I'm looking at the man in the mirror, I see him!, through self reflection I don't think I'll ever need him, to take a step outside and see the world as it is, my thoughts change like the seasons, they never knew me anyday it is, so I depend on you to get me through, this is for you, I know you like it how I tell it, I'm psychic though I'm biting off what you said really makes me tick, this paranoia sticks, now I look at you different, I can't identify your ego, I see that there is no more me within you, it's just me and you and I hate it, can you relate?, or was it just a question I must answer myself- albeit, I noticed that your making sacrifices, my guess as an outsider- it's a mid-life crisis, you're at the place you need to be and I don't wish to ruin it, I can't believe I'm doing it but now I get to rest and pad my stats, taking risks in uncharted territory- this is just my new beginning even when I'm losing still I feel I'm winning, though I drink alone and I can't believe I crashed nearly, never knowing it could last more than a day- and the withdrawals go many days, and I'm crawling back, still hugging on the high, anxious!, for a reply from rehab, hoping that I'm accepted by you- everything we've been through, but still I'm looking at a mirror through my eyes, that's broken, left only feeling I could fix it, for coping.

I'm justified to **** the justice system from behind, and let the homies hit it cause it ain't no fun if the homies don't get none, lady liberty is bribed-to work for thugs mansion, in exhange for a makeover, we find the man guilty!, scapegoats caused packed jails, and bond is useless, use whiteout on blackmail!, this black male who was right out this white man's world.. hope his standards- can stand the test of time, I'm sitting on my morals and demand I have the time, to plot against the system so my brothers can avail, don't wanna cause hell, but in a subtle sense I wish to rob it blind, as the middle child I could slip between the cracks, and find the reason why my father failed to tell his son the battles' just begun for me- so come strapped!, I never meant to grip a gat, but once I heard the facts, I can't take it back!, they better take my life!, and be the reason that the world turns faster, I would've made it standstill, and let em see a real disaster.

I think about it all the time, a life that's never mine, I'm blind!, I'm losing my mind!, point the finger and at least I can die with false peace, and the ones that think they got me in their grip have survivor's guilt.. I was built to raise the *******, it's more effective than the fist you raise for power, and more respected, life is ******* up my vibe when no one's ******* with me, so **** the world for that ******* ****, tell it to em!, Imma take it personal; on my person it's a hurtful thought and Imma be the first to tell it-Imma just develop the honesty- to pull it off, Imma push if you try to pull me down *******, no use for you to silence the momentum I gain cause in the moment you do, that's the moment of truth, and Imma snitch it right now, you did it!, it took a real ***** to admit it, I hate to be that *****, cause now another ***** gotta die, and why ask why, just assume the position and just assume to die!

As simple as it goes and flows the universe within the palm of my hands is just another curse, my ability to attract repels the facts, the right side of my brain remains a class act, five stars taken out of the trillions within the outer space multiple times, I'm always greedy as a needy star, I know myself, I know my worth, thought twice how to express and this is what I came up with, so you can't get enough and I can see it in your eyes, I outshined them so all my competition dies, I love the repetition and I might make an addition that is just enough to heighten my image within your vision, hey world if I think about you.. I'm feeling that you're living off my name as I sing about you, copy and paste my lyrics in your spirit, this is so you're near it but you might begin to fear it. AHH ****.

I'm convinced, and I believe, I'm only seconds from admitting I admire what transpires from desire ever since, the word itself is bond as we bond as a witness, that this was just a dream come true, no witchcraft in my craft, it's work, the tangibles from my intagibles for sure, that shall endure, whatever thoughts mature from the process of itself and the things that I perceive, that magic is naive and it never ages like fine wine, or was it me never satisfied with it's instant gratification that shows the immaturity in my imagination, it's a question for ages and through the 7 ages of man, I might be a wizard within the last stage, I guess I'd figure I'd drop gems and leave paper trails if you follow my footsteps and pull a rabbit out a hat and tip it to me, we have a chemistry so visions of a chemical imbalance never get to me, you've been such a good friend, you ain't never had a friend like me, postcards from the nyc that shows how we touch souls to the people that ascend like me!!!

