Dumb and numb.


Gone is the future that they promised to us;
I have come undone and fallen apart…all because of love.
In a world of shadow stalkers I am lost in the dark
And all the love in the world could never be enough.


I stand here defiant at your claim that love matters.
It doesn't, I've had it;
All your heart has left to do is break and shatter.
In a life without hope, I stumble and fall right into your arms.
And so it begins, prepare for war;
I have become lost inside your alluring charms.
Another story of a love that became the enemy.
Why did you do your best to turn me into a man without empathy?


Too old to care now I live in a box for the dead;
I keep my heart locked away from you all so you cannot see.
I have no regrets apart from the things I never said;
I have nothing left to say to you so just leave me be.


I can no longer take it, so break it into pieces;
This life is so needless with a first degree in mistrust.
Three sixty degrees of sadness all around;
I am your disease and you are contagious.
All because I chose to follow my broken heart and fall into love.


So no more of this love thing, I reject all your advances;
I can no longer take a leap of faith without a faith of my own.
I have done all I could and given them a million second chances
And still the song remains the same; my heart has turned to stone.


A dagger through love, a betrayal by a lover;
A death of a true heart which will forever remain undiscovered.
I am but a cog in your torturous love system of sinning,
So ignore me, do not call me anything; I am no longer forgiving.
And please, oh please, for the love of all the love songs,
When it comes to expressing your love for me or anyone!
Be like me and remain dumb,
For I have become too numb.


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Box


There is an old wooden table with rickety legs;
It looks as though it is ready to break,
Under the weight of the treasure chest which upon it rests.


A little brown box in the centre of the table;
The dust has had time to settle and the spiders have set their trap.
A torn piece of paper next to the box tells the story,
Of the contents of the box and the power that it has.


Do not open the lid, unless you are prepared for all evil.
Do not make a mistake and make sure you keep your faith.
The greatest heart stood before this lock,
Will simply break apart and shrivel.
What more is there to say?


You have been warned; do not touch.
Keep away, because all we have to give is hope.
Is it really worth the cost?
Are you sure that you know?


The souls of humanity are the price to pay;
If you decide to open this box
And ignore what the warnings say.

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You, my love


You make me feel invincible;
Your love is tangible.
This thing I hold in my hand;
This is your love.


All I want to hear is you, my love;
All I want to see is you, my love.
All I’ve ever feared, is losing you, my love;
Now all I have left is you, my love.


Never had so much faith in love;
Never been the one to open up.
Never want to be without your hugs;
Because life has never been so easy, for me…my love.


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Misunderstood.


You know I've got nothing to say,
But still you're reading this anyway.
You think you might miss out on something;
Well peace be unto you and have a nice day.


I need to show love; I still have stars inside my mind.
Who knows? Maybe she will like what I write.
I will try to be precise and never say exactly what I mean to say;
Love is everything to me, so be on your way
And have a good life, if you are bringing hatred to my door,
Because I don’t have enough empathy left to waste on someone like you.
Call me what you want and think you know the score.
Do what you want to do and I'll do what I can do.


I am for real, morning and night;
I like what I write and what I am doing.
I am obsessed with a love I can never have in my sights.
Say what you want about my words;
I will continue to write and I will not be suing.


People have opinions and your thoughts are right;
Even if you don’t like my poetry, you still have my love.
I love what I do and these are my thoughts that I write;
So judge me, hate me, or love me.
Say what you like, but never be misunderstood.


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I have lived.  I have loved.


I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!
I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!


In this world of Devils, Angels fly away to escape;
In this world so full of Devils, there is no-one left to save.
When there is nothing left, but the evil in their ways.
We are all to bla---me!  For no-one being saved.


We are surrounded by wolves and I hear their howls;
How am I alone!  Meant to make you feel sa---fe?
When the fires burn and there is nowhere left to turn;
How am I alone!  Meant to act my a---ge?


I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!
I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!


Nothing costs the heart, as much as love.
Nothing makes the heart; feel so good.
Nothing is ever, worth the cost of your soul;
Nothing is lost, when the risk you take is love.


I took the drugs!  I took the pain!
In the end it all fades and it all goes away.
I never did enough; if I could I would change.
My life a waste.  Never be a slave to the wage.


I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!
I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!


What I want, doesn’t matter as much,
As the truth being set free and a new kind of love.
What I’ve lost, never compared to love.
I took the drugs; I took too much.


Now I am gone, heading into the sun;
Breaking bad habits, never did me wrong.
I’ve learned a lot on my journey through love;
Now the end has come, so I will carry on.


I---I have lived!
I---I have loved!
I---I have lived!
And I have loved!


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Fake it


You can’t fake it, to make it;
You can’t fake it, if you want to make it.
If you have got talent, then you will make it;
But whatever you do, when you reach the top, don’t fake it.


Be real kid, just like your heroes did;
You’ve got to feel it and mean what you say.
No you were not too mean, because you said it with meaning;
You were real, you made me believe, so have a nice day.


Fail to live your life the way they want you to;
You have done all you can to be like them,
But they never embraced you.
Say what you mean, you know we can take it;
Do what you can do and make sure you stay true.


You meant what you said and that is what matters;
Say I love you whenever you get the chance
And never look backwards.
Write it with meaning, but don’t be too mean;
Do what you want to do and you will find meaning.


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A funky kind of love.


It’s been a year now since we first met,
And I still haven’t got you figured out yet.
There’s so much more about you that I want to know.
When you tell me you love me, I become such a mess!


Lost in your eyes and lost in your words;
I love the way you love me, you rattle all of my nerves!
From the tips of each finger, to the end of every toe.
I need your touch upon my body, so I can love you so! Oh!


I love the way you love me
And I love the way I love you.
My woman, you make me so happy.
I can’t imagine my life without, your love!


I get to call you, every day,
To lay compliment’s at your feet.
I get to look at your beautiful face
And I get to see all I want to see!
I’m always going to love you,
The way you have always loved me,
Because I want this love to reign forever,
So my heart and mind can be at peace.


My woman, my light, my lover, my life!
To me you are all of these things!
I try to put my feelings down in words,
Because you make my heart try to sing!


I want to give you all you desire
And I want to be able to give you so much more.
I want to be able to love you,
Like you have never been loved before!


I love the way you love me
And I love the way I love you.
My woman, you make me so happy.
I can’t imagine my life without, your love!


Now here we are walking on this beach
And I know for each other we are always going to reach.
We will love each other forever;
This kind of love, nobody can teach!


