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Apr 2020 · 20
WITH MY OWN EYES
At one time in my life
I believed I let love destroy me
But what I didn't know
it was all one big show.
Because love never existed
it was something of lies
something I had to see
with my own eyes.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 36
THE BLUEPRINT OF ME
Tears are a big part of my story
they will always be  
flowing free
that filled my eyes
they are the blueprint of me.

the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves
are written from tears
and bloodstained ink
as my poor spirit sink.

In darken dreams
is a place I never wanted to be
all I hear or those painful screams
calling out to me...
Oh, how this makes me bleed
wanted so badly to set them free.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 26
THE REFLECTION
THE REFLECTION
When I see who I am in the mirror
I don't know if I should admire
the reflections that I see
but I am willing enough to believe
the image that I see
looking back at me
Is a beautiful queen
I could truly Love Her.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 50
FEARS OF THE NIGHT
Fears of the night
plays upon the mind
casting stones in my life
from yesterday’s pains,
those pains don't ever
want to go away
the old memories
has made a home
inside my mind another time,
playing over time
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over again.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 17
RAGING PAST
It is true and painful learning of a raging past
that seems to last because it kept coming back
I was always under attack,-
those strong raging storm,
I had to learn to remain alive,
we all have a wretched past,
some speak out about it,
but so many stays in the storm,
But for as miserable as it was for me
I still chose to overcome it and write stories.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 56
FALLEN
I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,

Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,

He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
into darken dreams
it always rains for me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 22
THE CUTS
There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain;
oh, how this body aches
I know nobody truly knows me
if they did would it mean anything
Dark Angel has overtaken me,
my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filled with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss,
the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young
to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she has seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed,
I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,
I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away
without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words
no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain
has given me so much rain,

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 37
PAIN
PAIN

Pain has a way of achieving its goal
letting you know the elements
that eat deeply at your soul,
It holds its own commitment
it has a way to release or not
When it began, or when it should end
Whereas the body and the mind it is at its control.
Pain holds no future, it cares for nothing
Yet, it has a beginning
and one day it will have an ending.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 238
AFTER DARK
After Dark

After dark thing do change
vapors roam the lands
oppressed the minds
in a season of cold winter
soon comes a day
gentle kindness clears away.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 58
DEEP WITHIN
I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past,
The cuts that get deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay,
if they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words,
silence would be all they would hear
they would see something
was controlling me
taking over all my emotions
lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain;
so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting
to get way out of hand.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 24
WHEN I AM BUT A MEMORY
When I am but a memory
I often wonder what others think of me
when I am gone
will they hold on you my words?
I hope they think kindly of me.
Or will they only remember me as a sad song
that written pains down
of heartfelt emotions that bled deep
where the heart bled in overflowing ink.
But to those who hurt me
May they remember
that painful cold September
when this angel died
she came back to life
and found her wings
yet, wasn't about to fly.
My dear, think about those tears
that lasted all those years
I walked around in a world of fear
Some called it depression
a psychological disorder
and I call it a reaction
to desolation.
Perhaps something I do today
Some little thoughtful thing I say
Will show you what I long to be
and that is to be set free
from this darkness
And remember that I am also human
Just like You...
Please don't act confused
you know I have been abused
But now this angel is ready to Fly.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 70
SCREAMING WINDS
Screaming Winds

Dark spring! and painful dreams,
the wind blew hard like it was screaming
like it was aiming at my heart
knowing it was torn apart.
My tears started flowing from my eyes
I pick up my pen, and wept,
and soon I made a flood
of painful June that will be here soon,
In sobbing of pains, I put to ink,
I wrote down the loss
that cost my heart a lot
my spirit will never meaned
it felt like I was at my end.
The sound of the slush in thunder
my mind started to wonder
Was the wind trying to sing lullabies
like it knew my grief and longing?

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 34
POETIC INK
POETIC INK

The paling spring
cast into a wild dream
near rushing waters
where the wind screams,
I hold a pen upon paper
I write down all that I see
while my heart truly bleeds
my pen weeps
in poetic ink
as images sink
deep into my mind
coming to me from ancient times.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 52
DEADLY ROSE
Oh, deadly black rose
you cut so deep
making so many weep
in Darken Dreams...
how could you be so mean?
You turn to dust
you cast your spell in the air
yet, you hold no care
you don't play fair...
Dark Angel loves you so very much
it is almost like lust
but you are only dust
he keeps you always so near
to bring on more fear
who is standing near
Oh, Black Rose,
You cut deep way too deep
to those who sleep
who fall into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 32
LEAVES FALLING OFF TREES
Leaves Falling Off Trees

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
the sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
my emotions are getting stronger
while the pains made way,
I remembered how we dance around
on those wet autumn leaves,
we laugh so happily,
we felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,
with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought too much
about the little stuff,
The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground outside is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,
I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,
the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rage,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,
across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,
while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 20
WHINING WINDS
WHINING WINDS

I am no more but a dream
this is what it seems
while my heart screams,
but you live on,-
like the ancient wind
whining and complaining
over and over again.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 40
THE POET
THE POET

The empowerment
that I seek doesn't come from humans.
what I write is what I feel
and I let my emotions spell
in my own bloodstain Ink
because I am the Poet that bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 24
YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME
YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH ME

You're always with me
your love rolls through my veins
and my heart has never been the same.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 26
THE KNOWLEDGE
I have the knowledge
To love and sing
even in dark spring
my heart sings.
I can do all things
when it comes to me in dreams
I can write my famous lines
for all the world to read
what my heart bleeds
but would it do anything?

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
Darke Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
Apr 2020 · 92
HEARING AN ANGEL SPEAK
Every time  he would speak
I hunger for the words that are hidden,
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
words true and strong
like a song that carried on.

He would talk so much
about heavenly love
Love has a way to heal the soul
it can get you to dance into the rain
of yesterday's pains
and wash you clean.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Apr 2020 · 20
WE DANCE AMONG THE STORM
We would dance in each other's eyes
yet, that was no surprise.
when God is on your side
love is in your life.

People would stand around
others would yell
trying to give us hell
but we kept a rhyme to the time
while that old bell ring like hell,

Yet, we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
oh, those sobbing mind
weren't so very kind,

My throbbing feet started to bleed
as we jumped into the sea
in those darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY

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