Long time no see, from what I've seen, you haven't changed in this small world, living large, coming up short with these long lines bout all the business that you did with me to give you such a voice, could it be?, I muted you and moved to such a place where the silence gave me peace enough to be a humble spirit, I fear it as I near the thoughts that come to mind, yet I indulge on the possibilities, "The world is mine!", cutting off the games you would play, saw your poker face, I would take your game at face value, my habits of habitual insights, I see it as a thing that only goes so far, it could be death at one's doorstep, show who you are!, I can't be paranoid regardless, you can be creative with your mask, but how you gonna win against reality when it already knows your soul?!, what a lovely conversation that could go anywhere, in conclusion it could all be an illusion, I'm illustrating what I offer, let's talk about it deeper cause I feel you were the author, explore imagination!

Lost ones and a lost soul doesn't know the mystery behind his history coming back wanting payback, play it in the Maybach, and lay back, and take that, face that, you'll never find your way back, your lost, I put the petal to the metal, knowing I'm a rebel to the level of understanding that I don't see myself, a vessel, that's a rhythm for your nation if you wish to lead an army in a harmony you love, mastering the art of proxy wars using oxymorons, and leading all my enemies to think I was the weakest link with strong connections, that's how you form a bond with robbing souls, I call it "making a killing", the perfect toll of hyperbole and so tonight will be the night you struck the nerve in me to ****** the ******* that never heard of me fully, you heard?!, never complicated, it'll be easy to die the fastest, plus it tends to be the nastiest ones, from the flashiest guns, no need for asking me I demonstrate it happily and leave some room for silence-later, the science behind the triumph, I cannot explain, it's the feeling that does the talking and pleases the brain.

At the beginning of my manhood, I had a story, and it was for me, but I would call it boring , I would feel I had the time to fool around and take the youth, to my fantasy but naked eye would see the naked truth, it became the pillow talk of the night, and that's the nexus of this plexus, I only got ***** cause I was sexist, with raw emotions under arrest, the intimate *** you say I was a stranger to and you would have to take it slow and teach me, and thankfully you reached me when my interest was high, so I admit that I would have the best time on my first time feeling like a pro, you already know, telling me you want a 2nd round, I figured so, now I see the yin and yang as the new thing..ready to go deeper peeping out the secrecy, already know the deepest is a sleeper, if I wake it up, it would spill the energy that minus well be friend or enemy, and yes the enemy was sexier and I admit my vice, now I have a baby mama that had several baby daddies and they only gave me fleeting advice, get this,  "your child needs support and your seed has a right to witness".

Now another one, coming in kinda common, comments, I'm calling, competent to caution confidence that is conning, one on one, I will bet I'll hit you two for two, when I make your mind count on your heart to live through what I got for you..no denial keeps it fair, the trial, I dare, to end, nowhere, I **** the villain playing a victim, wishing him a long kiss goodnight to his own nightmare, the boy who cried wolf was a black sheep ****** but I'd hate to be the man where the life as a human being I never was the man that could look into the next man's eyes and unite with the man that would see me as a brother, it's when I come to learn I must cut this brother off, knowing him, probably feels that his mother's all he's got, so a brother telling him what he's not but should be, all the hate for his father he presents unto me, since I aint for the kiddy ****, I'm gon give him something he can cry about, now a man's born, he's ready for the world, ain't no more babysitting, daddy's coming home as the piece that was missing.

Within the palm of my hands, it's two sides to a tale, and I know it like the back of my hand, creating waves on the stage with abundance!, plus a mailbox full of chatter that's redundant, dancing with the stars feeling grounded, ain't good as it sounds, so he simply just resumes the habit playing with his number one fan, and he swears to GOD with that hand he will try to stay committed, he's cheating himself, I've been there and repeated myself... left more questions on the table then answered, I'll holla back, once you see I can't spoonfeed you the freedom to dig in, you dig it?, so **** the handouts, you man up and standout, and occupy the kids to be ***** trained, flush the system of the ******* for life, now death has another thing coming, the wiser man, who you can trust will leave the cleanest, the boys that wet the bed'll be the reason- the ***** was dry

Save us all!, save us all!, save us all!, my glass is filled full yet I'm not yet fulfilled, I hope rainbows help pain goes, I kiss the sky, it's a long kiss goodnight, I see you in my dreams, hope that you catch me when I freefall at my door, the ******* is flooding my mansion where more turns to less, I confess this latchkey is not masterful when I'm unhappy, my happiness right behind tough skin, puffing that dough though it bothers me still, why can't I make it unless it's a thrill, prayers that's laced with my hate, I embrace it and contemplate fate, I'm faded!, run *****, run!, run *****, run!, run *****, run!, run!, breathless from all this violence that was done, blindfolded, back against the wall I see, I struggled to embody me free!, the pity in streets...

