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Heya May 2020
I am at the edge of life
The middle of nowhere
Endless loop and full of emptyness .

I know.. I'm in a dream
I am feeling a sudden whirl in my head
And I was standing on the cliff .
I feel like gravity is pulling me down the cliff .

Slowly i am falling , i feel so burdend

I am falling with my empathy
I am falling with my compassion
I am falling with my love
I am falling with the broken peices of my heart .
I am drowning in that gut renching pain
I am drowning in that suffocating pain
I am drowning in that gnawing pain
I am drowning in that exhausting pain

My body is getting cold , i can feel shivers
But I cannot move .
I am getting numb , and the last tear was dry .
I am scared , I'm in fear i might feel what grief feels like

Please hold me back with everything .


I have drowned , i have fallen in a sleep .
The cliff was my one last stop before death .

You're late .




march 04/2020
I speak to you with poems ..Can you hear ??
Heya May 2020
There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.
I have given myself a mean role and cannot now stop enacting it.
Oh if only I could get out! 
Trapped in a game inside my own skin. 
shackles of my isolation holding me back to conquer a living life .
Every day i woke up among a innocent world leaving my mask on the other side of a locked door .
This poem is actually referring to one person with multiple personality . He have to smile even though he doesn't want to , his responsibilities are getting havier day by day . He plays characters he's not
Heya May 2020

I still cannot find a way to get out of this dark grey bed stuck in my inverted dream. My ****** smells of knives that slashed wrists . The blade sings to me "The wounds they still drip red "
The burning pain inside ,have become blisters on my skin .
I am lost in the woods where dead trees does not tolerate any fragility of body or mind . I am scared to unfold my wrist in the darkness .The cold, brisk air invades my lungs, I exhale, my breath visible. I step over fallen branches and tugged by thorny vines. In swirling clouds of silver lace .The disk of Luna lies concealed
Lights flickering underneath mystic sky, i will reveal underneath her misty light
You feel fine, and then, when your body can't keep fighting, you don't.

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