I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so many things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at the time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look, are the sand that is stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on the desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in the dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams, I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run, they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground, upon dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is bloodstain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never have known I would be placed in a darkened state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped, while I witnessed so many things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains, dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at a time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look, are the sand that is stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on the desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in the dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams, I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run, they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground, upon dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is bloodstain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never have known I would be placed in a darkened state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Autumn leaves is where you left me to bleed,
the bloodstain of my bleeding heart
on every leaf that falls from a tree
autumn will always remember me
love truly has cut me deep,

So, I figured it out,
I was high and low and everything in between
when it came to you and me
You were wicked and wild
I know what you meant to me
with time pages were turned
Something went wrong in this old love,

It became a place of darkness
where the hearts turn cold,
You made a deal with the devil for an empty Life
You are an angel looking through the eyes of darkness
It was you that cut my heart into pieces,

It's all because of you wanting to go back into old ways
You are the reason why Autumn will never forget me
because my blood is on every leaf
You are the reason I wake up,
Each day with tears in my eyes,

through the night the old darken winds hold my screams
You are the reason my heart bleeds
the reason for autumn stained leaves
In the middle of the night, the world hears my cry
I want to ground with the falling tears of rain,

No more running around spinning my wheel
You came out of my dream and made it real
I know what I feel
It's you that my heart bleeds out all your lies
It's all because of you that my life is confusing
You are the reason for autumn leaves,

the reason I wake up with pain in my heart
You are the misery of anger
You are the one who put the spell on me
now autumn leaves will never be the same
because they are colored with my bloodstains.

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Together like time indefinite into a darken life
like Bonnie and Clyde trying to catch the glass
before it falls to fast into the past of time
Without a frown turn up the stereo to hear our song
let's make love to the sound and fuss about us
I wanna play you like an old song
I want to write you down with me into history
about our crazy dark love
Did we remember to water the plants today
be for we go out to play with our guns
we must never forget to watch the darken moon
because every Eye forgot to look up at the moon in late June
The eye was too busy, said the eye was too busy
The eye was too busy about us they make so much fuss
Looking at you,
looking at me
writing us down into history
still, it's nice to know that when our bodies wear out
they will put us into the ground with a ****** crown
We can be together forever in history
another life side by side cut deep like a knife
But we had a darken love that no one could think of
What does that one thing have to do with the other one
that keeps their minds so confused
love is love
no matter what color it is
no matter what age it is
no matter how danger'es it is
An eye for an eye
but you can never change Bonnie and Clyde
I don't know why but I will love him to the day we die
I was just thinking about my mother and father
I had to cry some darken tears
ain't nothing worse than an old worn-out love song
but this year it will be a song that the old world will never forget
Tell me do you like my hair this way?
remember all the way back in the day
when we would compare who love is stronger
that is what made us hold on a little longer
above the bed, we put our fishing nets and posters
all over the walls about us and our strange love
Sometimes I just wanna go sit out on the stool
and write true poetry about us
just watch all the cars go by
just to say look at Bonnie and Clyde
Yes, we will go down in history.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I walk along the edge of the sea.
I found a bottle next to my feet,
all that was in this ancient bottle
was the tears of the sea that came to me
in darken dreams
where so much rain
poured like the madness of angels going insane.
then I heard a voice crying out to me
I ‘m going to bring you down,
to your knees,
as you will beg and plead
for the pains to end...
I’m going to make you cry
you will feel your about to die
You’re going to feel the power of me,
I'm going to watch you bleed.
I'm going to break you down
just wait and see,
you're never going to forget me
your tears will be your weakness
I will bottle them up
and you will drink from the cup
that holds many dreams
you will always hear the screams,
I will forever make you bleed
because I holding the key
to you and these darken dream,
that is when I started to scream,
Is when I looked back down at the
a bottle full of rain,
I started to understand it was my tears,
I have been here before.
Dark Angel moves along the beaten path,
Moonlight nothing truly ever last,
he started to tell me more lies,
turning my world upside down,
do you my dear feel my pain?
can you understand the rain?
In my world of darken dreams
Things are never what they seem to be,
I need you to feel me holding you,
I need you to believe in fears,
come lay your heart in my hands,
I want you to breath in all my darkness,
then he whispered in my ears,
Come, let’s take this dance on the sand,
let me bottle up your tears
that you had cried all those years
come to me my dear
I will give you more fears.
Come, to me Moonlight, I will give
You are so much more mystery.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Everyone has a brain, so now use it.
-Judy Emery © 2016 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have done one brave thing today
I got up and started to pray
and now I am ready to face
whatever comes my way.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just knowing God is the one
who breathes life into my soul
Has given me something to live for,
My lungs are full
my heart is with God.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He whispers in my ear just to bring down the tears as he would say I will always be with me even if you can not see me, I will never leave, and I will keep on hunting you down even in your dreams. You will look around and think you had seen me,  but then I would be long gone in the hood. Now, come my queen and dance with me in the rain and let down your long black hair, You know I love you dear!


Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I dwell in the loneliness of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's so out of a place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished from me some summer's ago
You left your trace all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love the cellar walls hold every word
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences, the grape-vines ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree outside from my window had lost its beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme of you and me
Like a sad broken dream of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart when you left me
You vanished and left me of your memory's of a forgotten road
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night without you by my side is taken
Another part of me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is power in the name of Love
it all started from heaven above
To Break every chain that toyed me to the dark
Break every chain that locked me away
Break every chain that cut deep within
I hold my pains so long within
I cry out to you Jehovah
to unlock these chains of my heart
Break the spell that was put upon my soul
Break every chain that kept me down so low
Break every chain that beat me night and day
take the rode and beat away those lies
IN The Power Of Love
my heart holds the truth of you
The whispers in the morning
of the angels that watched over my soul
has prayed night and day
to keep a light upon my path
where I know deep within my heart
there is a love that is stronger than the dark
when lovers sleeping tight throughout the night
there they will hear the rolling thunder of my cry's
As they will look outside
they will see the light that shines on me
that Jehovah is taken the chains off of me
I hold on to my broken-down body
And I feel each move of my bones
make way for healing of my soul
Jehovah your voice is warm and tender
you hold compassion over my soul
Your Love I could not forsake
this is no dreams of heartaches and pains
you open my eyes and showed me I am truly alive
I am a lady dressed in white
Whenever you reach for me I will always be near
I'll do all that I can to show you I care
Lost is how I was feeling lying in your love
but you clean me up like one of your white doves
When the world outside gets too strong for me to bear
you wrapped me up in your care
That's all I need is to know you love me
when I'm with you in your care
I know that no one could ever take that away from me
even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away in the cloud of gray
But I will never wonder where you are
because Your love is with me even from far
you are always by my side day and night
for the rest of my life.
- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When we finely departed
In silence and tears
I was left brokenhearted
that lasted for too many years
I longed for peace that never came to me,
I cried for hours in darken dreams
walking around in fears,-
While I kept hearing the screams.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Broken Pieces of me
Full of broken thoughts
You had put me on the spot
don't you see my heart is broken
in million pieces in all different seasons
with darken reasons
I cannot repair what already has been broken
Beneath the stains of time, you will find
my bleeding soul still cries for you
The feelings disappear is in the air
You are with someone else
But I am still right here
Don't you Care?
this is not fare
You're living
I'm dying
with
out
you.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can see the anger in his eyes
staring right into mine,
telling me all kinds of lies
it was late in October
When I thought, my nightmare was over,
Oh, how I cried with my baby ******* my hips,
I was shattered, broken into many pieces,
Wounded in abuse, young and confused
not knowing what to do,
I had no family or even friends,
So, this old battle didn’t have an end,
he called this love, I just die a little more
each time I heard his words,
I was trapped in this way of life,
I had to take more abuse,
because I became a mother of four,
I cried in the night where the kids never hear me,
my spirit was ready to fly away,
but I know I must stay, it’s the only way,
my babies were very young and so was I
with no one by my side,
Tonight, like every night, it rains more pains
came pouring down like no other night,
the thunder didn't get in the way of his voice
he throws words at me that are so sharp  
forced its way into another night of fright,
ravens on the treetops wrapped around in wonder
as he looks at me, while I was bleeding on the floor,
the leaves were falling while my heart was dropping,
just to watch what we once had gone up in smoke,
I demand power over my own life,
I never ask for my abuser's help,
his anger is like a fire that burned even in the rain,
Then a woman stands in my way telling me lies,
she said she was going to put a spell on me,
there is nothing I could do,
I come to give you good advice,
even when things aren't nice,
then she put in my hand a black rose
that turn to dust,
then she was gone like a sad song,
in the rush of wind,
I fell to the ground and started weeping on my knees,
trying to pick up the broken pieces of me.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Can you still hear the cries? From the other side,
While the storm of pains move along,
Upon on an angry sea, comes to darken dreams,
Voices of an ancient time comes back to my mind,
Tortured standing in rain, facing the blade,
Casting down in a world of shame that giving so much blame,
Lies that cut like a knife, broken are the souls of long ago
In a world that is so cold, now we all face what was
and what is going on today,
Oh, how the sea moves the ship along the shores,
While the storm cast its spell of all evil in the minds
That sleep and dream of he that haunts the weak,
In darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Can you still hear the cries? From the other side,
While the storm of pains move along,
Upon on an angry sea, comes to darken dreams,
Voices of an ancient time comes back to my mind,
Tortured standing in rain, facing the blade,
Casting down in a world of shame that giving so much blame,
Lies that cut like a knife, broken are the souls of long ago
In a world that is so cold, now we all face what was
and what is going on today,
Oh, how the sea moves the ship along the shores,
While the storm cast its spell of all evil in the minds
That sleep and dream of he that haunts the weak,
In darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life would never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
this pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are some things are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
this old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
every word that has ever been told,
came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
the daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences, the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden becomes a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window, the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and me,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me all your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own bloodstain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between us,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wildfire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to our window
