The reason I write poetry
Because something I been doing for awhile
The other reason
I feel, when I’m writing
There’s someone listening to me
Because in the real world
People don’t believe me
I’m saying like all the people
There’s only 3. But the 3 out of one
Been called a liar.
People that knows me longer
They know I’m a very cool person
They said I haven’t change.
I don’t bring problems to anybody door.
People I just met
They trying to Digg into my life
I’m a type of person
I’ll let you in my life
But not always in.
Two-three month’s isn’t enough
That’s why I write more
Writing down everything I’m feeling
Here I slipt my feelings out
Don’t have to worry about
Someone calling me a lair
Or judging me
You feel everything I’m saying

At one time
You had asked a question
When I finally had that
Change to do.
Yes, I was wrong to kept you in the dark
But this how I handle my problems
You asked for me to take care of it.
I really care that night
If I live or not
As long I made my closure
I was good.
You don’t understand it.
It’s **** two day’s in half for me
For him to understand me.
When I come to the light
To tell you what I did
You get mad
Unless I was being honest
And didn’t Hesitate telling you
I straight up said it.

How you follow everything
From your best friend
What’s good for you
To find out
They lied to you
You block a person
Because you don’t tell them
How you honestly
Feel about a person.
The real truth is in you.
I see it now
I’m good

Your not a bad looking man
Your average
That you got to be so
Insecure.
I would understand
If you ugly in the outside
Than you have every right to
Feel insecure.
When women see you
They are like Magnet to you.
I don’t understand why
Have so many girlfriends
Around
If one don’t meet your
Standard
You go for the second one
If that don’t work out
You back with the first one.
The only way you feel
Insecure
Because you ugly from outside
And to others
Probably to Human race

This what she’s has to say
My tarot cards told me that SOMETHING AMAZING will happen next month.

But then, I got worried…

How lucky are you that a good friend warned me just in time about what is happening to you !

All the signs are good … but since yesterday, I have doubts about a person you know very well.

After a sleepless night of work, I have now some very important details to share with you.

All the amazing things I saw in your future can still happen !
All I want to live my life in
Peace and harmony
Stree free

The negativity
You put yourself into
You cannot just run away
From it
All I could do is guide you
I cannot fight your battles
You created for yourself
Like I said
I hidden myself from
Whole world before
I’m capable of doing it
Again
If you like living
In stressful relationship
That’s your call
I live in stress free
I felt that ring
That ring really doesn’t
Have my name on it
I was hoping it was
We might be bound
Heart to heart

This morning
Going back to David’s house
I saw your car there
There’s nothing
Nothing in this world
I ever wanted
You to tell me
The truth
I just hope
Next month you
Come to your senses
You say
All your life’s
You live in a
Lies. You don’t like
Someone to lie
To you
Why do it anyway

I’m stupid
That I don’t see
What you actually doing.
I’m not stupid
I just Attentional
Ignore stuff
I knew it
When you say
Your dad
It’s not actually your dad
That’s you staying with
Be honest with me

As a good woman
That I am
My job is
To start building
That foundation we
Use to have.
I’m more capable
To willingness of
My kind heart
To build this foundation
For us.
Sitting on my ***
It’s not building the foundation
Going and chasing my
Dream
Will build the foundation
I need
To keep you
By my side

Short
Life is not that bad
The sad part of all
We people sometimes
Makes the biggest mistake
In are life
There’s time to correct all that
Eliminate yourself from people
Who’s bringing you down
That’s what I had to do
People will be jealous of
Other people
That’s life
Life is what you make out of it
You make your life
Work what you like to
Happened
As for me
Like I said I kept myself
Away from the world
As long I have faith within
And the lightness of good
Show me the path I
Need stay force’s too
I’m okay

For all this drama
Everyone deserves to be happy
You could only make
That happened
You have to make a decision
Who you want to be happy with
I know for sure
I want a happy life
No one is built to be
Stressful over
Some stupid ****
I might not have money
But I’m rich inside
Because I have you and my kids
To keep me well and alive.

Be who I am
Because I have god and faith
With my heart.
He keeps me alive with my
Soul and spirit
I kept myself away
From the world
And especially stress
He needs to stop listening to
People
Honestly don’t know
What’s going on
He need to start loving myself
And most of all
Believe and trust yourself
The only person I
Ever listen to
Is him.
I never lost faith and hope
That’s why I’m much
Stronger person that I am

Have faith
That’s what I been holding on
Faith and hope.
Eliminate that one you created you
You have to face it
If your seriously enough
To be with me
I waited this long
For you to fine your way
Home
You have to make that decision

I learned to not get mad
Anymore
What I see nor heard
I just it be.
As long I know
In his heart
I’m the only one
Hold the key
That’s all matter to
Me.

