Passages to your Soul....
Complete and Whole....
Firm and Delicate...
Air Resonate....
Randomly Flare....
Beautifully I Swear.  
Lost in that Maze
Desires Raise
Trapped Infinitely
So Intimately

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In the end nothing matters...

Mountains and Bridges.
Converting Thoughts to Action.  
Lost  in the  Dense Forest for a while.
Saw Life from a different perspective.
Took Shelter in a Cave.
Experiance the warmth of your love.  
Then Got drenched in the Rains...
which took away the past and  pain.
Came across a Beautiful Oasis.
Which was filled with Roses.  
The Journey further continues with more passion and aggressiveness.

Bodies Dance
Minds Write
Souls Pray.

I am the actor
I am the Producer
I am the Director
And I am the Audience too.

Language , Music
Beliefs, Clothes,
Food, Birth Place,
Games, Attitudes,
Cultures, Wealth,
Possessions and Land.
and many more ......  

This Place is being divided every time where once we were all made equal and were united as one  Race and now we keep on fighting among ourselves.

The Facilitators  also need Facilitation
To facilitate the ones ....
Who  cannot be facilitated ...
In order to facilitate more ..

Wet *** Holed  Roads
Random Traffic Snarls
Light and Dark
Beautiful Weather
Enjoying the Journey
The End does not matter.

Somethings are  too precious
Delicate to handle.
Should be Untouched.

From Start to End
They Flow with Many or Few Bend.  
Sometimes they Dry ....

Do not let the Sun Rise
Trust me and no one otherwise.
Let there be darkness.
So that I cant see your True Face.

Tired of walking across the Circumfrance.
Skipping  to another Shape
Hope its not a Circle Again.

I was anxious  and excited ...
Tired yet Energetic ...

The Next Phase of my life..
An addition to me and my wife...

Those few hours
will always be remembered
When  I was completely tensed.  

Finally the time came.
Heard  It was a Boy.
My Sweet Bumdle  of Joy.

After thanking the All  Mighty
I finally cried and cried.

Some moments later
They got my Son
With Tears in my Eyes
I finally took him in my Hands

As soon as my hands touched him..
He woke up and gave me a sweet smile.  

It seems just like it happened today.
Seventeen Years have passed away.  

That Day a Son became a Dad.

After decades I had found you
Saw a true friend in you.
Adored you
Admired you.
Trusted you.
Thought about you.
Days and Months passed.  
Years have  passed.
Did not understand the Reality
Was blinded completely.  
Finally Understood.
That it has ended.  

All I ask now.  
Why me ?
Already Broken.
Now completely Broken .....

Life
Happy
Zeal
Care Free

Fear

Sad
Loner
Tears

Fighter

Social
Happy
Lies
Deceits
Rejected
Ignored

Sad
Loner
Empty

Waiting
Lifeless

An Internal Battle
At times External ..
Surviving the Day
Tortured at Night.

Waiting for this to End ...

Kabhie Aisa Waqt thaa
Jab Hum apni dil ki baat
bataa saktai thai.  
Aaaj ....

Khair Rehnai Dau.......

Kabhie Aisa Waqt thaa
Jab Hum bekhauf baat
kar saktai thai.  
Aaaj .....

Khair Rehnai Dau .......

Ehsaas aab huwa hai ki
Na aap badal saktai hai
Na hum.
Gham  hai to isssi baat ki ....

Khair Rehnai Dau .....

Fruits and Flowers.
Leaves and Branches.
Sometimes Broken
Sometimes Stolen
Yet it Remains
Rigid and Strong
Right or Wrong

Strings Broken
Loud Noise
Finally Free.

Out of the many races we run
One of them is companionship
where both are compatible
Running together
Sometimes one in front
Sometimes the other
Maintaining a small distance.
Over the years one may became tired
while the other may not.  
The Distance increases
when a time comes
Either one  becomes Slow
And the other one
Runs away too  Far...

The Wild Rains have visited Again.
Randomly Ravishing with no Strain

Beautiful Potholes once Again
Round and Oval near the Drain.

Such awesome sight are these Craters.
The Credit goes to those Contractors.

Even the cake is cut gently. ....

My silence does not mean I cannot argue
Its only that this  Relationship I value.

Saturated by Ignorance.
Devastated by Rudeness.
Absolutely Broken by Distrust.  
Angered by your Mocking.
Yet I go back and forth.
Smile Back with my Silence.
Hoping that one day.
All this will change.

Falling Trees ..
Broken Structures ...
Fires
Darkness
Endless Silence ....

Has the  depth of your words taken you far away from Reality.

Or is it that Reality has taken you far away from the depth of our words.

Such disturbances  in form of pauses
creates gaps  in the flow of your thoughts.

Or is put on purpose  to make those words more and more meaningful.  

Perplexed I am when you talk so fluently at times.  
Especially when you lie most of the times.

Your Random Silence
Hurts me the most.
Still  I will keep on Trying.
Until a time comes when
I cant hold back crying.
Once my tears are dried.
My sadness will subside.

Walked on the Wrong Roads.
Knocked on the Wrong Doors.
Wasted Time Settling Scores.
Spent most of my life Indoors.

Some in our Minds
Some in our Hearts.
Some in our Eyes
Some in our Dreams.  
Some in Cages
Some in Pages.
Some in Frames
And Some in Bodies .....

Throughout the Journey
Time is the only true companion.
Consistent and Perfect
No Expectations
No Demands

In search for happiness.
I found sadness.
In search for truth
I found lies.
In Search for Peace
I found conflict.
I just want to be lost
To be found....

Mysterious Paintings on the Wall.
Scream so loud in the Hall.
Strokes converse with the colours.
Canvass just want to bare it all.
The Frame keeps them together.  
There is no Escape now.
Imprisoned for Eternity.

Everything moves ...
Back or Forth ...
Up or Down ...
Revolve or Rotate ....
Why is it that I am still
Stuck on you ?

The Centre So Deep
Darkness Prevails
Lost Forever...

Lit  yet Dark.
Depth still Shallow.
Firm yet Flexible.
Empty yet Full.

Even Plants need to be Watered Everyday And I am not a Cactus.

The Drums at the Back Stage
With only one Drum Stick.  

The Delicate Keys of the Piano
Patiently waiting to be Played.  

The Lonely Violin  at one corner.
As the Bow is lost somewhere.  

The Guitar is at the other corner
Watching the Old Trumpet far away.

The Lazy Fiddle trying hard to sleep
The  Celtic Harp is just about to weep.

Enter that Handsome Composer
That Beautiful Symphony Begins.

Wonder why we all bleed the same colour ?
Wonder why we all sound the same
when we cry ?
Wonder why we all feel the same pain
when we get hurt ?
Wonder why we all cant see anything
when we get blind ?
Wonder why we all cant hear  anything when we get deaf ?

Yet we still keep on fighting among ourselves.

No Apple Tress in the Desert
No Sand in the Forest.
Accept it now.

Crowded Places
So Many Faces
Fake Smiles
Full of Life
Yet Lifeless
Many Questions
Answers None

As the Old Man needs Support of the Stick.  
The Stick also needs Support of the Old Man.

Some are Climbing Up.
Some are Climbing Down.  
Every Soul  in motion.
Bodies Stagnant.

Silence Prevailed.
Until you entered.
The Water falls made
Such wonderful noise.
The Moon then rose.
The Clouds wandered.
Lightening Strikes.
Rained Heavily
And then once again
Silence Prevailed.

Endless Walk in the Desert
Burnt  from head to toe.
The Soul Remains.

So cold and thawed out ....
Yet to Melt ....
Waiting Patiently Forever....

The Mysterious Nature of yours
Makes me more Excited.
I am not just an Explorer but
at times like to be lost too...

The Driver
His Car
Random Roads
Speed Breakers
*** Holes
Cars Overtaking
Tyres Worn Out
Slowed Down
Parked
Towed Away .........

Thoughts thru the  Chalks
On the ******* Board
Fear Engulfs
The Duster comes again
And does what it does best.

Tasty is the Red Apple
Eaten Till the End
Thrown Away Later.....

Rain drops on my windshields
Blurring my vision slowly.
Off they go as the wiper is On.
I can now once again see clearly.