Baptized in private for the rapture of the public, but you ain't gotta like it cause the hood gon love it, see you can take the boy out the hood but you can't take the hood out the homie cause you know my spirit loves to see the white man bleed, to feed my kids for generations, what's a better temptation that I could think of?, well, staying hungry though it's not revealed, a hidden track in my lost and found life full of searching for myself, that's a cult classic!, if I died then it drastically sales within the underground I call hell, heard you call it unique, I brung a presence in a way in which I knew my purpose well beyond the grave of this mainstream *******, never giving answers to the question I had, "What's to die for?", if you lie just to keep you alive, selling out, feeling safe with the one's that got your soul on lockdown, shoot first, ask later!, why I had to be a killer to the whole **** industry that made me a killer?!, you can't tell me how to live though you tried, I'm sentenced as a menace cause of testament where fools tried to test me, let me live!, I got the passion to collaborate with you if you're only resurrected from this ****, we gave it up, living on Mars, feeling stars blow up!- fore they shine, and leave true scars on this *******, and that's the only light I see from being undercover, and that's the cover art *******!

The forecast!, is tops dropped, wide coverage, the media exposes ******* at a fast rate, rain go away, call me crazy but you motherfuckas only get shady when it was sunshine, so y'all complain when it only rains one time, in a year where you all fear being clear; now it's a new day!, I'm through with life sentence, and isn't it cool, I call it fame with a vengeance, assurance and endurance.. very durable.. is it a cure?, or was it all ego?, a beta male can tell me, you alpha's gotta look from inside out, beta's gotta look no further, cause you wild n out, the surprise is in, there's about to be a lot of bloodshed if these ******* don't **** the fasade, c'mon and ride with your boy, we about to go a hundred deep in this ******* and I ain't playing!, if you feel what I'm saying, tighten your chest, you claim you'll take a bullet but you won't come home for humble pie?!, and it's a shame cause it's sugarcoated, didn't even need to go in deep, we'll take our time to die. CAUSE LIFE IS GOOD.

What to do not to fear?, through hearsay, I hear it once and never give it street cred to replay, at ease, the ******* tend to leave.. forgive my posture, I don't see em all as b's, it's just the way it is, I'm hungry for the action if it's dwelling on me, they're full of **** if they were bold enough to tell it on me, so I'm suspicious of you faking to be vicious, I call it out through action if it's balling out your mouth, I know I'm at my best when the scent is on him.. easy enough but I don't smell it on him.. I don't have it but I wish that I could have a taste, not knowing if it's deadly to me, the responsibility with its power depends on common sense, not so common afterall since we're dying for it, trying for it so we're lying for it, the truth speaks for itself, help me to help you, don't ask me, it's street code, I'm laughing it off, what I don't know can't hurt me, immortal cause it hurts to ask, so I leave you dead in the streets putting mind over matter, you don't matter to me, so share my laughter, I don't matter to you, but yet we're safe never going there, it's brotherly love to leave it here; so we call it a rap and never act on fear.

Sometimes it makes me wonder how the jungle is so shallow but we never touched the bottom, our shadows did, I have the perfect picture frame for an artist that's been working the hardest, paint this portrait, you will make it big regardless, we're young brothers caught in the mist, though we're living the life, I'd pay somebody that could show me how it is, you know we come a dime a dozen, loving us some dimes, though I see that he has tens of bad ******* acting ugly to him, now I would give it to him if this ceases, he'll get his power back cause now his tolerance is used as weakness, maybe we both- gotta travel to a place where we're fortunate our fortunes breaks it down for us, learn to break bread, investing cause it humbles breadwinners, I set the music for the ride and it's tropical tunes, cause I forget where I was at but still the topic resumes, we were in a cold place melting cold hearts, talking bout what we're gonna do when they're warm enough to chill, trust the ride, trust the vibes and the cool thrill, the blood, sweat and tears will evaporate with skill.

