I liked him a lot
and I liked the feelings
that came with him
but,
for some reason
it wasn't enough to make
me not want to exist
there is this deep sadness
within me, that if I stop
for a moment, it might
consume me
it might end me
and the worst part is,
I wouldn't mind.

If a woman sheds tears over me,
it is not my fault,
but if a man sheds tears over me,
I must have caused it.
Don't make tears fall in the eyes of others,
especially in love and marriage.