Like the fresh snow on tahoe mountains
Like the water from a molten glacier
Like the fire erupting from molten lava
Like the breeze on the countryside
Like the smell of a jasmine
Like the smile of an infant
my love for you is pure !!!

Please do not get me out this darkness,
I am not in depression,
please do not get me out of this aloneness,
this is my heart, where your memories go on a procession.

This unending ocean and its waves,
trying to meet the skies at a no man's island..
its Blue everywhere..
a place where I can hear my heartbeat and each of your whispers
a place where I can spread my arms but can never lock you in-between them..
its blue everywhere..
a spot where your memories were buried..
a spot where my desires were sent to grave..
its blue everywhere..
its more than a color, more than a feeling, more than a place;
its where you and me can meet and live together forever
its blue everywhere..

Couples are having fun together,
Singles are looking out for their dreams,
I miss you, so I am going to sleep to celebrate you in my dreams

Today
I saw the beautiful bronze sunrise and wished you good morning
unfolded those joggers and rattled myself up from deep mourning;
straightened my fuzzy hair,
updated our Instagram fanfare;
wired some lashes to the eyes, that you once admired,
though your presence was the only thing that my heart desired;
gasped my delight at our picture, an old memory
and freed my grief to remember you in a reverie
planted your favourite peach in our nursery
and that's how I celebrated our Anniversary

Red roses everywhere,
Valentine messages are in the air;
Wrapped presents are catching couples glares,
Don’t you worry
Your memories are safe in my tears
wish you were here and not just in my prayer