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64 · Dec 2020
My Mom told me
“My mother told me to be a lady. And for her, that meant be your own person, be independent."
That’s what I am.
Independent
Don’t ask nobody for anything.
I keeps going ( Go, Go)
64 · May 2019
Why We Need Communication
Some people's lose communication
To families and friends
Some just put themselves out
Distance from other's
There's so many reasons
Why people don't do it.
In the world we live in
We need communication
Communication is very important
Without it
How can't others
Know if you need help
64 · Oct 2019
I Don’t Own You Nothing
I gave you everything
Myself, money and
Especially my love
Let me enjoy my life
That’s all I got left.
64 · Jun 2019
Do I love you
Good question
My head is saying nope
But heart is yes.
Even though you ****
Me to Hell and back.
Yes, I still love you
64 · Dec 2019
There’s Nothing In
The world
Could show me anyway is different.
The world we live in
Really obstacles
There’s a lots
Struggling you got to do
To make it.
Some of us are to ****
Lucky
But I do get
Tired sometimes
The life I’m living.
I’m very independent person.
Never depend on anybody.
I do whatever I want.
I want to stand behind you and
     press myself up against you.
I want to gently nip at your ear.
I want to wrap my arms around you,
     and trace my fingers over the arch of your eyebrows
     and down your cheek.
I want to outline your lips with my finger tips
     and to bring them down your neck, slowly.
I want to trace your clavicle and run my hands over your torso,
     producing all kinds of friction.
I want my hands to find your hips
     and work my fingers under the waistband of your jeans.
I want to keep you close to me,
     keep myself pressed up against you.
I want to kiss, lick, and bite
     at your neck and shoulder.
I want to make you moan.
I want to have a moment like that,
     and I want to make it last
Like before
I’m afraid to open my heart.
To love again.
I once’s love a man
Who didn’t love me back.
I was blinded by him.
I was also so jealous.
The only way
I could continue with my life
I had to ask God to help
That’s when I realize
If I use my heart
People will take advantage of me.
If I use my brain and be wise
Nobody cannot
Take advantage of me.
God gave me a sign
It’s called
A wake up call
I can’t help it
My hand will go
Wondering
Hugging you
Side way
Wasn’t enough for me
Sorry if
My hands end up
On your ***
You have very nice ***
I can’t help it.
Even though I you
Made me feel
So low myself
64 · Oct 2019
When You Though
Your life was so perfect
Nothing will get in your way
Can you live with a guilt
Knowing you had something
To do with all
This is happened in your life.
Would you say
Your life is perfect now
Not knowing you
Costing someone else
Life’s
In a dangerous way
There's many reasons why
People's lies
Some people's do it
Because it's a habits
For them
Some people's do it
Because they don't have  no patient
In life
Some of us
Do it
To protect something
Or we not sure about the subject
Whatever may the issue
Could be
In a juggle you nothing
Around you but woods and trees
Probably waters.
In the city
You have building and cars
And people’s walking around.
Yes, you do the same thing
The only difference
In the city, you have to get a job
And you gotta fight for
Your freedom.
In the juggle you
Have to help yourself
Because there’s no one around you.
I could live in both place
As right now
I’m only myself
If I don’t work
I will never wing out my
Family wings.
A woman got to do
What’s she needs to do.
64 · Jun 2019
Overcome
You are a strong woman who has overcome battles most can't even imagine. Don't forget that.

I can say it's me !! But no one knows what I go through everyday . Never gave up I know God will never walk way from me.

I dont forget because I am a strong woman. Gained knowledge through learning in the School of Hard Knocks. Have helped many others through knowledge acquired
63 · Dec 2019
I Stay to Myself
I only hangout with two friends
I don’t hangout or invited
All kinds of men’s
Over either.
I don’t walk around with
Monkey bites
All over my neck.
I’m a classic type of woman.
I know who’s my true friend are
Fake people I don’t
Mess with.
63 · Oct 2018
I have something to say
My heart is crying inside
When I wanna speak I can't
Nothing is coming out.
But when I text speak out my
Feeling,  I get shot down.

Why is that people could scream there feeling. They expect you to listen.
Even when they text.
They want all your attention on them.

But you never spoke your feelings.
When you let it out, by writing them down.
They don't wanna listen to you.