Moreover, I chose to be sober to get a little taste of home, what did I miss?, I'm starving, pass the jargin, it's the same.. I guess tradition is to blame, it's infamous but famous can you blame us?, we're superstars!, though priceless we were lifeless, I examined the nicest in a crisis, it's likely that he was the wisest with the widest mind and with the Midas touch, no wonder his heart was gold, when I'm around him, I never fold, I open up, it ain't luck, it's meant to be that we can trump our enemies..not using politics but policies, we operate in polished fashion now the nation wants us guiding them with everlasting flashing, they tend to ask me how to heal, I simply say "whatever happens happens", you know the lessons from our young years, use it throughout the years, we have our get togethers, classic barbecues, classic uncles, classic cousins, it's classic cause we clash views, I refuse!, if only the food-was just a little less stressed, I feel our sauce would prove to be the best, I love y'all, kiss the ones I couldn't see, just a little touch of love, don't overeat.

Provide yourself a little break, and come to take on the patience of a man who could lose it all tonight, where every move was calculated, count em all as useless if he uses them to do what he was used to doing, eyes bloodshot red where you could see all his years within the sight of his mind, I find peace in what's disclosed, cause that's what he knows..I find nothing that scares me, challenges the vision but perception won't impair me, I find that he's in blindness, and this is me on steroids, it's stronger than drugs, you see the changes before and after entertaining strangers..feeling sorry for the kids cause I wanna be their voice, knowing it's a choice to let them play, and live and let live, I've got a hit-list for ones that didn't get this message- I give em mercy asking "how they want it?", and that was business, cause now I've got another hit, I'll be the hit man..the proof is in the pudding..never do the things you shouldn't, but either way I'm doing what he should've did, we could've been a force, but he would've been scared cause I got enemies of course.

Glad it's finally coming out around the time that I was silent, now it's time to show that violence ain't the method to proceed, "this country is to be a sound of drum and bass", case and point that rythym makes us listen while the killers keep it monotone, failing easy with these felonies, I put no value in the way he thinks, I thought he knew I'm through with what he's telling me, like don't you know I'm grown if I think I am?, I was the oldest one to prove I was, no one even listens to you, my actions do the talking and the walking as a man, what would you do?, resume the life you're used to calling "young life", and prove that you was "too young" to living the dream..your dying from the visions of your mind, hallucinating everybody's hating cause you shine till they wake up, you're slept on until you choose to open your eyes and give your mind the rest it needs cause you hardly pay attention, **** everybody that wants to plot on you or ****-ride, no selling souls or free-rides will be slick, they're b-sides.

Credit to Bono on that poignant quote of illustrious inspiration, shock the nation with the instrumentation, I ROCK ON!

My only debt was all the suffering I caused myself, I played it out but then I found I only played myself, head leader in charge of the one's I feed, but only tainted by quick hits and greed- I need to have a need to need again and view, it's something I would have to do- ain't nothing new, the few, the proud and loud.. killed by the silent killer, the thriller serves as filler to you, but it was thrilling to me, to die for your love- I would try it if I didn't hate the fact that nobody cares, you got a problem with it, solve mine!, die for me; and I will solve yours.. we'll ride or die, call us Bonnie & Clyde but never try it at home..it's every man for himself when alone, my company is hard to keep, cheap player haters, quality friends can get robbed of life, I was down with the homies trying to pull off a heist but then the **** got thick and we're thin in personnel, for personal reasons I want out and need time, they always wanna rewind to remind me of these signs, they're coming for me!, they'll never take me alive, they're better off dying first themselves, they can catch me in hell until we all take L's, I quickly caught a W from paying my bail and going back to the burbs, which is back to basics.. cause the ghetto is a matrix.

