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147 · Mar 2019
No Filter Instapoem
Eryri Mar 2019
These lines should allude to
My feelings at this present time.
So, filters off,
Stick to a simple structure,
No fancy words
To polish turds.
Let's drop the contrived rhyme
Truth-telling isn't a crime,
So here goes...
Life gets dull post-40
And, like my body fat content,
Time is spiralling out of control.
146 · Sep 2018
Excuse Me For Being Bald...
Eryri Sep 2018
I've been bald for twenty years:
Still, people keep reminding me,
Of my follicle deficiency.
So, just to get these people off my case,
To get them feeling sorry,

I tell them that I hug my children purely to know what it's like to brush hair away from my face.
Long punchline
145 · Jan 2022
Rot
Eryri Jan 2022
Rot
On his frame hung the rotting fruits of his experiences
A living carcass bejewelled by hate and spite
Candied fruit soured by the fermentation of bitterness and regret.
145 · Jun 2020
Too Little, Too Late?
Eryri Jun 2020
Cartwheeling at the order of the winds,
Power to the people with the tumbling of your limbs.
A last throw of the dice by your makers,
A Quixotic endeavour to undo the damage;
Damage wreaked by the furies of their forebearers.
About all too real climate change
145 · Aug 2019
Unfair Weather
Eryri Aug 2019
Summer rain rusting my brain
Unseasonal winds
Pushing over bins
Gales and rain in the UK at the moment.
145 · Feb 2019
Epiphany
Eryri Feb 2019
Yesterday, all was lost.
Today, an epiphany:
But I do not know what to do with it.

Yesterday, I was bursting with words.
Today, an epiphany:
Now I have none.

Yesterday, I was full of angry action.
Today, an epiphany:
Now I am passive.

I guess epiphanies
Aren't all they're cracked up to be
145 · Dec 2018
Self-Titled
Eryri Dec 2018
What Was The Point Of Life Before Children?
And other self-important working titles, like...
What If I Wasn't Developing Life Saving Medicine?

He has so much poetry within him,
But it's all based ON him;
Full of false modesty
And self-conscious irony,
He never deviates from the theme
Of HIM.
BORING!
145 · Dec 2021
Your Time
Eryri Dec 2021
Each passing day is an investment
A sacrifice of the present for the future.
As for the past, frivolous times forgotten,
Consigned to the bin of social media
Doomed to be infertile digital compost
By the time you are ready to bloom.
144 · Mar 2019
Rhymes
Eryri Mar 2019
Funny
Honey
Money
Bunny
Sunny
Dummy
Chummy
Mummy
Crummy
Orange
..­.****.
142 · Dec 2020
Respite
Eryri Dec 2020
The path welcomes loners
A tunnel through landscape
Through busy thoughts
Into seclusion and peace
Where fears flee the nest
To do alone what they do best.
142 · Feb 2021
Intruder
Eryri Feb 2021
Rooted by a wild silence
A stillness too serene
"Show me!" my silence screams

Lumens of light pour into my eyes
Silence crashes about my ears
What is it about me that it so fears?

Hyper-aware as I stare and stare
The weighed down minutes pass:
How does one measure impatience?

Suddenly, a sound of rhythm
Alas, nothing natural or interesting
Only human toil, heard but not seen

As I leave, the wind and trees conspire
Talking a cryptic breathless language
That seems to whisper "He is leaving"
142 · Sep 2019
Temporal Trauma
Eryri Sep 2019
Time's tight leash restrains ever more:
Youth runs without looking,
Adulthood takes in the views but not the meanings,
Parenthood siezes your social life and shakes it like a rattle;
A head-spinning temporal trauma
Leaving a void filled by nostalgia
- the middle aged man's worst enemy -
Sunny dazed days of drinking
In heavenly beer gardens,
Laughing without thinking.
But time yanks the leash,
Drags you back into today,
This hour, this minute,
To the ***** diaper
And your soiled hand.
142 · Jun 2020
A Grey
Eryri Jun 2020
The looming grey of your promise
Hangs heavy above our heads
As does that glimmer of hope you hide:
Hope forever present but rarely seen.
141 · Jan 2019
A House for Life
Eryri Jan 2019
Our all new house
Is a 'House For Life':
It's a bit of a sty but has:
Toilets downstairs
Toilets upstairs
Wide access doorways
And low level light switches.
Trouble is,
It's made entirely of straw.
Worse still,
Our neighbour is a ****** wolf.
141 · May 2024
Plumb Line
Eryri May 2024
**** those clichés I never thought would apply to me,
But my love ebbs and flows unchecked   as routine keeps its hold
But on days like these when the whirlwind stops
And as your lifetimes coalesce into a loveful mass
A plumb line is thrown and tells of a soothing depth
Which, on this day of rest, I sink into.
140 · Apr 2020
The Man on the Hill
Eryri Apr 2020
Ar ben y bryn
Sits a paint-brush-thin monument,
A crooked rocky record built by unwilling hands.
This cockeyed testimony announces a difficult man,
A man befriended by nature
Whose oakish form turned in opposition to his kin
To take root on stony ground,
To prosper on infertile soil
And shelter under nature's canopy.