Are the candles that were once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper than you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take any more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My dark candle is in my window  
Calling out your name in the dark  
You have stolen my heart and I need you,
One day, it all stopped,
No more phone calls from you,
No sending me notes not even a photo  
Of you nothing my heart ran of confused
I needed you but not as much you once  
Said you needed me,
My heart is now falling apart without you
What must I do?
So, I put your candle next to my window to let
You know I miss you so much,
The pain the rain came when someone told
Me you had been dancing with the old  
The lover you had before me,
My poor hear is collapsing with no way out  
Of this pain,
You gave me the dark and taken my heart  
I don't know what to do with my life,
Not knowing the reason why you did this  
to my life,
You scattered my heart all over the place without
A trace but the pain that is on my face,
Grey clouds had formed all around me with pouring
Cold rain why you are out playing your games,
Threatening to pour the coldness of death and making
A big mess with all the lies you gave,
I put your candle in my window because I am still  
dancing with you, I need you to set my mind on easy,
find your way back to me,
You will see the stained-glass window
with your candle, lite just for you to come on in,
sleepless and cold nights
without you by my side oh I cry  
every night and day,
years now are passing me by without you,
I had hidden the sparkles of the stars
I hold in my eyes for you  
In the sky of my cold lonely life, you gave me,
You are holding her but not me,
Only desire is a fire with your name on it,
You kept in the dark for so long it hurts,
Like a sad love song with no one to hold,
I felt like just given up on us but how my life is frozen,
It was unfair what you had given to me,
he doesn't deserve my heart
you gave away to the past of your prison,
You are with her even when you don't want to,
So you put me on hold
until you are bold that is getting so old,
I am tired of being cold and all alone without  
You to hold me,
Dark Angel your candle is in my window  
The dark clouds did not pour out my cry another time,
Slowly my pains are starting to disappear,
my lonely hours of you not with me,
the sun is beginning to rise once again
It will continue to ascend  
like a candle flaming in the dark
while you had taken my heart,
To keep the light burning
I just keep mourning reassuring  
The candle is the light out of the tunnel of darkness,
If I keep it burning,
Soon the rainbow will emerge,  
Bringing back smiles in the laughter of a new life,
the glistening in my eyes another time,
Wiping the frown off my face
So, I dance into the light of day,
To wash away the pains Dark Angel gave.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Ancient skies dark with billions of stars
that  beautified the night,
It is like fine art
to the eyes,
Oh, capricious moon
that climbs with restless gaze across the skies of June.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My heart forms carefree when seeing thousands of stars blinking so beautifully in the heavens, my heart builds emotions until the tears started flowing as I start thanking God for his beauty.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So, many Hatters has cast their stones but I'm not frightened of them anymore, the cold pits of their lies have come to them with a big surprise when they no longer see I hold no fear in my eyes, for the ones that have cast their stones upon my soul. Oh, the darkness of true sadness has passed me on by now what I see is the beauty of a sunrise ray of rejoicing, because love is with me the window of my cold room has been Broken in late June for all to see love is with me. Now all my hatters who have cast their stones just to see me bleed, now they cry out my name in their own pains of darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So many Hatters
has cast their stones
but I'm not frightened
of them anymore,
The cold pits of their lies
has come to them
with a big surprise  
when they no longer see
I hold no fear in my eyes
for the ones that have cast
their stones upon my soul
Oh, Darkness of true sadness
has passed me on by
now what I see is the beauty
of the sunrise ray of rejoicing
because love is with me,
The window of my cold room
has been Broken in late June
for all to see Love is with me
Now all my Hatters who have
cast their stones just to see me bleed,
Now they cry out my name
in their own pains of Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel walks around the silent cemetery,
The hour made its way through '' Paris ''  
The moon shining bright with lost souls in mind,
To rid the world of penitence:
Dark Angel looks around the grounds to feed on his
Pangs of hunger.  My soul such for hope, but violence is  
All I get. Because Dark Angel likes things that way,
Abides for me desecrate:
Dark Angel, ever on the wing,
Who never reaches me too late!
His breath is on my skin, why his hands on my hip,
When the music of the silence of a cold deep night gets
Dark Angel thinking what he wants to do with me  
For the night’s delight without tortured but desire.
My beauty burns deep down evil ecstasy.
Paris dreams are his to sweep me off my feet,
He gathers a place of fear to put me near,
Dark Angel looks deep within my souls as he kissed  
On my lip asking me if I was afraid.
I was losing my way to him,
I told Dark Angel to ''stop '' I'm not ready to take the
Next steps with him then he just started laughing at me,
The sounds of my voice wrapped him in anger his body  
Had gone in flames of his anger,
He cried out in his anger telling me I may do foolish things
Occasionally, but I am never a fool then he grabbed my hands
And he taunts me in a dance,
Within the breath of autumn woods,
Within the winter silences, he takes me
to the ground and take over me.
The ardor of red flame is very thin
And then the steely soul of ice:
The Poisson in his eyes told his story within,
The design of his nature gave me the heat of his anger,
Bitterness banquet of a foul delight,
He left me in the Woods
near the cemetery of the art of his gloom.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I ride the sea in many darken dreams,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes to my life,
behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darkened room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,
Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,
Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own bloodstain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old bloodstain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am alive yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
that are running about
making crime
most of the time.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Charge towards me and I will give you a storm.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