Roll with the good times and suffer the bad,
Because this kind of love, we have to make it last!
Imagine it’s our first love and live like it’s our last.
My woman, you’re my everything; my future, my present and past!
It all begins and ends with you now;
Because where your love ends, my love begins
And in turn where my love ends,
The beginning of your love shall always be!


I love the way you love me
And I love the way I love you.
My woman, you make me so happy.
I can’t imagine my life without, your love!


I’m gonna love you the way you should be loved.
I’m gonna be your lover every morning and every night.
I’m gonna do all I can to be your light;
I’m gonna be your lover!
I’m gonna be love!


The things you want I will fetch them for you.
The words you crave to hear I will speak those too.
The love you desire, I’m gonna give it to you,
Because you’re my woman, my love, my lover, my truth!


I love the way you love me
And I love the way I love you.
My woman, you make me so happy.
I can’t imagine my life without, your love!


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A big heart.


I ain't got a woman to call my own;
I ain't got her ringing on my phone.
I ain't got her picture; I ain't got her time.
All I have left to use is a word that rhymes.  


It’s such a shame that love hates me,
When all I wanted was to give her everything.
All I ever wanted was to hear her say;
I love you today.  
I want to hear this every single day.


She's my morning glory, my reason to be;
She couldn't hear me when I tried so hard to speak.
But if she just knew how I fell for her,
I'm sure things would change and it would all become a blur.
So let's rearrange things to my benefit;
I tried everything I could, but I could never write a hit.


She's my wonder woman, my pride and joy;
To her I'm not even a memory of a foolish boy.
Cry into the wind and let the tears fly away;
I can never have her in my arms, so I just kneel down and pray.
Won't you please hear my words and what I have to say?
I have to tell you how I feel because I'm turning to grey.


If you leave here now without these words in your mind;
Then the two of us shall lose out and this kind of love we’ll never find.
It’s unique to you and me, some call it destiny;
But I would never be so bold to call it anything but sweet.


You’re the cutest thing I have ever seen;
You smile diamonds behind those eyes and make me feel ever green.
I’m so jealous of those who are not worthy of your love;
So come lay in fields of clover with me and we can become us.


You’re my motivation to clear my mind
And all I’m asking for is just a moment of your time.
If you give it to me, then I will love you always;
I swear this from my broken heart to the end of days.


If you love me now, I will be your light,
In a world so dark sometimes; I wanna be your knight.
I want to shine with you like you shine alone;
I want you to know you are loved and you must never feel alone.


You’re my future memories, or the one that got away;
All I need you to hear is what I’m desperate to say.
I want to be your lover for the rest of your life;
Because I believe in you I could truly confide.


Beauty’s my starting pistol;
Attraction leads me to you.
Now if love can become real;
Maybe I could call you my boo.
Or call you my lover,
Or call you my girlfriend.

All I wanna do I call you so we can meet again.


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You give me life


You give me all that I need to be.
You turn me into someone I should always have been.
If there is ever anything that you need,
Then I will share with you my everything.


If you would try as much as I promise to,
Then maybe you and I could make it through.
You give me the push I need to try to improve.
I will be honest and share with you all of my truth’s.


You give me the life that I always wanted.
I want to change into what you want me to be;
All that which you ever dreamed.
Let destiny decide if we are meant to be.
I think the two of us together could become anything.


There are no limits to how high you and I could rise.
You take me with you as you climb to new heights.
With you at my side I believe we could fly.
If love is endless, then this feeling I have for you will never die.


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You are loved


You are loved;
I am not.
I hope you understand what it is that you have got.


You are rich;
I am poor.
I have lost all that which I used to have,
When she walked out of the door.


If I could be in love,
You know that I would,
But I am without a love.


If I had a wish,
I would wish for a kiss.
Someone to fall in love with me is the main thing that I miss.


You have love;
I do not.
I will not be able to fall in love again,
Because I have given up.


Love is hard;
I am weak.
I’m a skeleton of the man that I could have been.


Without love,
I am a no-one.
I’m a piece of ash and you are a ball of sun.


You are love;
I am not.
I would dream of love, but to me love is simply…
Gone.


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Love is all I want.


There is no time to be without love.
Throughout space there is only dust.
It is the remains of what once was;
But now it is only lost to us.


No reason for the loss.
Oh, this love was lost at such a cost.
The end of love is a super nova explosion of two diamonds in the sky.
Love is all I want…
Eternally we must search,
Throughout our lives and in every universe.


From galaxies and beyond the stars;
With love we come so far!
As still, without a love, we are going nowhere.
It is here I stand, but here I still am; if you care
And if she only knew the truth about this love,
Then she would still be there….


…No fear of adultery can tear this love apart.
No other love can have my heart,
For she is all I need to be complete;
She is the oxygen that I breathe.


Love will last forever,
But will she forever love me?
No God’s above can rule this love;
We are inseparable.
No whispered thoughts can end our world;
There is no fear of love, for love can change it all.


This world is ready and waiting for love.
No other true love could ruin us,
For we are truly in love!
And we could have it all!
If you believe in me, then you will see,
That you are the only one who can revolve my world.


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Should I stay or should I go now?


The same old people are here again,
Selling their soul’s in the name of love.
Under the spotlight they have a beautiful face,
But as the light moves on without them,
They do not like what they have become.


The beautiful people need the light to shine upon them,
For all the world to see.
People like me we only sink into the background,
Happy to never be seen.


I cannot face another beautiful face,
So full of false smiles and a made up beauty.
I must hide behind this face; I hide away from love,
They think it is insecurity;
But I am secure in the knowledge that I am no deep thinking muse.
I am no thing of beauty;
I am nothing like you.


The beautiful people shine in any light,
While I waste my life;
I waste my time.
I fall down into my broken mind and simply turn out the light.


Put me out of your mind,
I am not waiting in line to be loved.
I already know that I will never be good enough.
Leave me be, here in my own misery,
Or I will never be able to see the vision of love I am waiting for…
As she finds me I hear her siren song;
Love is endlessly calling out for me.
She is unique; I am obsolete,
But she is reason I have not yet walked out of that door…


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Nap


I am still not good to go,
I am still way too weak.
I need to rest my broken bones,
It’s been one Hell of a week.


If I find myself inside a picture box,
I will be lost to the stars and I will look so far gone.
Coyote with an Acme anvil to the head;
I’m feeling dazed and confused and I am in need of my bed.


There is not long now until this day is done,
So fix me up with caffeine and a soak in the tub.
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders,
It is dragging me down.
Depression seeks my name;
Rainfall beneath a black cloud.


When I need a change, I just can’t catch a break.
I’m starting to feel my age as every part of me aches.
I hear the crack of my joints as I fall to lie down.
I raise an arm with a remote attached;
My legs have given up on me now.


