You're the poem I couldn't finish
The journey I should have never started
I saw tragedy in our ending
My pen bled its heart out trying to change it
But you were the fight I didn't want to lose
The addiction I didn't want to quit
Yet there was only one of us holding on
I wasn't attached to the man you are
But the one you could be
I tried to build where there was no foundation
Creat a fairy tale on blank pages
But some stories need not to be told, let alone written
You'll read my words and won't be moved
Your arrogance will not soften
You won't be changed
Your heart, if you should have one,
Will not bend or break
The worst part of it all
Is this poem as about you
And you'll never even know it

For me it's hard to explain
Cause my thoughts are out of my brain
Filling me up with an endless pain
Cause tribe is not a color
No one stands taller
Than half of the other!

Effort is drug
I have to hug
That compassionate bug!

If hell is hell
It'd moan at you
If hell is hell
You never waste your words
On the streams
If hell is hell
It wouldn't sign your cigar
If hell is hell
Betrayal swears God to confess to hell
If hell is hell
Short_ term relationships combine together
To join the carousel of fire
Alas!
The hell is too hot!

You're in the same page of my thinking
That's why my heart is ready for you
decided to keep ringing
I wish I had a chance to be with you
In the north pole
Cause it gives me the feeling like being on Giant
Flying above & see the whole
Sing your song louder
When your lips
Are against mine
And my nerves become calmer & Calmer
Than I have no way to feel colder
My heart isn't interpreted  
Yet is bold
To let go of the numbness
Right way back to the Old!

My words have followed me though the years
From adolescent love to the pains of womanhood
Stuffed between pages,notebooks
In binsand book bags
Concealed within pockets of purses
Jotted_down notes on my cell phone
The passion, the agony,and ultimately,my awakening
Have been ther
Always hinting, always reminding
This is who I've been, who I am

My fingers stroke a ***** screen
Aching to feel his skin beneath them
I lay next to it pretending I'm really there beside him
We stare at eachother
Knowing we have other things to do
The energy so magnetic we delay leaving
I'm living & breathing here
But my heart is so far away
I yearn to hear his voice , see his face
To know he is safe and well
The fact that we dream under the same sky
Should bring comfort
But  sunset is just not the same through a picture
Our moments are shared and stored
But my desire is to feel them completely
I would gladly weather any storm
If he were literally next to me
For how can I shun the wind and the rain
While I sit with my blessing
They have their purpose in life
And I believe his is to love me as I love him
For now until what I want comes to be
I'll appreciate that God thought fondly enough to have our paths
Cross and be so interwined
That I get to laugh, love, smile, and be weird
Even if for now it's through a screen

I miss winter
Those marvelous late icy night street
Listening to the sound of sleet
Landing gently between your steps,
On your feet
& upon the heart beat!

My love is misunderstood
Like a book that has never been read
Yet still kept on shelf
With a layer of passion dust

Touch me with your eyes
Desperately
As no one can ever realize
I'm still asking to know
How deeply a love can hide?

که بَرَد دیبای ابر با باد به ابد...؟

I painted the fences today
My hands in grey
Can't bear any delay
I count on the moments
Spended with my opponents
Cause they're my lovely proponents!

(Pool sovurur) in English (shoveling money)
Means that a person is so rich so that he could shovel a money threshing.

repairing my broken shadow is simple
"attempting to ruin the wall of your blocked heart"
even not having others awared of that!

World created round and my thoughts became round.
جهان گرد شد تا فکر من گرد گردد

left and right
they only treat you like detective
guess who they are
running on my mind
and I watch them like an owl
cause I don't need that kind of soul
they couldn't hurt my magical world
I will build my own ,I told

Can you feel the countract
About how to react
After every contact?

My summer of love
Never ends
It depends
To her reactions
To her sensitivity
To her loyality
I see her in my dreams
Going out of her way
To seek her fortune
Running in afternoon
To a heaven' palace
& sun's gazing
When will we finish
The summwr journey
Or maybe it will
Give up by a conclusion

Надо мною тишина
Небо полное дождя
Дождь проходит сквозь меня
Но боли больше нет
Под холодный шепот звезд
Мы сожгли последний мост
И все в бездну сорвалось
Свободным стану я
От зла и от добра
Моя душа была на лезвии ножа

Я бы мог с тобою быть
Я бы мог про все забыть
Я бы мог тебя любить
Но это лишь игра
В шуме ветра за спиной
Я забуду голос твой
И о той любви земной
Что нас сжигала в прах
И я сходил с ума
В моей душе нет больше места для тебя

Я свободен
Словно птица в небесах
Я свободен
Я забыл что значит страх
Я свободен
С диким ветром наравне
Я свободен
Наяву а не во сне

Надо мною тишина
Небо полное огня
Свет проходит сквозь меня
И я свободен вновь
Я свободен от любви
От вражды и от молвы
От предсказанной судьбы
И от земных оков
От зла и от добра
В моей душе нет больше места для тебя

Я свободен
Словно птица в небесах
Я свободен
Я забыл что значит страх
Я свободен
С диким ветром наравне
Я свободен
Наяву а не во сне

People go far away to find the truth
Actually there are proofs
That the truth is in presence
And they don't aware of their recent

Never wished the worst
Nor the best;
I need you in my next
For the rest!

You could never match what I gave and deep down I always knew it

If you were the night,
Than I'd like to find me lost!

remarked on embarked
around the corner stucked
as strong as an ox
willing to think outside of the box
let alone culture
we all live in different cities
yet accuring under the same sky!

