When people tell me
That I'm strong
I'm beautiful
I'm amazing...
I don't feel anything.
Tell me these things
When I cry about the pain
That has lasted me years,
When I'm up at night
Even when I'm lacking sleep,
And
When I'm expected to smile
My whole life when I don't feel your warmth.

This ice palace I reside in,
Is it my lifeline?
Because if it is
Wouldn't it be better if
It melted?

All these moments
Have become entangled
And the momentary lapses
Irregular,
My world all
Grey
And
I just can't do this.

But my calls are stuck
In my throat.
I'm frozen.
I'm not resilient.
It's taking me so long
So long
To stand up.
And my heart is giving up
It's beat
Fading.

Dear Lord,
     I kneel before you in prayers,
Please do me a great favour.
     Pick the choicest roses from the Garden of Heaven,
Give them to my mum.
Tell her I don't go to her grave often,
For now,she is a soul with you in heaven,
And the miles are light years between us,
Till I meet her again, driven in a
hearse.
       All I have left of her are beautiful memories,
And the sound of her sweet voices.
Her lovely smile after a hectic day,
Her reassuring bear hugs to say,
"There's always another day.
        Tell her that I love her,
I really miss her,
And when she gives a smile,
Hold her for me for a while.

Your Servant,

Through The Window I Watch The Ticks Of Time
From The First Second I Was The One To Blame
Was That Stupid Feeling Or My Heart Was Lame
Can't Hold It For Seven Days, What A Shame !!!
Begone, Cause There Will Be Only Pain To Claim
But Make Sure To Slash It To Finish The Crime

Seven Days To Creat Earth
Seven Days To Make It Worth
Seven Doors Takes To Heaven
Seven Floors On The Sky Stricken
Seven Doors Takes To Hell
Seven More To Make It Well

I Still Hold My Self On The Top And The Floor
Why You keep Hiding Behind A Closed Door
Everytime I See You, I Die A Little More
It Was Beautiful, It Was Amazing And Pure
For That Bright World We Lived Cure
I Wanna Shout It From The Roof Top For Sure
Why You Can't See Through That Anymore
I Wish It Could Be Like That And More

Seven Days To Creat Earth
Seven Days To Make it Worth
Seven Doors Takes To Heaven
Seven Floors On The Sky Stricken
Seven Doors Takes To Hell
Seven More To Make It Well

You Are More Beautiful Than The high
You Are Too Beautiful For A Human Eye
Like Angel, With That Look Of Shy
Everyone Can Fall In Love Without A Try
Like Angel, With That Smile You Can Fly
Going So Far To The Seventh Sky

Author/ Aladdin Aures

Come closer honey,
Listen to my heartbeats
yearning for you,
Like the sound of the ocean in a conch shell.
Come closer sweetheart,
Read our love story,
Etched in lines and shading,
Along the seashore of my body skin.
Come closer baby,
Feel how my breaths gasp and fall,
As ocean waves,
I, a windsurfer trying my best to hold on.
As much as you have made me burn in the raging fire of  my love for you,
I wish you to roast with me in the inferno.
If it had been a stranger I would have desired the same,
But, you are my love,
How can I?