If you want to Come with me
That’s up to you
If you like living in
The darkness
That’s Definitely
Up to you too.
I’m in between darkness and lights
But I don’t let darkness
Take over me
I let the lightness
Guilds me
My heart is more pure
Than yours.

I don’t let no one ruins
My day
Nor stop me
Doing what I need to do
With my life
Yes, I made a mistake
I let my Angry
Take over me
But in my case
Deep inside I still stay positive
I was capable to let go
What I started.

You cannot hide nothing
From me
When I already seen it
In my vision.
When you tell me
Your dads
I already know
It’s not your dad
Don’t be afraid to be honest
With me.
I’m not going to be mad.
People makes mistakes
Is up to you
To learn from your mistakes
Don’t repeat your mistakes
Over and over

I use to walk extra miles for you
Now I won’t walk extra miles
For you
I’ll guide you
That extra miles.
I’m curiosity person
My vision comes to me
When I feel
There’s something missing
You stand in front of
Tell me what maybe
I already seen it
Before you made your decision
Your not hurting
Me
Only hurting yourself

What’s sure is that this person represents doubt and uncertainty.

I think that things you’re not aware of are happening to you and those you love. You’re lost, and this person is there to help you discover the truth.

For now, everything’s quite vague Racheal, but I think it’s important to dig into this story a little further to find out what’s hiding behind this person and how they intend to influence your life.

Racheal, It is no coincidence that this same person is always by your side in my visions and dreams.

I admit that this is starting to worry me because I feel their presence as a threat to you and to your happiness.
Every time I had a vision about you, the same person was there.

Never in the middle of the action, but always around you.

Observing what you’re doing, and sometimes try to intervene.

This indicates that you’re not aware of certain things happening in your life and they’re trying to inform you

You wanna stay in the
Darkness’s
You wanna be yourself
That husband I met
Do you want woman
That’s hints you and control your life
Your want to be happy
And stress free
Makes your picks

What do you actually want from me
You know my heartbeat only for you
You know how much I love you
I might not tell you
What I actually see and feel
I’m waiting on you
To once’s to be frankly honest
With me.
I’m to old to get mad.
Because what she created you as
She brought that darkness out of you
She maded you weak
That’s she could control you
A real woman don’t even do that

I am a good enough person to forgive you, but not stupid enough to trust you again.

You could have all the money
In the world
Are you happy
You live in a big house
Give everything to
Your kids
Are you happy
I could have one dollar
In my pocket
I’m rich.
I’m rich because I have
My kids and lover
That’s makes me
Richest woman in the
World

Sometimes when you looking for
Happy life
You don’t actually get what
Comes with it.
Because you looking very hard
What you actually thought
Happy life
Turn out to be
Something you don’t needed.
Now life hint you hard
You finally realize
All your life’s
That one person you needed
Been waiting for you.
Hold on to what you have
Now, it’s a blessing from God
Cherish it
We all only lives
Once’s in a life time
Enjoy ever moment

All my horoscope
Told me
I have a big event happening
This month
And going to change my life
My dream just came
True

When you do something
With agree
You will do it
But inside you feel weird
No matter what you do
You cannot forget that person
Because your heart and his
Are in one.
I saw everything that happened
Before will happen.
He found himself
Back home to his
Wife
Who only one understand him.

They grown on me
I love how the
Father so involved with
His daughter
I am with mine
My kids comes first
That’s a big thing for me

I will trend in
Not my man
Not my kids.
Because what makes me happy
The most
See that two girls
Smiling and laughing
Being around
The people who
Just enter my life
That’s the greatest Christmas and New Years
I don’t want anything else

Is never with me
Either other people
Or on your video games
You never have Quality
Time for me
You always wanna
Please other than me
This is not what I sign
Up for
I didn’t sign up for being your girlfriend
Just to sit and look
Pretty
I surely didn’t sign up
Just to be there
And not to do anything
If I wanna be bored
I could go home
And do that

Have a man
I could say
That’s my man
That’s I could come to
And be there for him
A man I don’t have to
Share with another woman
A man is only mine
Is there’s a man
For me out there
That I don’t have to share
If I gotta to share
My man with another woman
I don’t want it

Seems like my life in
Relationship
Just keeps repeating.
Last year I was on this road
I didn’t wanna be in same road
I was put on road
Between a man
With two women
I don’t know if I
Could do this again
I’m a good woman
It’s doesn’t take that much
To love me