I can’t go any further, but I am home at last,
So I wish you well with your adventures,
But now it is time I took a nap.


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Kiss me


Kiss me like you are never going to see me again.
Kiss me like you believe the world is coming to an end.
Kiss me as if it is the first time that we have ever kissed.
I want you to kiss me like you truly mean it.


When the two of us have to go in separate directions,
I want to feel the love you feel for me;
I want to feel your affection.
I want to know how much you love me
And they say you can feel love in a kiss.
So kiss me when I leave like you really meant it;
Or kiss me just because, you really need me.


When I see you for the first time in the morning when we each awaken,
I will kiss you for a long time to let you know that you are mistaken,
If you ever doubt my love for you or if you do not really know;
I want to prove to you, that I truly love you
And when I kiss you, I hope it shows.


A quick peck on the lips is always nice,
But I need to show you how much I love you.
So when I hold your body next to mine
And kiss your lips so true,
I want you to see how happy I am!
So please allow me to share my kiss with you, for as long as I can.


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I’m coming home


Been gone so long now, I don’t remember the day I set off.
This flying visit became a journey and I’m sorry that it took so long.
Our only conversations have been by phone and video.
I hope your love for me is still burning bright when I do arrive home.


If you became lonely, like I did while I was away,
I hope you stayed true like I did;
Ignoring all the interest that came your way.
I believe in you; I hope you kept the faith in me too.
My belief in us is the only thing that helped me to get through,
To the other side of what seemed like forever.
It seems so long since we last kissed.
You give me a place to long to come back to,
When you tell me I am missed.


You have always been there for me, even when I had to leave.
I would have liked to have stayed there with you,
But we don’t always get what we need.
Life is not always in our hands;
Sometimes we have to go so we can return.
The light of our love has never gone out;
My passion for you still burns.


I’m coming home to be with you soon.
Look out for me in the red light of dusk.
I’m letting you know that your love is a harpoon;
You shoot your love into my heart and pull me back to you.
I will be there soon…
I’m coming home to you.


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You were mine.


Goodbye to all those things we used to know.
So long, it's been a good time in my life,
Maybe the best I've known;
But now the sun is setting on another moment in time.
Maybe, who knows?  
It could have been the best day of my life.  


No love is eternal, but this love, this day,
Is the best I have ever had.
Nobody ever said that it was going to be easy,
But for the time we shared, I will always be glad.  
To have met you in this life,
I'm sure it must have been my highlight,
Because with you at my side,
I could enjoy the days we were together,
But all things, in the end, they die.


A burning star one day has to cease;
The fire of passion eats away at the fuel.  
We were lucky enough to have made a love connection, you and me,
So we can live without regrets.
Once upon a time you made me look cool.  


I was the guy with the woman who blew my mind,
Once upon a time.
I would never even think that you were mine to own,
But I can say,
Once upon a time,
You were mine.  


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Wedlock


Oh to compare thee to a summers day,
Would be to compare thee to a billion protons.
Such a list would never truly say,
That which one would try to describe,
To the thousands of witnesses and so on.


All the people who would surely have to ask,
Why her?  Why now?  Why here?  And alas,
I would be unable to pinpoint the main,
For it is made up of not one item but a mass.
The contents of which have been spoken of forever,
But yet, here I am flocking like two birds of a feather,
Entwined in vines whilst drinking red wine, straight from the vine,
It binds.


And thus they were and thus they shall remain,
Until the bed of death shall separate.
This sunny afternoon, let’s call it a Wednesday.
The seal was locked,
The band purely golden;
There is no other way.


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Useless love


I’m so full of useless love; nobody wants it.
They can have it for free; I can’t even give it away.
I’m so sick of this useless love; there is no point,
In being so pessimistically disappointed,
Or even trying to speak about, this hopeless romantic love.  Hooray!  
Is not a word I use lightly, only sarcastically.
Misery, my only continuous companion; gone is passion,
For useless love.  Take it all away.


Remove this heart, this useless thing;
This useless love that exists, inside of me.
Remove yourself from my nothing; the bitter waste of your pity.
Keep it all; you need it more, than you will ever need me.
The final fall, worth nothing at all; this useless, useless love.


Loser speaks; says nothing, of interest.
Stop listening to my silence;
Just try your best to be apathetic and not detest.
Just admit that you do not care; join me in my despair.
Go away, I will lock the door.
You will not have to see me crawl
And beg for this useless love, once more.
Just take it all!  This useless love.
I cannot take it at all, anymore.

Stone; gone; pause.


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Us


You are my opposite, with eyes that see so far.
You are my partner in time, my lassoed shooting star.
My head only has infinity spaces; my words are lost upon the ether.
Gone to forever, lost to never, you give voice to my speaker.


Eyes so big, you can see deep down inside,
That I tell no lies when I kiss you goodnight.
Perfectly pretty;
I am addicted to your love.
With lips of satin you spoke to me
And the stroke of a feather hand,
Is what I feel with your every touch.


Thoughts flow from you into me so freely,
That they are nearly never seen, upon the air of inspiration.
All the love I crave burns from inside your heart
And into my heart.  
Your love has arrived at its final destination.


You carry a heart-shaped tattoo with you, everywhere you go.
I carve our names inside a heart shaped design upon an old oak tree,
To show people that we were here more than once
And if they have missed the show,
Then we will be here again to repeat our actions.
From now until the end of us;
Or until the end of me.


We find each other under the cover of moonlight.
We are in tune with our love;
We have one love on our minds.
Sensuality must be our priority,
So I can once more savour your touch,
As you welcome my touch.


You are my pretty picture I can’t help but paint,
To show the world what I see.
When I think about the two letter word ‘Us’,
I know I’m right where I want to be.


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The stupidity of id.


I only dream of what I cannot have.
Wish for this, wish for that,
But if I give you my true opinion,
You will only give it back.


I stand alone amongst the crowd;
I have no way of standing out.
So if you do see me somehow,
Know that soon I will disappear and become invisible,
Like I feel now.


You cannot have my love, because you do not want a nerd.
You can never read my words, because they would not interest you.
You could have said the things I would like to have heard,
But now those lines are through.


Thank you for the inspiration;
I am sorry that I never mentioned,
The truth to you, but it would only ever have caused tension,
Where none ever needed to exist.
Wasted wishes, dreams of fruition,
I am just the stupidity of id.


But now I have regained my senses;
No longer fixated, no words must be wasted,
If I am to head into the future, patiently.
Waiting for the one for whom I have been waiting.


One day she will come and find me, I hope.
Somehow, someway, she will let me know.