My heart is crying
Screaming out
Confused
Just take time to hear me out
Just listen to me
Please I can't do this
One side only speak out

It's hurts, no one want to listen.
At first we
Where mad at each
Over one man.
Than we talk
Now, we can't stop
Laughing at things
I've started.
Honestly, If your man
Going to get another to side
Women shouldn't never
Fight over him.
Try talking about it
Understand one another
Truly that's what he Want
Two women fighting over
Him, to feel good for himself.
What do you get from all of
That craps.
Just talking to this awesome young lady.
We just learn to just laugh about it
It's not worst anything fighting
Over some *******
On top of all
He don't have ABD
let me break it down for you.
A= ASIAN
B= *****
D= DECEASE
MEANING OF THAT
HE GOT NO
*****
What about to happen
Is going to happen
Regardless you don’t want to.
That’s life
One seed die
While the other start to grow
And blooms into a
Beautiful roses.
63 · Dec 2020
I Have To prepare Myself
And my kids
You never know
What could happened to
Your love one
Or anybody.
I got to make sure
I have enough to
Pay are bills
This Cov-19 is not a
Joke.
The numbers are going up.
Not going to depend on
A man.
Love what you have before life teaches you to love what you lost.
63 · Oct 2018
Why my heart on flame
Our eyes are brown and sparkling like the deepest of sea.
Presence, like a sweet, summer breeze.
My hair is glimmering and golden like sun rays.
How you manage to brighten up my days.
Your face is beautiful; big and around,
Oh what a wonderful person I had found!
Her lips are smooth and are well formed,
Whole of your body is perfectly
adorned.
Laughter is like ripples of energy,
That caresses and moves right through
me.
My voice carries the blessing gift of music,
The smile that I see on your face everyday,
Fills me with joy and makes me proud and glad.
I brought a peace upon my soul
And the planted flame in my heart.
Masterpiece of the universe,
And........I Love You
63 · Dec 2019
I Hope You Realize
Your own mistakes
Good people
Are hard to come by.
Learn from your own
Mistakes
Realize that the people you
Hurt
If you live last years and these years
And you look healthy to me
That’s another excuse
It’s like your telling life.
I’m sick I don’t need to deal with this.
If you're given time from
A doctor.
This is how much time you
Got to live your life.
That’s understanding, but if you
Just talking out your ***.
Thinking it’s funny to tell people that.
That’s not cool.
Because you feel your not worthy in this
World. There are people will miss you.
You need to think before you speak.
Giving fault information to others
It’s not cool
I see myself , I looked at the mirror and I can see how proud I can be of myself , have accomplished many challenges in my life which I’m proud of.  By by self , my face has more scarce , but feel great about all those I could have help , my heart ❤️ is peaceful and happy about myself. No need for nothing else. Thank you God
You see a person's true colors when you are no longer beneficial to their life. Sad but true . Heart breaking . When they used you for years.

Sad, but the truth. When u finally figure out theyre using you.and stop allowing it yep then your the bad guy?

So hard to realize the truth hurts your soul; sincere time spent building what you think is a precious friendship... only to be kicked for your efforts  life's lesson learned!!

There is certainly no “Thank you”. They are angry because you didn’t give more and finally quit giving.
Sad, when you are a nothing someone else takes their place.
Some men think women
want money, car, and gifts.
But the right woman wants
a man’s time, effort , passion,
honestly , loyalty , smile , and
him choosing to put her
as his priority.
62 · Nov 2020
I’m A Good Person
You and I might not
Talk before.
A good person like me
Didn’t have to do
Stuff for you.
But right now this
Moment
God’s know
What I have done
For you and your kids.
Everything you and your best friend
Brain wash your kids
About me.
I really don’t care.
I only care what god’s know
About me.
God’s know what kind of
Person I am.
And I’m not going throw myself
Nor proof myself
To anybody
But just God
Himself.
God’s know who’s
Fault in this situation.
If it was my fault
I shouldn’t be blessed
With a beautiful house
I shouldn’t be blessed
With a car.
I shouldn’t be blessed
My life change
For a good reason.
I should be struggling right now
I should be still
Living in raggedy
Apartment.
But I’m not
God heard my prayers
And he blessed me with
Everything
And change my life
And **** me away
From all the negative people.
God’s know I
Don’t trust men
By there’s words.
I felt like a giant
Holding fireworks in his fists
Fuses burning between my knuckles
I could silence the bang if I wanted to

Inside your chest are bibles
Full of psalms about hunger
And love
And letting go
Psalms about selfless
I want to kiss you like a prayer

