O Bewafaa
Yeh Aap  Nai Kya Kiya ...
Bewaajaa Dai De
Mujhe Aisee Sazaa.
O Bewafaa.

O Bewafaa
Itni bhi Kya Naraazgi Thi.
Labhau Kai  Alfaaz Sai
Dil Hi Nasuur Kar Diya
O Bewafaa

O Bewafaa
Dard Kai Samundaar Mai
Ab Taair Raha Hu Mai.
Dubnai Ka Intezaar Hai.
O Bewafaa

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Mera Yeh Dil Ab Nazuk Hau Gaya.
Aab Aur Bardaas Nahi Kar Saka
Kabhi Teri  Khamooshi
Kabhi Teri Nafarmani.

I feel as If

I am a Candle not Lit.
I am a Car not Driven.
I am a Machine not Switched On.
I am a Building without Dwellers.
I am a  Party without Guest.
I am a Game without Spectators.
I am a Conference without Delegates.
And
A Soul with a Body but without a Cause.

That Peaceful Ambeince
Filled with Happiness
How can I forget ....

Sweets from Neighbours
Served with Genuine Love.
How can I forget.....

The Music and Dance
On the RoofTop
How can I forget .....

Those Days have gone.
Most of my Neighbours too.
How can I forget ....

Even after 3 Decades
I just long for those moments.

Its about Time
I am What I am.

Its about Time
I do What I shoud have done.

Its about Time
I accept and Just Move On and On.

Its about Time
I will be perfectly Fine.

Wish  I could take out this Coat
Which I so very much loathe  
With So Many Thorns and More.  
Though I feel in it So Secure.
Longing for that One Small Hug.
Being aware that it will hurt you more.

A Long Long Time Ago
Came a Man without an Ego.
He would Sell Fine Lemonade.
And as Time Passed by
Many Many did accolade.  

As time passed by
His clients got bored
And slowly dwindled.
So he had to offer perks
And good discounts.  

Soon came many more
who would offer Lemonade  and more.
The Market Place got Crowded
And Thousands also doubted.  

The Original Seller
had to do something
Else would be wiped out forever.  
Retorted to Brainwashing his Clients
Spreading Lies and Deceits.
Some came in his sway.

Soon many Sellers went away
And a few still decided to stay.
Now the Original Seller is still selling.
The Old Lemonade in a new way.
But is always so scared of a few.
Aware  that the lemonade has to change.

Those Inviting Eyes.
Never Ending Smile.
Nostrils Flaring By.
Red Lipstick Electrify.

My Heart goes Awry
Lips became Dry.
Things get Prolonged.
Emotions go Beyond.  

Matter of time Now.
Moment of Wow.
Desires Incomplete.
Transfer Complete.  

Those Inviting Eyes.
Never Ending Smile.

Make up your Mind —
You are everything but Blind —
We were so much aligned —
Memories I may not Remind.—-
Cant leave them Behind. — -
I do understand your mind.
But you cant leave me Quarantined.

5 Little Birds Sitting on the Tree.
Named A , B , C ,D and E.
All Lived in Peace and Harmony.  
Till Came another one called P.
Not much place for he could See.
So had to kick one just to be.
Saw the weakest one was B.  
So Clever and Smart was he.
Spread Lies and Hatred against B.  
After B , it was A , C, D and E.

Kab Kahan Kaunsa Kutta Kattai
Yeh Patta Na Chalai.
Chal Rahai Hai Hum Rah Par
Bina Kissai Kai Dar.

Yet to be explored ..
The Metro
The Trams
The Sweets
The Howrah Bridge
And More.

They are times when
Not one Soul Speaks
Not one Soul Listens
As the Day and Night Passes By.

The Time has finally Come.
Many things I have to Dump.
I may encounter a few Bumps.
The Time has finally Come.

For the Things I did get attached to
Had as such nothing with me to do.
Reliased its far better to let go
Should have done the ages ago.  

Enough is Enough for My Heart Says.
My Soul and Brain also said  Yay.
The Time has finally come.

