I went through the snow and ice,
with sleatting rain,
to become the class of 96.
Without a woman in sight
we were rats in a sinking ship,
made worse by our task master
taking 50% value.

why does he remain so dark?
why can he not see the light?
"pssst....stay away from that, he'll pull you down."
"people like that want attention."
is this an amusement park?
is this too real to be anything but your sick entertainment?
this is a human..,,
cryin,,,
demanded from .. ,
spent.,,,,
like used nuclear fuel rods rotting in "forever's " containment.
i try to smile
when i do feel the sun
no medicine can ease the feelings of human absence
nor the weight of laughs as they say, "hello?"
expect my worst
for the best you have never tried to stay and "watch"
for this "act" is through entertaining
the parts so easily seen by eyes that are half closed.
i am a being...
suffering...
isn't my pain a tribute to us lost souls you neglect?
from your questions?
this is what a soul gets, "staining."

Each night
When I try to sleep,
My sins haunts me like hell
And I wish that I could go back
And fix everything that I did,
I'll fix the heart I broke
I'll heal every wound that I gave,
I feel like as if
The ship of my life is
Sinking in the ocean of blood tears
Of deep sorrowness and depression!
But not every action can be reversed.
I still want to apologize for what I did,
But there isn't apology for every sin!
Maybe its my punishment to live with the curse of breaking someone's trust
For forever!

So,  think think twice before
You take an action because
What goes around comes around!