You waltzed into my life without caring whom you might ******* and destroy, or how many.
You rudely and violently attacked a man that did not deserve a fight with you, but then again not many do.
You took from me the only man I ever in 'my life' looked up to for still my many unanswered questions about life.
The one man that was my beacon whom guided me through every storm .....until the rain and howling winds eventually had passed me by.
HATE.
Hate is a very strong word therefore I very seldom use the word.
But cancer, know this, I HATE YOU!
You have devastated my life once already in a way that has put me into a place that there is no coming back from.
Alas, however,
.... I refuse to allow you to destroy whatever life I may have left!
My life that I once knew is certainly in ruins after I saw how you treated and violated one of the most lovable men that has graced this Earth.
It may be dark at times where I reside now and perhaps forever more,
but I will not allow you to keep my eyes from absorbing the rich sunlight that will grant this flower the nutrients needed to continue to grow.
You brought me to my knees in one fell swoop.
But I will rise once again I hope one day soon.
One day soon I will stand tall like a redwood just so that I can eventually look down upon you.
Look down upon you and feel like I beat you,
not only for me but,
... for my Dad that you murdered in front of my eyes without care.
Every day, and I mean every day I miss you so much Dad.