Let me hangout with you
What are you afraid of
Why do you keep me
Away.
Am I a bad person
Am I not good enough
For you

To many negative energy
I like to relax
Not each time I turn my
Head I got to be worried about
Someone doing something
Because they not happy with there self
Right now I have no desire
To give myself to anyone
Not where I stay
To much negative energy
I can’t do it
I tried to help but I keeps
Getting rejected
Now I focus on me
Take care my business online
I have so much goals
All my kids are grown
Time to do for myself
I can’t do it
Where I’m at

You don’t get whatever
You want in life
So, I **** on myself
The alway I won’t be
Stress out
Just to wait
Let’s god show
Me whatever that may be
Now I could balance
My chakras
Be more positive within
My life
And to better myself too
I’m in the right path
If is meant to be
Than it will happen
Just be patient

I was dress normal like
Any woman would
Dress like
Skinny jeans and green shirt
It’s not like I was wearing
Something ****
I wasn’t showing
Any skin
Any my breast
I’m covered
I just want to know
Why something like this
Keeps happening to me

You don’t do something bad
To someone who help you
It could come back to you
10 folds.

Say it
Don’t hide it
I rather hear the honesty
Than you making excuses
To everything
I do read between the line
I’m not dumb nor stupid
Ever guys
They rather lies to me
It’s not like I don’t see right
Through you
Honestly is what I look for
I been judged before and doubted
I been called a liar.
Now I put everything on the table
They turned around
Lies to me
I’m not a fool to fool with
I might act dumb
Far from being dumb

I wouldn’t do stuff
For you
Sorry but I do care about you
And also love you deeply.
All I ask is to treat nice
Don’t be rude with me
Don’t ignore me
Especially I **** some
The stress out your back.
Appreciate what I do for you
Stop being an
*** hope that you are

Come out my bedroom door
Do you know
What that’s look like
I’m a woman
It look bad
More bad in my part
Let’s say
If a man walk out my
Bedroom door
Early in the morning
Whomever see it
The rumors will start
It’s bad enough if some
Guy tried to talk to me
People will say
His trying to get
With me

Everything was just fine
Until someone
Can’t leave stuff alone
The past is the past.
This how I see it
Honestly, someone
Don’t like to see you
Happy nor get
Head with your
Life. That person
Rather see you struggling
She doesn’t want you
Getting any help from anybody
That fault is not yours
To claim
Only the person
Who started everything

One thing you don’t do
That to a person
Who helped you a lot
Especially money
For someone to say
Your not having ***
Is guilty as hell
I did that for nothing
So, what you have to say

I when with someone else
My friend asked me
What’s wrong nothing
Just don’t like
How people treat me
They don’t know how to be nice
I hate the most
When your the one
Who’s showing them, how
Much you cares and love them
But they still
Treat you like dirt
Than late on they going to say
They bless
But honestly god
Watch everything what we do
You want to be treated nice
Than treat them nice as well too
But you ask for
A favor
Really now after you
Treated me

Good luck
Trying to convince me
If I never close my heart
I’ll be falling apart
And still be fighting for you
Because everyday of my life
I ask God
What did I do so wrong
To be treated this way.
Than my grandma past away
Because I’m so nice and kind
No matter what people
Do to me
I’m just going let them do it to me.
Because my heart is so pure
And big
That’s why stuff keeps
Happening to me
I was blinded by the way I love you
I had no choice
But to close my heart
To able to find myself
Be frankly honest with you
There’s still a little love for you
But it’s not going to be easy
Your words don’t mean
Nothing to me.
You got to fix yourself first
And find yourself
Before you want to talk to me
Like you said one time
You need help. Go get that help
I can’t keep you hurting me
The way you do me.
I’ll be more happy
If you find yourself
And fix your personal life
If I couldn’t help you.
The only person could
Is yourself.

One person called me
Talking stupid ****
Sorry I got no time
With people like that
I’m cool

Especially to my love one
But one thing
If your my friend, you
Will stay as my friend
If you step out that box
And trying to take something from me
I will take you out my friend circle
But if you are the person I dearly
Love
You keeps ignoring me
Not caring what had happened to me
I’ll be in silence. I’ll do what you do to
Me
Ignore me

If I never said anything
About ***
Don’t put stuff in my mouth
Someone who
Could say
I’m not having ***
Is guilty one
None of my Conversation
Was got to do with
***.
Don’t twist my words
I know what I said.

Rather the one
Is always there for you
The one
If you called
Willing to do almost anything
For you.
People who’s there more
Financial for you
You don’t ignore
You pay attention to them

Who’s cheating on who
I know I’m not
Well man does have
Does needs
Don’t need to explain anything to me
I won’t believe you
You made me feel
Low myself already
When first we did anything
You made it sound like
That’s all I ever I want
From you
Sorry I cannot get that out my
Head.
I could go years and years
Not having *** .

I will remember you
As very strong woman
Always put her front foot
Never give up
For any fight
Believe in herself and what
Life brings
Very hard woman
She always takes care
Her business and family
This woman I’m talking about
Only one
Very close to me
Not only she stood up
For her family
She made sure everyone
Is well take care of
I will always remember you
No matter what happened
I will never forget you
I love you

To get where you want to be
Than life will take it
All back
You will sit there
Wonder what happened
Your answer you
Looking for
Is right there
Look within your
Inner self
You will find your
Answer to your question

I had a flash about you and another person you like a lot.

I drew my cards to learn more, to verify if my insight was right.

The cards revealed a thing I really wasn’t expecting…

And I think you weren't neither.

Everything could change because of this.

But in a better way.
This could be the start of a nice story, but I sense negative waves coming from a third person that could destroy everything.