Piercing through
my ever insistent darkness
an orchestra of emotions
reaching out
... reaching in

Playfully,
my dorment butterflies
awaken
by the touch of
your lips on mine

Whispers of hope
our beautiful, misled dreams
crazy fantasies
hopeless dreams

the words you whispered
tenderly embraced
in your comforting arms
a web of lies

wish I could
undo those promises
such deceit
in the midnight hour

our lonely hearts
... cheated

We have many choices
my biggest was
to love you in person
or in memory

Painful memories
flooding in
when I least expect it
suffocating all reason to breathe

My soul craves
your absence
my heart aches
with my lips

but, I still choose
to love you
... only
in memory

My soul listens
... patiently
lovingly, taking in
the sounds of a beautiful soul

On this icy night

I look to the stars

With questions

And teary eyes



I surrender

To the heavens

And embrace

The chill in my veins



Standing still

Weeping

Hoping

Believing



My soul

Filled with hope

I still believe

I will love again

I am
A girl
I am
A lady

I am
A good girl
I am
A lil bad

I am
All about soul
I am
All about sin

I am
Happy
I am
Sad

I am
Me
I am
Happy

Sand between my toes
a breeze
... inhaled memories
almost forgotten ...

I kneel down
and pray
for your memory
to always stay

I loved you
I trusted you.
it's always been
... just you

I do not
remember
ever loving anyone
... but, you

I woke up
to the glorious sound of the first rains
the unmistakable scent
of petals dancing

The wind a little calmer
resting in awe
blossoms smiling,
grateful, to be kissed with natures love

your lips
poison to my senses
the sweetest sin
bourbon whispers into the deepest part of my soul

dance with me
kiss me
need me
crave me

your tongue
tracing sinfully
along my
trembling and
quivering body

Our souls
Searching through
Beautiful scattered
Shiny stars

Find me
And I'll find you
For once,
Look past the clouds

My thoughts
And
Memories
…Scattered…
…Sometimes
In the wind
And
…Sometimes
In a raging storm
hurt
Pain
Loss
and finally
love…

One single kiss
A stare into souls merging
A goodbye with words
Our hearts weeping
A sudden roadblock
Unbearable hurt
Shattered hearts

Years goes by, searching

The memory of you won’t fade
Our return to fate
What a glorious day
We know just what to say

This is not magic
But it is magical

Our souls dance
Our hearts filled
Our deepest feelings felt

We prepare for an adventure

Love as pure and true
Our hearts will see this through

Emotions scrambled
A labyrinth of unknown
Feelings
Roadblocks

Running
Stalling
Screaming
Feeling

­Running into
Nowhere
The world
Is just too big

Screaming
Shouting
Should I go
Should I stay

Do I even know the answers
… anyway?

.....you tell me everything.....
It leaves me speechless!
Sometimes, a little B R E A T H L E S S!

We don't touch!
We use words!
We use how we feel!
We create images!

I  F E E L  YOU
I  H E A R  YOU

Without a touch
YOU penetrate, my soul!

You awakened, stirred the inner most
Part of my being

Every look
Every smack
Every part of my body wanted more,
Needed more

As I lay in the darkness
I am consumed with how you felt
In every part of me

I am asked by my heart and mind
To not feel too much,
So, for now.... I shall OBEY!

My face drenched
My hair soaked
Our bodies cling

The sound of thunder
Rain gloriously cleansing our past
Our kiss
Our dance
Our rain
Our love

A memory of our first glance
Our first embrace
Our first kiss

This is our rain
Our dance
Our love
Hope
Trust

Complete at last
Gone with the past

As I turn the pages
of my story
long ago and today
and perhaps, a little longer

I dream of sunflowers
and summer picnics
by the lake
fresh jasmine scents holding me

The peace of dandelions
dancing in the wind
of hope
and love

I dream of pretty drinks
celebrating each moment
chamomile tea and fresh mint
soothing my slumber

I'm steaming my ******

You're cooking

freshly showered

drenched hair

towel left to warm the floor

The kitchen counter

becomes my burlesque stage

lit in your

alluring stare

you revel

in the backdrop of

my exposed

cravings

With that hungry look

you cannot resist

shifting towards me

honouring my body with

all your attention