Happy New Years
This year, I’m going to be the same.
Nothing new, nothing different
It’s my commitment to you

Don’t mess with me and I won’t with you
Memories of a great past will always last
Learnings and understandings make
Great surroundings

This year I’m going to be me
I want it to be you too
Any which way you go, I’ll be here to support you

May 20 20 bring many many
Happiness to plenty plenty

Here’s a resolution to your solution
Yesterday came and play
Worried all about tomorrow

Today all in your sorrow

A New Year, a better year
Make a resolution, pay all my restitutions
New me, better me, nothing to fear

Yesterday came and play
Worried all about tomorrow

Laying all here in all sorrow

Nothing about this year made a better tomorrow
A resolution was a solution yesterday
Played all day then watched the sun as it fade
The solution is never a resolution of tomorrow
Since it seems to all fill up with dramatic sorrow

New year, new day, what’s the resolution or the solution?

Simply starts with Today

We should be good to the planet?  Evil and good live here. Maybe the planet is our parent.

Never such thing as a perfect person.
Never have to be to be a great parent.

Says no one at all but all will say

Gimme this, gimme that, gimme gimme
All you got

Brother is a *****, sister is too
Parents don’t care if they are ready knew

You have a friend that is f’uck’d up too

Don’t get me started on what’s inside of you

Moms are dads, dads are wives, nobody cares about all of that

Marriages been the devil
Because divorce pays double

Equality fun, get it lethal
Get it past fast
I’m sure there’s an app for that

Planet Earth, Mother Earth, possibly Father Earth
Or Earth on its own

We tried to be good, we tried to be happy, we tried to find the solutions

We know you will be the evolution

When the devil lies
I must regret
But when angels lies
On a silhouette
The devil flies and minds all set
Because when an angel lies
We already dead

And not for Nancy, even though I know she had opened this letter. I never felt welcomed one bit into your family ever. I only write to you Clarence.

It’s only because you were the only one that would open up and listen for a change. You did talk your **** at times but at least with me, you would shut the hell up and listen, unlike the holly hell going on at your house. I think you know at least reason and respect at least and that’s why I liked talking to you.

I loved Charlie to death. I still do. My life really hadn’t been the best without him. We were young but wanted to go to places. Do you remember how that felt like being young and wanting to go out and explore?  I know you do and it’s probably one of the reasons you enjoy hunting and fishing if you still do.

I really just wished that mine and Charlie’s mom got along. Wasn’t going to happen. Nancy likes to be a strong woman and so does my mom. I remember one night when me and Charlie were still in high school that he asked me out for a dinner and a movie. During that date, Charlie yelled at his mother and was disrespectful. It kind of scared me. I actually broke it off with him.

My mother asked about Charlie and I told her I broke it off. She said well don’t you think his feelings were hurt?  I really did consider his feelings. I really did and I talked to him again at school. I told him how I felt and he listened and actually apologized. Well we got back together and you know the rest of the story.

Nancy was very overbearing and would never give me a chance at anything. I love to cook, but I am a vegetarian. Just because I choose to be a vegetarian doesn’t mean I don’t know how to do anything in the kitchen. Would you actually care to eat something delicious that was different?  

I remember being in your living room and Bill Clinton had made a speech that his life of infidelities was no ones business. You spoke up to that television and agreed. From what your children and relatives say, you do have wisdom in-spite of your 8th grade education.

I was told you did try to pass the GED a few times and gave up. At least you did try. Charlie told me once that I would never be able to graduate and not even by my 21 birthday. I guess when he passed away I made that my challenge and succeeded it and with honors and a scholarship. I did invite you all but I know you couldn’t come to my graduation.

It was important to me. I really just don’t understand why our families couldn’t get along. It’s all water under the bridge really but just so very sad how everything ended. I tried to reach out to Claire about 8 or 9 years ago. She just told me off. She said I’m the reason for everything and much more. That hurt a lot.

Joey is doing so good. He is finishing his last year at his school. Everyone is so proud of him and you would be too. He looks so much like Charlie. I just hope and pray everyday that everyone can find peace and happiness. I would think that’s what my Charlie angel would want. Love always and take care.

Many say they are watching over us
Loved ones go to heaven

I love so many up there
I never would want them to watch me

If something bad or horrible happens to me why would I want them to see that

Sometimes it seems angels are on our side and they watch after us at times

God does have a plan for us and leads us
I don’t want my dear loved ones that are angels to witness anything I’ve encountered. I love them all.

Mr.  Man Attorney

I want to write you to thank you for all of your hard work on my case. I know you had doubts on my case,  and especially on me. I wasn’t worried about the text messages from me to Mr ******* or vice verse. He wouldn’t had produced them the way they were written. It did bother me how you were upset about the text messages. You did make me feel like I wasn’t trust worthy.

The truth is that you don’t need to always read into everything. Some things are left to be unread. You did say once that “it’s ok and that you had read and seen it all.”
The thing is that I wouldn’t care if you seen all the naked photos or pornographic material on my phone.  

I was ***** by my best friend. The friend who ***** me was the one who introduced me to Mr *******. I’m not ready to face that person. I’m not ready to face that situation at all. It’s not going to happen.

Thank you for your representation. Also those copies that you gave me, can I have you to say that Mr ******* gave them to you?  He has gotten into my electronics and phone. Good luck for me to prove it right?