From childhood, things always seemed stranged to me,
I loved the moon and the stars and the maker of them.
and in my darkest hours, I would cry out to HIM.
as others looked at me strangely
when I had all those nightmares
HE was the only one who cared
HE is the only one I gave my heart to.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have secretly left you a note
upon your bedside;
but only in dreams, you could only see
what it is I have written
in a place of the forbidden,
this is how we meet
you came into my life while I sleep,
you seemed so nice and very sweet,
You’re my childhood dream,
I had left you some time ago
I want to say sorry,
But, I must ask
how did you make your way back?
into my mind another time.
I never understood that
I thought you suppose to stay in the past,
I see your writing on my page  
where others could read
what you are wanting to say to me,
but, you are starting to get mean
and yet a little scarier;
when you write about me
you had taken all my words
I wanted to say right out of my mouth,
You would write to me to tell me
You wanted so badly to kiss me,
But I must say;
Get off my page
Because I don’t feel the same way
You are only something from a darkened past
A childhood dream
that always made me scream,
It’s so funny what words can do,
to make me feel so ill about you,
I could never love you or want too.
I felt I known you all my life,
maybe I did;
But only in my dreams, you see,
So, what does all this mean
for you and me?
again, how could this ever be?
If we were only a childhood dream.
I started to feel overwhelmed by you,
If you are only someone of dreams,
Every time I sleep,
Your eyes are looking back into mine
It’s like I could read an ancient story;
I had to take a deep breath
and walk away from all of this,
Your starting to mess with my head,
I’m starting to feel old wounds
of another time;
something doesn’t feel right
this left me so confused
how could all of this be if you are only
a childhood dream?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Something doesn’t feel right left me confused how could all of this be if you're only a childhood dream?

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time has grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on the sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I have written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything,
But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you took the sun and made it dark
Oh, my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost,
O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades-
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see a Clown running around in cycles,
Jumping and crying then he falls,
Repeating everything all over again,
I see a clown cycling around,
Up and down on the ground,
He keeps repeating his every move
Making a new grove, wearing long shoes,
He starts to cry, then he laughs
Holding his face in his hands,
Then he looks around to see a crowed
realizing he was no longer alone,
so, the crowd given him a crown
because he is a good clown of the town.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A cup of coffee to start my day
the cool breeze weathers deep
into my soul of long ago ...

My mind tells me not today
we are going to have a brighter day
while I sip on another cup...

Oh, how I am starting to wake up
I have a smile upon my face
and now I am ready to start my day
thank you, Coffee
I will always need you.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I feel cold and so alone...
Why did you have to go?

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breathe out pains in the autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery