yet love makes us blind

He took my hand
Lead me to his bed
And I trusted him

Gave me sweets
Let me sit on his lap
And I smiled

He started to unbuttoned my dress
Touching my small rounded babies
Stroking my lips
While my smile faded

I tried holding on to my dress
Tears threatening my eyes
While looking through his eyes
As he turned into a monster

He continued to tore it into pieces
Rushing to take the underwear off
And finally I'm naked before him
As he bite his lip off now and then

Pushing me to the bed
Thrushing his ****
In and out of my well
Breathing heavily on top of me
Busy satisfying his quench

While I bled and bled
Staining his sheets
While he stained my heart
And took away my innocence
Maybe I didn't tell him to stop