Tricky business is a witness to legitimate deals, we **** for it, I'm intimate when I know you're real, give me all that you got to give, and I will be the only hitter that went to bat and gave it all back, the benefits are always beneficial, when we keep it official, that there be no foul-play, we keep a distance; all the instances I made another love song, could've had another kid from a womb, doomed from the words of my ****, lucky me!; but I'm more responsible now.. I guess it's time for me to say..................... **** your friends cause I said they don't deserve it, knew that you would be offended, intended for my easy targets, you wanna be my demonstration, go head!, cause I'll throw salt on you to verify that I don't have no sugar for *******, which is, perfect and worth a killing, of the person you never liked and wished was gone, but my spirit loves to live cause I'm reborn and ready for the world bout to punish it for killing me the first time, but they forgot to close my casket for good, left it open for the world to view my tortured soul, it's understood that nothing stands in my way, but yet revenge might be the hardest thing today at least.. try not to tell the people plans so they plan ahead, but I was head over heels to induce their fear-to love their boring days, I hope they really play on, cause when I crash the party- won't be no afterparty.

The air blows, in which it never cares where it goes, caught up in the whirlwind put me with hoes, that only loved when I rose and put the wind beneath my wings.. battled thugs, took the slugs, no love- cause they were just above the life and death or "living hell", all thugs go to heaven while I'm moving in a ghetto cell, but truly I started to know where to finish, now I'm back as a ******* menace, and I'm hype!, I be like, "free life!" and I'm never going back..the slave, can dig his grave on wax, eenie, meenie, miney, mo, low in a so-so way, though it's so many ways to get paid, and I ain't lying cause I'm trying to; just look at every thing I recently had been through; I really want it!, reminds me of the kind of person I adore; we both working for the better things to show, nearly equivalent but he was in the stage where you're just too young to see..simply put, this late star was an early one, I could see it in his eyes truly fore the dusk after dawn before he died, I knew he would explode, on the road to success where the best be your dreams and includes all the nights where you couldn't even sleep it seems- when I reach the sky I would shine so bright but I knew it was the limit so it all falls down just right about now when the world seems small though I'm still living large I would stall in his footsteps, never living up to them, still I try to live by what he said, I must size up to these bigger *******- if it's time to be a man and only deal with it, I would simply just say "**** em all!", but still hit it.

More money, more problems so you call it, the curses of being a workaholic on his game, I'm coming up on the rise, innocent eyes, though aware that I have clarity protecting my name, hope my fans have no shame cause disloyalty can hurt me, and I'm left to just surrender like I'm fighting for mercy, cause the sympathy is sparse, and it seems it's for the chosen ones so word to all my haters, are you desperate for lovers?, do you want me to show you love and set our differences aside, maybe we can make a peace treaty, we're really like the crips and bloods just the kiddy version, y'all whine about the colors I express in my coloring book, maybe y'all ain't ready for it and I'm only getting warmed up.. quite ironic that my favorite colors' blue, though I claim no gang, I hang with my crew, we're the popular kids and make gains in respect, my name is a threat and some never see me coming..but later on they were running for their lives.. I'm alive and well, and my hits will cause hell as well, especially if you fail to peep it.

My everything is overdue, I don't know everything, so this is dedicated to you, I made sure I would check you too, cause my **** is together and I respect all in support, what can I say about a give and return?, I just reflect on what I earn, you live, you learn.. if there, it's mine, if theirs, it's fine, cause, I do what I wanna do, while doing what I was supposed to do, you noticed?!, though the hardest thing for me today was keeping you focused, I just, scream "holla if you hear me", though I felt I have to come with the hands so you can feel me, and fear me, middle fingers up if you know how I get down cause I'm all for the ladies but I wait to put a ring on it, I like using that finger to keep her hot, for the moment of truth, that's all we got, girl, I'm ******* with you, and I only ***** with you, that's word and will be the loveliest words you heard from me for now, will the sunshine shine when I smile?, or be forever cloudy till I make you a child, I just wait a while, pray a minute, yes I cry, know my limits, knowing how life can be, when you're in it to win it.

They said I was an old soul, sole on his own still swole off the sugarcoating rhymes???!! in these bittersweet times still spitting sweet nothings to these women throwing salt on his wound of love, wishing karma could show him love from showing him attention, this retention is detention for being a **** boy ***-hopping, he hopes it soon listens, and says, "I know you love to live, you just hate how you living, you're easily forgiven", paying his dues to choose life or death, he's left not knowing what is left in him..this lifestyle, reserved for the baller cats putting hits on his dawgs switching sides, we ride and celebrate on selling hate to street rats comfortable with purchasing our plan to take the streets, "Sit down or be shot down and never stand tall" was the battle cry so they come with support, recruits coming off the streets dying for this ****, that simping is a version of pimping that makes you broke, catch up to speed with the players that broke the law, but leading a nation to be the greatest one you saw.