******* like a prayer

I am small
And I feel the ground breathe beneath my feet
It is dark

I am a marble with a green cat eye center
Still hot and smooth
The glass blower that made me had asthma
I don’t roll like the rest of them
This dent in my chest
But you decide it is a good place to rest your head

You feel like the ocean
When I am sleeping on a raft
I made from fallen trees and rope
A steady rock just past the wave break
So calm I’m sure I could sail safely
As far as I wanted

I feel like I don’t exist
Like I am unicorn horn glitter
After the slaying
The men who have ground me down
Use me to sell toys to kids
Because glitter makes everything magic

I am magic
Clumsy magic
Like a giant learning sleight of hand
Fireworks in his fists
I could stop the bang if I wanted to

I don’t want to
I am hot glowing color
Falling from the palms of a giant
Whose hands are clouds

Someone has just prevented a car accident
Saved someone’s life
There are fireworks
A celebration

I am rubber kneecaps
For people who collapse
I bounce them back
People who don’t pray anymore
They just keep walking

I feel like a slave song
The simple message
When you sing these words
I can do anything

I feel like a giant

And I want to kiss you like a prayer
That stops someone from dying
62 · Jun 2019
Beauty isn’t about
No matter how good looking or bad looking the face is we get used to it. What ultimately emerges are the Behavior and Attitude and that is what we have to live with.

If the person has pretty mind like their face..that’s called perfect combination
You still in same spot I left you
Still around people
Will pull you down
You will always believe them
No matter what
Proof anybody show you.
She’s right I’m wrong.
Unless I have god in my life
I could smile everyday of my life
I go anywhere
Do what I want
I don’t depend on anything or anybody.
I could live comfortably
No stress
And no worries.
I’m surrounded with
People who
Love me.
Where you at
Exactly
62 · Oct 2018
Nice
Nice to meet you,  where you
been?
I could show you incredible
things
Magic,madness, heaven sin
Saw you there and I thought
Oh my God, look at that face
You look like my next mistake
Love's a game, suit and lie
I can read you like a magazine
Ain't it funny, rumors, lie
And I know you heard about
me

So hey, let's be friends
I'm dying to see how this one
ends
Grab your passport and my
Hand
I can make the bad guys good
for a weekend
So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in
Flame
You miss out a lot about
Them. You don’t see what you
Actually have in front of you.
All I want is a family
To a person I truly adore
And last man
I ever love
No, matter what life
Bring on up us
I fight back and believe there’s
Is hope and faith
And never to give up
To what you want in
Life.
I never give up.
When in love
I guess your heart
Tells you
To do
Basically anything
Even though your
Tired.
You go out there
In the heat
Just to do it for someone
You love.
I guess you willing
To do anything
When it comes to
Your lover
62 · Dec 2020
If My Friend Move
To whatever I’m living
I won’t change
Myself nor my attitude
I’m not the only person
Who saw it coming.
Because I’m not like
That. I’ll still be
Me.
Loving and caring
Person I am.
Don't call me crazy
If I haven't show you

Don't call me crazy
Next time I'll show you what
is crazy is.

Don't call me crazy
You might not able to handle it

Crazy is my name
I earned that name
Now I claim it
It run in the family
61 · Oct 2018
Lets talk
Hello there
How are you.
I need someone to talk to
I guess your the one I'm
going to talk too.
Nobody else cares or want to listen
Maybe if I start talking to pencil and paper
They will listen to me.

I have this special person in
my life
That person only see his world
not mine
We crash all of time
to busy listening to ruimo

Sometimes I ask myself
Am I a problem.
Do I create trouble.
Because it's fun, how I sit
at home.

I hardly come out
Am I the problem
Am I The trouble

I have no one I could trust about
my feelings.
It's just you pencil and paper
I learned the hard way
That I cannot always
Count on others to
Respect my feelings.
Even if I respect theirs.
Being a good person
Doesn’t guarantee that
Others will be good people,
Too. You only have control
Over yourself and how
You choose to be as a
Person. As for others.
You can only choose to
Accept them or walk away.
61 · Jun 2020
Nights
“This night is so bright and full of stars. May you have a dream as beautiful as this night. Kisses
61 · Jun 2019
Remember what you said
You said
I’m not going ruin
Your happiness.
And your not going stop
Whatever you doing in life.

