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ok okay Apr 2021

Life is empty
Like a sullen lonely hollow
We trip and we fall
And sometimes we keep falling
Life starts to blur
Memories become fragments
We want to dream forever
But even our dreams tell us to wake up
Because if we refuse
We will keep
                     f orever
                       a lone
                         l osing
                           l ife
                            i n
                              n othingness
                                g rievously

Took me a bit to format but yee :)

#life #hollow #alone

ok okay Apr 2021

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Scarlet like the veins that bled
I sought out the demons in my head
What I want will not come
Only slumber will let me succumb

ok okay Apr 2021

Barely Alive

It's funny how fast you think life goes
Until you realise how slow it really is
So much time of ours is wasted
Life expectancies should be changed
Not for how many years we were alive
But for how many we spent actually living them
I spend so many days feeling that I am not alive
Maybe that would make my life expectancy low
I don't fear death
I fear living
Because in time everything will go

#life #death

ok okay Mar 2021

Patch Me Together

Patch me together
With staples on skin
I'll be your puzzle
If you fix me
You win
Start with my heart
It's much easier to fix
My mind is a problem
It should not exist
Please don't let me leave
The hollow darkness awaits
I think if I fall one more time
I may never escape
Hold me together
With your arms around me
I'll love you forever
For as long as time can be

#love #pain

ok okay Mar 2021

Thoughts to ash

Lackluster eyes and SSRIS
Thoughts turn to ash
When anxiety thrives
The raging fire never ends
Until there is nothing left to burn
The mind is like a forest
That can be burned down to a crisp

#mind

ok okay Mar 2021

Lay Upon My Flowerbed

If I could lay upon a flowerbed
Until my mind expired
Maybe we could become connected
The soil would consume me
My body could bloom
With vibrant colours
Of blood reds
And shallow blues
Maybe these flowers could speak
Of what my life had become
It seems that people only want to know you once you are truly gone

#flower #death

ok okay Mar 2021

Closer than you know

You lay next to me
But are far away in your dreams
I rest in your arms
And think about what all of this means

#love