Holiday!, Hallelujah!, what's it to ya?, we could never pop it off if we don't know the time!, being blind to the signs that it's on the other side, we **** you if you switch, a ***** killed a ***** that was turning to a woman, can't carry yourself unless you carry the weight, now carry on..with my income coming in, outcomes' coming-out of my actions, I'm out of this *****!, piece!..my life goes on that's the only thing I know, as long as I'm living, I'm here for sure!, try me!, cause I represent living in a moment you could never imagine, your times up!, it happened!, I got him!, I told him!, I shot him!, was nothing left to say and there was nothing left to do, I'd only be a snitch if I talk some more about him, I showed up at his funeral to simply doubt the facts, saving all the chatter for the ones that felt he mattered, a sellout black, gets no love from me, above I'm free, and he's below 6 feet deep.

You think you have a fair exchange when you don't complain, it was strange kicking dirt off my name on tombstones, I blame me!, said it was solved with false faces, I knew that's not the case and they knew it, so move it!.. cause I got the power to prove it.......cause I'm really not defeated nor depleted just deceived, it's worth in me believing I achieved it, they know not what they do but they know what I would do so it's one "*******" and a "******* too", "come chill and have some brew with the rest of the crew and hold the door for us doormat", I'm dormant and adore it, and yeah, that was the story that you tell really well, so what's the joy that you seek?, another brotha's hell?, well we all in hell cause we retaliate but I don't spoil myself the blessing cause I'm hungry for your fate, I see it as a gift that can shift my mood, cause I'll never be that figure with attitude, ya *****!

Auto-pilot, the speed dial session.. after this I learn to really count my blessings, gotta keep em up, tell me the time and I tell you to take it slow, tired of tempers tempting me with temptation, I'm tense!, clock out?!, a no-go, a no-show no more, non-stop!, this is just my standard of living, forgive me, given I don't want my ***** giving these..please!, my number 1 problem was thinking that I had 99 problems!, taking psychology 101, watched 1,000 ways to die, read 1001 books you must read fore you die and they say not to stress?!, it's 1 step forward and 2 steps back I guess, so because you chose to 1up me, I hate you 2, and we forgot about the 3rd wheel keeping the score, it's day 4 and we're neck and neck.. so finally we take 5, and when the clock struck 6, it's the 7th time..we were 8 hours in on a 9th year ritual, 1 of our 10..habitual ways of going back-and-forth, north-and-south..what the hell is it about?, does it even count?.. does it even make sense?.. and what will our account, amount to?

Calling out the life I live when I choose not to bust, I feel I'm going nuts with no rush to adjust me, no girl can feel my pain when I just hold it in, we're holding hands knowing it was time to part ways, the things within my closet I may never own, if I never kept it fresh, just as dry as bones, simply picture drama piling as we speak, feeling on an island where you're just among the weak, sit on it in disbelief, wishing your belief was uncertain, just behind the curtain you was hurting to find it wasn't, nobody to trust, everybody knows your gullible, anybody capable of taking your power, now you say "**** the world" but the world rapes cowards, and maybe I was guilty of it, what the hell we beefing for, years after I felt I embodied a castration, I could say I found myself, claiming desperate reparations, buying yet another day, living just another lie, though it gets repetitive cause now I'm running out of time. OR MAYBE I'M JUST PLAYING WITH MYSELF! AND IT HELPS JUST TO MAKE IT LAST LONGER.

I'm a beast, in this release, I got peace, bringing new beats to the streets.. so when the people peep the pieces, peep the pieces people!, a piece of me gives you peace of mind, never going hungry, keep me on repeat, piecing me together, just complete the puzzle, people will compete, will you keep your hussle?, cause the struggle will continue when the people lose their mind being selfish, people prove they're helpless to each other, I keep it color concious cause these color commentators keep the commentary colorful and graphic.. but our people keep it black and white, why we need it grey?, guess they're tired of the truth, so the lies kept us straight on tract for contact through combat, comrades turning through the crack contact..and my contacts never believe, so I keep em out of contact, put it in the context, keep it as a contract- cause we never will contract if we counteract, can I get a hand-clap please?!!, wonder why those high-fives brought me to my knees, now I hit em with a two-piece, just to keep it g- but they keep a tab on me- tell my fans piece.. got love past streets to the og's, and the homies seeking release- in this release, I got peace.