Y bryn oedd ei gartref
And there he thrived
To the annoyance of the conformists,
The chapel-goers, the gossipers, the rate-payers,
Those who could not abide his ragged clothing,
Sweat-stewed, blood-patched remnants of cloth
Hanging rags of garments and barely-there shoes.
Loneliness was his hope and so peace was his.

Ar y bryn fu farw.
A few feigned to mourn to satisfy their curiousity
Hoping to spy the corpse of the man on the hill,
A man who was and who wasn't one of them.
And so a dissonance rang through the town:
He was them but not them,
Miserably poor but enviably free,
And so, his half-hearted monument was raised
On a foundation of contempt and begrudging admiration.
Revised
139 · Dec 2020
Expression
Eryri Dec 2020
His mind's pained pleas echo
The brain's chosen words fragment
Inside his closed mouth
Eryri Mar 2020
When I see your 1940s weekend -

Your 'war was fun and cosy' pretence

Your clichéd polyester and fibre glass mockery, 

Re-enacting an imagined happy-go-lucky camaraderie -

Forgive me for not joining in

As I happen to feel it a cardinal sin

To idealise and romanticise a decade

Made up of austerity, rationing and air raids.

Believe me, I've read a little social history:

The 1940s were not idyllic or crime-free

Just as now, there were heroes and villains

Among the soldiers and the civilians.

Yes, heroism abounded but so did black marketeering

Yes, there were brave sacrifices but there was also racketeering

And those city-wide black-outs were a gift

To those who would rob and grift.

Your jolly nostalgic tribute is an annual celebration

Celebrating your own fabrication

Of a time when the machinations of war and a crazed ideology

Saw the near extinction of entire minorities.

Look, I don't wish to be a party pooper

But don't step into the shoes of a made-up trooper

So, please, remove your rose-tinted glasses

To remember that beyond your nostalgic narrative of the routines of the masses

People lived with the daily fear

Of the likely deaths of people they held dear.
Revised
138 · Jan 2019
Drifting
Eryri Jan 2019
Each evening at ten
You drift by my window
As white as the milk
I used to leave for you.
137 · Oct 2018
Couldn't Stop Sleeping
Eryri Oct 2018
A long long week,
A short short weekend,
My body feels weak,
My spirit weakened,

Days and days of deadlines,
Time speeding up as I age,
Getting closer and closer to red lines,
And all this for a meager wage.

But trusty Saturday arrives,
Hugs me with duvet respite,
And lucid dreams that I contrive
Reawaken my mind throughout the night.