I’m doing what you doing.
Happiness
61 · Dec 2019
You need to learn
mine your own business
Because honey, you don't know me
I might not go to church
But I don't deal with all different men
I think is mistakes
I was trying to n
be nice to you
What you have shown me
what me and my friends seen it.
I'm quite to myself
You made one stupid mistakes
with me
Nice is not me anymore
And for you to talk **** about me
There was something , I
Didn't like about you when I saw you
Again.
Sorry, I don't trust you
In fact you have so many dudes.
where's the respect
I don't know if you understand
Someone, could lose there place
because who you bring.
61 · Jun 2019
What’s going to be
You just going to give up
Not say nothing
Are you done
Stop hiding
Say it
I don’t know
What your thinking
I’m not a mine reader.
Until you don’t say
Nothing to me
Your soul will not rest
Come out
Say what you need
To say.
Once’s in your life
Would you stop
Avoiding life.
I think that what hurts most is when you give everything to someone. You are there for them through thick and thin. You stick with them no matter what comes along. And then one day, they just give up on you. They choose not to fight for you anymore. The one thing you would never have done to them, they do, without one bit of hesitation
My relationship base On
As I’m speaking
There’s someone, who
Been there.
But been hiding there’s
Feeling about a person.
Now that spot is taken
Why try to ruin
There’s relationship.
By speaking out
Something has nothing
To do with them.
My down fault
I’m not fighting for something
It’s wasn’t mine to being with.
Because that person I’m really into
Believe the other women
Than me.
I’m only going to sit back
And watch
What’s going to happen next.
If I truly mean a lot to him.
This is his decision.
Not mine.
I've been stabbed in the back by those I needed most. this is unfortunately true! I just wonder how your family could betray you, however some people will do anything for money! so sad.

I've been lied to by those I love. And I have felt alone when I couldn't afford to be. But at the end of the day,  I don't think this is sad at all. It's a hard lesson, but once you get it your ability to love yourself is so strong you are able to appreciate those really great people in your life so much more.
That's been my experience anyway, but I'm a ******* optimist
61 · Mar 2019
I am bless
No, matter how people's treat me.
I'm still bless
No, matter how people's use me for
My kindness
I'm still bless
No, matter how people's call me name
I'm still bless
Because my heart is pure
It already happened to me. Not to long
61 · Sep 2020
Good morning
Saying good morning is the best way,
To begin a hopeful and beautiful day.
A silent prayer for a day so good,
Asking the Lord to bless your day as He would.
Every day of happiness and health
Is the world's greatest wealth
61 · Dec 2019
My Song For You
I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a **** till you can shout out
I am what I am
I am, I am, good
I am, I am, strong
I am, I am somebody
I am I do belong
I am, I am, good
I am, I am, strong
I am, I am somebody
I am I do belong
I am, I am, useful
I am, I am true
I am, I am worthy
I am as good as you
I am, I am, useful
I am, I am true
I am, I am worthy
I am as good as you
61 · Jul 2019
Coward (5)
Any person or persons who choose to dedicate hours or minutes of their lives eavesdropping on conversations, spying, committing slander, stalking, etc. all because they were too afraid to say anything to the individual face-to-face. There are multiple extremely good examples of this among all groups of gossips.

"Did you hear what so-and-so did last night?"

"No, I'm not an eavesdropping coward. I actually have a life."

"Well, I..."

"I don't need to hear it. It's fine if you're a worthless coward but I'm not. Get a ******* life you two-bit LOSER. "
As right now
Sitting in my room on my bed
My heart beating really fast
I'm feeling weak
I think something serious
Wrong with someone
Your to close too.
Ever feel like
Your like part of someone
This exactly how I'm
Feeling inside
I never
Had this kind problem
Like you cannot breathe
61 · Sep 2020
Reaching Out
By God’s route
I’m reached out
marked with love
from above…

Feeling blest
heart with zest
thanks His grace
of faith brace…

Bliss-filled soul
fulfills role
shines as light
with peace might…

My mind prays
with truth rays
for wisdom
midst boredom…

Propped with hope
joyous scope
my spirit
trusts Christ’s writ…

Gladly freed
from vain greed
hands do share
wondrous care…

Revived now
I do vow
live* for Him
from self’s whim.
61 · Nov 2020
Being patient
If is meant to be
It will happen.
I have faith
And I believe
Jesus Christ.
Waiting patient
It will do
Me good.
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