In this life, you will see the hate
and the lack of faith
in the people that want to hurt you
shame you
and blame you
just to bring you so much pain.

They just want to leave you out to bleed
like the ink in a pen
that will flow like tears
holding words of fear
that always stands near.

They stand in a hateful crowd shout  lies
hoping one day you will die...
they love to see you cry
because they have hate in their eyes.
they want to bring you down
like a used up clown
because they want your crown.

You must learn to forgive
remember God sees all things
this old life brings
let your soul heal
even if it is so hard to forget
all that they did.

Don't let your heart grow cold
because this old story is old
God is in control
so let this evil just go,
hold on to no grudges of pains of long ago
Let Jehovah God clean your soul.

Moonlight don't look back
looking back to a darkened past
will only bring the pains back
Dark Angel will attack.
that will give him so much power of you
he will do all he can to keep you confused.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I hold my thoughts of you
Playing over and over in my mind,
While my boat is onshore,
I thought so hard about your words,

Oh, how my tears flowed,
When I could still see,
you looking at me with anger in your eyes
because I didn’t want to be by your side,

I don't want to feel this way,
you always kept me so sad,
you always had a way to make me feel pain,
too much pain that brought on rain,

I don't want to stay this away
but if you stay in my mind
in my heart, Fairytale darkness
is what I will always find playing on my mind,

you always tell me lies
just to keep me by your side,
always cutting at my heart
just to see me fall apart,
I would love to forget about you.
So, I take some time to sail the sea,
but you are always given me darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Window is where stood
while the rain poured out like tears,
at one time the sky was beautiful
like the ocean blue,

But that was some time ago
way before my life became cold,
what a wonderful thing the beauty
of the light was to my eyes,

But with time everything lost its beauty
I have learned just to look out my window
just to feel safe,
life isn’t what it used to be.


Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things,

you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,

Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold,

So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how the false face must hind,
How it mocks my life;
I hear the sound in the night
like caries of an ancient time,
I could see the mighty light shine on in,
While others are on hands and knees
begging please not me,
that old September wind
made its way back again,
in the silence of the night
I can hear the cries,
they get closer and closer with time,
it is messing with my mind,
Oh, why do they cry?
I could almost hear trumpets
from far away;
what does this mean? when it comes
to me in darken dreams,
It sounds like a mighty earthquake
Where lives are about to end;
on blood-stained sand
someone is about to take a stand,
while deadly flowers are in a cup
when a voice would say
come and drink.
It will end quickly you will see
changes will be made for you and me,
at the end of the mighty cry
when it hits midnight,
so, look around me, dear queen,
tell me what it is you see,
I had no words to say to he
The one who haunts me
In darken dreams;
Then he would say to me again,
Moonlight tell me what you see,
So, I opened my mouth with would
Like thunder and said;
I see prophecies are being fulfilled,
tears are flowing out on the seas,
songs are being sung,
And yet; death is being done,
Slaves do appear to hear the words
I must say; flowers are falling from the sky
while another has died;
Horror and pain come to the mighty rain;
In deep emotions, they do fall;
I hear words of sorrow
knocking at the doors of the poor,
while a noble slave tries to shine faith their way.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The years have passed, but my mind is still on you
My heart is broken in two,
I have been doing a lot of thinking
Why life has been doing so much changing,
At times, it is so ******* me to say what it is I think,
I just stand quite while others look at me strangely,
They would even ask others if I was okay,
So, I started writing all my pains down
in my own bloodstain ink,
where others could read what, it is my heart bleeds,
It is hard for me to explain everything Dark Angel
Has done to me in darken dreams,
But I try to do my very best to open the doors of empty rooms
for all who is ready to take the journey,
there are so much to see in the battles of darken dreams
you will be left in darkened places where you see the dead
while others are losing their minds in a different time,  
in my mind, I have so much emotion bottled up within
My heart weeps for peace, but darkness is all I see,
In a world of pains that bring on pouring rain that stings,
I try so hard to express all that I feel or see,
I write on paper on the computer or on anything that will
let me write out my pains,
In darkening dreams my world of screams, a place of darkness
Where the blood moon hangs in late June,
I never have known life to be so cold. I always stand bold
Even in the hours of a painful storm,
On the scale of time, I always write what’s on my mind,
Just for the readers to see the journey of darken dreams
That comes to me while I sleep.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams is me
Poetic Lilly Emery.

