Dearest old friend
We are sharing our heart with others
My fears are still with me but the time is now
It is about emerging into the woman some really don’t know
The one who truly knows has my heart and keeps my soul in check
Being sensitive is a double edged sword
Been there and done that
Second thoughts need to go the way of yesterday’s news
It matters but it takes its place in herstory
Finally,we have something to say and it matters
As do others

C@rainbiwchaser2019

Respect and gratefulness were precious
You knew who your friends were
You are open to enjoying others if you know your heart
You could enjoy every moment
Savior the Magic because it was special
Cherish those around you near and far
Yesterday repeats itself again
You are no longer sure you can return to that time
Maybe the sweetness nugget means more than it every did before
Remember who you are
Remember what you believe and you stand for
Remember to be involved in the life you were given
Life is an on going lesson
It does not only happen in school
You are here and that is the greatest gift of all

C@rainbowchaser2019

If you are a boomer and remember the TV show
This is real not taped for a studio audio audience
Takes one mean girl and her friends to make you feel worthless
This was before the Bullying term came to be
It was yesterday and it is gone and out of sight
Not in your heart or your nightmares
They haunt you even now when you know better
When somebody comes along and sweeps you off your feet
You remember the pain and the shame
It always stays with you
So the next time you put somebody down intentionally or not
It stays with them and you are to blame
For the Ugliest girl town

C@rainbowchaser2019

What you hear and what you listen to
are world's apart
What you take away is another story
You pick your fights
SElf Editing becomes a talent you hone
Keep your friends close and enemies closer
Frenemies need not apply
Sometimes they are the same but you have to learn that
Then when you least expect it many things make themselves clear
Just remember that every moment is a learning opportunity
You should never ever stop learning
Advice to you is to remember that because when it does
You are no longer on this khaki coil
Keep your feet on the ground even when you are soaring

C@rainbowchaser2019

Its origins are important to you
It is a balance of old school and new school thinking
The balance is the key
You are part of an Army with help from people and places you have known
Sometimes unknown if you have yet to encounter them
Take it in
Digest it
The Drama will only bother you if you let it
Who said you have to do that?
Get those ugly voices out of your head out
Being different is not a life sentence
It is usually a gift you have to utilize
Embrace it and respect yourself
If you are happy than that is all that matters
Those you make unhappy will have to deal
Whether you know that or not
You are strong
You are powerful
You matter
Synergy is the game of life
Learn to play well
Kick Chaos to the curb with its BFF Drama
Never assume
For you know what that makes you
You are always a work in progress
Remember not to take nonsense from anyone

C@rainbowchaser2019

Befriended you long ago
Latch key kid doing what was expected
You let me talk to you
Life got in the way for others to have time for me
Never judged or bullied me
When life turned ugly
You glistened
Without you
Would have been gone long ago
You saved my life
Others have read you and shared their feelings too
Writing is my forever friend
Always catching rainbows with me

C@rainbowchaser2019

Found you
Was searching but encountered the unexpected
Souls,stories,connections,family
Accepting every person and puzzle like the gems they are
What was and what is are on two different uinverses
Those that connect us are no longer here to tell their stories


Knowing that finding things out might be surprising and shocking
Still need to know why things happened and how we got to now
Have to embrace and release

C@rainbowchaser2019

Not so long
Not farewell
No more memories
Too many nightmares during the day
You are toxic
Too needy
Demanding
Guess you never know until it is too late
Wishing you very well but after all
It is Goodbye

C@rainbowchaser2019

Stuck in neutral situations
Knowledge and learning must accompany you
Walking through your fears
When will the freeing embrace you?
Release yourself .
So where do you go from here?
Even if you don't know where you are going to
Standing still
Not regressing but on a trajectory of your own making
Perhaps not what you expected
Don't expect,accept
One step at a time
Baby steps if necessary
Finding whatever makes you happy and complete
When you arrive be prepared
The process is the most important asset
Change is the one constant
That can't be taken from you
Moving forward takes time
Lessons always being learned


C@rainbowchaser2019

When we awaken
This reality show is defunct
Cancelled
The victims Americans not born with a silver spoon
Those who earned everything by working hard
Some who were not born here
Immigrants just like our grandparents and Great grandparents
Congress will be bi-partisan
Archie Bunker will be remembered as a beloved character
Not those who refuse to understand that yesterday is a memory and tomorrow matters
Today is to be enjoyed and put into prospective
Cherish and respect human beings despite our differences
There will always be bad dreams but the nightmare should never have been elected in the first place

C@rainbowchaser2019