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Rejection


You are a very long way away
And in front of me stand a thousand rejections.
I am not going to fight my way through all those deterrents,
Just to reach you and ask you out
And then you become one thousand and one.


If you ask me out, you already know what I will say.
I will say yes, only to you, with no other do I wish to make,
A true love connection.
If you want to fall in love with me
And you want to hear that you are heaven sent,
Then ask me, say you want me; my heart has already been won.


This is our time, our day.
Are you my true love?  Or are you another rejection?
I am only interested in commitment.
Are you Valentine and Va Va Voom!
Or so quick to be gone…
Time to move on.


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My Everlove.


With your hands over my eyes, I am left to surmise,
That I will never again be alone.
With my soul in your light, I will forever be able to shine,
Because I stand at your side with pride;
My heart has found its home.


When the darkness appears, you banish it all away.
Your breath on my neck, those words that you say,
Allow me to be.
I am waiting on peace.
With your arms around me, my troubles all drift away.


The world fades away, we become one being.
Dreaming of seeing you again;
You give my life new meaning.
You are my reason to work even harder,
To write for longer,
To become stronger;
To become the epitome of me.
The best I can be.
You raise my spirits and release me;
I am free.


You are what I believe in
And when I see you I have to grin.
You force me to smile with your absence of guile.
Only truth spoken, pledges unbroken,
Trustworthy words; breathing emotions.


I want to breathe you into my heart.
I want to inhale your love,
Because I love all that you are…

You shall forever be My Everlove.


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I can’t get no.


Cure my boredom; give me freedom.
Release me from this demonic kingdom.
For far too long I have been stuck in a rut;
Going nowhere fast and all because I was in love.
Now I have found another and lost my romantic voice.
She took my confidence by kissing other boys.
I hope you are not bound to your independence,
Because if you fall in love, you will be sentenced,
To truly believe in a thing called love.
Then one day it will explode in a silent phone…good luck.


I confess my desire to see her undressed
And if she doesn’t reject me, she does what naturally comes next.
She says she loves me and then she cheats like the others.
Why is everybody the same, why do I only find pathetic lovers?
So unworthy in intelligence and integrity.
I wish I could die so I could escape the monotony.


She is the reason for my self-hatred.
Who allows her to be happy, when I am so ill-fated?
If I could love just a single person,
I could release a billion inner-demons
And I could find a way to be free,
Instead of being trapped with the same old misery.


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This is what I get?


I need to say Hakuna Matata, but I cannot bury these memories.
This world makes me feel like saying see you later,
But still I drift along these turbulent seas.
I oversee and become all seeing,
Inside these visions I paint with words.
I wish I was dreaming and no longer screaming!
Because you are a long time dead, down there in the dirt.


Zombie with a heart shaped heart;
Painting pictures, writing art.
Empty your mind upon this canvas;
Discover the truth that lies beneath the scars.


Anti-psychosis and anti-happiness;
Bless this mess I call a head.
All my life I have been devoted to love
And this is what I get!!!?


Vacant on vacation with medication;
Let’s fix this soul and mind meld a connection.
Show me you and I will tell you of me;
Peace, love and empathy will set us free.


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New doors


Seeking council, in need of guidance.
Pen or pencil, no more patience.
Cold hard fact and solemn truth daily.
Only speak your piece and do not owe me.


Speak your mind or pay me no mind.
Go let it out if you need to shout.
Just say exactly what you mean,
And what you need,
And what you see.
This is no time to hold a mystery.


Without the God’s honest, there will be no witness,
To your digress, or rise, to becoming blessed.
So words are written down in the dumps,
Or upon high as you glide through life.
Will you live it hard and wear your scars,
Like victory bars,
Or hide from those who look upon us from afar?


A major award; a minor detail.
Lies are in the slips.
A missed step could be fatal,
So do not be little.
This is no time for conceding to defeat.
Wear that gauntlet as a fist,
And smash through clouds,
Because life is not always what it seems.


Sometimes life rocks and I am still rolling.
All legal now,
No word is stolen.
Only open,
To new doors.
Walking endless corridors.


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My missing piece.


Sometimes I’m crying ******* the inside;
I’ve been thinking about you running through my head,
From time to time.


And if you can hear me, I’m here for you
And all that I hope for is that you can hear me.
I hope to have just one more chance to see you smile
And one more chance to tell you, I love you, my missing piece.


If we make it through,
All the crazy days will fade
And we can start anew;
Because we both deserve the truth.


Just one more shot at love,
Just one more look.
Surely after what we had together,
We can learn from our mistakes and once more share a hug.


Yeah, we could find us, at last;
We could make each other happy again and forget our painful past.
Do you remember that September?
When our love had just begun to bloom.
The rain was falling down all around us,
As we sat inside our own cloud, speaking only truth's.


I found you up in Heaven and we stood together as one;
Underneath our own personal sun
And then we built our own little connection;
The two people will merge and never see another separation.


Nothing can truly take away what we were;
For I could never have become Him, without Her.
We are both just two pieces of one love
And we have waited far too long to meet again,
So this is no time for us to be giving up.


It was written on my bones,
Like the writing that runs all the way through a Blackpool rock.
The whole way down, deep inside is written your name.
It’s never faded from my memory
And you have never faded from my view of what we lost.


It just got complicated and caused us so much pain,
But now you must surely realise, that you and I are nothing without love
And without you to love, I will never smile again.


You are a star sign from up above;
All knowing, all seeing, everything I need to find love.
I guess I’ve got a touch of the love bug,
Because I am still infatuated
And can never be sated,
By any other imposter;
A failure to love her.


A failure to function without the lover I had once hated.
We crashed apart, when we should have crashed into each other;
I crashed upon the shore, a wreck, when I lost you my lover.


I need you in my brain, because you flow through my veins;
You have always been a part of me.
When all is darkness inside my head, you shine a light ahead
And I can take all the love that you have to give,
Because you give me such clarity.


You and I until the end.
When the walls are gone, we move as one; on that you can depend.
We are Siamese, indeed!  So we can once more find our way.
Stuck to each other like a wife handcuffed to a husband in chains.


We are committed to a love that is free;
I never stole your heart, because you gave it to me freely.
Pretty in pink, perfection is priceless.
You are my snowball effect and my love only increases
And nothing less, could pass the love test.


We were building a new life;
We spoke of giving birth to another and raising a child
And whilst I am so stupid and so fearful for the fragile,
With you I believe that anything could be possible.


So overwhelming, this love;
I have never questioned where your love comes from,
My beautiful gift from God.


So listen carefully, right now;
Because this is our time and this is our last chance to dance.
There is no reason to ruin a destined love.
We are united as one; we should be together at last.


