A mixture between sadness and happiness occurs
Causing a  broking effect  right in the heart  
From that terrified past comes that feeling of being nothing but grief
Creating a shadow of darkness that lasts forever
memorised a sad tune in the head

to leave or to die
it's you own way to say goodbye
If you was the one who stay
My life wouldn't be dry
you decided to be a beautiful shadow in the sky
Making it a wonderful place to stay

I want to die to make my soul untainted like the sky
To be a beautiful butterfly
To see all the moments when I was shy
I want to be the air in the sky
To make myself blue not dry
It's a wish of a broken fly

I see your shadow everywhere
I hear your voice repeated in my ears like an echo every day
I hear the move of your feet every Monday
I smell your perfume in every flower in the world
hallucination they say

butterfly
Beautiful like a butterfly
Yet, like a larva she is
Her truth is hidden beside a butterfly
She is hiding her ugliness behind her beauty
They said gorgeous
But, she made from her ugliness a marvelous pictures that captured every one
Never judge her weakness
It can hid a different image of strongness
From nothing she made a marvel
She becomes  the incarnation of beauty

I dreamed to fly, to touch once the sky
I dreamed to be free; an angel  in the sky
Yet,
They end my try  
They cut my wings and forbid me from fly
Making my  utopian world dry
Like a little fly
They don't give a chance to try
They killed me simply without looking for the sky

I like blue; it's the colour of the sky
I like blue; it's the colour of his eyes
I can see his love reflected in that sky
I can see how big it is like the sky
His love for me reflected in his eye
like  the water reflecting the sky
Blue, pure, and  mere like the mere ^^

You was  a beautiful dream
Now, You become  a  horrible nightmare
You was a colourful image drawn in my mind
Now, You are a colourless image inside my head.
Red, the colour of love, vanished in the air
Black, the colour of death,  shades our dreams black
Making, therefore, our Curse
our beautiful memories hunt me every night
It was a yellow bless
Now, it becomes a dark curse
Shattering my heart every night

I'm
Too tired  to hear your words
Too doubtful to believe them
Too faithful to ignore them
Too cautious to trust them
Too hopeless to hope in them
Too unconscious to recognize them

I wish I can fly
Like a bird or a butterfly
I wish I can fly
Like an angle in the sky
I wish I can fly
Where I can find my freedom in the sky

Hello poetry


Goodbyes reality



Hello poetry


Hello dreams

I like rain, when it pours, I fell it cries like me
I like winter, it's cold like me_
I like snow it brings happiness to me
I like storm,  I fell it's says I here don't ignore me_
I like wind because it's strong unlike me
I like sun, it can burn  you at any time__
I like thunder,  it can boom when it is sad

Split between life and myth
Split between heart and hurt
Split between us
You live in dust ,but I am not

If I were a colour, I'll be red  the colour of love
If I were a colour,  I will be yellow the colour of the sunflower
And you will be my sun
If I were a colour, I'll be pink the colour of roses that bloom for you everywhere
If I were a colour, I'll be blue the colour of the sky
If I were a colour, I will be back the colour of the night
If I were a colour, I will be red the colour of your blood
Being therefore your immortal  friend

Hey there!! is that your heart ?
It is  shuttered, isn't it ?
sad !
Maybe dead !
Broken !!
Maybe stolen !
NON OF THAT !!!
What's up !!!
No answer is clear !!
What can he fell !!

Lack of luck
When I met you I thought you will broke this curse
But you become my eternal curse
I didn't believe in luck
But when I met I believed
Now, I discover that  The unlucky is me
that's what only can be lack of luck
I don't blame you, I only blame my choice

Someone push me to the light
I'm fluctuating between black and white
someone save me from this deadness
I'm in between emptiness and sadness

Tell the moon  I need to shine_
Tell the birds  I need to fly
Tell the sun  I need to light
Tell the stars I need to  flash
Tell the the ocean I need to ripple
Tell the night I need to cloud
Tell the morn I need to rise
Tell the universe I need to be  infinite_

I write a poetry without words
I sing a song without lyrics
-wordless, speechless, breathless-
That little bird _
That nonsense
That depression_
It's the storm in her sweetest image
It's the Gale in her best mood
I can hear it the voice of pain
--depression who knows
--Sadness who says

I only want to cry
I only want to die
I only want to say why
I only want to fly
I only want to try
I only want to draw
I only want to see you

I'm a poetry without rhythms
I'm a novel without  story
I'm a drama without a tragedy
I'm a song without sounds

In my dreams, you promised to stay with me
But, in reality you leave me three ...
Days !! Monthers !! Or Years ?? What was you plea...!
You may ask me now who is you
I will answer
Nature that's me !!
Sometimes I become a storm that will destroy you
Other times I became the sun that will light you
What about the rain and the snow !!!
They are inter me ... !
Now I am the moon shining for you
That what I can tell you
When it becomes wind I'll never forgive you like an earthquake I'll break you
The stars may save you they are my whole love for you...

Look..! jum down to the river of dreams you may find my dream
Look it's shattered...! look it's hidden there ..!
Look That dream may  light one day , may emerge and become true...!
Then flourish and light my path pushing me to the stars' world ..
May it become true...? one day it will be ...because he believed in me

Like the sun, like the moon I'm
Like the clouds, like the storms you are
Like the cold, like the snow you are
Like the lights, like the flowers I'm
Like the tear, like fear you are

Whenever I see you , Sadness jumps up to my heart
wind and river come together this year
It's time to leave the winter
And live the spring
I thought you would be  a butterfly that day
Yet you was a storm.

How fellings are broking
How heart is broken  
  
How earth is hellish
How people are careless

How time is merciless !
How minutes are matchless!
How distance is terrible  !
How  You is  horrible !
How time is merciless !
How  You is heartless !

The hallow inside me grows up rapidly
The gave lives in me
I saw your face  reflect how sadly
is me  . Missed or destroyed that the shadow shapes on me...

I'm tired , my heart is fired
I sad , where is me dad

There is a grief above #me , a grave inside _me
Where is the true _me ?!
Inside the grave there is _me
A huge hollow Lives inside _me
Broken, maybe  that's  the real __me

Such a sadness cuts my heart
Such a sorrow invaded my soul
Such a tears pours like a rain
Such a deep breath
Such a grief devivded my soul
Such a death in the heart
Shaped into the world
Such feelings blaze inside of me

How life is sad..!
How people are dead ...!
How the me is Fad ....!
How deep is dad ...!

From nowhere comes these thoughts of                     illusion ,                                                             /                                       suicide                               /                                               and death
I wonder who can save me
Sadness lives inside me
_No one can helps me
This desire kills me

The endless dream comes to the end
Gloomy mess invades my world
Spoiled by the sin of living
Demanding me for the leaving
To the hellish palace where it is living .

I cannot reach the truth
it all a world of delusion
I can't find myself handle the truth
I am only living in the world of the proof
lost  and lonely that's the ugly truth