I love putting my friend on a test
To see where
They actually at.
I want to know
If they really my friend.
Because friends
Don’t care if you have money
Because friends
Will always be around you
Regardless if you are broke.
I only have a best friend.
That’s my granny.
She’s a true friend.

Sometimes the hardest thing for us to do after we've done something wrong is to forgive ourselves. We tend to be our own harshest critics, beating ourselves up long after others have forgiven us. Yes, repentance is important when we're in the wrong, but the Bible also reminds us that it's important to learn from our mistakes and move on

I set my own life
The way I want to live.
My life is simply
I avoid people aren’t important to me.
Good energy
Makes me move on
Not just my mind also
Physically and mentally.
I set my own life
Without *******, Bs.
The fewer people see me.
They have no room to say anything.
I could do anything I want
In my life
There are no rules.
As long I’m honest
With myself and others.
I’m good.

After everything
Nope I don’t trust you
After your gurl did
Nope I don’t trust you
After you use my name
Nope I don’t trust you
I’ll will never trust you again.
Until to the end of rope
I don’t believe and trust you

Sometimes silence is the loudest cry for help....
Because anyone can fall for what can be seen and can be heard...but it takes that special soul to unveil what lies beneath the dermis, and listen the words that remain unspoken !!

The person behind that silence has no shame guiltiness and that person expecting own life with lots of positive happiness.

Lying here wide awake on my own now. Silence is the loudest cry. I'm safe but I've lost everything I've known. I can smile because the pain has gone. But cry because it's where I'm from. God I turn to You to make me strong again.

I don’t really care for
Social media
Anymore
1. There’s to many
Haters
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend
Will get jealous
On some comments
I myself don’t understand
They get mad
But they do same
Stuff.
I learned something
Greater.
I shut down my Facebook account
In Reality
I get more comments
From other people
Don’t matter what I look
Like in the morning or night
There’s enough people
Will say it out
Your beautiful.

Is truly amazing to see
Just how quickly
People I thought were my friends
Can turn their backs on me

They were all friendly at the start
But they changed in a dark
To be nasty and bitter
They were not true at heart

This act I did not expect
For them I had respect
Me being there friend
Was nothing but a defect

But one thing I had learn
beside from the fake friends there are some real friends out here in this world and the people you think is your friend will go right behind your back in stab you and I learn from some one very special is if she/he talk about you and back stab you in the back and had other girls/boys to fight you they will never be a true friend even if they say the sorry because there not they is just lonely cause there friends at there but soon as her/his friends come back all she/he will do is back stab you in the back and talk about you and start act all funny those kind of people are fake friends.
This came from my heart

Will tell you anything
Because they think either your
Stupid
You will believe anything
What they say.
What happened in does
Four walls and doors
Are close.
Only them
Who knows exactly
What they doing.
There’s not enough men
Out there to admit
What they doing.
Not a lot of them
Could stay faithful either
Some people
Give does kind of men
A name
They either call them
Player.

How I deal with mind
If the stress to much
I’ll run away from it
That depends on
What situation is it.

Doesn’t matter what is it.
We could choose life or
Something we want to do.
But somewhere down the
Road.
We gets side tracks.
What may we have to do.
Sometimes
Something catch are eyes.
We lose focus on
We need to do.
We put stuff aside
And not really focusing what is
Very important to us.
Just step back and breathe
Ask yourself a question.

You did not feel loved or valued. You have suffered a lot of heartache and you felt abandoned. Your youth was not always easy, I sense. But this has made you into a very strong person and it developed an inner strength in you to face even the toughest obstacles.

Could be a best friend
A person
hiding information from you.
It will be preferable to rebalance things,
endure the effects of the bad energies.
and to reverse the negative trends established over the last
impact this could have on your life Anthony!
I saw a beautiful thing that warmed my heart.
Thanks to somebody who loves you a lot,
The love is someone who’s
Just waiting for you.
Who’s there and kept you
Inspire
Play music that’s
Remember the things
The moment they where
In present.
A person
Will never stop loving you

Bad karma
Only come around
When you have done something wrong
You
Yourself won’t admit you did.
Good karma
Stays with you
Always
Because good karma
Know that your a good person
So good thing’s
Will keeps happening to you.

Don’t get me wrong
I love my instagram.
But if a person works
At night and got to turn around
Work again.
Hate hurt it short.
I need my beauty sleep.

They haven’t grown up
Because each time
They see me
They always want to dive
Into hate.
All that right there
Is
A bad energy.
That’s why
They are not going far
In life.

Especially if your in a relationship
It’s okay to step back
Just let everything happen
If your force on things
To happen
We might not like
What we get.
Doesn’t mean we
Don’t care or love.
Move to fast in the relationship
Things fall in the wrong way.
Think before you make decisions.

