i see you
glaring
with your hateful eyes,

can't get enough of me?

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better, i wish i had known.

i wish i never wrote that poem.

i wish i didn't visit you that day.

i wonder if things would be different if home, i had decided to stay.

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I will let go of
My anger
And I will not think
About my anger
I will not be
Inflicting pain
On my friends
I will let go of
My bad thoughts
I will let go
Of my depression
And I will not think about it

God please
Do me a favor
Shine a light
In my life
Because I want
To have a
Bright life
And I just hate
To have a dark life

Sometimes I dream
But sometimes it's dark
Either colours
Or sensory deprevation
Those are my nights

i too fly solo
&
enjoy the flight

when the day clears
i look up at the others

when i die they will need two coffins for the funeral, one for the body and one for all my wrongs

It’s been a long time,

And by now I’m mostly numb,

But still,

Watching you bleach the canvas,

Watching you clean all the stains,

Like a thief hiding every scrap of evidence,

Ridding your legacy of all our transgressions,

My throat tightens,

My eyes water,

My nose burns,



It’s fine,

Pinky promise,


I’ll keep my pieces safe for us,



Pinky promise.