It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angel's words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make his own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in the life of a storm,
We can make love in the splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own bloodstain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever have known,
let me feel your heartbeat, my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from far away I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with the time you will see things my way,
Do you know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moonstones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Is Poetic Lilly Emery

A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,

I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,

the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,

I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,

But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,

when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,

I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I want to sing with ravens
I want to cry with the rain
I want to find the perfect rhymes
to fit into my life;
You love, you learn, you lie, you try,
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames
I know that you may go a lot crazy
I don't want to face the changes in your ways,
high over the rainbow of the darken sky
I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes
I know that you may go into a darken mood,
having to have everything your way,
I don't want to face the changes
but I must if I am here with you.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams
up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring
I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope
I listen from distance the songs of the birds
the songs of frogs that are all in love,
I dreamed of the battle of love
I dream that one day my prince will find me
Year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon
I see an old scarecrow out of my window
standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely
while the ravens sleep making dreams,
I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds
singing songs of ancient times
Old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David
While wild geese write a line
Flapping across the sky,
while the old moon shines so bright in the night
to celebrate a New Year
A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses
''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings
Solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine
let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,

I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine
It hurts me,

when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,

but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you need
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I see visions where friends are made
doing their best to keep their dreams alive,
when you are a best friend
you want to always make thing right
in your own friend’s eyes,

Friends are the gift in life,
They helping each other to move along in life,
They lift each other up when the other falls,
Being beast of friends to the very end,

In all season gives reasons
for best friends to have fun together,
even when you’re not even aware
they both are a funny pair,
but they never seem to care,

Beast friends to the very end
Life would be as easy if life didn’t
have my best friend in it,
life isn’t a game and friends are a gift
from heaven above that gives love.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

What does a black cat look like
In the light of an ancient moon,
Which can address his finest ways
While he catwalks the lands in gaze,
Paris is the place he craves to be
This any other cate would see,

Why the old catwalks around?
His eyes possessed the town
Until the light of the velvet moon
Helps him feel at easy where he could
Find a place to sleep,

This ancient cat knows what is best
While he lays his little head for rest
Where he could get up to do his best
On gentle grass in a social life
grace is always on his side,

Oh, how he dreamed about alleys where
food is in the cans of garbage bags
where kitties are playing around
doing what they know in a world that is
evil and cold.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Seem sailors toast to my beauty,
My soft fair skin,
My elegant moves as I walk,
They love the way I talk,
They get so much pleasure
calling out my name
But to me, it’s all the same game,

Without a thought of interest in anything
They had to say; all advantage is mine,
I am the Queen of Darken Dreams,
I used to watch the slaves of all color
When they would speak about me,
I would measure their enthusiasm,

Oh, How Dark Angel eyes would spark
Every time I would call him an old man,
It was like I was seeing the moon fall into the sea
whenever he would look at me,
praised he would say is a certain sense of duty
Oh, my queen, you hold all beauty,

When you smile, you calm the sea,
When you talk many slaves
hear what it is you had to say,
your beauty shines a light into the slave’s eyes
for a lifetime,

