So many years passed by
Trust you me not ?

So many endless talks
Trust you me not ?

So many feelings shared
Trust you me not ?

Better not to talk
Trust me you not ?

Infinite waves come and go.  
Kissing the shore.
Making those Rocks head strong.

Trust is important and must.
All can be discuss.  
Relationships will not go bust.

Yeh samaa woh waqt ka hai
Jab hum jawaan thai tum bhi jawaan thai.  

Uss shadi mai aap ka aaana.
Aur mujhe bar bar dekhnaa.

Aap ka andaaz ke kya khanai.  
Jau hum kau bebaaz kar deeya.  

Woh aap ka nazuk natnaai  phulaanaa
Woh aap ka sharm sai thar tharanaaa

Woh aap ki kali saree sai naaf ka
Meri aaukhai sai chupa chupi khelna

Woh aap ki halki se musqurahat
Woh aap ki thodi se sharahaat.  

Aap ka andaaz ke kya khanai.  
Jau hum kau bebaaz kar deeya.

Phir woh mera pass sai guzri.  
Merai dil pai raiham na karkai.  

Aur phir paas woh jab aaayi.  
Aur yu muskurayee.

Uski sassai merai cheharai par halki halki baraas rahi thi.  

Yeh samaa woh waqt ka hai
Jab hum jawaan thai tum bhi jawaan thai.
Yeh

Was awake last night
Stubborn mosquitoes bite
The clock ticked away.
Now I am tired all day.

Many Fake Smiles I see.
I Wonder why ?
Each may have their own reasons.

Strangers got Virtually  connected on the net.  
Poured their  heart thru out those lovely night.
As the time passed by there was nothing left to talk.  
Now they both are Strangers yet again.

Hurting me with your sharp words
A Routine now....
Now I am completely deaf.

All I wanted was to converse....
You thought otherwise...
Makes me sad.

Never has a day passed by
Where I dont remember
The beautiful memories we had.

Akailapan  ka ehsaas hauta hai har waqt ||
Din  gujaar jaatai hai par raat hautai hai  saqt ||.

Apni dil ki baat ka izhaar mai kissai kahu aab. ||
Sunnai wala aab koi nahi hai siwai mairaa rab.  ||

Yeh pyaas kaisee hai. Jau bhujti hi nahi.  
Mushkil tau aur bhi hu jaati hai.
Jab paani sai bharaa wala sheesha haaat mai hai.
Magaar ussai hautai tak bhi nahi laga saktai hai.

I wipe off the sand.
To see clear.  
Comes again  the Sand Storm.

I am strong
You are weak

I am Right.
You are Wrong.  

I am wealthy.  
You are Poor.

I am advanced.
You are outdated.  

I am still Sad.
You are happy.

In the end
Everyones playing a game.

Some to survive
Some to strive  

Some play and win
Some play and loose

Tried to keep you out of my mind
Leaving all memories behind.
Failed so many times.

Absolute Trust is the gift
Sometimes it may take a life time ,
Sometimes in seconds.

Solutions  to all our problems
Lies in nature.
We are too blind to see it.

Beware of getting entangled
In this never ending vicious cycle.
Breaking Free was never to easy.
It Drains you completely.

If we believe in destiny
     then why do we blame
             others and our ourselves.  
Lets just move on and
     face whats there in store
          and gracefully just move on....

No matter whatever happens
It will prevail
Give and Take is all it needs.

The world was a prison i thought....
But  understood now
That some Relationships are too.

Judge me not
When I open myself to you.
It hurts.

Why is it that people come ?
Stay a while...
And then slowly just leave.

Need to wake up now
Act fast somehow
Before it becomes very late

I sweep the dirt on the floor ...
    To see my reflection furthermore.
A Storm comes without restrain.
     Making the floor ***** again...

There is so much to say
No one listens.
I talk to the mirror.

All we need is that one person.
Share all without any Curtains.

Judged Not for a single moment.
And Share all which can be spoken

We can actually be ourselves without being judged even for a second.

To whom we can share our views freely and even our flaws.

To whom we can share our Goals and our Problems.  

To whom we can talk anything under the sky.  

To whom we trust completely and share our most intimate secrets without an iota of doubt in our minds.  

The Soul Mate is like a Mirror where we can just undress and be the real self.  Free and Just Free.  

I still seek for the soul mate whom I can relate to , who accepts me as what I am , who understands me and loves me for whom I am.  

I seek someone who unconditionally listens to me endlessly and consistently.  

I seek someone whom I can be only me and share my intimate secrets and fantasies.  

I seek someone who can share their problems with me and who looks upon me.

I seek someone who seeks me only.
But as of now I am yet to find anyone and now I can only remember the words once said to me once  that “Sometimes Somethings are not Meant for Someone”.

They unite
          and divide ...

They reveal
           and conceal.

They motivate
           and disconsolate.

They heal
          and *******

For I have seen many a times
Those wanting honesty
are the most dishonest ones.

Being Honest was never easy.
Eventually we loose many.

The moment the  truth is spoken.
They brand you as outspoken.

Expect to be completely open.
They leave you heartbroken.