Sometimes when you looking for
Happy life
You don’t actually get what
Comes with it.
Because you looking very hard
What you actually thought
Happy life
Turn out to be
Something you don’t needed.
Now life hint you hard
You finally realize
All your life’s
That one person you needed
Been waiting for you.
Hold on to what you have
Now, it’s a blessing from God
Cherish it
We all only lives
Once’s in a life time
Enjoy ever moment

What people say
I laughed at everything
Because it’s fun to me.
I know where I’m at
I’m with god
I don’t care what other people
Doing.
Cuz to everyone of us
Has a choice who they
Want in there life.
I chose to be humble and loving
Person to ppl I really cares and love.
I chose to be with guided
The love of god.

Some people’s
Out your life
Especially does one
You think are your
Friends.
Especially does who
Use your kindness for weakness.
You know exactly
Who they are.
Your life will be better
Only keeps
Does who cares and love
You.

I understand
It’s hard to let go
It’s hard to forget the sorrow
When you finally relax
And happy with the person
You now love.
Then that one past of yours
Pops up.
All your memories come back.
You know something
I pray to god
Help me to forget that person.
Because someone else
Holds the key in my heart

"Sorry" works when a mistake is made, but not when trust is broken. So in life, make mistakes but never break trust. Forgiving a mistake is easy, but forgetting and
trusting again is sometimes impossible.

I can’t help it
My hand will go
Wondering
Hugging you
Side way
Wasn’t enough for me
Sorry if
My hands end up
On your ***
You have very nice ***
I can’t help it.
Even though I you
Made me feel
So low myself

To cover what exactly you
Was doing
Than you turned it around
Trying put a guilt on me
It’s all my fault.
The real picture here
It’s not my fault
You just set me up
Like someone told me
They really don’t
Know what’s going on
It’s all a game.

Hold your tongue , speak your mind
we have been told this time to time
which of these rules should apply
what situation's , when and why
should we sit back and listen to lies
should we attack back, stand and rise
Sitting queitly you may find
that it is time to speak your mind
do not hold your tounge on your beliefs
standing up for yourself is a relief
forget holding your tongue
learn it now while you are young
Hold your tongue , speak your mind
We have been told this from time to time
These rules we learn to abide
sometimes your tongue you must hide
Speak only facts you know
listen to the conversation flow
Hold your tongue taut to the truth
learn these rules in your youth.

You are the pillar of strength and always lovable for me you are my darling always.

God always loved me, He did teach me loving and always be in a special place inside me.

I wish I could find those special people who were there for me when I really did hit bottom. You are in that special place in my heart.

There's are about million of people's in the world,
Looking for ***** donor.
Theirs women's who prepared to just have a child.
Why, go all through that.
***** donor is not actually safe.
You have no ideas, if that ***** you get not x combat ******.
That's not really fair to a child.
Not knowing who's there father is.

I'm trying to find something to base my life upon,
Something in this strange world that goes on and on.
As the years go by and time fades away,
What used to be "good days" are now filled with dismay.
Tomorrow comes, and then again it goes,
And my ambition to become something more grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
The life I want now gets closer each day.
All I've ever wanted was something to live for.
I don't want to be this little person anymore.
I've been basing my life upon what others think.
I wish I could go back and redo everything, every time an eye would blink.
I've fought to become who I am and what I want to be.
I have to remind myself that one day I will be free,
Free from the rules I followed as a child,
When everything was a game and life was so mild.
Now times have changed and I realize nothing is fair,
And sometimes it seems like nobody even cares.
It's like no one pays attention to what I feel is best for me
And what I think about the way some things should be.
I understand now that I'm pretty much on my own,
And I know a lot of what I can do will never be known.
All the time I think about everything I can't say, what I have to keep in,
And by doing this, my thoughts only get more complicated and deepen.
Soon I hope to find out who I am and what I am meant to become.
I want to know where I'm going.
I don't need to be reminded of where I came from.

Don’t let anybody
Drag you down
With them.
Best thing to do
Walk away.

Remember people does
Doubt and judgmental
Don’t get far from
Everything they ever
Dream off.
You will just stay the way
You are now.
But if you stay positive
You will get wherever you
Want in life.
Life is a challenge for all
Of us.
Can you handled it.
Can you stay focus on yourself
Not what others saying.
Can you reach your goal
In life.

It's very hard and painful to pull your own self out of anxiety attack or a panic attack. Panic attacks are the worst.  Horrible symptoms feel like you're dying. No one understands until it happens to them!

I get anxiety attacks its not easy pulling yourself out of one.  I know but I do my best, sometimes its good other bad.