Your beauty is in every mirror,
Oh. Moonlight my queen,
Your skin glistened upon the sea of darken dreams,
Dark Angel would say,
I could swim in your eyes,
They look like the open sea,
You flower the soul of many
you give the darkness hope for light,
Each breath you take is another delight,
This is all my personal advantage
You are my queen in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The name of that small town I will never reveal,
I have the courage and strength to fight this nasty war
That keeps me captive in darken dreams,
I know the words of he who hunts me,
I see the butterflies screaming while they fly
Deep into the night skies, I will always follow
The golden light that shines deep into my eyes.
In this small town, I know so well,
The people try so hard to give me a life of hell,
They go around town lighting their lamps,
While an old man rings the town church bell,
I can hold my breath in my lungs,
Just as they can, So, what makes them think
They are better than me?
I can reach deep into the seafloor,
I can even dance upon on the sand,
My words are strong yet smooth,
In this small town, there is so much hate,
It’s hard for many to keep faith,
I have reasoned with many about their dark ways,
Oh, how the hater's eyes stayed on me while they cried,
While they drowned their souls in more lies,
They would stalk out my life
Trying to shame my name,
With time, I would see their bodies float on the surface of the sea
Into darken dreams, they weep,
My heart is strong when I walk into the streets
Of the small town that weeps,
They always talk about me and call me so many names,
In their eyes are the envy of true jealousy,
But my heart is soft enough to sense the murmuring
Of the crying skies, that hold the gloom of late June,
Where the white stage is made for me to walk,
While the old small town do their talk,
Hang her up they would say,
While they cast stones to break my bones,
My feet are swift to flow the tears that fall to my feet,
I would walk while they cry out into the rain of pain,
They would no longer call out my name in shame,
But they would ask me to stop the pain,
The mountains are lit with the glowing flames
Of the fire the haters made,
My footsteps no longer felt the burns,
The words of my hates of the small town only echo
Into the flam, the shadows of the night creep on into my life,
In this small town, I had returned,
But I will never reveal the name of the small town that gave
Me so many heartaches, while the fools surround me,
Casting their stones,
they relentlessly Waite to see if I would fall,
but I stayed strong through it all,
silence became a friend out into the crying wind,
Oh, my own jealous sister why tell lies?
Why do you try to be me? If I am all that bad,
Your jealousy hold evil to me,
Much has been lost between us,
We are sisters but we act like strangers,
You always try so hard to cast danger my way
While you play your games on the highway,
I am brave and I will always keep my faith,
I am enough to hold true love in my soul from long ago.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where the heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ nights of sleep,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold the love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, why do you sing your heart out
To the daemons of the night?
Why do you press your lips to the mirror of time?
The spirit of evil isn’t worth the time
Isn’t worth the painful outcome,
So, why do you give your heart away?
to the enemy that gives bad dreams.
Each touch, or look of sorrow,
He weeps for your tomorrow,
Each word you say, he will write down in
Spells to trap you in,
His smile isn’t innocent,
He holds no affection for your soul
He uses words of lies to charms his way
Into a place, you crave,
Then when he finely gets you
He will soon quite you and neglect you;
Oh, can you see the darken swan swim?
Dark Angel trapped it upon scorn ponds,
Making everything beautiful to the swan’s eyes,
The hunger of sweet delights for a foolish swan
To swim it's away into a darkened state,
Oh, can you hear the rushing wind?
Singing out its painful cries of all time,
Beauty and lies are the trap of he
that gives darken dreams,
the words he says cut like a sharp knife
poison the blood that runs in vain,
Dark Angel is something of a hate
Loss of faith, words of worthless power.
Fads with time,
His words are like an ancient rhyme
That makes the soul cry;
The spirit weakens while the heartbreaks,
Oh, look in the fading mirror
that shapes the face; that reflects lies,
into a world of darkness
that languish into the mind,
that dance into a place of anguish,
where tears will always fall,  
Clean up your ways, fix your every thought,
Because if you are weak in your faith;
Dark Angel will sweep you away
into a dark state of mind,
he will invade your life, he will cast you into
darken dreams that will make you scream.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I watch the moon hang on high
while the stars dance around in the sky,
to an ancient world of all times,
a festival of true love,
where the light shined so bright
deep into the night,
Oh, the sacred love from heaven above
Is a blessing to all who see,
upon the great lakes and sea of many dreams,
Oh, what a divine love that shines out to me,
Into a world of broken dreams,
Oh, how my heart holds passion,
for the hundred and forty-four thousand,
The chosen ones, who have surrendered they're all
To the Mighty God Jehovah and Jesus,
Oh, how the radiant sunshine with true love
From heaven above on to us.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon the top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no chance of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

