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let me make it simple
(all are painful though)
gd doesnt exist
gd is aweful
i dont understand gd but hes good still in a very complicated (and unnecessary way if you as me)

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blank Aug 2022

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if G-d doesn’t exist
there is no point to my pain

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blank Oct 2023

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definitely one hundred percent doing this whole life thing wrong i dont know how to do this

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blank Sep 2022

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when is it intuition
and when is it fear

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blank Sep 2022

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my life is a relentless series of
a boulder on my chest on and off

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blank Aug 2022

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its either all over eventually or
there was meaning all along

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blank Jun 2023

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i dont want to be here
i dont have a choice

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blank Sep 2023

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the mini high you get after your anxiety makes you throw up yellow stuff in the morning
its the small gifts in life thank you g-d

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blank May 2022

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and tonight
we have nothing to say

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blank Aug 2022

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G-d if you exist
how’d you come about

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blank Mar 2024

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I’m feeling worse and worse
getting older and older

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blank Dec 2023

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someone is playing a prank on me probably with this life im living

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blank Dec 2023

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it usually doesnt work out in the end
and life keeps living

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blank Jun 2023

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imagine having an incessant weight on your chest
and an awful feeling inside
but expecting yourself to be normal

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blank May 2022

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how do your emotions
come in a rhyme

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blank Jun 2023

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inside myself feels awful
i hate going about this

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blank Oct 2023

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its a secret how to dance in the world

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blank Jun 2023

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gd if i loved someone
id never let her feel abandoned

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blank Apr 2023

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art is imperfection
otherwise it would be a photograph

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blank Apr 2022

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i fall in and out
so i don’t trust love now

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blank Aug 2023

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you tell me its all in the mind but when circumstances change my throat opens again

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blank Jun 2023

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my goal in life is peace
and no anxiety

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blank Oct 2023

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life is incomprehensible

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blank Apr 2020

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my heart is abused by my mind
and it can just stare paralyzed

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blank Oct 2023

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my life is me trying to avoid suffering but not knowing how but knowing that its in my hands you get why i hate it here

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blank Feb 2023

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not wanting to die
is good enough

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blank Jun 2023

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i dont feel regular
regular people dont feel all this weight

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blank Aug 2023

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can i just have legs
i dont get it