Watch me, ooh we!, who's he?, chase me.. let the better man win, if you let him..and tell him that he's marked for death, I lose, loose, lost by score, I'm sore loser, so sorry, why I gotta be like that?, being me is enough so to speak, follow me!, a little glance is a chance, to enhance and advance, the romance tween us, we must rush and re-up what's lost on our own honeymoon leaving ****** tunes strictly for the kids, for it's the feelings we feel and the struggle that's real that stole our innocence.. and the timidness I hate, but even this would make me gasp.. well if peace is what I make it can I make it last?, or was I in the past?, feeling free at last, though I'm out of gas contemplating how to get out of what I been through, but it's been through, but the pains' here, but I can't fear, what I fought through, so with all due respect it'll cost you, such a loss that I knew might affect you too if I'm not careful..just know it's coming from the heart.. so if love be my rage let my rights be my wrongs..NOW YOU CAN'T SEE ME *******!

Wanna be a martyr?, a living legend justifies it's harder to die for what you lived for or lived on, it's a time where we contemplate leaving fore we even see the light cause it wasn't for us to see, let them glorify what the culture never mortifies, leaving vultures in the dark, leaving a mark, to ****, the critics, that never criticized criticism being critical to what's right in their face, respect the effort if you even don't respect the mind behind the mind over matter, shall I insist?, first of all let me give it to em first, first come, first served, first seen, first heard, secondly, the job is done.. putting the feeling within the meaning cause I mean it..and it's proven in a second, every second represents my second time to prove that I was second to none, and my fans second that cause I put my fans first, they're the second to hear it, after I approve it first, and my body of work can catch a body in a heartbeat setting time still cause it wastes time from your life, your life expectancy could grow as the beat goes on cause my work is timeless in a time of apocalypse, the greatest hits in the vaults, if you think you're ready then your fate could be your fault, walking the walk and still talking the ****, that would make you high on life cause the **** is legit.

So those on their death bed better watch out cause I'M COMING TO GET YAH!, I'M COMING TO GET YAH!

Getting up is hard work, try to work me hard it's an easy way for me to catch a case..easy money is hard, when you're ******* trying to take it easy because you call it hard, a what you call it?, workaholic didn't want to do my ***** work..he comes to work clean..working for a boss in a ***** business that's cutthroat, corrupt cause it cuts family ties, what a surprise, I work to keep the family close, plus I keep my friends close, but my enemies closer, but I couldn't stand what he stands for, he's an enemy to families, he'll never take my kids, he ever touch my kids, I would touch him too.. and I guarantee he'll never touch my kids again..I would die for my people anytime, but anytime **** hits the fan, it's every man for himself, it's my responsibility to lead us out the dark, it's never been my duty just to keep us out the dark, you're scared of the dark?!, I'm scared too, I was scared being dark cause I'm scared of the light, I only like light skins, tough luck for me, cause every ******* look just like me!...I might be wrong but I know that I'm right thinking I'm wrong but I don't give a ****!, I feel I'm right.

Business as usual, a resolution hard to commit to, maybe cause I'm trying to forget you, it ain't you it's me, it ain't me that sees things without you, ain't it a clue to you?, friends overrated, but being underappreciated by one that wants to make it on his own, grown men gotta learn to own pain, they created or it's fated that we live with shame, and be the same, am I to blame?, every step that I take is like footsteps on flames, I avoid speaking names and recently got my number changed to fit the code of conduct I must live by, so why bother?, why not leave me alone and make history fulfilling what I want for once?!, it's your greatest chance to make it, brothers put the cart before the horse and never get a chance to make it right.. cause now you're borderline on a boundary I will never compromise with the ones that try to cross it.. my unapologetic means to be straightforward, only left a brother at the crossroads, and exposed, for letting it get this far...I guess it's a bar, I could never set.. or maybe I'm just eager to stop, giving up too fast, I should make it last, in regards to your *** strictly judging from the past, my hindsight caught me from the blindside, but I don't give two *****, I've been reality's *****, and it led me, to following instincts from my mind.

