Nothing to believe in. Everything appears fake. Realism and faith are necessary for poetry writing. Can't escape poetry, though; writing poetry is the breath of my soul.
Despite my reservations, you have often stated that we are two sides of the same coin. So why can't I see your face on it right now? I strongly believe that in order to destroy anything that I perceive to be an ideal, you removed the side of the coin that bore your face.
I had the feeling that things may have turned out differently if I had waited a little while longer. But based on my personal experience, I don't think anything would have changed. I just would have waited a little bit longer, that's all.
An emotional brew of rage and depression.. Isolation, but karma is after you. Reconciliation with destiny, but Life is unwilling to go along. Faced with foes and left to one's own devices. The verdict is still out: failure.
From now on, let's meet in dreams in order to let go of all ties to the real world, to avoid everyone's malicious gaze for all time, and to float endlessly in the sea of joyous poetry.
Lord, I beseech thee to grant peace to all wretched souls who wander in search of it. Lord, if you do not grant peace to these souls, they will sow seeds of doubt in every heart and cause upheavals in a society riven by unrest.
I squeezed the azure sky with my poetically charged fists. The earth was covered in a blue ocean. Everything turned bluish! The one-color world blinded humans' criminally discriminating eyes.