Maintaining Relationships did hurt.
Ponder at times was it worth.  

On and On you need to try
Until a moment comes when you cry

Then you just break them silently
And move on peacefully.

As i look in the Mirror I hear a voice

Failure Failure on the Wall.  
When will you Fall.

Failure Failure on the Wall
When will you give up all.

Reply I do back at the Mirror

For I have Failed for sure.  For I have failed for sure.  
Learnt I have lessons that are have taught me more.  

I have full faith on my Creator for sure.
Who gives me strength more and more.  

Life it seems is full of Success and Failure. As to what good is Success without so many Failures at all.

Hot  I was when I came
Cold they told me became , So I became.  

Later they told me you are so Cold
So I melted and became Hot again.

Now when I am hot I burn myself and others as well.  
Now no one cares if I am hot or cold.

For how long will I avoid you.
For how long will I run away from you

One day I will have to face you
So be it now or never and continue.

Ready I am now to deal with you.  
Come what may I am waiting for you.

Yeh Sanjida Chera ab tu na banaaaa
Naaa jaaanai kitnai raaaz hai kya pataa

Itna pyaaar sai tu mujhe mat dekh o sanam
Ki meri dil kai dadkanai hau jayai khataam.

BaiMatlab Zindagi ki Wajah Tum Hau.  
Meri Zindagi ki Sajah bhi tum Hau.

Bas Bahut Hau Gaya yeh tumahari Adda.
Woh Zulfai cherai sai tu na hataa

Woh muskuraat sai tau na aisa  sataaa
Jau  mairee  rooh kau  tadpaya

As the skies turn darker
Her love becomes  stronger

As she walk in the room gently.  
Her aura becomes deadly.

As she came towards me slowly.
Her fingers Touching my chest softly.  

Now as she comes closer
Makes me long to touch her.  

Arousing  my deep hidden passions
kissing everywhere with compassion.


Suddenly the door bell rings loud its seems.  
Waking me up from this awesome beautiful dream

Today I am all alone
Yesterday I was not.  

No Reasons No Goodbyes.
Is this wrong or right.

Truth is always covered with lies.
Punished I am always otherwise.

Time will come of mine someday
when alone I will not be everyday.

I am bored of being bored such that boredom now also looks kind of bore.

As I pass thru this path of life
Running at times ,
Pausing Sometimes
Sadness and Happiness I see
Hatred and Love I feel.
Lies  and Honesty I listen.
Sour and Sweetness I taste.
Pungent or Fragrance I smell.

Is it the sadness which attracts me.
Or is it the  deafening silence.

Is it the perpetual soft words which mesmerises me.
Or that rare smile you give occasionally.

Is the the blinking of those beautiful eyes which hypnotises me.  
Or maybe its that loud sweet aroma of yours which tranquillises me.

All I now ask that why I am in the middle of senseless humans who are highly intoxicated and are selfish.  
They Justify their Actions very cleverly and indulge in worldly pleasures endlessly.

The first sight of those beautiful eyes.

Made me free from the lies.

The first sight of the perfect smile.  
Made me walk that extra mile.

Was it your dark long silky  
which made my soul flare.

Was it the lovely voice I heard
which made made soul bare.

Sometimes Somethings are not meant for Someone.

We are divided by numerous things and the process of Division keeps on increasing year by year.  

Divided by Language , Gender, Music ,Accent, Beliefs, Clothes, Food, Birth Place, Games, Colour, Attitudes, Cultures, Wealth and Possession of Material, Land etc etc.  

Earth has became strange in the last 3000 Years where once we were all made equal and were united as Race and now we keep on fighting among ourselves.

Some seek solace temporary and when they get bored they leave abruptly. Some expect honestly from you and keep throwing lies on your face. Some talk about rules and regulation but they themselves follow not. Some fool you. Some make fun of you.  Some have a give and take relationship and always expect a lot.
Some get hurt by even a forward and dont communicate for ages.
Some just want appreciation but will never give when the time come.
And some simply block you or unfriend you.

Respect their decision from my heart but if the same had to be done, why come close and near.  
Why not  be honest in expressing their opinion after the relationship goes more stronger and just leave and move on.

Another one bites the dust
As his life was full of lust.
Did not stop when he should must.
Another one bites the dust.

In the never ending search for a soul mate.
Someone  whom we can instantly connect. 
Someone whom you can talk anything. 
Someone who appreciate the smallest of things. 
Someone who see your inner Beauty. 
Someone who can chat with you endlessly
Someone where you can be your true self.  
Some one whom you can discuss your fantasies.
Someone who can hug you when you are low.
Someone on whose lap you can lie down and talk.  
Someone whom you can talk so deep for hours and hours

Has the depth of words taken you far away from Reality.  
Or is it Reality taken us far away from the true meaning of our words.  

The disturbances in our sentences coming in form of pauses creates gaps in the flow of our thoughts. Or is it designed to be there to make our words more and more meaningful.  

Dazzled I am with how we so talk so fluently at times.  Especially when we lie and lie most of the times. And so with a heavy heart and sentences full of pauses do we always speak the Truth so that we can hide our fear in the self created gaps and pauses.