Stepped into the market,
With the simple intent to buy sweets.
But with my thoughts,
The entire marketplace unfolded before me.
Some were big, some were small,
Some were cheap, some were expensive.
Some had a mild sweetness,
While others were as sweet as honey.
My heart was captivated, my eyes filled with wonder,
Yet I returned empty-handed.

Tehri Woh Muskurahat Kai Liyea
Mai Tadapta Hu.
Tehri Woh Chaan Alfazo Kai Liyea
Mai Tadapta Hu.
Tehri Woh Khuch Lamhi Kai Liyea
Mai Tadapta Hu.

Value that  person
who cares about you.
They are as precious as Gold.
Because for a few unfortunate
None exists.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Na Kahai Ki
Woh Kyu Aayai Hai.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Dua Karau Ki
Bardaast Karni Ki Himmat Dai.


{ Whenever Hardships Come
Dont Question Why it has Come ?  

When Hardships Come.
Pray that you get the Courage to Face it. }}

Tea
cant be consumed cold..
Coffee can.

Lost my father
Many years back..
All he asked me
Was to take him back
That Last wish of his
Remained Unfulfilled.

They say Time Heals
All this is a Lie.
For when you remember
It seems like yesterday

Each one has to exit
This is the truth
Which cannnot be denied.

But the sadness which prevails
Is worst that death itself.

Feel worthless even after you try
All the Emotions buried
As there is no shoulder to cry

HP is the only place
For I can only Vent.

For those who still have their parents alive.
Meet them. Love them. Care for them.
As you never know when they will go.

Not a single tear from my Eye.
From my eyes from the day you died.

Whenever I visit your grave
I always remember what all you gave.
But still  …
Not a single tear from my Eye……

Every moment I remember you.
For all the sacrifices you made.
But still ….
Not a single tear from my Eye….

During the worst phases of my life.
When your own turns against you.
But Still ….
Not a single tear from my Eye

I chose to remain quite
Inspite of all the things I could have done.
But Still …
Not a single tear from my Eye

The more you test me
The more the faith I have.
No matter what happens now.
Faith in you will always be there.  

For even in Pain
For even in Rejections
For even in Losses
Faith in you will always be there.

Whatever happens will happen.
Nothing more or less can be done.
The worst may be yet to come.
Faith in you will always be there.  

Acceptance is only solution.
Resisting is of no use.
For what ever will happen will happen.
Faith in you will always be there.

To those who taught me.
To those who guided me.
To those who believed in me.
To those who laughed at me.
To those who underestimated me.
To those who hated me.
And Above all
To me who always stood by me.

Thank you for the Sight I see.
Thank you for the Sound I hear.
Thank you for the  Air I breathe.
Thank you for the Hands for work.
Thank you for the Legs to walk.
Thank you for the Shelter  I stay.
Thank you for the Work I do.
Thank you for the Clothes I Wear.
Thank you for the Food I Eat.
Thank You for the Sleep I get.
Thank You for Everything.

A Big Apple fell on Me.
Red and Juicy
Sliced it carefully
Tasted so Yummy.

I was anxious  and excited ...
Tired yet Energetic ...

The Next Phase of my life..
An addition to me and my wife...

Those few hours
will always be remembered
When  I was completely tensed.  

Finally the time came.
Heard  It was a Boy.
My Sweet Bumdle  of Joy.

After thanking the All  Mighty
I finally cried and cried.

Some moments later
They got my Son
With Tears in my Eyes
I finally took him in my Hands

As soon as my hands touched him..
He woke up and gave me a sweet smile.  

It seems just like it happened today.
Seventeen Years have passed away.  

That Day a Son became a Dad.

Late Evening ...
Always Smiling ...
Nails Biting....
Secretly Admiring.
So Relaxing.
So Exciting.

Total Darkness
Thunder Storms
Thirsty Face
Total Madness
Turn On Infinite
Temporary Silence
Torn Apart
Peace at Last

So cold and thawed out ....
Yet to Melt ....
Waiting Patiently Forever....

In the end
Its the ……

Every Moment ……
Endless Turmoil ……
Complete Broken ….
Some are won ….
Some are lost ….
Emotions Absent…..
Patience Infinite …..
Rewards Awaited…
Cycle Continues….

For even the  Once Aromatic
and Beautiful Flower Fades
And the Bees then just ignore
and move on

Thoughts thru the  Chalks
On the ******* Board
Fear Engulfs
The Duster comes again
And does what it does best.

Peace, love's gentle calm
Soothes the soul's darkest night's pain
Healing hearts entwine

So Sturdy you are O Bridge ..

So Strong Against the Storm.

Infinite Loads you can take…

Nothing in Return you Desire

O Bridge – Does it not Tire you

To be the Link between them.

Knowing one Day you will be Burnt

Cut and Bruised in Total

O Bridge O Bridge Be Careful

For those who walk on you dont care.