'Your hand, clenching in mine
and mine, clenching yours,
You had a look that turns in like
Dr. Hook,
I see your face lit up as you saw  
The light of a paradise,
a smile so rare that  
I just stare and stare
to keep it there with a love of the  
Most high.
Time at a still Life is simple,
beautiful, wonderful,
Oh, so wonderful like you,
I mustn't blink, If I do this feeling  
of you will be gone,
have you seen your perfection yet
then he looked and said not yet!  
having perfection is nothing you  
can ever reach; Only one man had  
ever exceed and that was Jesus.
the greatest gift is love,
this is the perfect gift from heaven above,
this is true love.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I wish you were different,  
but I can see only God could change you,
if you would let him love you,
I couldn’t change you if I try
I am glancing in the dark and  
the truth never lies,
My love for you is very strong  
I will keep praying for you  
to keep hanging on,
time with all your nasty little lies  
that is no way to live life,
I looked at him with tears in my eyes
I handed him a little box,
I said this is all I got to give,
he looks outside the box with a look
I had never seen,
open your mind and let your heart in;
I can’t be your friend I'm much more
then that you see;
It’s better to leave the past and move on
In life, let love in,
The pain you hold is like ashes in the wind
he cried and said;
what do you want from me?
you don’t understand,
I have come too far to lose again,
that’s no longer who I am don't you see,
then I looked up at my son and said  
the past is gone and I hold on to my little son,
from the time, you were born and I cared
you home;
With a love that is so very strong,
this I am willing to do again,  
Don't you see it?
This mothers love was built in me;
this mothers love will never die,
then he looked at me and cried with love in his  
the eyes, as we walked home hand to hand.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