But sleep demands company,
So even on Sundays you'll hear my alarm bleeping,
For to succumb to sleep's Siren bewitchery,
Would see me forever sleeping.
137 · Nov 2019
Heliosphere
Eryri Nov 2019
Voyager of 40 years
Escaping the pull of planets
Drawing on my urge for independence
Until, finally,
I leave the heliosphere
And all my thoughts are now mine to share.
137 · Nov 2020
Missed Call
Eryri Nov 2020
I thought He whispered in my ear once
Ghostly sounds shaped like words
Too brittle to hear, too gentle to fear
Could His words be so fragile?
I never heard them again.
137 · Apr 2019
Secret Most Unexpected
Eryri Apr 2019
Your secret stands tip-toe on my shoulder,
It leans in to whisper in my ear,
The teller, the story, the revelation
Intoxicate me,
Spin me dizzy,
Turn my thoughts fizzy.
Your messenger tells me you love me:
This was most unexpected!
137 · Jun 2020
Echoes
Eryri Jun 2020
His mind's pleas echo
In his closed mouth
137 · Dec 2021
Hop, Skip and Jump
Eryri Dec 2021
Pure love runs
Jumps and lands
The perfect dive
Clean and efficient
135 · Mar 2020
Breathless
Eryri Mar 2020
Oh, the irony that a respiratory virus
Forced a breathless world
To stop to take a breath
135 · Oct 2019
Post-Nostalgia
Eryri Oct 2019
That boy who lived my life
Before I became a man
Will be forever playing football
On that day of that summer,
For that day still exists on some plane
And will never end:
A source of great comfort,
As I age and fade into routine.
134 · May 2019
The Poet Laureate's Sherry
Eryri May 2019
600 Bottles of Sherry
Are sure to make you merry;
Enough to set you on a writing ******
Sure to last your ten year tenure.
134 · Apr 2019
Parade Charade
Eryri Apr 2019
You sat there, sure of your part in this play.
Smirked as he was dragged away,
Arms flailing, legs kicking and mouth frothing
As countless robotic guards carried him aloft.

A charade of a parade.

He was off to the unknown,
His life out of control,
Destiny scattered to the wind.

And so, it was was with such ease
That you released a butterfly-effect rumour
That gathered momentum
Causing chaos beyond your darkest hopes.

Where is he now?
In some granite and iron cell?
Living on a bread and water diet?
You do not know.
You do not care.

You stole the life you craved,
His Human Rights you waived
Not a moment's thought
Of this man's despair do you give.
134 · Dec 2020
Vaccine
Eryri Dec 2020
As I type
My body is investigating
A tiny fraction of a tiny virus
That has conquered a world.
131 · Oct 2020
Lather
Eryri Oct 2020
Chest hair is really useful for creating a lather quickly.
130 · Jun 2019
K.O.
Eryri Jun 2019
Three times up,
Four times down.
You do the math,
He can't,
He's out for the count.
Eryri Nov 2018
Today you experienced, for the first time...
Pins and needles.
In just one leg.
You didn't know what to explain -
Numbness is a hell of a concept to grasp for a young mind -
You could only stand lopsidedly,
Wanting to laugh out of panic,
Shooing away invisible electric bees.

But you're only three,
And it's a weird sensation,
That you'll never get used to.
Still, it was pretty funny,
Knowing you were fine
Watching you try to process a strange sensation
That always disappears eventually,
Leaving you to wonder, "what just happened?"
130 · Dec 2020
A Voyage
Eryri Dec 2020
The chill wind thrusts
A walk into the stars
Zero G sets wild thoughts free

- all is possible on that voyage -

But the landing is hard
As the door bangs shut.
129 · Jun 2019
Orphaned Clones
Eryri Jun 2019
Abandon the failures,
Imperfections are unacceptable:
Loved ones were perfect in shape and spirit
(in imperfect, idealised memories).

Flawed not flawless,
These bespoke folk:
They are and are not that rotting loved one.

'Failed clone'
Society's latest stigma.

'Orphaned clones'
The lowest class.
126 · Dec 2019
Fame and the Dame
Eryri Dec 2019
The Dame got her fame
But didn't like what she'd got
So she stayed at home
And never left her bed.
125 · May 2019
Robbed of Song
Eryri May 2019
My heart, it knew a song or two,
But thanks to you
And your heartless crew
It succumbed and withdrew
And now it beats a beatless beat:
The sing-songs are gone
The melodies muted
No dawn chorus
Or drive time sing-along.
Oh ****, I miss the rush
Of singing my favourite tunes
Thinking my voice was completely in tune
But no,
You took that away from me,
Stole my singing,
Robbed me of rhythm,
Left a shell of an amateur singer
Whose voice is silenced:
Packed in a loveless vault:
Combination unknown.
125 · Sep 2020
Residue (PTSD Metaphors)
Eryri Sep 2020
A tragedy miles of time away
But pain is a stubborn stain
Counselling never washes it out
New love never puts it out of its misery