Ya Khuda.
Yeh Kya Hau Gaya
Qubool Kiya Tu Nai Yeh Dua
Ki Dur Hau Jayai Woh Sab
Jau Na Karta Hai Mujhe Sai Pyaar.
Yeh Kya Pataa Ta Mujhe
Ki Shamil Hau Jayaigai
Merai woh Sab Sai Pyaari Dost bhi.

Came out of my Shell.
Explored and Enjoyed.
Played along for a while.
BackStabbed and Hurt.
Unhappy and Sad.
Going back into my Shell.

Sands on the Shore
Waves Come and go.
Imprints made
Not there anymore....

Paths  after Paths.
Diversions Many
Took Some
Dead End  Few
End of the Road Now

Emptiness
No Thoughts No Words.
Stagnant State.
Free Wheeling in Space.
Loneliness

Na Maluum  Hai Meri Manzil
Bas Rastaa Par Chaal Raha Hu.
Kabhi Rukh Jaata Hu.  
Kabhi Thaak Jaata Hu.
Manzil Aanai Mai Daair Hai.  
Sauchta Hu Ki Baas Chaalta Rahu.  
Manzil Mili Ya Na Mili Aaab
Kya pata Yeh Chalna hi Tha Meri Manzil

Red Orange Yellow.
Green Blue and Indigo.
Violet makes the RainBow.
Together they Simply  Glow.

Each Colour has a meaning for Sure.
Pure , Mature and Obscure.  
Different Frequencies.
Living Together in Harmony.
Ever Spreading Energy.
Travelling towards Infinity.

Yet to learn a lot
From this Rainbow across.

My Special Friend.
Opened my Heart and Soul.
Trusted you and will always Trust You.
Conversations have dwindled.  
Messages hardly being replied.
Confused I am now
Am I the special friend
Or now just a mere acquaintance.  
Tired now of this one sided Relationship.
Time for me to let go
As I cant take this anymore.

Billions Born.
Millions Die.
Thousands Smile.
Life Goes On and On.

At this stage
I am done.
With anyone
Or Someone
Who takes me for Granted.
Who takes my Silence for Acceptance.  
Who does not respect my feelings.
Who only thinks about themselves.
Who think Relationship is nothing but a Give -Take / Take - Give one.
Who just want attention when needed
Who just remember you when needed.

I am done with Hypocrites
I am done with Selfish Humans
I am done with Fake Personals
I am done with Two Face Beings

At this Stage its better to be a Loner.
Maybe I am in the Wrong Place at a Wrong Time.
But Nevertheless this is far better
Than bearing these kind of People.

Nature has so much to give
Yet we are blind to see
Deaf to Listen
Indifferent to the Vibes  it gives us.

Appreciate the Beauty ,
Learn from Nature
as it teaches you
without any expectation,
Simple and Truth.

Each Landscape has a message.
Every Object has something to Say.
Too Bad we cant see or hear them
As we are engrossed with our Devices
Or Others while they speak.

Electric Shock
Sudden, Comfortable.
Painless,Soothing, Magnetic ...
Oasis in the Desert.
Your Touch

Ruh mai lagi hai Aaag.
Nahi Sakta Hu Usssai Bhaag.
Bhuj Jaati Hai Woh Jab.  
Aur Koi Nahi Hauta Siwai
Mai aur Mera Rab.

My Soul is on Fire.
Just cannot break Free.
When the Flames are doused.
There is no one except you and me My Lord.

Vanilla Flavoured Ice Cream
Cold and Frozen in a Cup.
Explored New Flavours
Rejected them All.
Wanted to have my Ice Cream.
Too Bad it was already melted.

Bas Puchata Tha Yeh Ek Sawaal.  
Badan Ban Jata Ek Mashaal.

Na Dai Woh Uska Jawaab.
Bhuj Jaati Hai Woh Aftaab.  

Yeh Silsalaa Chalta Raha.
Aur Qayamat Tak Chalta Rahaiga.

Aab Baizaar Hau Gayai Hai Hum.
Zindagi Khuch Nahi hai Siwai Ghum.