The pain of sepration isn't finished
My tears can't stand being
Deminished
The pain of seperation is invisible
First out of in reality
Than
Embarked getting credible
Think you lost in this familiar town
Maybe in crowd or down
The pain of sepration
Makes me miss you on the road
So I let my words explode

When I wanna take a photo of red roses,
Bunches of roses
Crushing under the car' tires
My words bleeding on my mind
How we respect beauty
Or natural beauty
Or the romance world
On another love
I take everything seriously
Most think that love is between you &I
But they don't aware of nature
Nature is romantic
&classic
Like Charming wet bench
Scratches illustrated of
Capital letters

The more impossibles I carry
No matter how much or long
Romance is the saviour!

feels like you're floating at the universe
counting stars to prove your passion at first
all to know is to be like the light year;
hasty on safety!

I don no know why we need ourselves?maybe we're tired of sound of a banger on the **** tube or we're tired of silence.
I don no why we're dissatisified?
maybe we stucked behind the screen &dreaming&claiming.
I don no why we're too busy?
maybe we feel superior to others or perhaps we're in lack of confidence!
I don no why we hate things? maybe we don want'em to find us
or perhaps we're frightend!

I could stand tall
Without having any fear to fall
I could stand tall in the spot
Where there's me,you and & the night
It's one o'clock
You're in thought of me desperately
& My words place on paper ambiguously!

you vowed winning impossibles in spite of  thinking  you stuck in unimportants!

after a while we'd regret'bout flying these days
sleeping on our incompatible craves
searching gallery to encourage our claims to waves
however we used to take
our narcissism as mistakes
so did the snowflakes
"dancing slowly,than lead it to snowbreaks."

Your love paralleled across the king of my heart...

Nothing really special has happened
If you want,it's your turn
Turn yourself on
& let all those tragic voices be gone
I try most of it to have fun
If not,
I'd hollow out within me unless I run!

пахожий на сон
я любил тебя

We need a horizon indeed
To fading,
Even farther, better
Or briefer, easier
Non of my buisness
Christain or black
We came to attract
Exist what on our track
Cuz, there's nothing holdin me back

Would you like some coffee?
Yeah!
Any sugar?
No,You still exist!

Mon:Moon effects my routine
My heartache needs much of Cafeine
Tue:early morning views of Neighbor park
Now is waiting for my gentle Bike
Wed:online pub is to get warm
Needs a technique as cheating Form
Thu:standing tall in the hall
Hearing the unheard voice of The wall
Fri:Forget about gathering Together
Focus on being better!
Sat:tired good morning to this Week
Bring my jacket & mask to seem Like a pro health freak
Sun:the unstoppable desire to Write
Is the fried rice burning on the Stove;right?

In a blink of an eye
It's night
After dawn
Close my eyes
Feeling numb
Open my eyes
No joke,no joy,no fun
Tryna hold out my life
To have a heap of chill
Cause there's left no way to thrill
Please say my name louder
To know exactly who I am
In the middle of this flatter!

I let this love live again
Even in touching your lips burning all
In pain
I hold your hand a little bit colder
Breathing the roughness of the weather
I let this love grow older
I touch the ashes gotten wet by the river Through my eyelashes
Than I close my eye,
Having heard the sound of passion
When your heart splashes!

Life's like doing the dishes
Singing is the single habit
In my lonely hours!

My motivational sentence was(it's better than nothing)
Everybody can ease!

Heart, my heart, what can it mean?

What could trouble you so?

What a strange new life, it seems!

You, I no longer know.

Everything you loved is done,

Everything that grieved you,

All your work and peace is gone –

How could this overtake you!

Are you caught by lovely youth

By that beloved form,

By those eyes so good and true,

By that all-powerful force?

When I try to run away,

Collect myself and flee,

In a moment my path strays

Back to her you see.

By that magic thread, so

That cannot be untied,

The dear wanton girl, oh

She holds me fast: and I

Must lie within her magic spell

And live where she may go.

How great the change, I tell!

Love! Love! Let me go!

Someone calls you a ****** to modify
"An artist typify"
Eversince I found someone to rescue Myself
I decided to run
Thousands of miles
Which is your commitment to your
Goals
For a worthwhile!

home is not a place; it's a feeling
maybe on the top of the mountain
or in the sound of the roaring wolves
so called "the main frequency"
yet facinates the intimicy
of surrounded Alaskians' evergreens!

Fill me up with your warmth
That brings about a gigantic
Storm
In longlasting passion form!

Thoughts are fallen into
All in a sudden
Half with an ache
And rest with an awareness
I read'em deep down enough
To travel inside out & stuff
Treat your mindset as if it were free
Jot down a little to settle it be
Like a restless freeze bee
Which makes it enough
To count on your steps
Instead of counting'em!

The fires of my desires Burn my heart deeply
Where that same pain can Free me
There's so much within me
I'm trying to send a letter To universe
I pray to stars to make My soul whole
That brings me the bliss To my entire goal
Look at the universe to Keep me grounded
Cause it helps me see the goodness & beauty
Of the world I'm surrounded...

I'd be the one
If you wanna be wrapped into someone's Arms
Time flies better
When you drop pondering out
& fall once
Then,feel forever!

My heart is not heavy
When pain is left alone behind Crying
I live in here;
But my heart is so far away
It's too tired of living with
Harsh,
Being harassed
So decided to escape away
There are holes
In my heart
Digged with rumors & gossips
Revised over for lying
I fill'em with secrets
keeping safe with my resistence
Like it's never gonna have that kind of roots in my soul
Yet it's keen to move forward;
I told!