It is a stubborn ****,
Rooted in composted memories,
Finds nourishment in unwelcome recollections;
The slightest trigger allows it to blossom.
124 · Jan 2020
Truth Telling for Eternity
Eryri Jan 2020
The unimaginable that must be imagined
The flame in memory of the flames

Let the living live for the dead
So the truth of the dead can live on.
Holocaust Memorial Day
124 · Aug 2019
Newly Apolitical
Eryri Aug 2019
"Don't be political" the Maestro said,
"It don't age well and it sure as Hell don't sell"
So I gave it up,
Called a by-election on my insurrection,
Lost my deposit
But couldn't give a ****.
Now I switch off the news
To focus on my muse:
The little things.
Yep, meditating on the minutiae
Is where it's at,
"Embrace the boring"
The Maestro added
"Politics will leave them snoring".
So here's to the mundane,
The housing estates
Where cars clog the streets,
The lunch deal brigade
Staring at the sandwiches,
The workplace kitchen
Where hygiene standards vanish:
A land called Mundanity,
Where the seemingly sane
Are all insane.
124 · Apr 2020
Outlook
Eryri Apr 2020
What to do with that patch of earth?
Dig in with unlaboured hands
With fingers the opposite of green?
Doom vibrant plants to early graves
In a macabre memorial garden
Of flowers dead and dying?
Toil in futility to yield only
A commemorative patch of Earth
For this reluctant gardener's outlook?
124 · Oct 2020
Shirking From Home
Eryri Oct 2020
The home office.
Where my heart is?
Was.
A place of comfort,
Respite from workaday workdays,
Invaded by documents and devices,
By electro-voices and avoidable crises.
Oh! The mundanity,
Oh! The profanity,
Oh! The insanity.
123 · Sep 2020
Blackberry Picking
Eryri Sep 2020
A final visit, a necessary trip
Outrunning the lockdown
To fulfil the blackberry pinky promise.

For time with their grandkids.
122 · Feb 2020
Informal Diagnosis
Eryri Feb 2020
A mind made redundant
Lost in an over-aged physical cage

An informal diagnosis
An unspoken prognosis

No description
No prescription

A whole person lost:
Mind
Body
and
Soul
121 · Jun 2020
Constant Housework
Eryri Jun 2020
When you grow up I'll tidy the house
But for now it must remain in disarray
For I have no strength for a losing battle
Or another full time job for no pay.
121 · Mar 2019
Monoglot Monopoly
Eryri Mar 2019
No need to worry about
My culture
My language
My identity
There is no threat to my ethnicity.
My mother tongue is dominant,
The cultural lingua franca on each continent.
But at what cost, this monoglot monopoly?
Maybe I unknowingly lack empathy?
Do not understand that other languages need to breath.
Other cultures need the space.
Other identities need support.
That they face existential threats.
That my neighbours feel squeezed.
But what can I do when I am surprised
Each and every time when I am told
That not everyone speaks the English at home?
120 · Sep 2020
Unscared
Eryri Sep 2020
I am not scared
And I do not know why.
120 · Jan 2020
Truth Telling for Eternity
Eryri Jan 2020
Let the unimaginable be imagined
Let the flame burn in memory of the flames
Let the living live for the dead
So the truth of the dead can live on.
Redrafted
120 · Apr 2020
The Dunce
Eryri Apr 2020
Still the dunce turns up!
Lesson after lesson
Week after week
Term after term.
What has he learnt?
How to hold a book?!
He cannot be taught
So I only chastise.
But still the dunce turns up.
Will mockery **** him off?
No, the resilient peasant still turns up!
No great expectations have I of him
He only seems to leer at me
Yet plays the fool with others.
His grades a stubborn average.
To teach would be to encourage
But still the dunce still turns up!
119 · Oct 2020
Sick Thoughts of Leave
Eryri Oct 2020
Just a little illness,
Something that gets me off my feet,
A friendly virus partial to good deeds
To leave me bed-bound for a day or three.

A minor car crash,
No one but me,
A harmlessish accident arranged by the Gods
To leave me bed-bound for a week or three.

A break is as good as a change they say,
So maybe a real hospital pass in 5 a side
- a wrist-breaker on crash landing -
So no more typing for four to six weeks.
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