What's up!, what's up!, you maybe think I'm a mourner, been giving you my opinion bout all of the 4 corners, I'm die hard for death from dying by living fast, and leaving the scene feeling like me, whenever I pass..surely it's half on me, half on you, I know what contradictions can do, but **** your feelings, cause I'm convinced I'm healing, it's my insurance policy, giving you full assurance to rest, upon your morals, all emotions that's making us join hands and plan for better days, we stand in service to try and serve all, doing what still serves us, feeling some don't deserve the privilege to make the difference, who's invited to party with us?, America!, oh hail!, you never failed us, giving us black America, some of us don't give second chances, breakup to makeup, no love from start to finish, I think the business is done, cause clearly we're not replenished, now you call me a menace not being open to change, still you get no attention, your advances are strange... so this is my stand!, I'm moving on!, cause this could be the story I completely let you in on, so chill out, it only comes a dime a double dozen thousand, every blue moon, it slips up and gets a grip, time to trip out with twins and triplets, everyone will have their chance sometime, someday, something comes up somehow, and somebody will play, while others have a cow, but I ain't got no beef with you, Judah is proud!

Scatter the scavengers on this avenue, you got mad cause we were lively spirits and was laughing at you, we were raisins in the sun while you blazing just for fun, I would join you but my session is dead and gone, so no leftovers to feed off, no takeaways to sleep on, there's only meat to beat off, that gives diminishing returns, keeping you up, but you don't know what's up, you're not perfect for this role, you were too old to show what you got, you got nothing, these others showing something, they have some potential, but scratch it, I'd like to play you playing you, just to show you how you cheat yourself and beat yourself, never had the time of day to meet yourself and greet yourself, I deserve a standing ovation, I played my part, very well cause you know I'm quite a king at playing drama queen so it only means more drama for you, cause I'm right up on your ***, you must compensate what's due, what is new?, I'm not bout that "What it do?" till you do you and do what you supposed to do, so keep it true, on a clear blue sky day, we love to go our way which is just a way to get away..from what we say we would do, boring days, boring nights, cry me a river of your excuses, I'll pollute with what I know-can do it, it's nothing to it..just a little belief-can be like magic, and tragic for you, when I prove it.

Congratulations!, I was, patiently waiting for the moment I could say it, I just did and it makes sense, the hardest thing for me to do was simply do what we could do, rescue our mind and this all could be true, a *****'s footprints, would cause these men to make a blueprint to discover where their time went, cause they ain't bout ****, and yes vice-versa cause curses occured, that was the word, didn't get it from me, so what you heard warrants research, we're searching for a resolution, and now we meant it, instead of seeing where it could go, we pick up where we left it, I never will accept the superficial kisses, it's super annoying.. super deeply scarring.. you won't be Mrs. until you admit you missed this reality check, so on your wish list, the faith that you have is a hex, that crazy fantasy that you and me have and want, a little bit of magic and havoc could add to it, after this, it's calculus but I was prepared to ace it, the risk is difficult, so to me, Congratulations!

I'm gaining strength and there's no stopping me, but still I slowly do a bob & weave, underachieved huh?, but peep out the story in real speed, those were the people that killed me, all that remains is only my brain intact, and really it still bleeds, needless to say all of my hate is pride that never hides, if there's a moment to be humble, I'll be silent as we speak................. I'm undercover but the boundaries are fair.. so ones that know me from here are one's that never go there, you wanna switch sides?, it's a long way down, so tell your friends you're out of town and out of excuses..., the course is free, I'm worry free, I'm being me- I speak for all, shut the **** up, you don't know me, so slowly get hands off my dome piece, cause no one can read one's mind, you'll find trouble, I try to be humble but yet stumble on these motherfuckas that try to start trouble is it my fault, reality by default, there's nothing clearer, I'm nearer to death because I fear you being near to me, if not I'm close enough, he tries to say that I'm too harsh to him..but I caught him in his feelings, made it hard for me to feel for him, but out the kindness of my heart.. I'll only do me, so simply give me 50ft.