Some people come and go and they can go,
But it is only with you that I have ever felt truly at home.
Never divided; not a chance.
Our love is the only love, so far above all others,
So much more than it was; just a fleeting romance.


Your natural beauty suits me;
I wear you on my sleeve, on my heart and on my mind.
So if you can hear me, then I will say this clearly…
I love you and no other will I ever want or need.
I am all yours; do you want to be mine?


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Mouth.


Who’s to say what’s meant to be, when everything is wrong?
Who’s to tell me what to do and how to write a song?
Who are you to think you know me?  You are so far gone!
Drink your drink and fail to think and I will stand as one.


You want to fight, because I am right and you will never be.
You think you can convince me to think like you do,
But that ain’t happening.
Put me down with stolen words;
An intelligent thought without the feel.
Keep on talking, I am still walking,
Away from all the negativity, you wish you could force me to think.


I have no feeling towards you, because we are on different plains;
You are so far beneath anything I could ever fall down to,
So in a hole I will leave you and below you will remain.
You shout at me, because I will not talk any louder,
Because you just cannot understand me and you have nothing to say.


You cannot hear the words that I speak,
Because you are so cool and I am just a geek;
But still I see through that hollow thing you call a soul
And I have already been there
And done all the things, that you wish and say that you did.


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Lost without you


We cried a thousand tears in love;
I had never cried these tears before.
In my youth, everything seemed to be such fun,
But since the end of love, no feeling seems so sure.


So confident of paying the rent;
So sure to get that job we want.
So sure to lose all the money in the end;
The debt to love took us down to one.


Free from love, I can find no way to smile;
Inside I am a bullet train going off the rails.
I am heading into the darkness and mile after mile,
There is no hope left but to fail.


The shattered memories are never fixed;
The thoughts we lost along the way.
The stepping stones of life that lead to this;
The pattern of a fate, where I decided to stay.


I left half a heart with you;
I left my last kiss there too.
I left and walked out of that door
And all I have left is not being sure.


A step into the unknown room;
A place I have never seen inside my head.
No hand to hold, to keep me safe;
Lost without you…a lifetime of regrets.


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Time is fading away


Time is ticking away from this life;
I can see you getting older before my eyes.
The sun is dying.
What will become of the light that you always shine?


Age waits for no man
And it has overtaken me.
What will become of the lives that we lead?
Winter is coming to take away all other seasons.


Day after day, the years are fading out of existence.
We drifted until now, ignoring the storms that howl behind us.
In a world that is meant to be so joyful,
We are running out of love…


Love always seemed to be in abundance,
But now it is rare to find love.
All that everybody really needs, is love,
Because love makes us happy.
I never did all I could for you
And now I am truly sorry.


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The way we were


The way we were,
So simple to say,
But it was always so hard to keep your love.
You are my Her.
You were my way.
Now I must find myself again and once more become loved.


You were my summertime lover indoors.
I could never hide from you all my endless flaws.
So grateful to you for all that you have done,
My shining sun; it always rains now as my tears pour.


Every part of me is dedicated to love;
Every thought I think is concerning you.
Even today I still desire your touch,
Because my love for you will never end…
Love will always feel like it is brand new.


The start of love is a summer’s day;
The end of love is so cold and grey.
The centre of love is happiness in a glass;
The saddest time of love is when you turn your back.


So leave me here to never wipe away these tears,
Because if you cannot hear, then why am I even crying?
It is because of you I am oh so clear,
So certain of my fate;
This feeling must be what it feels like when I am dying.


Inside I am a snow globe without a pretty picture;
Outside I am an insect surrounded by dinosaurs.
Everybody is so sure they know how to make me not miss her,
But the truth is nobody has a cure to all that which came before.

The way we were…


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Unknown future


Age steals my soul one day at a time
And all that which I own will one day no longer be mine.
One day I will cease all these words that I write
And in my eyes you will no longer find any light.


In a far distant future where we are all immortalized,
I’m catching rainbows in my hands and setting my dreams alight.
I hope you take inspiration from these things that I say,
Because I am already old
And I am already grey.


When I am gone, new words this world will create,
But I exist in the old world
And when I leave this place,
It will all become too late to change.
They may cure all the hurt that lives in this world,
But the cure will come too late for us as a people.


Future generations will learn from our past mistakes,
But those lessons are not yet known, the ozone is floating away.
The ark of all knowledge that contains the DNA of the extinct,
Will one day be needed if we are all to truly live.


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Heart-Shaped Needle


The female form is perfect,
So why get a tattoo on your heart?
If you need to cover it up with art,
Then that is your wrong choice;
But now I am so far away from using my voice,
When in all other circumstances,
You and I would be dancers.


Waist could have been in arm, both totally naked,
Looking into each other’s eyes, never wanting to look away.
Now your eyes only see me walking away, I’m saying “**** it!”
‘tis such a shame that I cannot stay
And ask you out, because without doubt,
I could fall in love with you in all other realities,
But not in this one,
Because you want to get a new tattoo done.
So I am gone, lost in your painted sun.
I wish I could see past it,
But you and I are not the right fit.


If only I liked it, then we could unite,
But I have my own life and I live my own mind
And it tells me “no.”, keep on walking;
Go and watch the next show,
For she is in need of a pin cushion, jigsaw man, painted blue,
So you will never greet her ****
And say how do?
Even though she is so **** cute!


You only meet eighty percent of what you wanted,
So all is lost to nearly,
When she could have been the perfect fit.
Kama Sutra,
It sure was nice to meet ya.


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Alone


There are only so many times you can go to a dry well,
Begging for water when you are dying of thirst.
I have exchanged my last token, so no words will be spoken;
No thoughts can be shared, my empathy hurts.
All I need is one, but for me love is gone.
Something I used to do, but now? None.


I cannot pray for what I cannot ask for.
I cannot beg or implore for a new love to adore,
Because I have either closed every open door,
Or they have been slammed in my face, no questions asked,
No more.


No more love for me; my heart a disease.
Take it with ease.
I have already given it to a thousand lost souls
And there is no more gold to be earnt from a piece of me,
That does not work to find a thing that does not exist,
When God knows I have tried!


All I need is a simple kiss, yet no lips exist for my benefit.
They are for others, who already have lovers
And are also cheating love with former lovers.
And me?
Oh brother!
Do not even bother to ask about my love life,
Because you have endless names in your black book of abundance.
It does not make me useful when I am redundant,
To all who need love, because I am a closed book.
My story already written; read and done.


I have had enough of love to last me a lifetime…
Apparently.
I did not think so before, but now I am sure.
I exist therefore I am alone.
My epitaph scrawled across a cardboard home
And I am alone,
I am alone,
I am alone,
Alone.