True passion is what you are
You set the stage for all to see,
Your love is full of power,
You have touched my heart from the very start,
You put your breath of life into my lungs,
You showed me the way to walk in your glories love,
the earth has many grains of sand upon the land
where you had once stood;
your words are strong yet soft and sweet
easy for my soul to be at ease;
your love means everything to me, my King,
my tears are at your feet;
my heart cries with joy in mind,
you are one of a kind;
you are the light that shines in my eyes,
I can hear the Devin song of all times
in an ancient rhyme;
while the angels fly around in the heavens
with your love and passion in their hearts,
their wings have your names engraves upon them;
death I know will be soon swallowed up by love;
many will fall into the darkness;
But, that is an old song that everyone on earth knows,
The harps are playing;
Angels are sing songs that no one is yet to master
But the Holy one that sets on his heavenly throne.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel walks around the silent cemetery,
The hour made its way through '' Paris ''  
The moon shining bright with lost souls in mind,
To rid the world of penitence:
Dark Angel looks around the grounds to feed on his
Pangs of hunger.  My soul such for hope, but violence is  
All I get. Because Dark Angel likes things that way,
Abides for me desecrate:
Dark Angel, ever on the wing,
Who never reaches me too late!
His breath is on my skin, why his hands on my hip,
When the music of the silence of a cold deep night gets
Dark Angel thinking what he wants to do with me  
For the night’s delight without tortured but desire.
My beauty burns deep down evil ecstasy.
Paris dreams are his to sweep me off my feet,
He gathers a place of fear to put me near,
Dark Angel looks deep within my souls as he kissed  
On my lip asking me if I was afraid.
I was losing my way to him,
I told Dark Angel to ''stop '' I'm not ready to take the
Next steps with him then he just started laughing at me,
The sounds of my voice wrapped him in anger his body  
Had gone in flames of his anger,
He cried out in his anger telling me I may do foolish things
Occasionally, but I am never a fool then he grabbed my hands
And he taunts me in a dance,
Within the breath of autumn woods,
Within the winter silences, he takes me
to the ground and take over me.
The ardor of red flame is very thin
And then the steely soul of ice:
The Poisson in his eyes told his story within,
The design of his nature gave me the heat of his anger,
Bitterness banquet of a foul delight,
He left me in the Woods
near the cemetery of the art of his gloom.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair,
the moon doesn't shine anymore,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of the night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright,
shattered dreams became a part of me,
Loneliness is all I know,
It became a friend to me,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep,
Hold me and keep me warm,
My life runs in the night,
With no one to hold in my life,
No home to go to and call mine,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made!
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Ravens'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken the sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that were in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angel's knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor.
Did the ''Ravens'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over you ;
love me little, love me long even  
in the strongest storms ;  
scattered dreams you did not hear with me,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me,
Puzzled in ignorance,
explore by nature of a darkened world,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love insight not in fount of my eyes,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way too long,
humiliation from all strangers,
humiliated by not having no one in my life,
frightened, force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so many questions,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me,
The Nile River is what they gave me,
a life of pains and shames that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh. Look at you,
You are the true goddess of the sea,
You are loved by many;
Your beauty everyone craves,
Your love is a hunger and a need,
You are a cousin to set the slaves free,
You swim your spirit into the hearts
You shine light from your eyes
To another side; from another kind,
Your body is pure and white
You dance around like a candle flame,
You make other women look a shame,
But your heart has a love for all;
You walk on water in many dreams,
Your words cook with a sting,
Your blood is like silk,
Every word you say
is written in bloodstain ink;
everything you do is for the peace
for the true love of mankind;
everything is for the light that stands
in Gods eyes;
Oh, Goddess of the sea,
Dark Angel made you his queen,
But that will never change a thing,
Every beautiful rose that blooms is sweet,
It will always be a part of you, in everything you do,
Your eyes are like the moon;
it always changes in late June;
your eyes always look like you are looking
in the reflection of water crystal water,
the water starts to wave and rise deep into the night
like it is saying goodbye;
when you talk its always sweet,
but if you must be mean you bring rain,
the earth is the seed of love;
the sea is the beauty of a true goddess,
so, the sea is named after you;
Moonlight, of all seas in every dream,
You know the deepest essence of true love,
The water is your treasure of dreams,
Moonlight, you are a goddess and a queen,
Even in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