I don’t if you could actually call it
A dream
Each time I have a dream
It always comes true
In my dream
There’s a guy
That I really like
Because he doesn’t know how
To make a decision.
Something else happened.
In my dream I walk away
I can’t see myself
Being with someone
Who can’t make a
Decision of his own.
I don’t like being the second.
If I mean so much to you.
I should be first in your mind

I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a **** till you can shout out
I am what I am
I am, I am, good
I am, I am, strong
I am, I am somebody
I am I do belong
I am, I am, good
I am, I am, strong
I am, I am somebody
I am I do belong
I am, I am, useful
I am, I am true
I am, I am worthy
I am as good as you
I am, I am, useful
I am, I am true
I am, I am worthy
I am as good as you

To open up
I’m not use to sharing
My feelings or what’s
Going on within
My life.
Last time I ever
Shared my feelings with
Anybody.
That’s was used against me.
They hint me in so anyway
You can’t imagine.
So, I learned to be
Silent.

I only hangout with two friends
I don’t hangout or invited
All kinds of men’s
Over either.
I don’t walk around with
Monkey bites
All over my neck.
I’m a classic type of woman.
I know who’s my true friend are
Fake people I don’t
Mess with.

The world
Could show me anyway is different.
The world we live in
Really obstacles
There’s a lots
Struggling you got to do
To make it.
Some of us are to ****
Lucky
But I do get
Tired sometimes
The life I’m living.
I’m very independent person.
Never depend on anybody.
I do whatever I want.

Don’t like me
I am who I am
I don’t need to buy love
To get love
I don’t need to buy kids
For them to like me.
I came the same way
You met me
I’m going to stay
This way

With someone
That’s makes me happy.
But I’m not going to be ruined
By another woman.
Because she thinks, she knows me.
She got something happening
For her.
I’m not going just
Sit there
Let her take something
From me.
I don’t buy love nor happiness.
I surely don’t buy the kids
Just for them to like me

My relationship base On
As I’m speaking
There’s someone, who
Been there.
But been hiding there’s
Feeling about a person.
Now that spot is taken
Why try to ruin
There’s relationship.
By speaking out
Something has nothing
To do with them.
My down fault
I’m not fighting for something
It’s wasn’t mine to being with.
Because that person I’m really into
Believe the other women
Than me.
I’m only going to sit back
And watch
What’s going to happen next.
If I truly mean a lot to him.
This is his decision.
Not mine.

I for sure get annoyed
When people only want one
Things from you.

mine your own business
Because honey, you don't know me
I might not go to church
But I don't deal with all different men
I think is mistakes
I was trying to n
be nice to you
What you have shown me
what me and my friends seen it.
I'm quite to myself
You made one stupid mistakes
with me
Nice is not me anymore
And for you to talk **** about me
There was something , I
Didn't like about you when I saw you
Again.
Sorry, I don't trust you
In fact you have so many dudes.
where's the respect
I don't know if you understand
Someone, could lose there place
because who you bring.

If you are just a friend
stay there as a friend
Stop, getting other woman way
Stop listening to others
*******.
Before, you wanna open
Your mountain
Fine out what others living is
like, pointing your fingers
someone else, you could get hurt
You don't know me
Get off my back
Stay out my business
Sweetie pie
I don't wanna be in yours

Jingle ***, jingle hoes
Jingle all the way!
Oh what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open legs
Jingle ***, jingle hoes
Jingle all the way!
Oh what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open legs
Dashing through the snow
In a one-horse open legs
Over the fields we go
Crying all the way
Bells on *****-tail ring
Making spirits bright
What fun it is to ride and sing a hoeing  song tonight
Jingle hoes, j-j-jingle hoes
Jingle all the way!
O' what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open legs
Jingle ***, j-j-jingle hoes
Jingle all the way!
O' what a lot fun, what a lot fun to ride and sing in a one-horse open leggings

Christmas is about
Bringing your love one together
Christmas is about accepting
The loves from all kinds
People
Christmas is about giving and spreading
The loves of children
Christmas is when Jesus Christ
Was born
Remember Christmas is for the
Children

Sometimes my heart
Get in my way
How many disappointments
I had.
My heart stills beats
It’s actually fine another
To be so alive.
My heart still wants
To give love.
Maybe I need to just
Stop.
Opening myself and my heart.
You can’t love someone
That’s don’t love you the way
You love them.

Is mine
You cannot calm something
You deny
Long time ago.
You wasn’t there for her.
She’s more mine
Than yours.
She’s my blessing
She’s a gift
God gave me

When you bring a child
In this world
It’s called
A blessing.
Because that baby will
Bring you positive
In your life.