بوجھ

ہر دن امیدوں کا بوجھ سہتا ہوں،
ہر رات مایوسی میں ڈھلتا ہوں۔

خدا پہ میرا ایمان ہے پختہ،
مگر کیا میں بخشش کے لائق نہیں؟

تنہائی کا زہر پیتا ہوں،
خاموشی میں چیختا ہوں۔

چہرے پر مسکان، دل میں درد،
یہ نقاب کب تک پہنتا رہوں؟

کبھی شکر، کبھی فریاد،
زندگی ایک الجھی ہوئی یاد۔

کاش کوئی سمجھے میرے دل کی صدا،
خاموشی میں بھی سن لے میری فریاد۔

⸻

Bojh

Har din umeedon ka bojh sehta hoon,
Har raat mayoosi mein dhalta hoon.

Khuda pe mera imaan hai pukhta,
Magar kya main bakhshish ke laayak nahi?

Tanhai ka zeher peeta hoon,
Khamoshi mein cheekhta hoon.

Chehre par muskan, dil mein dard,
Ye naqaab kab tak pehnta rahoon?

Kabhi shukar, kabhi faryaad,
Zindagi ek uljhi hui yaad.

Kaash koi samjhe mere dil ki sada,
Khamoshi mein bhi sun le meri faryaad.

Instigated by Anger
Fuelled by Jeleously
Burn Endlessly

Car
Strong,Sturdy.
Fast, Smooth, Secured.
Complete Protection to the Driver.
My Body.

The Driver
His Car
Random Roads
Speed Breakers
*** Holes
Cars Overtaking
Tyres Worn Out
Slowed Down
Parked
Towed Away .........

The chef will always
Praise the food he cooks.

Seeking our likeness,  
In moments of dire need,  
Do we lend a hand,  
Or turn away, indifferent—  
The choice shapes who we become.

Yet to be explored ..
The Metro
The Trams
The Sweets
The Howrah Bridge
And More.

Wish  I could take out this Coat
Which I so very much loathe  
With So Many Thorns and More.  
Though I feel in it So Secure.
Longing for that One Small Hug.
Being aware that it will hurt you more.

Water takes  its own time
for Boiling
so does Milk.
Ultimately they both go
in the same Cup.

Hardware  broke down ....
Slowly Data got .......
Uploaded and Upgraded
to another Hardware.
It is so very simple
everything is back to normal.

Darkness preceded Light ...
Sorrows after Happiness ...
On and On it repeats ....
Only the Duration changes .....

Never Ending Failures
Tired and Frustrated
Attempts Again.

Many Roads
And Many More
    Walking on it.
Some Straight
   Some Not So
Some Short
  And Some Long.
Some Low
  And Some  High.
Some with many.
  Some with few.  
Some Gain with Pain.
  Some go Insane.
Destination Remains the Same.

Many Paths…
Same Destination…
Quickly we all move.  
And always  fight
In Order to prove
That we are Right.

The only difference
between you and me is ...
You Break.  I make.

I  came out
From my  House
Saw many Doors.
Some were Open
Some were Locked
Some were Small
Some were Large
Sone were Broad
Some were Narrow.
Some were Inviting
Some were Repulsive.
It was very cold out there
Had to go somewhere.
Knocked on some
Welcomed by some
Thrown out by some
Came back to my own
Back to where I belonged.

The Sight of those beautiful doors
Elegant and Delicate to the core.  

Beyond them I see well covered  Walls
Dim Light with strong Side Supports

Those Passages are  Asymmetry
Leads to the Un Explored Mystery.

As the Storms comes
These Doors Open Wide.  

The Winds Enters with Full Force.
And makes the most soothing voice.

I am now stuck at these Doors
Waiting for the Storm to go.

White Background.
Scattered  Black Dots.
Some see Black
Some see White.
Both are Right.

Keep on Joining them.
Some Here ...
Some There ...
Everywhere...

Infinite dots in my Domain.
Connecting one by one.
Some Disconnect.

Electric Shock
Sudden, Comfortable.
Painless,Soothing, Magnetic ...
Oasis in the Desert.
Your Touch

Roamed in the Jungle.
Crushed a few Ants
Red , White and  Black.

The Facilitators  also need Facilitation
To facilitate the ones ....
Who  cannot be facilitated ...
In order to facilitate more ..

Fire Started
Another One to Extinguish it.
Earth Burns.

The Stagnant Pond ....
Way Way Beyond.
An Ambitious Fish ...  
Just had one Wish....
Wanted to Fly..
To Reach the Sky...
Went High
And  Died.....

Since there is no place to go
All one can do is go with the flow….

Work is going extremely slow.
All one can do is go with the flow….

The current phase of life is  low
All one can do is go with the flow …. .

Stuck  with people who i harldy know.
All one can do is go with the flow …..

Just need two players.
Who select themselves.
While the Rest Watch.
No matter what happens
The audience looses.

In the end
Everyones playing a game.

Some to survive
Some to strive  

Some play and win
Some play and loose

What is yours will always be ...
There is nothing otherwise to see ...
Those who backstab will also face ...
Time and Again I have won the race...
For decades I have been very quite
I Swear you have still not seen my might.
Dont ever challenge me again
For I can also play the game
and  make you insane.