People who violate or cross
Your boundaries by being
Cruel, insensitive,
Thoughtless, abusive, rude or
Disrespectful should not be a
Part of your life.
Delete them
You deserve
Love, dignity and respect.
People who willingly and knowingly cross boundaries
Have mental issues that need
To be dealt with

Short
Life is not that bad
The sad part of all
We people sometimes
Makes the biggest mistake
In are life
There’s time to correct all that
Eliminate yourself from people
Who’s bringing you down
That’s what I had to do
People will be jealous of
Other people
That’s life
Life is what you make out of it
You make your life
Work what you like to
Happened
As for me
Like I said I kept myself
Away from the world
As long I have faith within
And the lightness of good
Show me the path I
Need stay force’s too
I’m okay

You cannot hide nothing
From me
When I already seen it
In my vision.
When you tell me
Your dads
I already know
It’s not your dad
Don’t be afraid to be honest
With me.
I’m not going to be mad.
People makes mistakes
Is up to you
To learn from your mistakes
Don’t repeat your mistakes
Over and over

Kini kataw-anan kung giunsa nga gipasagdan ang mga butang,
Kini nga bililhon nga kinabuhi;  tam-is kaayo, halangdon kaayo,
Giunsa mawala ang matag segundo,
Bisan pa ang tanan nga adunay gyud kanato mao ang oras.

Unya unsa man kung kalit nga nawala kini?
Unsa man kung mohunong ang pagsubang sa adlaw?
Komosta kung nahurot na ang imong oras?
Mahulog ba ang usa ka luha gikan sa hingpit nga mga mata?

Lisud kini nga hatagan kahusay,
Sa tanan nga mga pagbati nga gibabagan namon,
Pagsulay ra sa paghunahuna sa uban pa,
Padayon nga nagtan-aw sa orasan.

Nakakatawa kung giunsa nga gipasagdan ang mga butang,
Kini nga bililhon nga kinabuhi, pamilya ug mga higala,
Bisan kung makita mo sila adlaw-adlaw,
Unsa ang mahinabo sa pag-abut naton sa katapusan?

Talagsaon ang mga tawo nga nahimamat,
Ug kung unsa ang ilang reaksyon sa balita,
Ang uban nangalagiw, bisan ang uban magpabilin,
Ang uban magsaulog, o makuha ang mga blues.

Apan ang matag usa magbag-o sa imong kinabuhi,
Ug ang labing kaayo magpabilin sa imong tapad,
Hatagan ka mga gakos, magpadayon nga okupado ka,
Kana ang mga tinuod.

Nakakatawa kung giunsa nga gipasagdan ang mga butang,
Kini nga bililhon nga kinabuhi, dili sigurado,
Sa yano, kini ang damgo sa matag usa,
Aron adunay usa ka butang nga luwas ug luwas.

Aron mahimamat ang Usa, mabuang ang gugma,
Minyo ug magsugod usa ka pamilya,
Tingali dili kini ingon ka daghan,
Apan kana nga damgo hinungdanon kanako.

Kini usa ka damgo nga kanunay nakong gitinguha,
Usa nga nahadlok ako nga tingali dili makakita kahayag,
Kay wala kini gisaad sa bisan kinsa sa aton,
Bisan, alang kanako, husto ang pamati niini.

Dili ako sigurado kung unsa na kadugay ako nga nahabilin dinhi sa yuta,
Ug kung kini ang katapusan nga higayon nga akong nakuha,
Gusto nakong ibilin kini nga timaan,
Aron dili ka makalimtan tanan.

Kung unsa ang kahulugan sa matag usa kanako,
Dili gyud ko makalusot,
Kung dili tungod sa kalainan nga nahimo,
Sa matag usa sa inyo.

Nakakatawa kung giunsa nga gipasagdan ang mga butang,
Kini bililhon nga kinabuhi, matam-is kaayo, Halangdon kaayo,
Giunsa mawala ang matag segundo,
Bisan pa ang tanan nga adunay gyud kanato mao ang oras.

Palihug ayaw kalimti ang regalo nga gihatag kanimo,
Ang abilidad sa pagkatawa, higugmaon ug mabuhi,
Ayaw buhii ang gihigugma nimo,
Ipakita sa ila ang tanan nga gugma nga mahimo nimong mahatag.

Hinumdomi ako sa umaabot nga mga tuig,
Sa diha nga napildi ako sa away ug kinahanglan moadto,
Daghang salamat sa mga butang nga imong nahimo,
Apan ang oras, nagdumili kini aron mahinay.

Kini kataw-anan, kung giunsa ang pagkuha sa mga butang alang sa gihatag,
Kini nga bililhon nga kinabuhi, ang mga butang nga imong nakita,
Giunsa ang yano nga pagpanaw sa matag segundo,
Ug oras;  ang oras nawala na alang kanako.

Yes! I know that I do! A kiss on the forehead tells me you care, and the hold of my hand tells me you are there to protect me!