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Aimée Mar 2024
My world is washed in grey
A place where once there was color
My world became this way
When I gave up on what was sure

Because it's people that give life meaning
And I've lost enough that it's bleeding
Losing love, and joy, motivation, and needing
I'm trapped alone in the grieving
Aimée Mar 2024
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Heartbreak to world
Looks like a puddle you step in
Until it's you that steps in
Then your soul is drowning
While your body plays pretend
You howl on the inside
But with out, you grin
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Aimée Mar 2024
I don't how you traveled the space
That exists between us now
You left no footsteps in your wake
Or maybe your stride was far too great

But we still talk you and I
At a time that others trade for dreams
I tell you of how my days go by
And you show me the stars in your sky

We find ways our nights to fill
You working and listening
While I sit and talk on my window sill
Fighting the exhaustion eating at my will

Because dawn breaks soon
And the day's needs are close
Goodbye until the sky's maroon
I'll miss you today my man in the moon
Aimée Mar 2024
Please tell me God
Is there really an end
To this hell I'm trapped in?

How long do I watch
Helpless to aid her
As she faced her monsters?

When will he be
Delivered, free
From this maladie?

Why does love mean
Eternal secondhand suffering
And yet a refusal to stop hoping?
Aimée Feb 2024
God said, I need your hope to be stronger

I thought, He wants me to believe in this relationship harder and longer.

I knew I was wrong when He said walk away.
Now I know, he meant believe you can get through the grey.

He meant, believe you can love again and that I have a better match

But I don't think I'll succeed,
I think I'm burned out at last.
Aimée Feb 2024
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I have more to say

Than you are willing to hear

So then who should change?
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Aimée Feb 2024
I love the flaws on my body
Freckles, scars, and stretch marks
And wrinkles are my favorite
Some are from frowns
And many more from grins
I love them all because
I never thought I'd have any of them

I never thought
I'd make it this far

But I did
So I'll add
And add

Until my collection of stories
Marks me
From head to foot

And then I think
I'll tell all my children
How wonderful wrinkles are
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