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Michael Smit Oct 2018
I push backspace
And my feelings start to erase
I get taken to a new place
Where I can't see your face

I became more effervescent
But I still missed your scent
No room for terror or error
A survivor to the exterior

But a feeling like this
How could I resist ?
Face to fist

Stranger to lover
Lover to enemy
I lay here broken
With you my remedy

So I push backspace once more
And my feelings struggle to erase
I hope for a new place
But I still see your face
Michael Smit Oct 2018
I look at my reflection
The sting of rejection
I let down
My protection

I let them in
They see my sin
They see my burning
How I was turning

Caring became scaring
They started boring and snoring till morning
Exploring ignoring
Fleeing feeling
Leaving meaning

They held their vanity
While I lost my sanity
Losing reality
I needed protections gravity

I found my beat
Brought the heat
My heart feat
Repeat

Don't let them near your body
The king you have to embody
I became weary
Making me a fiery
A deadly enemy
A heavenly symphony

Put on your protection
Fight their expectation
An explosion
Of ocean
Michael Smit Oct 2018
Even though it was animal instinct
I couldn't distinct
My soul trying to restrict
My thoughts evict

We are elite
No defeat
We are superior
They are inferior
But in the exterior
We too are inferior

We strive
Try to improvise
We try to survive
And to revive
Our bee hive

We care for our own
Deep to the bone
We feel alone
And crave a home

We bleed
We plant a seed
Everyone's got a need
Their soul's they had to feed

So be kind
Let this remind
You might rewind
Truth to find
Michael Smit Oct 2018
In light we are born
In darkness we return
Our souls leaving
Our families weeping
You're body's eternal sleeping

Never though there could be an ending
To such a beautiful beginning

You left us here
In total despair
Nothing could repair
Our hearts you held dear
You're souls ascension we fear
I should have held you near
No more fear

But you're happy now
Up in the clouds
You can look around
In the end happiness is bound
Heaven you found
While we're here on the ground
You made us very proud

I still want to scream and shout
We're here without
The soul that made our hearts pound
But it's okay
Because heaven you found
Happiness finally bound

Your soul finally got out
To the promised land
Our savior with you hand-in-hand
Even we do not quite understand
We can't fall into depression and get sad
Because someday we will meet again
May we meet again

With your mind put to ease
May your soul rest in peace
Michael Smit Oct 2018
I kept falling
My heart calling
No more stalling
My heart kept calling

No way to erase
No one to take his place
I though my heart was safe
Time to erase
He left a empty space

I needed you
You had no clue
What I would do just for you
Ever blue

You were my safe haven
No more the given
My hearts luminescence
My souls evanescence
Taken away
Life sentenced

Now I'm in the dark
Falling apart
Where's the spark
That held us to part
Now I'm at the start
It fell apart

Stitch it together
Won't hold forever
But till we're together
I'll keep it together

You're a broken star
You went to far
You got a scar
Now you're in a bar
Head and heart about to spar
The life of a broken star
Michael Smit Oct 2018
You were my art
From the very start
I could not part
You from my heart

You were my muse
The brightest fuse
There's no use
To set you loose

Mona Lisa smile
From a mile
Beauty shine
I'll make you mine
Just need some time

In love and grace
You're my favorite place
No erase
Of your face
You filled the space
You found your place

You were my art
My endless start
I could not part
My brand new start
Michael Smit Oct 2018
I look for reassurance
Preparing for the endurance
I take my place
This is a race

I start to pick up the pace
Only the best for first place
I have yo keep moving
No time for losing
This was your choosing

It's a race against time
The spot yours or mine
Whoever is the best
Makes it to the rest
And we'll continue the test

Hold on to your endurance
The little reassurance
You'll win the race
You'll make first place
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