Raastai Bantai Nahi.
Ban Jaatai Hai.  

Rishtai Bantai Nahi.
Ban Jaatai Hai.

Mesmerised by your smile...
Just started to compile.
Made me realise after a while.
What has made you smile.

Somethings cannot be changed.
Unanswered Questions remain.
No matter how much one attempts.
Keep on failing time and again.
A few friends was all I asked.
With whom could pour my heart.
A few came and went back.
Leaving my heart with a crack.
In the end I have finally accepted.
No matter  how much one attempts.
Keep on Failing time and again.

I was walking ....
Fell in Love.  
It Hurts.

Many years pass By
A Special Friend am I
When I am needed I am always there.
Busy or Free Everywhere.  
When you need me
I am there.  
When I need you someday
You are always busy
Tired of this Hypocircy
Denied of the Honesty.

You came in my life quite late.
Thought I finally met My Soul Mate.  
We shared our Thoughts Thru the Night.
At times we had a few insignificant fights
Then slowly we drifted apart.
I still played my Part
Wondered what went wrong.
Seeked Solace in some sad Song.

Guess you were A Dose of Medicine.
Given Temporarily to me.

Aaisi Sazaa Mujhe Na Dai
Jau Mujhe Bulandi par Pahauchai.
Aur Khuch Waqt Baad
Mujhe Wapis Sai Nichai Pahauchai.

Ussai Behtaar Tau Woh
Nicchai Ka Maakaam Hi Sahi.
Jissmai Khushi Tau Hai
Girnai ka Dard  Tau Nahi.

Facts
Truth ,Precise.
Colours, Interesting, Fun
Cold Breeze in the Desert
Lies

Dil mai Bahut Khuch Hai.
Kabhie Kabhie Bahut Khuch Bol Daita Hai.
Kabhie Kabhie Khuch Nahi Bol Daita Hai.
In Both Cases ,
Dil Udaas Hi Reh Jaata Hai.

Car
Strong,Sturdy.
Fast, Smooth, Secured.
Complete Protection to the Driver.
My Body.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Na Kahai Ki
Woh Kyu Aayai Hai.

Jab Woh Aaati Hai
Tau Yeh Dua Karau Ki
Bardaast Karni Ki Himmat Dai.


{ Whenever Hardships Come
Dont Question Why it has Come ?  

When Hardships Come.
Pray that you get the Courage to Face it. }}

Two Strong Wolves
Green and Red.
They Loved me.
I loved them too.  

Then She came.
Liked me but not the wolves.
Especially the Red One.
She was Sad.  

As times passed by
The Wolves were being ignored.
Rarely  she would like them.
Just to make me Stay.  

None of us were happy.
Someone had to leave.
Conveyed  the same to the wolves.
They Refused...

Finally Killed them Both.  

Now at least Shes Happy.

Hot Coffee and Biscuits
Endless Talks
Pulses of Laughter..
Transeints of Half Smiles.
Interested yet Lost.
Phone Rings.
Leaves Abruptly.

From Dusk to Dawn ...
Goes On and On ....

Endless Road Below
Ever Lasting Glow

As the beautiful Roads Bend
Wish it would  never End.
Blowing the Horns Again ...
At times driving Insane.

Missed the Warning Sign ...
Now I am on Cloud Nine ...

I was walking ....
Fell in Love.  
It Hurts.

Infinite dots in my Domain.
Connecting one by one.
Some Disconnect.

Khuch Lamhai Aisa Bhi Hauta Hai...
Tanhayee Kai Siwai Khuch Nahi Milta.
Akailaapaan ki Aaag Aur  Sulagtee Hai
Aur Aassu Sai bhi Bujtee Nahi.

... As Even the Fire needs Fuel.

Zindagi ki Kashmakash mai
Ek Choti si Khauwish hai.  
Anmol  sa KehKasha bana dai.

Enough of this Drama.  
Either we talk and
Clear the Matter
Rather than beating
around the Bush.
Why should I
Like Always
Be the one to
Understand.
And always be Ignored....