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Fight love


Love is like Fight Club.
Love is a war.
There can be no love, when love is so very bored.


The first rule of Fight Club is “You do not talk about Fight Club.”
The second rule of Fight Club is
“YOU DO NOT TALK ABOUT FIGHT CLUB!”
The first rule of love is “You do not cheat.”
The second rule of love is “YOU DO NOT CHEAT!”


Have I made myself clear, or do you need my sacrifice,
To show you I mean every word that I say?
If you need an example, then that is ok.
Hand me my razorblade.
I am willing to die for love;
Are you?
Are you good enough?
I am willing to die for love;
Are you good?
Are you speaking the truth?
Are you serious about love?


I am not talking about passion, ***, or even compassion.
I am stating a fact; I would stand in front of a bullet for love.
True love or nothing, keep your temporary satisfaction.
If only your love could be true.  
Is your love true?


The third rule of love is:
“Don’t say I love you unless you mean it.”
Don’t call me Babe, unless you are down to the grave.
Don’t make me a promise and later easily break it the same day.
Do not speak the words, unless you mean what you say.
If you say you want to marry me; then convince me.
Prove you need me to love you endlessly.
We have to be through to the bitter end,
Or let’s not even begin to be friends.


When all is dead and done, I will not be your shining sun.
I will not speak ill of the dead because you will be alive.
When we reach our end, because of your other men,
Remember you said “Yeah.”  Remember what you said,
And I will never forget those things that you did.
The fourth rule of love is not I am with stupid.


Turn the page and look at what I wrote.
Learn what you said; pick a quote.
I have already said my love is 4real before.
Do you think you are worthy, or are you truly a chore?
Who is that a-rapping and a tapping upon your door?
If it is not me, but another him,
Then pity me please, for I have become your victim.
Stab the lie through me from the front,
And leave me to bleed on the floor after being dumped.


‘til death do us part sounds like Heaven to me.
**** me if you want to be mean.
Are you ready to **** with your sympathy,
And claims of understanding,
When you clearly DO NOT UNDERSTAND A ******* THING!


Chop off my thieves hand and remove this ring.
Set fire to it and burn me with lies.
You are so despised, because you accepted this thing.
Next, listen carefully and leave me blatantly rejected.
For true love I am ready to die.


Only one is worthy;
It is not you.
I am living proof.
You have destroyed my last chance of happiness.
Why are you waiting for me to say anymore?...
Too-da-loo.


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The Human Condition


I’m a speck of light in the distance of humanity.
Everybody continues to live their faithful calamities.
Life as we know it has hit an all-time low.
You may be human; I regret the fact that to you I was ever known.


I am a being on a separate wave
And I have been washed onto another plain
Of existence; for you are no longer of any consequence.
I have risen above the need for life
And I exist merely in your distance.


Your humdrum, bubble gum, pass me the gun,
Lives are wasted on both of us.
Now I only despise where there used to be smiling eyes.
No more teeth showing menace;
Just an empty face disappearing in the distance.


You are robotic, cheating, evil things, choose your own fate.
I am away; so far, so far away
And all I hear is a fading memory talking to me.
The illusion of humanity once meant something to people like me,
But you took it all and kept on coming back and taking more
And MORE!
So nothing remains from the echoes before the fall.


I am calling time on all mankind.
All human beings, I am drawing a line.
I shall never cross over and head in your direction.
I am gone from you, so keep your (   ) intentions.
You are dead to me; as dead as can be.
You can keep being human; you and I are different species.


I am a personality divided,
Neither human, nor livid.
Just drained by humanity;
I am done with it.
I am beyond your stupidity;
Such inane conversations.
Way station.
Interruption…

The Human
Condition.


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These are the good times.


Betwixt and between, lovers caught in a quandary;
Do we fall in love forever?
Or just remember each other fondly?
What will be will be, but oh!  What might have been…
If we only took a shot in the dark at the never before seen.


Love is so new as to be exciting,
Yet the unknown is all so very frightening;
Bewildering days lost beneath the thunder and lightning.
And then at last the summer arrives;
The rainy days are washed away from our lives.
The sadness we clung to so very tightly,
Morning, noon and nightly,
Fades away from our memory as love brings us to life.


Such joy eternal!
Possibly to become, one day, matrimonial.
Anything is possible in these times of revival.
The good old days of love are back again;
No longer bound by self-imposed chains;
No longer afraid of falling deeply into love…
The world is my oyster and I could eat;
I will see if she would like to fall in love with a guy like me.
If not, then c’est la vie, it was never meant to be.


But eagerly I await her answer,
Because my heart is in a ballroom, waiting for my dancer,
To take my hand, so I can spin her around
And show her I love her,
As we glide across the ground.


She will run to me like a ***** dancer affair
And after I have picked her up,
I will lift her high into the air!


Finally we are all out of dance.
Hopefully when she lands,
I will find myself inside a new romance.


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Sparks fly


With a killer smile, she gives me whiplash,
As I spin around to see if she really said that.
She did, I gasp, as I take in a deep breath.
This temptress I would like to get into my bed.


As we stare into each other’s eyes,
Telepathic thoughts run between us
And as we grow nearer to each other,
Our thoughts are linked by our desire to touch.


Whispered secrets are exchanged between us
And in lust, we find love…
Now the fuse has been unspun
And ignited, so exciting;
The two of us are so delightfully united.
We are the beast with two backs,
In my mind of fictional thinking.


Eventually, when we can remain apart no more,
Our lips collide together and we are each lifted up.
We spin as one being, arms around, hugging tight.
We dance under the moonbeams and we become a light,
That can be seen from a thousand fathoms.
The electricity that is between us makes lightning happen.
Sparks fly from each of us as we are encased in this love
And with a final, heart-shaped firework explosion…
Our night of love is done.


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A weep of fate


There was a man sat on a bench, waiting for his bride to arrive;
There was a woman outside a church, wiping the tears from her eyes.
Today was the day his future bride would have arrived;
Today was the day her husband had lost his life.


The tears that poured down from his eyes,
Created the puddle in which her reflection lied.
Her smile told of beauty, of love and of radiance;
When inside all she felt, was the end of all romance.


She handed him her handkerchief and asked what was wrong;
The words fell from his mouth, unwittingly like a song.
His bride, he said, had not arrived.
His heart was broken; his love-life had died.


She offered him comfort and he thanked her for caring,
Then she spoke of her lover and his death left her crying.
As the two of them talked, she embraced all his words,
As she realised he was just like her.


She suddenly stopped and apologized for talking,
For she had come over in the first place,
To maybe aid him, whilst she was herself in mourning.
As he told her his tale, it saddened her to see,
The man was still in mourning, for his bride to be.


One year before, in a collision with a car,
She too had died and floated away up into the stars.
Coincidence, this may have been.
Two lovers were now lost, to never be;
But with a simple twist of fate, new lovers would exist…


Their misery had given them a connection.
Their love was so strong, it left a lasting impression.
Now twenty two years later, at the graveyard she weeps;
For the twice widowed woman,
Has lost her man of mourning in his sleep.


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Adverts killed the T.V. star.


T.V. for the masses; there is money to be made.
Five minutes into a programme there comes a three minute delay.
Cut a scene in half,
So they can advertise, without ever being smart.
We must annoy to be memorable;
We are creating art.
You **** the life out of the T.V. and all you say becomes a blur.
We must all fast forward through all the adverts,
Or put the T.V. on mute to avoid their words.


You gave away your soul so you could ruin the T.V.
And now you have destroyed the internet and made it so slow!
Bug’s and stuff to make you money.
You ruin everything you touch.
You have no soul,
So stay away from me.


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Something Nice


People don’t think; they stink.
Why are things so great?
Honestly, just sit around and wait.
Look it’s a summer’s day
And everything is ok.


Feeling woozy on Tuesday;
It’s just another day.
Another way to be happy;
They say.


Trying to write ‘Something Nice’;
Struggling really, I guess that’s life!
I can’t be happy, with my life today;
I need to do something I don’t hate.


Goodbye Tuesday, hello Gorgeous!
I think we may see something before us,
We can’t resist; my divine inspiration.
Thank you for everything;
You’re a beautiful creation.


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Someone needs to love you


Hell is just a destination,
Something for us to fear.
You can’t stop your destiny friend,
You can only live right here.


Right now is where the heart beats;
Right now is the time.
Tomorrow brings the changes,
So open up your mind.


Because someone needs to love you,
Someone needs to care.
You need someone to love you,
It’s time to let them in.


Someone needs to love you,
Someone needs to care.
You need someone to love you,
It’s time to let them in.


All the broken hearts and all the broken minds,
Litter loves battlefield, where the love light used to shine.
It’s time for us to live again.  It’s time for us to care.
So open up your heart my friend and let your lover in.


For time can bring the changes,
But nothing heals the heart.
So let love make things ok;
It’s time for a new start.


Because someone needs to love you,
Someone needs to care.
You need someone to love you,
It’s time to let them in.


Someone needs to love you,
Someone needs to care.
You need someone to love you,
It’s time to let them in.


Heaven is a place where lovers love to lay.
The picture of your lovers face,
Will be there until your dying days.
Until the end of time, is the time you will spend together.
My love, I will always love you; today, tomorrow and forever.


Because someone needs to love you,
Someone needs to care.
You need someone to love you,
It’s time to let them in.


Someone needs to love you,
Someone needs to care.
You need someone to love you,
It’s time to let them in.


Your love is all I need now.
Your love is all I want.
My love is all I can give to you.
I offer you my broken heart.
Lay your hands upon me; heal my broken heart,
Then I can always lay with you,
My love light in the dark.


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For Little Blue, I Love You


Hey there beautiful, why so sad?
What’s going on in that heart of yours?
You know I like you, but reality is bad;
For the truth is you are married,
But at least you are secure.


In the knowledge that my friend you are;
You shining star with such empathy inside.
You don’t drive a car, but you do raise your child,
With perfection I am sure, for you speak with such pride.


He’s lucky to have a mother like you,
So Peace, Love and Empathy to all who surround you.
To you Little Blue, I love your sorrow,
Give it all to me and be happy tomorrow.


I’ve seen you smile; I’ve seen you laugh.
I’ve confided my soul in you, in the past.
I’ve shown you part of the real me
And now I just wanted to say thanx.


I could speak to you when I was in love.
I could speak to you about smoking these drugs.
I could speak to you at random intervals.
I could love you as a friend, but nothing more.


For there are women I will meet throughout my life
And I will find them beautiful, as I do you my child;
For I speak as God now and I bless you – My gift to you.
You are an Angel, so I speak now just to Little Blue.


Become Little Pink and laugh, dance and love love.
Be happy forever, for your heart speaks of pure trust
And faithfulness; the thing I crave the most.
One day I shall find a woman, who has your thoughts of love.


She will be faithful, for that is what I admire the most;
Her past loves will become forgotten, as ghosts.
Her love will be true and she will be faithful like you,
For she will be a true believer in love; just like us two.


So to Little Blue; no sorry, Little Pink.
You are a wonderful Wife, Mother and friend
And I want to say thanx.


Peace, Love and Empathy.
Read ‘The Poem for all Females.’
It shows all women my heart
And sends my love to all the beautiful, faithful females.


(C)2011 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Never Satisfied.


Why do we always want the women we can’t have?
Why are our choices of lover, so appallingly bad?
For the ones we want the most, usually only let us down
And the ones we don’t really want,
Are the only ones who want us right now.


Even though we know the one who lies,
Next to us in bed isn’t good enough
And they’re only here for tonight, to feed our lust for lust.
There are so many out there, that we lust after;
Even though, we already have a lover.


So we become paranoid, that we can’t satisfy our partner
And they will go look for another.
For they, like us, think the grass would be greener
And somehow forget the contentment,
We feel, when alone with each other.


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Escape Death


Love, death, save yourself,
Sell your soul, burn your wealth.
Take it in, spit it out,
Inhale, exhale, scream and shout.


Live forever, **** yourself,
Take a trip, find someone else.
The person inside, you are trying to hide,
It bursts out your heart,
Like a shining light.


Freedom for sale, just inhale,
Make it through; prevail.
All I have is nothing at all,
Something corrupt, taught us to feel.
Taught us to hear, taught us to fear.


Death, death, death, I’m alive.
My head is full of suicide.
Nothing is all you are,
Hide away you shooting star.


Demon seeds grow in your mind,
Light is no more, my eyes are blind,
To all happiness, I do confess,
I love you, I love you, for it is you I do detest.


My last breath is wasted on you,
My face, my heart, you do not deserve.
****, ****, ****, your shame and pride,
All your feelings keep inside.
For they are yours and yours alone.
Burn away your mobile phone.


God is here, the devil sits at his side,
He made the devil to make you think he is nice
And pure and loving and good and forgiving;
But the truth is dead, God killed it with sin.
Heaven or Hell it’s all just a myth,
The truth is - death is the end of your existence.


Mother Nature hates human beings,
They hurt her, they don’t deserve her,
They broke her heart, so she has deserted us…
And taken our feelings.


(C)2013 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

No faith in love


I don’t believe in love anymore;
Love has been stained it is no longer pure.
Love was my life, but not anymore,
Because I have lost my faith in love.


You broke my heart apart,
When you said you had to depart.


I struggle to get myself out of bed,
Because there is nothing left, except the pain inside my head.


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Weight watchers paradise


Lemon pies, with feathered wings,
Floating in the sky, as the sun sits and glistens,
Against their skin; yes the beautiful people.
The ones who say, all that food is pure evil.


The bright morning sun kills off the dark blue night
And shows us the way to a weight watchers paradise,
With cream filled donuts and chocolate gold bars,
With the sponge cake motorways, full of jelly made motor cars.


So super-size me; put me on the Elvis diet.
I can’t talk right now, for I have to eat.
Oh and don’t forget, to cut the bacon off my fat;
I have no wish, to look anorexic.


Big, fat and beautiful, look at me!
All you jealous skinny girls, are only jealous of these.
My two lethal weapons, that get me all I want;
So take me to a Heaven, named McDonald’s,
With Burger Kings, feeding on Kentucky Fried Chickens.
This tasty goodness is so **** finger licking.


Rabbit food?  Don’t make me puke!
I have no desire, to become bulimic.
I’m not Princess Di; I have no wish to die.
No I don’t love to watch, my cholesterol level rise;
But I do love my **** body and I do love my super-size.


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Your wishes


Hey there beautiful; how the Devil are you?
I was just thinking what to do for you.
Is there anything you need?  I will do it for you.
Just tell me what you want and your wishes will all come true.


Anything you want, your wish is my command;
Come take my hand and you will see I am your man.
I belong to you; do with me what you want.
The only thing I ask of you is, please may I have your love?


This poem is to tell you how I feel when I am around you;
When I can’t be with you I can’t stop thinking about you.
I need your love to make me happy
And maybe, who knows?  We could raise a family.


Wishing I could make you better,
Waiting for a change of weather.
We need the sun to bring us together,
Then we can walk off into the sunset forever.


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Poor old me.


I hate my body, so stay away;
Don’t waste your time coming onto me today.
Because my body is as ugly as my face
And my middle aged spread is on the way.


I hate being me and I hate you seeing me,
So close your eyes before I leave.
I disagree if you think I’m ****,
Because that is one thing I will never be.


Leave me alone and get out of my face;
This place is no home.  I am a disgrace.
I’ve never been touched by a touch of grace,
Just replaced and never saved for a rainy day.


My six pack is being replaced with a *** belly;
Oh pity me in my misery.
I can’t get back what age steals from me,
So I wallow in my self-pity.  

Oh poor old me.


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Love, actually.


You are beautiful;
What more do you need?
Anything else I can say, would be so cliché,
So I will just tell you what would make me happy and hope you believe.


I want you tonight, in bed by my side;
Then I want you to stay in bed with me, the following night.
I want to hold your hand when we walk down the street;
I want to look forward to the next time we meet.


I want honesty, but only if it is positive.
I want to become happy with you;
Maybe you could help me to achieve it.
I want to remember our time together when I die;
I don’t want to have to try and forget you,
When I find out that you have told me another lie.


I want to be in love and I think I could be with you.
I want the total agony of being in love!
I want a lover that can actually stay true.


I want you to be passionate and to have me on your mind.
I would be happy if I heard you say, that I am yours and you are mine.
I can be with you if you want and if not, then I never cared anyway;
I will not try to remain cool, when you are bored and walk away.


Let love be real and not a fiction of what it should be;
If love is all we need, then let your eyes gaze upon me.
Picture us together and if you like what you see,
Then say those words we all long to hear;
Yes I will, if you want to, I guess, what do you foresee?


I’m bored of being bored and need the excitement of your touch;
I’m sick of being lovesick and I am awaiting your kiss.
I’m a lover of love, who needs a lover to love;
It sure would be nice to be loved by somebody,
So what do you think?


The language of love is too often miss-understood;
Let the fools also gain insight into the secrets of winning a heart.
Silence is not golden to two people in search of love;
If you can see past the idiot that I portray,
Maybe you could find underneath that I could be smart.


Smart of thought and smart of dress;
I will try my best to never buy you a dress.
My taste in fashion is clear for all to see;
So here’s the cash, buy what you want, I will simply smile and agree.


If only I could, I would fall headlong into your arms.
Your beauty is blinding me; your words are guiding me
And you are my sun and my stars.
If we are forever only looking through the looking glass,
Then what exactly will we have done?
If nothing is all I can do, when thinking about you;
Then what will become of our love?


Forever apart and only drifting further;
If it is not possible to love me, then what hope for our future?
Go find a lesser love and be almost-happy together
And just forget you ever met me;
I was only meant to be your destined suitor.


In sadness let’s leave this whole love notion behind;
Let all others find their lovers and I will find happiness inside myself.
When I see you with each other, I will not even cry;
I will not even whisper bitter words under my breath;
I will only wish you well.


You can have all the regrets; I will easily forget.
I will move on and let go of your love and walk off into the sun.
In our golden years, you can be the one, who thinks,
Maybe he could have been the best.
You can be the one with the love at last sight;
You have already become my gun.


A bullet through my heart, now inside me love is dead;
The lost image of you is gone forever, always, until the end.
I will just be eternally grateful for all the time we had to spend,
With each other moving along this ill-fated journey of let’s pretend.


If this love is not meant to be, then que sera, sera;
We all have many loves in our life time
And I never said you were the one.
Maybe my next love will find me,
Maybe I could build myself a new heart;
As I wave goodbye to your memory and all your faults,
You will turn your back upon our love and I will simply be gone.


(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

Born again.


I am a stranger in a foreign land
And I have no place to call my home.
I have travelled as a dark lonely man in this world
And I still feel the need to roam.


There’s a beautiful horizon in the back of my mind;
I would start again from the beginning, if I could turn back time.


They allow me to rewind; to start again.
Now I have lost all that which I have gained.
But I begin with the knowledge of a former life.  Like a train,
I charge into the new life, swallowing all future knowledge.
This time I am born to win!
I am born again.


Pick up your lies;
You have been walking all over the truth.
All I knew was worthless to a former life,
Where all I did was lose.


But now the truth shall set me free!
I shall embrace peace, love and empathy!
I shall never again suffer indignity.
I have become all knowing, all seeing;
So now such love, I shall no longer seek.


Aspire to inspire, whilst playing the lyre;
The lies are no longer necessary to lift us above.
Eyes are now wide open, keep your mouth shut!
We are all born to lose, this life we are given,
To go in search of love.


(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.