We would dance and others would yell
trying to give us hell ;
but we kept are rhyme to the time
and that old bell ring like hell
and we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
and give back some pain ;
oh, sobbing mind you weren't so kind
my throbbing feet started to bleed
so I jumped into the sea of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time has grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on the sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I have written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so many pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words ring in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There are so many times I needed to be alone,
But tonight, wasn’t one of those nights,
I never thought we would end like this,
But I know it was all for the best,
Oh, tonight I need you to hold me and say
We will make things right,
I need you with me why I cry,
But then that wouldn’t change a thing,
Oh, here comes more rain
I feel so much pain,
But I know we are doing the right thing,
The fears I hold deep within
feel like ancient years of sin,
I could no longer hold it in,
I had to cry day and night just to get by
To make things right,
My bed is unmade,
But I lie there on your side
Telling myself it will all be just fine,
When I wake from that painful night
I take long walks where we first meet,
Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me?
Do you feel we did the right thing?
Do you feel the pains of are breakup?
If you could only see me now,
Would you take me in your arms?
and tell me we are going to be okay?
Can you feel me right now?
If you can do you understand,
I truly wanted you to be my man,
When you’re gone,
The world on my end has stopped,
My heart is broken into billions of pieces,
I pray each night you are feeling the same way,
But then I get so lost in all my emotions
That I forget why we ended in the first place,
I’m missing you
But I know why we needed to let each other go,
But my heart keeps missing you so,
Missing the face, I once knew,
But we are so long gone
How could we still be hanging on?
I never felt this way before,
I never thought this pain would last so long,
everything I do reminds me of you,
Every place I go
I start to remember all those memories
When we would dance in summers breeze,
But when I go home to a place of old heartaches,
A place we made history,
I go to our bedroom
I would see the photo of you and me
Looking so happy,
The smile upon our face like everything was okay,
I loved how you would dance with me
Before we ended our night,
You will kiss me with true passion,
The love we had ended so fast,
I could still remember when we take are walks
I could still count your every step
Your every breath,
But that is long gone,
Know all I have is the memories
how can I pick up the billions of pieces of my heart
And make my life a better place,
Did you ever take the time?
To see that we were made for each other?
but we gave up on the best things we ever had
That was a love that could have last,
I try so hard to let or past go,
But somehow, I wanted you to know
I still love you so,
I’d given you my heart and soul
But that is when everything started to bring on the rain,
I started getting where I could no longer breath
When You had left me.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I want you to know;
Things are never what they seem
When it comes to darken dreams,
Oh, come and hear the screams
Do you understand what that means?
You know who this is;
That makes you like this,
Look deep within your mind
And think of all those painful times,
You will see his eyes;
They are like the crystal moon,
That comes in late June,
In the night, it beams red upon the deadly sea
Into darken dreams;
Autumn leaves fall from the tree
This I see from my bedroom window,
While you talk to me about the one who haunts me,
Every time I put my hand near the fire
It’s like the flames reach out to touch me,
The impalpable apple ash
Is near the burning log,
The flames hold deadly memories,
Everything I ever cared about
Had come to an end,
The seal of the envelope has been licked,
Every word that has been written
Every storm brings me back to you,
As if everything that exists is because of
darken dreams;
where ancient ships
seal out on the Mediterranean Sea,
where little boats sink deep
where the wickedness weep into the night,
oh, how the sound give fright,
each day on the hour
the tears fall like raindrops on the ground,
I start to feel all hope is destined from me,
Why does Dark Angel want to keep me like this?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who have lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once has given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time, the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The whispering of the night
Kept me up throughout the night,
through the autumn leaves
were you staring at me;
Your voice was as gentle as time,
You whispered love in my ears,
You told me secrets of long ago,
A place I would have loved to had seen
In many dreams;
While the night moved along;
You sang me a sad song;
Into a deep sleep, I went
By morning you were gone,
But that gentle voice;
Sounded out into the autumn winds,
asking me if I would like to see him again,
That put a smile upon my face
While it gave me a limp of faith,
While the day was young,
My heart was filled with whispers of love,
Words of truth-filled my soul
With heaven on my mind
Oh, how it felt so divine.
Love found me just in time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadowlands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I know, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
Tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of the season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heartbreaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days have taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My queen, come to me
Not only in your dreams,
If I must I will cut out my heart
Where you won’t take it apart,
I was once you knight
I never left your side,
Until that cold September night
When Dark Angel has given, you fright
He took over your life,
He had taken away my queen
And that wasn’t any dream,
But you have forgotten me
If only you could see,
I can see you still
And even hear your voice,
At the time, I could hear you call out my name,
I can hear you
Feel you
See you
But you look at me as if I am no longer there,
I have two feet
but I could never approach you,
I could never get close to you
But I can still feel your love from far
You are the queen of my heart,
I cannot go to you
But I want too,
I still crave your lips
to kiss all your sweetness,
I’m speechless,
It’s you I will always miss,
One day I will take hold of you
I will grasp you in my heart
In my soul
In my arms
And never let you go,
My heart will always be strong for you
Because we are not two
We are one in love
You are all my emotions
You are the breath I breath
Oh, my dear queen
come back to your knight
and dance with me for life,
you run through my mind
from my blood that pumps to my heart,
I carry you everywhere I go
Your love is the key to me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between us,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wildfire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to our window
Are the candles that were once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper than you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take any more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Looking to the west,
Where true love has given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;

Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;

Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tale,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,

Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how things aren't feeling right,
Loss of hope did arise in me,

Fear started taking over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,

From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,

‘’On! Please not for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,

It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,

where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,

Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery